(2) Go home
Let's go back! Children, there are not many people and things around you in this life. It's not that easy to lose and want to come back.
Chen Juan had become unexpectedly silent since she had been affected by the Lingyi incident, and although she wanted to know why Ouyang De had resigned, Ouyang De had told her and Weiwei that night that he had decided to go home for a while, but she didn't say anything.
After saying goodbye to Chen Juan and Weiwei, Ouyang De did not go home immediately, but went to the house left by Lingyi first. He had left all his belongings in Lingyi's home, which would be where he would live for a long time or even permanently.
The next day, he went to the lawyer's office, and after completing the transfer procedures and signing some documents left by Lingyi, he handed over the rest to the lawyer before he set off for his home.
I hadn't seen my father and mother for a long time, and the two old men still looked very strong, but there was a little more gray hair on their temples. Although he knew from his father's eyes that there were many problems in the hearts of the two old men, he didn't say anything. Alone at home, he spends his days helping his mother in the fields, or going to the signal station to help his father do something.
On the evening of the third day, my mother was cooking in the kitchen, and my father had not yet left work. Ouyang De walked into the kitchen, squatted next to his mother, and looked at his mother quietly. In his mother's eyes, he has always been a loving eye, and since he was a child, he has hardly seen a trace of melancholy and unhappiness in his mother's eyes.
"Mom, I want to ask you a question, is that okay?"
"Son, what do you want to ask? Mom doesn't know much, you're a college graduate! ”
"Yes, but I don't seem to understand a lot of things."
"As soon as you came back, I knew you had something on your mind, and you didn't want to say that I didn't ask you about your father. When you grow up, you should have your own ideas about many things, and we are no longer in charge of the decisions for you, but your dad and I will always be your supporters. ”
"Mom~~~!" Ouyang De suddenly felt a little sour.
"Silly son, there are so many flatness in this life, of course there will be twists and turns. Mom can't take care of you for the rest of your life. The mother stopped what she was doing and gently patted Ouyang De's head.
"Mom, have you really never been unhappy?"
"How could it not be? But with your dad here, let's face it together, won't all the great suffering come! And life has been much better over the years, and learning to be content will make you happy! ”
"You seem to be a philosopher."
"I know so much, it's your father's words. We have also been contented all these years, which is why this family is so plain. A hint of exclamation flashed in my mother's eyes, and there was also a color that Ouyang De couldn't find all along, or that disappeared in a short period of time. It was like a dream.
Ouyang De seemed to understand something at that moment, because the existence of love will lead to happiness!
That night, Ouyang De told his parents all the things during this period of time, little by little, this was the first time he told his family all about his emotional world like this, he didn't know what the result would be!
Mom listened and watched him carefully, while Dad sat in his chair and smoked a cigarette. He was silent after saying that, he didn't know what to do anymore, and he didn't know what he wanted from his parents!
"Son, do you like Chen Juan's girl?" Dad put down his cigarette.
"I don't know, I didn't know how to face her from the beginning, but I don't love her, and sometimes it's really hard to say, she moved me but didn't have the heart-warming feeling when I was with Lingyi."
"What are your plans for the future? Do you want to go back to the city? ”
"Dad, I'd like to hear from you."
"Let's go back! Children, there are not many people and things around you in this life. It's not that easy to lose and want to come back. ”
"Mom~~~~~~~~" Ouyang De looked at his mother.
Mom looked at Ouyang De and said, "Child, Mom may not understand a lot of your thoughts, but some things have happened after all, and they won't come back, and time will calm down a lot of moods." ”
Ouyang De didn't get a satisfactory answer from his parents that night, and he didn't know what kind of answer he wanted. Lingyi went, and he gave so much dedication to it until now, and it disappeared after appearing even more briefly than a dream. All of this happened so much that it was too much to accept at once.
After his parents fell asleep, he walked alone to the river, which was his favorite place as a child, with a cool river breeze, which would make him very sober and not hot. This is a beautiful river, although there is no very wide river surface in the upstream section, but it has nurtured this land and the people of this land, so that the people along this river also have a long feeling like the Yangtze River. There will always be a lot of people who feel that it is a question worth thinking about, but tonight's Ouyang De was a little confused by this long feeling. Why are so many things happening to him, why did Lingyi go like this, why didn't he provoke anyone, but he didn't come and what he should have come, he didn't know if it was happiness or what.
"Ouyang"
It was a familiar voice, and Ouyang De didn't know how long he had been sitting by this river. It wasn't until the sound of this call came that he realized that it was getting late, and the shadow of the moon in the sky was flickering by the river in front of him. The voice had been in his ears many times since he was a child, and even made him feel impatient at times, but tonight he felt that the voice sounded so much that he felt the need.