Chapter 391: The warmth given by his father illuminated his path to cultivating immortals
Great Black Mountain, at the foot of the mountain.
A group of mourners had just left crying.
A tomb made of bluestone looks desolate.
Suddenly, a golden light fell, and a young Taoist appeared in front of the grave.
The person who came was Chen Yun, although he followed Yin Cha back to Daheishenegro together, but he did not go back to see him off, but hid in the dark and watched the funeral and burial process.
Since he cut off the fate with the layman, he never thought about being implicated again.
It's just that the dead are the greatest, Chen Yun has always been a person, there are feelings, and he can't be indifferent to the death of his father who has been raising him for 16 years.
Therefore, after the burial was completed and everyone had left, he appeared at the grave to worship.
Chen Yun didn't say a word, put away the rice, wine, roast chicken, steamed fish, incense candles, fruits and other offerings, and took out some paper money from the Hutianshu space and lit it.
To be honest, if his father was still alive and wanted to see him when he was leaving, Chen Yunxing might come.
Chen Yun really wanted to ask the other party why he had to sell himself instead of his younger siblings.
Immediately, he let out a long sigh, fell to his knees in the mud, and kowtowed four heads.
It stands to reason that he was sixteen years old at the time, and although he ate more than his younger brothers and sisters, he was already a laborer, so there was no reason to sell it at all.
"Besides, I'm the eldest son." Chen Yun looked at the tombstone and sighed: "Haven't you thought that one day you want me to send you to the end?" ”
It's a pity that the other party has passed away.
The old man smiled and said: "Exactly, my surname is also Chen, I once lived in this land, did a lot of good deeds during my lifetime, and was lucky to be favored by Yin Si after death, and accumulated good deeds step by step from a yin, and finally became the land." ”
I don't understand why I sold myself, and I burned in my heart.
He sat directly on the ground and asked, "Mr. Chen, your father is a philanthropic person, why don't you want to send him to his death?" ”
A gust of wind blew, and Chen Yun's heart became even more dull.
After doing all this, Chen Yun did not leave here immediately, but sat on the ground, looking at the new tomb in front of him in a daze.
Suddenly, a clear light illuminated behind him.
An old man armed with a faucet cane appeared in front of him.
Chen Yun looked sideways and asked, "The Great Black Mountain Land Lord?" ”
This is the incomprehension that Chen Yunyu has been holding in his heart for decades, and it is the reason why he can't let go.
Now that his father has passed away, he naturally has to "worship four" according to the rules.
The most important thing is that the time of the other party's death happened to be the day when he was attacking the Sea of Stars.
Tombstones certainly don't answer his question.
It's as if I can't figure out the specific reason, and I won't be able to live in peace for the rest of my life.
Chen Yun had mixed tastes, and wanted to go to the underworld to find his father's soul and ask the specific reason, but he didn't want to face his father again, for fear of a life and death.
In the ancient concept of ghosts and gods, there is a saying called "three gods and four ghosts", which means that worshipping three times is worshipping God, and worshipping four times is worshipping ghosts.
Chen Yun hurriedly stood up and saluted, "I've seen the land lord." ”
"You're welcome, speaking of which, you can be regarded as my junior." The land lord stretched out his hand and pressed it, "Sit down, let's talk." ”
Chen Yun answered and sat down.
The land prince said with reminiscence in his eyes: "Actually, I have a little friendship with your father, since you gave some gold, after the family situation improved, he also funded the old decay to rebuild the land temple and reshape the statue, therefore, I am very grateful in my heart, and I have been thinking about his good." ”
Chen Yun quietly listened to the land public's complaint.
The land lord said slowly: "Later, your younger brother became his own son, and his mother used to help take care of the child, but your father refused to leave here for some reasons. ”
The lonely old man is indeed depressed.
Chen Yun can imagine how boring and lonely it is for his mother to take care of the children for his younger brother and his father to stay at home alone.
He asked a little puzzled: "Since my younger brother is an official, why doesn't my father go over to enjoy Qingfu and stay in the small mountain village?" ”
"I asked him why, and he didn't think to tell him at first." "About three years ago, I finally knew why he refused to leave, your father had a serious illness at that time, so your brother came back and had to take him out of the small mountain village, but your father refused to leave anything, and said that if you had to hang him away, then hang yourself immediately." ”
Hearing this, Chen Yun seemed to have a premonition.
Sure enough, the land lord sighed and said, "Your brother asked him why he refused to leave, and your father said at the time that if he left here, you would not be able to find a home when you came back." ”
If Daddy leaves here, I won't be able to find a home when I come back?
Hearing this, Chen Yun didn't know why his heart trembled, and he had the urge to cry.
The land lord was still chattering, "Later, your brother found a famous doctor to see him for him, and finally saved his life temporarily, since then, maybe he has a premonition that time is running out, and every time he chats with me, he talks more than before." ”
Chen Yun said with concern: "What did he say to you?" ”
"It's nothing more than some family strengths and weaknesses, and some regrets." The land lord said in a heavy tone, "There is one thing that he feels particularly regretful but proud of, and I have heard it hundreds of times in the past three years. ”
Chen Yun asked, "What do you feel particularly sorry about but proud of?" ”
The land lord looked at him, "Your father said that selling you is the most regrettable thing in his life, and at the same time, it is the most proud thing." ”
Regret is understandable, after all, if you sell your son, unless you are a hard-hearted, indifferent and ruthless person, you will definitely regret or regret it.
It's just that Chen Yun never understood this smugness.
He frowned and said, "Proud? ”
The land lord seemed to understand what Chen Yun was thinking in his heart, nodded and said: "Yes, your father said that when you were very young, you have been clamoring to go to the city to live, but the family does not have that ability, so you have been nesting in a small mountain village, unable to display your talents, he said, when you were very young, you showed a very high arithmetic talent, if the family has some money, he will definitely send you to private school, therefore, every time he thinks of this, he feels very uncomfortable." ”
The scenes of the past emerged, and Chen Yun's heart became more and more sad.
Land justice: "It just so happened that once he went to the city to work, met Huang San, who had some relatives with your family, the two chatted, Huang San said that if you can really show enough arithmetic talent, he is willing to accept you as a bookkeeper, your father knew that you yearn for life in the city, and he was tempted at that time, but he knew your temperament, let you abandon your family to enjoy happiness alone, you must be unwilling, therefore, he discussed with Huang San and decided to act in front of you, so that you broke your thoughts about the family, Follow Huang San to enjoy the blessings. ”
Hearing this, Chen Yun was shocked and looked over in disbelief, "You mean, when my father and Huang Sanye discussed selling me, they deliberately did it to me?" ”
The land lord did not answer this question directly, but asked rhetorically, "What do you think?" They had already met in the city, so why did they have to negotiate the price when they came back to their homes? ”
That's right!
I met it as early as in the city, why did I have to be at the door of my house, but when I just woke up, the two of them began to negotiate the price?
Chen Yun was blinded by "resentment" before, and never thought about this stubble, but now when he heard the land lord mention it, he realized that his father sold himself, and it was not at all that the poor family couldn't open the pot and couldn't afford to eat, but paved the way for himself and paved the way to settle in the city!
The land lord silently added, "Originally, your father and Huang San talked about giving you money every month, and did not ask for silver taels, but Huang Sanye as a distant relative, pity your family's situation, specially gave a few taels of silver, your father was afraid that you would have a hard time in the city, and specially rushed to Xigou City, ready to find someone to stuff this silver to you, who would have thought, you jumped into the dragon gate, entered the preaching temple to work, and later worshiped Zhengyangzi as a teacher, your father learned about these things, not to mention how happy the whole person was, It's a pity that he has been looking forward to you all his life and thinking about you for a lifetime, but in the end he has only seen you once inadvertently, and he hasn't recognized you yet. ”
At this moment, the sad emotions in Chen Yun's heart could no longer be suppressed.
He never thought that his father would secretly do so many things for himself.
Chen Yun always thought that he was an abandoned son who was "abandoned" by his family.
Who would have thought that he was the lucky one who was most favored by his father.
My father tried everything he could to get to the city for himself.
After decades of losing myself, I still think that the other party is the most ruthless to me.
I don't know why, a person like Chen Yun, who is a cultivator, is thinking about it at the moment, and tears are actually falling from his eyes one drop after another.
Decades of independence are strong.
At this moment, completely shattered.
There was nothing but softness and remorse in his heart.
The warmth given by his father illuminated his path to cultivating immortals.
And in the past few decades, I didn't even know anything about it, and I didn't even come back to visit, the only time I was pretending to drink saliva as a passerby.
The thing that made Chen Yun feel the most remorseful was that if he had learned that his father was critically ill a while ago, he might have come back to visit.
It's just that at that time, I was in a hurry to go to the star poster to take revenge, and I missed the opportunity to see my father for the last time.
Chen Yun had a feeling of sadness going against the current, flooding into a river in his heart.
At this moment, he wished that he would be able to see his father again.
It's just that yin and yang are separated, and it seems very unrealistic that I want to see my father again.
Do I have to spend the rest of my life in such remorse?
No!
I must see him!
Chen Yun suddenly made up his mind, vacated the ground, stood up, and saw his father no matter what!
(End of chapter)