The small peaches are green, and the small bunches hang on the branches.

Some flowers and plants appeared on the stone road, brushing the corners of Jingyu's skirt all the way.

Meng Feixu opened a peach branch for her and reminded: "Be careful." ”

"Thank you, brother."

Every time Cheng Jingyu called him brother, Meng Feixu felt that she was very well-behaved.

It's like being a kid.

"When you first came to Sin Chew, you were only six years old, with braids, calling me brother, and smiling very happily. Later, it was probably a sad day in Kyoto, and every time I saw you, I was a little more domineering. ”

Meng Feixu actually understands Cheng Jingyu's transformation.

Kyoto is at the feet of the Son of Heaven, without his father and mother by his side, Cheng Jingyu was forced to grow armor and disguise himself as a fierce little county lord.

But every time she called her brother, she was still the same obedient little girl she used to be.

Cheng Jingyu also smiled, the past flashed in front of her eyes, and most of her days in Xingzhou were good days.

"Maybe my aunt has always treated me kindly, and I don't like to talk fiercely."

Meng Feixu pulled away another branch for her: "So when I was ten years old, I asked my mother, can't I bring Sister Jingyu to Xingzhou, so that you can grow up in Xingzhou safely, and you don't have to meet so many complicated people." ”

Those fights and exploits have nothing to do with a girl's family.

Cheng Jingyu smiled slightly bitterly: "My surname is Cheng, so these are inevitable." ”

Because of the presence of the Marquis, and because of the military power in the northwest, as Cheng Xi's daughter, it is impossible for her to stay out of the matter.

If you grew up in the Meng family, you will not be less troubled by the Meng family.

Why did she never think about the Xu family before, because she didn't want her aunt's family to fall into trouble.

That's what she thought and still is.

"But Jingyu, now I still want you to stay in the Meng Mansion," Meng Feixu suddenly stopped and looked at Cheng Jingyu nervously: "The emperor is replaced, the court will be bloodied again, with the merits of the Cheng family, the new emperor does not dare to be embarrassed, the dispute is over, you can consider——"

Cheng Jingyu lowered her head and looked at her toes.

She wore a pair of embroidered shoes, which Xu Muqing made for her personally.

In fact, she didn't perceive Meng Feixu's thoughts.

It's just that she really thinks that the other party is her brother, and she has never thought about it here before.

Now Meng Feixu obviously wants to confess.

Meng Feixu helped Jingyu's shoulders, Qingjun's face was rarely slightly red, and he was a little nervous: "If I can, I want to take care of you." ”

His mother said early on that he was old enough to get married, but he didn't dare to tell his parents that he only wanted to marry his sister in Kyoto.

Cheng Jingyu was stunned for a moment, because of Meng Feixu's words.

She didn't deliberately compare, and it was not appropriate to think of Fu Yanci at this time.

However, I inexplicably feel that people are really different.

Meng Feixu's care these days, special, she has felt it.

And Fu Yanci, if he says that he doesn't care about himself at all, but he often gets angry because of this and that.

But when she was calm and wanted to ask for an answer, he always said something that Cheng Jingyu couldn't understand.

She couldn't understand it all the time.

"You also like Sin Chew and don't like the noisy disputes in Kyoto, right?" Meng Feixu's words were sincere: "As long as you are willing, in the Meng family in the future, I promise to make you happy.... Good no good? ”

Cheng Jingyu came back to her senses and looked at the person in front of her.

If it was when she had just been reborn, faced with all the unknown and fearful, and had never had feelings for Fu Yanci when she heard these words, maybe she would really want to.

The blandness of raising the case is not a blessing.

But she is not Cheng Jingyu at that time, and her feelings are not something that can be left behind directly with a quick knife.

This is the truth she realized when she cried in the face of Fu Yanci that day.

Fu Yanci is not very good, and it is even worse for her.

But she clearly knew that she hadn't completely let go, and if she had anything to do with Meng Feixu with this emotion, it would be unfair to him.

"Brother Feixu.... Thank you. ”

Cheng Jingyu said bitterly: "You have seen the scar on my palm, you should have guessed something, I don't want to hide it from you, and I don't know how to speak, but this scar should not be treated by you." ”

The scar on her palm was reddish at this time, as if she had inadvertently made a stroke on a piece of rice paper.

Let her clean palms get scratches.

In Meng Feixu's view, this is simply blasphemy.

His expression became a little ugly: "But he treats you like this, doesn't care about you at all, and does whatever he wants, why are you still sad for him?" ”

In his heart, Cheng Jingyu is the best, and it is too late for him to take care of it carefully, but Fu Yanci treats it casually.

He is not worthy of Cheng Jingyu's feelings at all!

"But Brother Feixu, his feelings are unreasonable." Cheng Jingyu paused: "In your eyes, am I a soft and lovely temper, do you think I am obedient, docile, and likable?" ”

didn't understand what Cheng Jingyu meant by this, Meng Feixu said: "You are already likable." ”

"But that's not Cheng Jingyu, or rather, it's not Cheng Jingyu completely."

She raised her eyes, stared at Meng Feixu's face, and withdrew her shoulder from his hand: "When I was a child, there was a little lady in the house, and there was a Cheng Jiaojiao, and Xiao Yu had a queen, they all devoted themselves to their children, even if they got into trouble, it didn't matter." ”

"It's just me who doesn't, I know my aunt treats me well, but I can't help but be a little better in front of her, a little more well-behaved, I hope she likes me, and she won't hate me because I'm not her child."

Not only Xu Muqing, but the rest of the people are the same.

Since she was a child, she has not been very confident in her close relationships.

So she will get used to being different in front of people close to her, making people think that she is well-behaved and obedient.

Meng Feixu was stunned: "You know that we won't hate you." ”

"I know, but I can't control it, and because of this, you don't know that I will take advantage of people's hearts, design frames, and watch Cheng Jiaojiao, who grew up together, and the child in her belly die in front of my eyes, and will drive the crazy queen and Xiao Yu."

Meng Feixu didn't know what she said.

His face went blank, his lips moved, but he didn't make a sound.

"Look," Cheng Jingyu raised her eyes to look at him, "It's unexpected, right?" ”

"But I did do this, I am in the turbulence, I can't be alone, Cheng Jingyu in your eyes is just a part of me."

Whether it is because of Fu Yanci or not, she and Meng Feixu will not have results.

She can be a good sister and daughter, but she may not be a good wife in a mansion.

"Brother Feixu," Cheng Jingyu's voice was soft: "You are very good, suitable for better people." ”

Meng Feixu's face turned pale.

After dinner, under Xu Muqing's reluctance, the three members of the Cheng family rushed back to Kyoto from Xingzhou.

In the second half of the night, an urgent funeral order was issued in the imperial city.