Grandpa just left, no matter how messy it was behind him, the black miasma couldn't anger him... Over the years, whenever I encountered a grievance, I could only hold the photo and cry, and then continue.

Qingming, I went to the grave a year ago, and I haven't been able to control my emotions once, I remember when my grandfather was sick and said to me, what should you do if I'm leaving?

I asked too much and I said that I would also lie down with you, anyway, my grandmother is also there, this is the reunion, my grandfather will always say, the day when the little fart child talks nonsense, in fact, I really don't talk nonsense, my heart is very small, I only think that where there is my grandmother, there is a place with them is home!

Insert a digression, my grandma's tombstone or something is my aunt's money, I want to pay for it, my aunt said that she doesn't need it, but the funny thing is that the tombstone is indeed the name of my dad and their family.

Oh, my aunt is soft-hearted, she always takes care of this, she takes care of that, if you want me, you won't write my dad up, he doesn't deserve it!

Maybe the strong people admit to death, I am very grateful to them, although my milk beat me the most, but because of my milk, I will not be ambitious, always want to fall pie in the sky, I will not love to take advantage, what about my grandfather, although the conditions are there, but I think my father gave me a lot of doting, otherwise how can I be so squeamish in this condition?

I can't say that I'm afraid to face the reality of society, cruel, or what, I always can't get up, my character is very bad, very forbearing, obedient, not to a specific point, especially concerned about always being able to get by, people have to rely on themselves, but I always think about how good my grandparents are behind the scenes!

I still have some problems, even if my biological parents pass away, there will always be a day when I can come out!

I can't do it, I can't do it no matter how good or bad the days are, I always remember, I'm always sad. I like to be alone, make a pot of tea, listen to music, light a cigarette... My mind was empty, I didn't know what I was thinking, there was nothing concrete, and I loved that feeling of emptiness.

Now I have time to do that, I think I will still be so calm and live a clean life when I am old, some people will be anxious, some people will say that I am social fear or something, how will it be out of touch, but, I don't care, people always have their own favorite way of life, right?

I will make a lot of kinds of dishes, as for the taste, I feel good about myself, I like to mop the floor, there is a scum in the ground can't stand it, that's not a cleanliness fetish, because for the items I don't ask them to stand in a military posture or something, it's how to come easily, I like to make soup, soup with all kinds of ingredients, as long as I can afford it, I will try, sometimes I feel that I behave like a very small woman, but I don't have such a high emotional intelligence, little women are whispering to coax people to be happy, this is what I didn't learn!

Some people say that I just want to be with my grandmother, why don't I die? I think, this is my cowardice, I always think, but I don't dare to do it, you say that there are memories in this world, and if there are memories, you shouldn't be too nostalgic for the past?

I'm like a hedgehog, and the thorns in my body seem to pierce only myself...... What am I waiting for? I think I'm looking at the various states of life, I'm waiting to see if I can see the retribution of some people, there is no broad-mindedness, at least this word is not something I can do at all, didn't my dad say that he was sick?

It's serious, I'm waiting, viciously wanting to see how he will be treated when he can't move, and how his good son is filial to him.

My mom too, and I also want to see how her son supports her. Naked waiting to see the joke, to see if there really is a causal cycle in this world.

As for myself, continue to float ... Floating...