Song Ziqing wasn't sure how she could be like this, whether she couldn't let herself face Chang Qiu, or because of something else, these were all things that had been bothering her since the two separated. It's been almost a year since the stone Buddha died, and now he is free. She knew that Chang Qiu couldn't accept this, it was all the result of her own hands, she should have left earlier, and left when Chang Qiu first showed a little sign of waking up, but how could she be willing to leave at that time? She wanted to see Chang Qiu smile at herself, and she wanted to hear him say a word to herself.

If Chang Qiu's hands that have been stretched out use a little more force, she may stay, even if she is Chang Qiu's slave from now on, as long as she can be by Chang Qiu's side, she will be satisfied, and all the guilt and guilt to bear should be repaid to Chang Qiu. Without her own appearance, Chang Qiu's life would be peaceful, even dreamy and beautiful, but in the past three years, she has seen Chang Qiu's changes little by little, this man who used to live and live as pure as water, has begun to learn to wrap himself with a false mask today.

With the news she could get from Wu Huaxuan, she was sure that Chang Qiu had hidden herself so deeply, and she was sure that the damage she had done to Chang Qiu might have exceeded the blow she had brought to him by telling him the news about "Jila" in the first place, which was almost cruel. But what can she do now? What else can be done for Changqiu? Nothing! Maybe Chang Qiu can't accept it at all! Although he only stretched out his hand and gently pulled it when he left the hospital, this was already very satisfying for himself, at least there was still a little place in Chang Qiu's heart that was his own.

Wu Huayu has been accompanying Song Ziqing back home, saying that he is home. In fact, she already felt a kind of fear of this place, and the person who used to be here had gone, with his desire for satisfaction. And what was left for her was a pain of life, if she hadn't come to this city, everything would not have happened, and she went from the original understanding of the stone Buddha to a kind of hatred, because his desire has hurt the happiness of two people, and maybe it will be a lifetime of pain.

"Qingqing, why are you doing this?" Wu Huayu finally couldn't help but be silent all the way.

"Xiao Wu, thank you for always helping me keep an eye on Chang Qiu, but there are some things you don't know." The only thing Song Ziqing can tell Wu Huaxuan is this, the only people she can talk to in this city are Wu Huaxuan and Tang Ying, they were both her guests in the bodybuilding city, and she is already very grateful to be friends and help her like this. She couldn't afford to lose these two friends again, and she didn't want to see the strange or even disdainful look in their eyes.

"However, I can see that you love Chang Qiu so much."

"Yes. I loved him so much, never loved him so much, but I also brought him hurt that he had never done before. Song Ziqing sighed lightly and opened the curtains: "Maybe it's time for me to leave this city and give him back the original world." ”

"The original world?"

"Yes, there shouldn't have been a world where I was."

Wu Huayu couldn't understand what Song Ziqing meant, she didn't understand how the two of them were separated at the beginning, and what happened in the middle. However, judging from her own understanding, maybe Ye Ziqing really did something to hurt Chang Qiu, and she was constantly making up for it, although sometimes she just let herself care about Chang Qiu on her behalf, and ordered soup or something to send it to herself, but that Chang Qiu always thought that Wu Huayu did it. In her original intention, she also admired Chang Qiu very much, and even liked Chang Qiu, but she also knew very well that Chang Qiu and her were not suitable, unless she or Chang Qiu changed. But she does not exclude any short-term things with Chang Qiu when any conditions are met, a one-time, a lover for a period of time. But these can only be one phase, not permanent. All the time, she deliberately kept herself from falling into it, a painful Ye Ziqing was alive in front of her, why did she take this risk? In good conscience, she is not sure that she will be more able to bear it than Song Ziqing.

"Qingqing, what are you going to do next?"

"Xiao Wu, promise me one thing."

"Tell me, what's the matter?"

"Don't let Chang Qiu know anything about me, you don't have to help me keep an eye on Chang Qiu from now on. Let him live his own life, I also know that you like Chang Qiu, if you want, contact him in your own way. ”

Song Ziqing's words surprised Wu Huaxuan: "Qingqing, how can this be?" ”

"Remember, I never showed up, because I never showed up again." A tear dripped from the corner of Ye Ziqing's eye. She quickly turned around and didn't let Wu Huayu see it. Yes, he should never have appeared, he was provoking Chang Qiu, bringing him so much pain, he was just an ominous person, in addition to pain or pain, why torture himself, why torture others! And I should have known that there would be today, this is the arrangement of fate, nothing can be perfect, and at least I once had a real relationship, a love that I will never regret, this is enough, I shouldn't be too greedy.

After that day, Song Ziqing didn't call Wu Huaxuan again, but only went to the "Qingqing Bar" once, and she wanted to thank Tang Ying for her help. From the VIP card to the chance meeting of Chang Qiu later, Tang Ying handled it so perfectly. After thinking about it for a long time and hesitating for a long time, she still sold the house, maybe it was an end. She went to the suburbs to rent a house for herself, got a very simple job as a clerk, and went to live her life quietly, which she should have known when she first came to the city, but finally began today. No one knows her past, no one knows how she feels, and in the eyes of people she is just an ordinary woman, a little cold and a little withdrawn. She no longer has a friend, no one to talk to, and nothing to talk to. Everything remained in my heart, buried deeply, buried deep in a relationship, a past, a sweet memory of eternal life, and continued like this until I was old.

Wu Huayu suddenly found that he really didn't know how to face Chang Qiu, it was all because of Ye Ziqing's request, from the very beginning to keep Chang Qiu, to the later bits and pieces, in fact, what he expressed in the face of Chang Qiu was what Song Ziqing wanted to express, and what about himself? When she faced Chang Qiu with her true self, she was at a loss! She began to try to find Song Ziqing, but there was no news, Tang Ying was nowhere to be found, the phone was down, the house had been sold, and even the place where she could be found before had been searched, but this person seemed to have disappeared out of thin air, and as she said in her last conversation with herself, she would never appear again.