The moon represents my heart
I can't see what Qian's heart is melancholy for, although every time we meet, chat, and drink tea, it seems that there is nothing to say, but in fact, in essence, it is not much different from ordinary friends, maybe because of the fate of acquaintance, and the age is relatively close to the relationship, it may be much simpler than her life circle and career circle. Although today's dinner was made in advance yesterday, she always felt that she had something on her mind from the moment they met, of course, maybe it was really just because of some temporary problems, but there was no problem, I knew that the content of the chat would be very open, and there would be no special theme, from the sky to the underground, from the plane to the aircraft carrier.
At half past six, Qian called to say that the work had ended, and received a call from Jie before leaving at the appointed time and place, saying that he had something to delay and might be an hour late. Nowadays, there are always a lot of uncertain factors that will be busy, which is completely understandable, just tell him that Akane made an appointment yesterday, don't lose your words.
Go to the middle gate of the Cultural Palace and call Akane, she is at the gate of the gymnasium, so she called a taxi to stop at the gate and take Akane with her, and set off together to drive into the depths of Gui Garden. I sat down and the seller of cold drinks came over, I didn't plan to ask for it, but Akane chose the same one before the two sales sisters. The pursuit of a balance may not be for anything else, but I don't want to disappoint a certain big sister! I appreciate this, but when there are so many imbalances in life, how much energy do people have to balance? Maybe very little, maybe we can only do what we can. Then I ordered two catties of loach, and the waiter came to ask what kind of drinks to drink, and when Qian was about to speak, I raised my hand and said wait a while, I have been drinking for the past few days, and I have hardly eaten anything. Akane looked at me almost exaggeratedly and said, "Oh my God, I have to spread this word everywhere, and you still have to wait a while." Despite what I said, Akane insisted on ordering two beers. Xiaoxiao, this wine is still the same to drink, and there is no chance to slow down.
The food was eaten quickly, but the wine was drunk very slowly, and after more than half an hour, Jie came, still the same as before, carrying a big bag, but there was no sense of disharmony in this burly figure. Akane wasted no time in telling Jay about my delay in drinking, but Jay was very understandable, because I had hardly had a day off in the past week, and I couldn't help myself in the wine every day. It didn't seem to make much sense to eat, but Jay ordered a bottle of beer, and when he drank it and Akane and I were sipping it slowly, our wine was almost over when he was nearing the end of it.
The food and wine are enough, and I changed the bar, and I don't know where to start or where to end together, and I started casually. From the humor in the bathroom of the clear bar to Akane's computer, from someone's life to the life we once had, from the days gone to the children, to 11 o'clock, Jay answered a phone call, ran away to buy the order, and then learned that his wife came to pick him up from work and was about to leave. But knowing that Jie walked out and got into the car, we remembered that we hadn't seen Jie's wife yet. Driven by curiosity, it's too late, and people can't find their way. Jay seemed to be a little quieter after leaving, and the topic was a little less discussed.
Akane smoked a cigarette, looked at the small stage in the bar, and asked the boss if anyone was singing, but the boss didn't say yes, but saw him go to ask a few friends with guitars sitting at the other table. A few minutes passed without results. Akane looked at me and asked what songs were suitable for such an environment, and I said a lot, like those old campus songs and the like, as well as those more nostalgic songs, which are very good with the guitar accompaniment. She looked at me, how about I go and sing? I nodded and said yes.
Watching Akane walk and talk to the boss, the first song she asked was "Wild Lilies Have Spring". But she couldn't remember the lyrics, and finally came out of the microphone a song "The Moon Represents My Heart", I had never heard Akane sing before, and it was in such a close to a cappella condition, I didn't have any expectations, but everything was beyond my imagination. A little muffled sound surrounds the bar, which is really nice. But it's really good, but it's not because of her singing, but because behind this singing, it's the mood I felt when I saw Akane today-melancholy and trouble!
Akane has a good job, although this is already obtained after she gave up a lot for life and family, as one of the first practitioners in the city as an industry, she can be regarded as a foundation. Although age is no longer youthful, words that are no longer beautiful are still irrelevant. Usually rarely probe her heart, just as a friend's contact, there is no need to know too much, everyone can harmoniously communicate with each other about some things that may not matter, it is already a rare thing in this world, why ask so much!? Just like Akane's quote: People always use their own scenery to wrap and hide their inner weakness.
After a song "The Moon Represents My Heart", the boss found the lyrics of "Wild Lilies Have Spring", and the almost perfect emotions were expressed one by one, my heart was moving, and I took out a pen and paper from my bag, and wanted to record these, but I knew that there was nothing to write about, and how could these thoughts be understood by me. Put down the pen, the chorus of "Please Follow Me" reminds me again, although I can't say it from a professional point of view, but I can say very seriously that it is definitely a beautiful sound that can knock people's hearts.
Akane has begun to fully devote herself to singing, one song after another, and even in the middle of the singing, she teasingly asked me through the microphone if I was lonely. In fact, my heart hurts at that time, because Akane has found a channel to release her mood at this moment, and I have been led out of my heart by her way. By the time Akane returned to her place to get her business card, I could already be sure that it wasn't far off to leave the bar today, but I had no intention of leaving. But I also know that it is the same for me everywhere, Akane says goodbye to her boss and the friends who accompany her, returns to the night together, and takes her to a convenient place for a ride, but Akane seems to have just opened the topic. But this should be the end of the day, the moon is no longer as bright as it was after the meal, but a little pale.
Say goodbye to Akane and take a taxi home by herself, take a shower, turn on the computer, look at today's constellation, speechless, turn on the air conditioner, throw herself to the bed, and have no dreams all night.