Lose her loneliness

"There's nothing more lonely than missing the wind chimes of the season." This is what his wife often says to Xiaoxiong. Xiao Xiong was completely confused about this, but he couldn't ask his wife to understand, because his wife died.

Xiaoxiong was a staunch celibate, uninhibited, freedom-loving, and accidentally fell into his wife's love network for fifteen years. Now, with the sudden death of his wife, he has become helpless and has completely lost his life, which his wife seems to have anticipated before her death.

His wife left him two suicide notes, one for Xiaoxiong to scatter her ashes in the sea in his hometown, and the other for him to pick up at the post office in his hometown. It's 1,300 kilometers from his hometown, and he chose to drive there, and he promised his wife to drive around Japan in an RV with him, and when he got there, he would stop for coffee and paint. Now it can be regarded as a disguised fulfillment of the wish.

Xiao Xiong started the car and officially hit the road, along the way the sky is blue, the mountain peaks are green, the stream flows slowly, and the breeze and birds also send a piece of music, cheerful and bright. But Xiaoxiong, who was in it, did not stay, nor did he have any intention of appreciating, and drove all the way to the service area to receive water.

Here, Xiaoxiong met Xiaoli. Xiaoli claimed to be a language teacher, after the death of his wife, he came out to travel around the country, he liked the wandering poet farming, the small drama in the countryside, pulling weeds and his father's line, and this body was still in the green mountains. It probably means that the trip must have a destination and a way back, otherwise it is wandering, no matter how far you go, you are always in the same place.

When Xiaoxiong heard this, he was confused, where was the way home? Looking back on the first half of his life, Xiao Xiong rarely stayed in one place, he did not like to be tied down, but liked the life of being at home. The appearance of his wife was an accident in his life plan.

On that day, his wife sang a planetary song as a condolence singer to the prison where Xiaoxiong worked, like a mother's lullaby, reminiscent of the night sky of her hometown and the warm embrace of her family. Xiaoxiong took the initiative to pursue his wife, and the two tied the knot. The vicissitudes of life Xiaoxiong have a place to return, and he and his wife chose a city to settle down and live a stable and happy life.

Now, the wife is gone, and everything seems to be back to square one, and I can't sleep all night. When Xiaoxiong came out of the RV, Yamaya had already left. As he continued on his way, a drizzle began to fall in the sky.

It was like a wet smoke, shapeless and soundless. Xiao Xiong quietly read a collection of poems about the mountain fire in the car, and there was a poem in it that read: Two isolated islands suddenly appeared in the tent.

This is really appropriate, Xiao Xiong is an island, and Xiao Tian, who came to knock on Xiao Xiong's car window, is also an isolated island. Oda is a wandering merchant who sells bento boxes at stations all over the country every day, and when there is a problem with his car, he wants Xiao Xiong to help, and Xiao Xiong enthusiastically sends Xiao Tian to his destination and helps him sell a bento for a day. Xiao Tian expressed his deep gratitude, chatted with Xiao Xiong warmly, when he learned about Xiao Xiong's deeds, he was deeply envious, no one cares, there is no pressure in life, he can travel around in an RV, how happy, Xiao Tian although he runs all over the country, but he has never traveled anywhere, he works every day, and he gets along with his family very little, and over time the feelings are weak, and even his daughter has become accustomed to not having his home.

Xiao Tianyun talked about his life lightly, and he didn't look too sad.

At the end of a busy day's work, Xiao Xiong and Xiao Tian and Xiao Tian's assistant Xiao Nan went out for a drink, Xiao Nan was introverted and didn't say much.

When he heard that the purpose of Xiaoxiong's trip was Bai Xiang, he suddenly talked more, and asked a few more questions with great curiosity, and seemed to know a lot about it in his words. At the end of a banquet, the guests were happy, everyone exchanged each other's contact information and went to their own roads, Xiaoxiong became a person again, and he couldn't help but think crankily in his spare time.

Seeing some of the tools in the store, remembering that he was too expensive to buy at that time, but his wife tried his best to persuade him to buy them, seeing the people watching the game in the restaurant, remembering that he was pulled into the celebration line for no reason when he was eating with his wife, and even remembering the topic of conversation during the meal, his wife has always felt sorry, because she doesn't want children to affect Xiaoxiong without offspring.

Xiaoxiong told his wife: "We are husband and wife, we should accompany each other, not force each other, and there is no need to apologize." "Xiaoxiong and his wife are always so compatible, they go to the mountains together to participate in the sky music festival, enjoy nature, enjoy music. Xiao Xiong always thought that he liked the grandeur and beauty of the mountains, but now that he came to the mountains alone, he found that all he liked was the feeling of enjoying the mountains and rivers with his wife. Coming alone is like walking on an island with no edge in sight, full of sorrow and despair.

Xiao Xiong didn't want to be alone anymore, he remembered that his wife had said that time always passed forward, and it was a great thing to meet different people unexpectedly. Xiao Xiong also began to look forward to his next unexpected encounter, and his expectations soon came true.

Not long after, I happened to meet Xiaoli again, and Xiaoli was still full of philosophy. Xiaoxiong asked him, "You said that the difference between travel and wandering is whether there is a destination and a way home, so where is your home?" ”

Xiaoli replied, "Now I'm the only one left, and it's not too late to start looking for a place to go back." Alone over one mountain after another, there is no road in vain on the road of life, and there is everything as you walk. ”

As soon as the words fell, Xiaoli was arrested by the police who rushed to the scene. It turns out that Xiaoli is not a Chinese teacher, but a thief who travels around the country while looking for empty cars to steal. Xiao Xiong didn't know how credible a thief's words were, but he did benefit him a lot. Outside the police station, he held the poetry book given to him by Xiaoli and solemnly expressed his gratitude to Xiaoli.

After saying goodbye to Xiaoli, the wandering merchant Xiao Tian called Xiao Xiong again, and the two met for dinner in a restaurant. Xiao Tian drank a lot of wine, and Xiao Nan couldn't persuade him. Xiao Tian said that the first time he saw Xiao Xiong, he knew that this was a person who could listen to people, and he had a lot of grievances in his heart, and he didn't know who to talk to to solve them, so he could only talk to Xiao Xiong about one or two.

Oda doesn't like his current job, he runs around the country every day, wakes up in the morning and doesn't even know where he is, and often feels lonely. He wanted to resign, but he couldn't, because he found out that his wife was having an affair, but he didn't dare to break it, for fear that the family would be broken, so he could only work outside all the time, pretending to be deaf and dumb.

Xiao Xiong listened to Xiao Tian's helplessness and told his story. In his wife's will, Xiaoxiong was asked to sprinkle his ashes in the sea in his hometown, which is not a kind of abandonment of him by his wife? There are ashes, you can guard the tombstone, and when you enter the sea, there is really nothing. Xiao Xiong was reluctant to do this from the bottom of his heart, but this was his wife's last request, and he couldn't refuse.

Xiao Xiong is as helpless as Xiao Tian, and he doesn't know how to face his future life. The two men drank in silence, and Xiao Xiong returned to the day he drank with his wife in a half-drunk and half-awake state. The drunken cat-like wife couldn't stand still, and he pointed to a light in someone's window and said, "You've always been on in my heart." ”

The wife's eyes were so affectionate, Xiaoxiong unconsciously indulged in them. Xiao Nan's voice woke Xiao Xiong up. Xiao Nan sent Xiao Xiong a note with the contact information of a boatman. Xiao Nan said, "If you go to sea and use a boat, you can contact this person." He is a very nice guy and has helped me a lot. ”

On the tenth day of Xiaoxiong's appearance, he finally arrived at his wife's hometown, and also got his wife's second letter from the post office, which only had two words written on it, goodbye. Xiaoxiong was even more confused, his wife didn't say goodbye before her death, so why did she say it in her suicide note? Xiao Xiong thought that maybe he would need to spend the rest of his life figure it out.

Here it is, now the top priority is to fulfill his wife's last wish and scatter Gu ashes into the sea. Xiao Xiong rushed to the beach and wanted to find a boat to go to sea, but when he encountered a strong typhoon and heavy rain, the boatmen rejected him one after another. He went to a bento shop for dinner, took out a note from Nanyuan and asked the shopkeeper if he knew the man, and coincidentally, the crew member written on the note was the owner's grandfather.

Xiaoxiong hurriedly came to his in-laws' grandfather's house, but his grandfather, who had always been helpful, refused him without thinking. Xiaoxiong didn't go to lobby his grandfather anymore, and he had a complicated feeling in his heart, feeling lucky, maybe God didn't want to let his wife's soul return to the sea, and he felt lost, and his wife's last wish could not be fulfilled. The shopkeeper looked at Xiao Xiong, who was full of entanglement, and took the initiative to chat with him. Seven years ago, on such a stormy day, her husband went out fishing and never returned, and the rule here was a shipwreck, even if the body was not found.

Three months later, he was also declared dead, so there were no ashes in the grave of the owner's husband. Xiaoxiong took out his wife's suicide note and asked, from a woman's point of view, why didn't his wife say goodbye before she died? The shopkeeper told him that even husband and wife could not know everything about each other, and why should you bother with the fact that your wife did not give these reasons before her death? Isn't it enough that you can come here for his last wish?

The next day, Xiao Xiong did not think about going to sea again, nor did he return home, but wandered around the village, he wanted to know more about his wife and the hometown where he lived. In front of a photo studio, Xiaoxiong saw a photo of his wife when she was young, she stood in front of the microphone, so well-behaved and cute, this is Xiaoxiong's wife in his memory, he froze there.

At this time, Xiaoxiong suddenly understood something, and he released his wife's two suicide notes to visit his in-laws. Grandpa's attitude is sincere and sincere. Grandpa explained that the situation should be calm, and then agreed to his request. Grandpa is not a cold-blooded person, nor is he a good old man who is so kind that he is stupid, he only helps those who deserve help. Xiaoxiong asked him for help on a stormy day, which was insincere, so why would he risk his life to help? Now that Xiaoxiong has figured everything out, why wouldn't he do it?

The night before Xiaoxiong went to sea, the Bian family found him and handed him a wedding photo of his daughter, saying that he asked Xiaoxiong to help throw it into the sea so that the child's father could see it. Xiaoxiong solemnly took it and agreed.

The next day the wind and sunshine were beautiful, grandpa drove the boat to take Xiaoxiong to the middle of the sea, Xiaoxiong looked at the evening sunset slowly falling, he gently sprinkled the ashes into the sea, in an instant, the ashes became stars in the sea, with the sunset afterglow with dazzling light. At this moment, his wife was free, and Xiaoxiong was also free, and he said goodbye to his wife, and he remembered it again.

There is nothing more lonely than the wind chimes of the missed season, and there should be nothing sadder than guarding the memory life with a deceased lover. Xiaoxiong let his wife go free, let her live freely and happily in her hometown, and let herself be free to spend the rest of her life well.

With the passage of time, encounters and unexpected encounters, good or bad, this is life. Xiaoxiong leaves his wife's hometown, finds Xiaonan, and gives him the wedding photos of the owner's daughter. Xiao Nan looked at the photo and told his story, he once had a happy family, his wife was gentle, his daughter was cute, the family fished for a living, and his life was envious of others, but he was not satisfied, he wanted to make a lot of money, but he owed a lot of debts and it was difficult to pay off, so he came up with a way to fake his death to cheat the insurance money, he got his wish, but it was difficult to reunite with his family in this life, he was very grateful to his wife for always giving him up, and he was even more grateful to his wife for seeing the note, recognizing himself, and letting Xiaoxiong bring the photo.

Xiao Nan lamented that he had been alone for seven years. Xiao Xiong listened to his story, did nothing, left the place, and walked towards the bustling crowd.

He had just gone through other people's lives and listened to their troubles, but only he knew what to do next. Xiao Xiong doesn't want to and won't interfere with him, he just wants to walk his own way, even if the road under his feet has been walked by countless people, but today it is under his feet.

One of the things that struck me the most was the difference between wandering and traveling. There is no end to the wandering life, and the traveling life rushes to the destination. Too many people in the film are wandering in their lives. Xiaoli said that I am the only one left now, and it is not too late to start looking for a place to go back. Tamiya said I woke up every morning and didn't know where I was, and Konan said that it had been seven years since I became celibate. Even in the end, Xiaoxiong embarked on the road of wandering. In fact, everyone doesn't know what their future will be like, where they can rely on, just keep running around, keep moving forward, the difference is that in the end, they can afford to put it down, and go on the road lightly, while others have a heavy big stone in their hearts, and every step is extremely difficult. Whether it's wandering or traveling, the most important thing is to be kind to the present moment. No matter how beautiful the memories of the past are, he has become the past, and no matter how difficult life is now, it will eventually pass. There is nothing in life that cannot be passed, time will continue to pass, the road is at the foot, on the road we can only let go of the burden, in order to meet the next unexpected encounter. We must always believe that you are worthy of love, dear.

On the contrary, I feel that the male protagonist is very lonely, going to different places to meet different people, and listening to other people's lives; But after listening, in the end, I went on the road alone and lived alone. Maybe it's because the male protagonist has no children and a family.,There's no sustenance for life.,I can't help but feel lonely.。