Shen Lansui had just come out of the bath room, felt the wind was cold, walked to the wardrobe and took a cloak and draped it on his body.

As a result, as soon as she turned her head, she saw Lu Xingyue standing at the door looking at her, not knowing what she was thinking, and her expression was ...... It's hard to describe.

Looking at each other for a moment, Shen Lansui suddenly felt as if he was very sad.

She hesitated and stepped forward and asked in a low voice, "Is something wrong?" ”

Lu Xingyue pursed his lips, his eyelashes suddenly trembled, and he wanted to say something but couldn't say it.

It was the first time for this tall man to show such a dazed and vulnerable look in front of her.

Shen Lansui wanted to ask, but seeing that he couldn't say anything for the time being, he simply grabbed his hand, "It's so cold, are you going out to blow the wind behind my back?" ”

Lu Xingyue pulled his lips and said hoarsely, "No." ”

"It just so happens that my hands are hot, you sit down, and I'll warm you." Shen Lansui just held his hand and walked to the couch and sat down, the two were next to each other, face to face, no one spoke, only the temperature of the palms blended with each other.

At this hour, this sentence instantly brought Lu Xingyue back to the night of the wedding of the two.

At that time, when the two first met, she was actually a little hesitant when she held it, and the meekness she showed was also pretended, he could see it, but he didn't pierce it.

It seemed like yesterday, but the concern in her eyes couldn't be faked.

Lu Xingyue was suddenly burned.

He grabbed Shen Lansui's hand and raised it and leaned down on the back of her hand, trembling, "I'm sorry." ”

Shen Lansui's heart tightened, and she hurriedly asked, "Why do you apologize again, where are you sorry for me?" ”

Lu Xingyue shook his head and didn't get up for a long time.

Seeing him like this, Shen Lansui's heart was inexplicably sour, she raised her other hand and gently patted him on the shoulder.

"Do you want to hug it?"

She asked suddenly.

Lu Xingyue's body stiffened for a moment, and Shen Lansui reflected on whether he was asking too directly and boldly, without the subtlety of a boudoir woman?

Unexpectedly, the next moment, Lu Xingyue hugged her directly, his arms tightly wrapped around her, and the strength was so great that Shen Lansui felt like he was going to be crushed.

Lu Xingyue had always given her a calm and calm feeling, as if Mount Tai would not blink an eye when he collapsed in front of her.

But tonight's vulnerability he showed made Shen Lansui realize that no matter how strong he was externally, he was just a mortal person, and before the end of the world, he was just a college student who didn't know anything about the world.

Shen Lansui sighed and patted him lightly on the back.

The lights exploded, and the fire flickered.

Lu Xingyue took a deep breath and whispered in this posture: "I asked people to check on Chongxi's affairs before, but I didn't find any clues, but then I went to check on the eldest brother, but I had an unexpected gain." ”

Shen Lansui's eyelids jumped, "What did you find?" ”

Looking at Lu Xingyue's reaction, most of it has something to do with her.

Lu Xingyue paused, and his arms tightened a little, as if he was afraid that she would run away.

Shen Lansui became more and more nervous.

"Chongxi's incident was brought up by the eldest lady, not because you and I are compatible." Lu Xingyue said with difficulty: "It's because Lu Mingchao intends to marry you, so he didn't hesitate to turn his face with the eldest lady." ”

"Lu ......" Shen Lansui was stunned: "Lu Mingchao wants to marry me?" ”

She thought that Lu Mingchao just liked her simply, but she didn't expect that there was such a paragraph behind her, to the extent of talking about marriage? But why is there nothing in the memory of the original owner?

She wanted to get out of Lu Xingyue's arms, and tried to push his shoulder, but Lu Xingyue stiffened, but still let go of her, but lowered his head and didn't look at her.

Shen Lansui was a little confused, she asked tentatively: "But I didn't know my eldest brother before, and I haven't met him, why would he want to marry me?" ”

"No, you haven't seen him, he's seen you." Lu Xingyue's hand in his sleeve slowly clenched, "More than once." ”

Shen Lansui completely lost his voice.

"He fell in love with you at first sight, and he was very affectionate." Lu Xingyue finally raised his head, and his beautiful eyes were no longer as clear as before, as if he was hiding something.

"But I don't like him." Shen Lansui subconsciously retorted.

Whether it was her or the original owner, she didn't have the slightest good impression of Lu Mingchao, and the original owner didn't even see him, and before he had time to see him, he died in Huangquan.

"Wait-" Shen Lansui looked horrified, "Could it be that everything in the cave room was designed by the eldest lady, just because Lu Mingchao likes me?" ”

She asked the second half of the sentence with great difficulty, as if something was choking her throat.

She looked forward to Lu Xingyue shaking her head to deny this terrifying speculation, but Lu Xingyue bowed her head slightly.

Shen Lansui suddenly felt a pain in her heart, and the feeling of being pierced by a dagger came back, she couldn't help but bend down according to her heart, and her brain felt like someone had been smashed with a heavy hammer, and there was a buzz.

"Why?"

She couldn't understand, "Just because he likes me, should I die?" ”

Tears fell unexpectedly, wetting the sleeves one by one, and the plain white flowers soaked in water and became gloomy.

Lu Xingyue's breathing was sluggish, and he trembled and stretched out his hand to help her wipe away her tears, Shen Lansui suddenly raised his head and asked very lightly: "His life is life, isn't my life my life?" ”

Unable to endure this torment any longer, Lu Xingyue grabbed Shen Lansui's wrist and pulled the person into his arms, tightly wrapped his arms around her waist and whispered, "It's not your fault. ”

"Why?" Shen Lansui muttered and repeated, tears rolling down like a broken embankment, "Why?!" ”

She thought about many possibilities, but she never thought that the original owner would lose his life because of an unmasked liking.

It wasn't until this moment that she deeply understood how heavy the words "life is like mustard" on the paper.

The rest of the words didn't need Lu Xingyue to say, Shen Lansui himself could think of the intention of the eldest lady's move.

She soon couldn't cry, clutching the corner of Lu Xingyue's clothes tightly, she was wronged for herself, and it was not worth the grievances of the original owner.

In the last days, human life is like duckweed, and they may die at any time, but most of them die at the hands of zombies, at the hands of enemies, not from such inexplicable reasons.

She originally thought that she would be at peace and fit well into this era, but now it seems that it is just her wishful thinking, and the cruelty of this era, she has only seen one-tenth of it.

Lu Xingyue numbly repeated, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

He didn't know what the use of apologizing was, although he was not the perpetrator in this matter, he also indirectly caused everything, and he couldn't convince his conscience.

"Enough!" Shen Lansui suddenly pushed him away and said hatefully, "What does it have to do with you?" I don't need your apologies! ”

"Lu Xingyue, don't take everything on yourself!"

Lu Xingyue's eyes were red and silent.

Zhou Quan, who was guarding outside the door, heard the faint scolding sound inside and glanced at each other, and Zhou Quan carefully knocked on the door and asked, "Master, madam, what's wrong?" Don't quarrel! (End of chapter)