Love at that time
On this day, a beautiful widow came to the alley, and her profession was a tailor who helped others make clothes.
Since her stall often obstructed traffic, the management asked her to move out quickly.
The guy who repaired the bicycle on the opposite side took pity and moved to the opposite side, in front of our house. In this way, the fate gears of the two people were officially opened.
Qin Nan is very beautiful, but she doesn't like to talk, but she has a kind heart and is willing to help others.
Gao Zhihua's mother needed to sew clothes manually, so Qin Nan took the initiative to help her repair them with a sewing machine. After going back and forth like this, she felt that Qin Nan was a good girl, and she was really a mother-in-law looking at her daughter-in-law, and the more she looked at it, the more she looked at it, the more she got the idea of telling her son about her daughter-in-law.
Gao Zhihua also seems to like Qin Nan from his heart, and when the weather is hot, he will take a towel for Qin Nan to wipe his sweat. Qin Nan politely refused, looking a little nervous.
Gao Zhihua asked her to move into the house to work, but she politely refused, Gao Zhihua said angrily: "We have been getting along for many days, you open your mouth to thank you, it is really unbearable to shut up the trouble." ”
Qin Nan said: "I won't say it after that, um, but ...... Okay, I'll not talk about it. ”
Qin Nan was so busy that she didn't have time to eat lunch, so Gao Zhihua used hot water to keep her warm. When she was free, she would unconsciously look at Qin Nan, because she felt that Qin Nan had always been in a state of melancholy.
Gao Zhihua asked, "Qin Nan, I think you." ”
Qin Nan asked, "What's wrong with me?" ”
Gao Zhihua said: "I think a person should be optimistic. Listen to Aunt Zhou: Your mother committed suicide, and she will work by your side in the future, you have to enlighten her more, why should you be so bitter to live alone in the world? You should always be happy.
yes, hey, it's been years, don't always take it to heart. ”
Qin Nan nodded, Qin Nan was sullen all day long, in fact, she had her own reasons.
It turned out that she had a five-year-old son who was fostered by her aunt in the countryside, and every month she would take a car to the countryside to see her son, and then stay with him for a few days before returning to the city.
Scenarios like this happen all the time.
Mom said, "This is the little pistol I promised you last week, how fun it is." ”
The crying Dongdong said, "I don't want a small pistol, I want a mother!" I want my mother! ”
It's just that every time she separates, her heart hurts like a knife. took advantage of Dongdong's sleep and didn't wake up, secretly kissed Dongdong twice and left quickly.
It suddenly rained heavily that day, Gao Zhihua moved Qin Nan's sewing machine into the house, and Gao Zhihua's mother directly asked her to work in the house in the future.
Qin Nan felt that this would disturb them, but how could she refuse a mother-in-law who wanted her to be her daughter-in-law?
Gao Zhihua was afraid that her mother would not be able to stop the car when she spoke, so she directly interrupted her enthusiasm. When his mother went upstairs, Gao Zhihua walked up to Qin Nan and said, "I bought two movie tickets for tonight, do you want to invite you?" ”
Qin Nan said: "I have something to do tonight, I won't go." ”
In the days that followed, Gao Zhihua's mother saw that Qin Nan liked it more and more, so she officially mentioned the matter to her son.
Mother said: "Xiao Qin, this girl is quiet and quiet, silent, virtuous, Zhihua, I think ......"
Gao Zhihua interrupted his mother and said with a smile: "Eat, eat, eat." ”
Here, Qin Nan's teacher father has been worried about his daughter, after so many years of that incident, her daughter has not let go, she persuaded her daughter to plan for the future, but Qin Nan is ready to raise the child by her own labor.
The father said, "Then you will never get married for the rest of your life?"
Qin Nan said: "Hmph, what else are you married?" I gave him my heart, everything I had, but what was the result? What about him? ”
My father said: "Xiao Nan, you must have courage in life, I am old, if you don't plan for your future, my heart is uneasy." ”
On this day, Qin Nan came to the countryside to visit his son Dongdong again, but this time Dongdong got pneumonia and was admitted to the hospital, Dongdong has been looking for his mother, and Qin Nan, who has been by Dongdong's side, can only keep shouting anxiously: "Mom is here, Mom is here." ”
After this incident, Qin Nan was ready to take her son back to the city, and her uncle and aunt advised her to think about it carefully, an unmarried girl with a child would make people talk nonsense, but Qin Nan had already made up her mind this time, she wanted to face a new life, and she wanted to give her son a happy childhood.
"Do you remember your grandfather? Kiss your grandfather, come on. With a reluctant goodbye, I was ready to leave the next day.
The next day, Qin Nan walked out of the house with Dongdong, and along the way, the people in the alley were talking about it, but Qin Nan was ready to face everything, these gossip anchors were talking, Dongdong must be wild.
Gao Zhihua saw Qin Nan and said: "You have been going for so many days, and customers come to you almost every day, and I am also in a hurry, yo, whose child is this?" ”
Dongdong said, "Mom, I want to read the villain book." ”
Qin Nan said: "Go to the house, and my mother will show you." ”
Gao Zhihua asked anxiously: "Is this your child?" ”
Qin Nan said: "Yes, it's my child." In the morning, my father had a class, so I brought her and left! ”
Gao Zhihua never thought that Qin Nan would have a child, and Gao Zhihua's mother was also blindsided after meeting Dongdong.
When Qin Nan introduced her son, her face changed, "Your child? ”
Qin Nan said: "Yes, it's my child, Dongdong, called grandma." ”
Dongdong shouted: "Grandma, grandma." ”
originally wanted to match the two for his son, but he didn't think that other people's sons were already five years old.
She looked back at her son, there seemed to be some warning in her eyes, her behavior was understandable, her son was only in his 20s, how could he marry a woman with children?
Gao Zhihua didn't know how to deal with this kind of thing, so he wrote to his sister who was in college, asking her what to do.
And Gao Zhihua's mother has not spoken to Qin Nan for several days.
At dinner, she specially explained to her son, "You are an unmarried person, you must not be confused." ”
Gao Zhihua said: "You don't care about my business. ”
The mother said, "How can I not care? Do you know what's going on with this kid? I heard those people outside say that Qin Nan was messing with wild children outside. ”
Gao Zhihua interrupted his mother, slapped the chopsticks on the table and said, "Those people are full of food and have nothing to do!" ”
The mother had no choice but to say, "Oh, eat, little ancestor." ”
Here, Qin Nan's father knew that his daughter was not happy, and the good girl suddenly had a son, and he inevitably heard some gossip, and he was worried that his daughter's heart would not be able to bear it.
Qin Nan said to his father: "I'm not afraid of gossip or rumors. ”
My father said, "I'm relieved that you think so." ”
But on this day, Dongdong had a problem, the little fat man in the alley snatched Dongdong's football, and when he couldn't see the ball, the little fat man pushed Dongdong hard, and scolded Dongdong for being a little mongrel.
After a while, it attracted the melon-eating crowd in the alley, and Dongdong cried and rebounded the little fat man's swearing.
And this happened to be heard by the little fat man's grandmother, who ran over and said, "Who is the wild seed?" Our parents are all married by Ming Media, saying that our family is a wild seed, who is the wild seed? You say your children are the real wild seeds. ”
The little fat man's family looked like the master in the alley, but fortunately, there were kind-hearted neighbors to help play the round, and just like that, a farce that poked people's hearts ended.
Facing the child's grievances, Qin Nan hugged him tightly, and the tears flowing from the corners of her eyes were full of her helplessness.
Gao Zhihua heard about Dongdong's affairs, and he decided to protect Qin Nan and his wife, but Qin Nan didn't plan to start a new relationship, so for the sake of a quiet life, she wanted to leave here.
Gao Zhihua begged and said, "Don't go, you can't go!" ”
Qin Nan said: "You, I hope you understand me. ”
Gao Zhihua said: "Don't go. ”
At this moment, Dongdong ran back crying, and she was chased by the little fat man and shouted the little mongrel. Gao Zhihua watched their mother and son hugging each other and crying, and her mother only sighed heavily when she came back.
In the evening, Gao Zhihua told his mother about his determination to marry Qin Nan, and his mother resolutely disagreed, "No, I can't let outsiders poke at our family, how ugly." ”
Gao Zhihua said: "What does it have to do with outsiders, this is my own business. ”
The mother said, "But you are my son, and you have to listen to your mother." ”
Gao Zhihua said: "Mom, I listen to you for everything, but that's it." I can't let your old thoughts dictate my fate. ”
Gao Zhihua took Dongdong to the amusement park the next day, and this feeling was like a pair of biological father and son.
Gao Zhihua's mother knew that her son was taking Dongdong to play, and she was a little dispossessed in her heart, so in the end she opened up with Qin Nan and asked her to move out of here.
Gao Zhihua was very angry when he found out, but he couldn't say anything about his mother, so he went to his sister's school to ask for help.
This sister is still really powerful, the thoughts of college students are not so feudal, she completely agrees with the matter between her brother and Qin Nan, and in the end, when she continues to reason and talk about her thoughts, her mother finally agreed not to care about this matter anymore.
My sister happily approached Gao Zhihua and said, "Mom has surrendered, now you should take the initiative to attack the Qin." ”
Gao Zhihua said: "Okay, I'll see you back in Beijing." ”
My sister said, "I wish you success." ”
But at this time, Dongdong's pneumonia flared up again, Qin Nan's heart was as distressed as a knife, Gao Zhiyuan and his mother both came to the hospital to see Dongdong, and in the next few days, Gao Zhihua took care of Dongdong with Qin Nan on another shift.
The nurse said, "You're a nice lover." ”
Qin Nan said, "What did you say? ”
The nurse said, "I said that your lover really cares about the child, and he didn't sleep all night last night." ”
Gao Zhihua went to the toilet and came back, and Dongdong said to him: "Uncle, I lied. ”
Gao Zhihua asked, "What kind of lie?" ”
Dongdong said: "That kid asked me just now, are you my father?" I said yes. ”
Gao Zhihua asked, "Why do you lie?" ”
Dongdong said, "Uncle, you won't scold me, will you?" Gao Zhihua shook his head and said no.
All this happened to be heard by Qin Nan, who shed two lines of sad tears.
In the afternoon, Dongdong was discharged from the hospital, and the three of them walked together, which was simply a happy family. When she returned home, Qin Nan took out a diary from the cabinet, and she gave it to Gao Zhihua and asked him to take it home to read.
Anyone who can hand over the diary can be regarded as spreading their hearts. Qin Nan wanted Gao Zhiyuan to understand his past first, and gave Gao Zhihua an old letter.
The content of the letter is: Xiao Gao, the painful past is unbearable, but after careful consideration, I decided to write this letter to you to talk about my past.
In the spring of 1969, on the third day of my father's imprisonment in the cowshed, the frenzy of educated youths going to the mountains and the countryside forced me to leave my mother, who was crying bitterly.
In the vast world of Huaibei, I began a new life of re-education. In our collective household, there is a male classmate named Meng Bin, who lost her mother when she was a child, and her father and stepmother left China early to do business in Canada.
Experiencing shared experiences prompted the two of us to be together often, sympathize with each other, and comfort each other.
It was not early that day, and I saw that he was lying on his stomach and wanted to sleep, so I said, "You should rest early, I will go back."
He said, "It's snowing so hard outside, don't go back."
After that time, Creation made people, and as soon as she found out that she was pregnant, she faced separation. Meng Bin suddenly received the news that his grandfather asked him to go abroad for further study.
He said to me: I have already thought that when I arrive in Canada, I will settle down first, and I will come back to pick you up immediately, and if the child is born, I will take you with the child.
But Meng Bin lost confidence when he went to Canada, and I waited until the child was about to give birth, and finally I had no hope but to go to my uncle's house in the countryside to give birth to the child.
But when Dongdong was two years old, Meng Bin sent a message, the content was that he and his cousin were married, and he hoped that I could forget about myself, and as for the child, he had the opportunity to compensate again.
This is the past that Qin Nan has experienced, Gao Zhihua has a pain in his heart: Qin Nan, you have been too bitter all these years.
The next day, Qin Nan took the initiative to find Gao Zhihua, she was more nervous about Gao Zhihua's attitude than Gao Zhihua.
The two tearful people sitting on the stool, Gao Zhihua took the lead and said: "Don't be sad about the past. ”
Qin Nan said: "You have always been very good to me, you are doing this out of pity for me, right?" ”
Gao Zhihua said: "What? ”
Qin Nan said: "You are because of me and Dongdong orphans and widows. ”
Gao Zhihua interrupted: "No, no, why do you think like that? Qin Nan, since I met you, I think you respect your feelings very much, but some people say that everything is fate, but in fact, he only has himself in his heart. I don't even think about how much misfortune it will bring to others. ”
Qin Nan said: "I am no longer willing to take this painful road. ”
Gao Zhihua said: "I understand. ”
Qin Nan said: "Do you believe in fate? ”
Gao Zhihua said: "If you want to talk about fate, I believe that if the family is good, we will be fine." ”
Qin Nan said: "Strange how did I tell you everything today? ”
Gao Zhihua said: "I understand, and you understand. ”
Qin Nan said, "What." ”
Gao Zhihua said: "Anyway, I understand. You get the idea. ”