It's not a shock anymore that can be described, it's almost terrifying-

So when Li Yushu died, she was already pregnant??

Cheng Jingyu's eyes were also scarlet, and she trembled a little when she spoke: "You mean, she is pregnant with a child, and she is being ... ”

The news she found out was that only one of the old palace people who had served in the palace back then revealed that the biological mother of the third prince Fu Yanci died of murder.

But externally, Li Yushu died violently.

Anyone can see the clue, a woman who is in the prime of her life died violently?

Anyone with a bit of a brain will think that this contains an ulterior palace secret.

But Cheng Jingyu didn't expect that it was the Queen Mother who killed her, and she didn't expect that there was still this thing that no one knew about.

Fu Yanci's silence is the answer.

Regarding Li Yushu, he hadn't thought of her carefully for a long time.

Thinking about it now, it was a trace of sadness that could not be dissipated between her eyebrows, but on the contrary, she smiled every time she saw Fu Yanci.

When he was very young, Fu Yan didn't know how to love and hate.

But even if he didn't understand, he knew that Li Yushu was not happy in the palace.

She didn't want anything, and when she told him that maybe he would have another brother or sister in the future, there was no yearning in her eyes.

It's more of a confusion.

It was as if it was an accident and a suddenness for her, and she didn't know what to do.

If she loved Fu Heng at that time, it would be a very happy thing to have children for the sake of what she liked.

Li Yushu didn't, which means that she doesn't love Fu Heng.

She is just like an ant, trapped in this birdcage that she can't get out of, and forced to bear everything Fu Heng has given her.

Fu Yanci didn't understand at first, why did Li Yushu reveal that kind of sadness.

Even if she doesn't love it, but when the heir is born, her position in the palace tends to be stable.

With two imperial heirs in hand, Fu Heng will not have a bad time when she meets again.

"I think it's scary." After telling him that he might have a younger brother, Li Yushu continued: "He won't.... Truly pamper me, you were born by me, but you have to constantly bear the malice of the palace. ”

Six-year-old Fu Yanci was very ignorant: "I can protect you." ”

"Ah Ci," Li Yushu touched his face, very gentle, it was a mother's unique tenderness to her son: "You are still too young." ”

There was no blame in her voice, even a hint of lightness.

She has always been like this, fate has never been fair to her, but she has never complained and been irritable about Fu Yanci, and she is always very patient.

When she said this, Fu Yanci wanted to grow up quickly.

When he was five or six years old, he wanted to grow up every day, and he could do a lot of things when he grew up.

Maybe you can also help Li Yushu leave this suffocating palace.

But before she fell, when she was pressed by the queen mother and poured the bowl of poison to the ground, the queen and the concubine were on the side.

Fu Yanci clearly saw that they covered their noses with handkerchiefs to hide the smile at the corners of their lips.

The queen mother will not dispose of a concubine for no reason, in this palace wall, first Fu Heng intends to attract jealousy for Li Yushu, and then there is the queen concubine's encouragement.

They don't even have to do anything to get rid of Li Yushu in this palace, who seems to be very favored, but in fact has no threatening effect.

Blood was dripping from the corner of her mouth, and she looked in the direction of Fu Yanci.

Fu Yanci was stopped by the palace people, and he couldn't get close to his mother at all.

He could only watch Li Yushu be forced to close his eyes by pain.

Finally, she looked at Fu Yanci, showed a smile, and said with her lips: "It's okay." ”

For her, it really doesn't matter if you die.

She persisted for too long, she was so tired that she didn't even want to say that she was pregnant with a dragon heir, and would rather die with her child.

She doesn't care about Fu Heng, she doesn't care about the queen and the concubine, she was forced to be separated in this life, and she didn't really care about anyone in the first place.

There is only Fu Yanci, and there is only one Fu Yanci that she is ashamed of until she dies.

As her son, she gave him nothing.

Dead or dead, without the threat of his mother, he should be raised under his mother's knees.

As long as he is a little smarter, it shouldn't be difficult to live to grow up.

When you grow up, you can get a little prince and go out of the palace without being trapped in this world.

She only had the slightest thought.

Fu Yanci originally didn't understand, he didn't understand why Li Yushu didn't struggle at all, so he quietly accepted death.

For two or three years, he often had nightmares, dreaming of her lying in front of him covered in dirty blood, with a smile on the corner of her mouth.

It's all like this, why can you still laugh out.

He wanted to ask.

After several years, he has seen a lot of things and faced many people, and only then did he understand that death was Li Yushu's relief.

The mountains and forests and freedom she yearns for are a dream after all, and if she can't escape in this life, she can only die.

Cheng Jingyu didn't know when she burst into tears.

Her face was touched, and Fu Yanci's voice was dumb: "She doesn't want to have another child, so that he will also suffer all the hopelessness, I actually understood her later, if this child is a girl, it will be even worse." ”

The title of princess seems to carry supreme glory.

But that's a princess who has to be spoiled.

If not, the fate of the princess will be even more difficult than that of the princes.

Whether it's the process of growing up, or the destination of the future.

Cheng Jingyu has not experienced Li Yushu's life, but from Fu Yanci's description, she can see the tragedy of Li Yushu's short life.

I understand her too—if she continues to live like that, she might go crazy.

Cheng Jingyu hugged Fu Yanci and formed a posture of snuggling with him, wanting to give him a little warmth.

She finally understood why Fu Yanci was so disgusted with Fu Yanmo, and his attitude towards Gongsun Yizhen.

can endure it, it is not easy to survive in the palace for so many years.

"But I think she must love you very much."

Cheng Jingyu sniffed, and her whole face was covered with tears.

Although Li Yushu should be a very cold person, Cheng Jingyu feels that she must love Fu Yanci very much.

Her various choices and forbearance are just because of her weakness.

Fu Yanci's tone was empty: "I don't know, but it's impossible for me to forget her death." ”

said a thousand ways and ten thousand, Li Yushu was also killed.

Her death is inextricably linked to the people in the palace, the old eunuch at the beginning, and Fu Heng later.

Gongsun Yizhen, Qi Guifei Zhao Yurou.

Everyone wanted to drink a mouthful of her blood, she died, and everyone expected it.

But it is impossible to forgive so easily, even after fifteen years, Fu Yanci cannot forgive.

He'd been dormant for too long, and needed blood to lick his knife.

"So, you're not just going to take down the prince, are you?"

Cheng Jingyu only now knew how difficult it was for Fu Yanci to do, and it was not possible to bring down a Fu Yanmo at all.

And no wonder .... He was so hesitant at the beginning because he knew what he would face when he returned to Dajing.

"Will you be afraid?" Fu Yan resigned and let her hold her, caressing her long hair.

Cheng Jingyu was crying and even the tip of her nose was a little red, and she asked puzzledly, "What are you afraid of?" ”

"I am destined to have a lot of blood on my hands, I can't wash it clean, and I step on them to get on the top, and at that time, will you be afraid?"

Fu Yanci didn't know what he was expecting.

But... He wanted to know what Cheng Jingyu's answer was.

After all, a person like himself, who is full of hatred, may have a slight derangement of joints, and he will die without a place to bury.

Cheng Jingyu nodded lightly on his shoulder: "It's false for me to say I'm not afraid, but I'm not afraid that you will kill someone." ”

Stunned, Fu Yanci pushed her away and looked down at her eyes: "What are you afraid of?" ”

"I'm afraid you've been through these people and then feel like no one can be trusted." Cheng Jingyu said: "I used to think that your cold temperament was external, but now that I think about it, in fact, you really don't trust others, right?" ”

People who grow up in such an environment must be different from ordinary people in terms of guard and vigilance, and this is understandable.

"But don't seal yourself up," Cheng Jingyu pressed his forehead to him: "Not everyone is like Fu Heng." ”

Fu Yanci didn't expect that what she was afraid of was this.

But frankly speaking, Li Yushu's real dead end did come from Fu Heng, and he hated Fu Heng more than anyone else.

"It's not that I don't trust people, I'm afraid that I will become another Fu Heng."

"Of course you're not," Cheng Jingyu looked at him unhappily: "With me by your side, you won't be even better." ”