Chapter 8 to Ah Jin's warm house
"It's almost cleaned up, but you really want to move, did Ah Zhan agree?" Aunt Song was puzzled and worried, she didn't know what Xu Lejin had been messing with Xiao Qingzhan recently, but she remembered that Xu Lejin didn't seem to have used it since she was fifteen years old.
"My feet are on my body, why do you want him to agree?" Xu Lejin pouted slightly and snorted lightly, "Besides, he's about to get married, what's the matter if I stay here?" ”
With such a drag oil bottle like her here, what is the difference between people entering the door and being a stepmother directly.
"Ah Jin", Aunt Song showed a subtle face, walked up to Xu Lejin in a few steps, and shook her hand, "Are you not happy that Ah Zhan gets married?" ”
In the past, Xiao Qingzhan said that he would not consider it for the time being, but Aunt Song understood that Xu Lejin was still young, but now that he has grown up.
"I'm not happy, doesn't he have to tie the knot......"
Xu Lejin withdrew his hand from Aunt Song's hand, then stretched his waist and continued to walk towards the direction of the room, "I'm very tired today, so I really don't eat." ”
"Ah Jin, don't worry, even if he is really married, he is still your brother, he will not let you be bullied, after so many years, when did Ah Zhan let you be wronged, he ......"
Aunt Song seemed to be still saying something, Xu Lejin had already closed the door.
Xiao Qingzhan didn't come back until ten o'clock, and when Xiao Qingzhan entered the door, Xu Lejin knew it, because she didn't fall asleep at all in the room, she could hear Aunt Song suddenly brighten up, and of course, she could also hear her complaining that she hadn't eaten properly.
"Aunt Song, I told you, if I come back late, you don't have to wait for me", Xiao Qingzhan was a little helpless, raised his eyes in the direction of Aunt Song's room, and motioned for her to go to sleep quickly.
Aunt Song habitually waits, in fact, most of the time Xiao Qingzhan returns late, or works overtime or socializes, and no longer eats when she comes back, but she habitually waits for him to enter the door and asks if he is hungry before she can rest with peace of mind.
"Ah Jin didn't eat......" Aunt Song followed Xiao Qingzhan's gaze, but she really went to her room, but she didn't worry about turning back several times.
"I know, you go to sleep," Xiao Qingzhan responded with a chuckle.
Seeing Aunt Song's figure enter the room, Xiao Qingzhan looked in the direction of Xu Lejin's room.
After hesitating, he gave him a glass of milk and knocked on the door.
knocked a few times for the first time, but there was no movement inside, Xiao Qingzhan knocked again, with his understanding of Xu Lejin, today in the company is unhappy, and it is unlikely that this little girl can really sleep.
"Sleep", this time knocking again, there was an impatient sound in the room.
Xiao Qingzhan smiled, "Then can you ask Ah Jin's child to sleepwalk over and open the door?" ”
The lights in the room came on, footsteps came, and soon, the door opened.
Xu Lejin propped up the door with his elbows, he didn't mean to let him in, and stared at Xiao Qingzhan with dissatisfied eyes, "Do you know what time it is?" ”
"Ten o'clock", Xiao Qingzhan held the milk in front of her, glanced at the time on his wrist by the way, and added it completely, "Zero eight points." ”
"Don't drink, I'm not hungry, not everyone is like you, I don't come back from dinner until ten o'clock, I want to sleep now, thank you."
Xu Lejin pushed Xiao Qingzhan's hand back holding the milk cup, and then prepared to close the door.
"Xu Lejin."
Xiao Qingzhan's voice was a little more serious, Xu Lejin's hand closed the door paused, she didn't really close the door, she raised her eyes and looked straight into Xiao Qingzhan's eyes, and finally took a deep breath, let go, turned around and walked back into the room.
Xiao Qingzhan pushed the door in, and Xu Lejin had already hugged a pillow and sat on the edge of the bed.
Xiao Qingzhan walked to the side of the bed, put the milk on the bedside table next to him, and then moved a chair over, and when he sat down, Xu Lejin could see that he had elegantly unbuttoned it, and then rolled up his sleeves a few points.
Xu Lejin looked away, swallowed his saliva unconsciously, he could see it, but he couldn't touch it.
"Tell me, what do you think now?" Xiao Qingzhan raised his eyes to look at him, slightly majestic.
"Aunt Song said that the house is cleaned up, I think I will move tomorrow", when Xu Lejin spoke, he raised his eyes, but he didn't dare to raise them completely, his eyes only fell on Xiao Qingzhan's chest, and she could see Xiao Qingzhan's strong chest undulating with breathing.
"Aunt Song said, you don't want me to get married now?" Xiao Qingzhan asked directly.
"Honestly? I don't want to, but in fact, it doesn't matter, whether you get married now or in a few years, the result will be the same anyway, and the bride will not become me. ”
In this matter, Xu Lejin is unhappy, but he is also quite transparent.
Xiao Qingzhan lowered his eyes and was silent, and only after half a minute did he speak, "Ah Jin, I love you very much, but not ......"
Xiao Qingzhan's face was a little embarrassed, he was considering, if Xu Lejin really didn't want him to get married, he could still regress, delay it for a few more years, or not get married, but he really couldn't really be with Xu Lejin.
He really can't, he now recalls the picture of Xu Lejin kissing him after drinking that night, and he is still tormented in his heart.
He had a deep sense of self-blame and guilt.
blamed himself for thinking that he took good care of Xu Lejin, but he never noticed the change in her feelings for him.
He also felt guilty and ashamed of Xu Jiale, he raised Xu Lejin by his side, in fact, he subconsciously wanted to replace Xu Jiale, he had positioned himself on the word brother from the beginning, so Xu Lejin's liking made him feel ashamed of the word brother.
Of course, tearing everything apart, in essence, they are people of two worlds, Xu Lejin's life has just begun, and he, all the heaviness that his life has experienced, does not allow him to love a young and simple little girl.
And this girl is also Xu Jiale's sister, her own sister.
"So I'm moving out", Xu Lejin smiled, smiling bitterly, "There are some things you can't give me, then you need to give me time and space to die, let me stay by your side and watch you get married, isn't it cruel?" ”