(2) Internet
"Good evening, good evening, see you again. :) "The mood of the day may only be really relaxed at this time, because there is no need to hide a lot, but once a person's habits are formed, it is not easy to change."
"Yes, drunkard. Are you okay, how did you spend the day? I don't know when the word "old" from "old drunkard" was omitted by her, just like I called her name "Flying Dancing Shoes" "Dancing Shoes".
"It's still the same, that's it."
"Doesn't seem right about you today?"
"It's nothing, maybe it's raining! What about you? ”
"I'm the same, and I didn't have a good day. Something happened in the afternoon, and I still haven't figured out what's going on. Now he's out again, and I'm home alone. ”
"Oh, don't talk about unpleasant things." I really don't want to hear anything unpleasant, after all, everyone has their own helplessness in life, and I'm not an angelic person, let alone really relieve people of any unpleasant feelings. The most I can do is just listen. But I really can't do anything about the trouble of dancing shoes, and I'm afraid that if I accidentally say something wrong, it will make her even more unsure of what to do. After all, it was a circle of life that I wasn't very familiar with.
"But I really want him to be at home with me, and I'd love to have someone by my side now." Many times there is a helpless tone in the words of the dancing shoes, and I really don't dare to say anything too subjective when I encounter such a situation, because I know that if I am reasonable, I will be desperate to express my extreme opinion on this matter.
"Actually, it's nothing, after all, a man's career is important!"
That's a good thing, but he's really just a small clerk, and there's so much entertainment. It would be nice if you were by my side, I can imagine that you must be a very considerate man. ”
"This is not about the size of the position, after all, there is still a lot of pressure on men in this society. Maybe I'm being rude, but not necessarily, after all, you only see a part of me on the Internet. ”
"Thank you, I know you're good to me, even if I'm dreaming. Is it bad to have a dream? ”
"Yes, it's always good for people to have dreams, at least they can make their mood have a goal to work on."
"That's right. Sometimes I really think that ending this unhappy marriage might be good for me and for him! ”
"Don't think like that, after all, life isn't exactly as good as you think. Am I not an obvious example? ”
"I'm ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, let's not talk about this anymore, how long have we been talking online? Do you remember? ”
"How could you forget, three months and seven days." Even fools know that, just look at the earliest chat logs. Sometimes women are really easy to deceive.
"Do you notice any changes in me?"
"I can't say anything specific, but I know you're slowly telling me a lot of your true stories, and I can even find out where your people are based on your stories."
"Then why didn't you come to me?"
"Uninvited guests are generally not welcome, and besides, Xiaosheng is not good-looking, and he is ashamed to see people!"
"Hehehehe, huh? The little girl is so ugly, I don't care! ”
I almost heard her laugh, so natural and so cute, even though I didn't know her face, I was already drawing her figure in my heart. To be honest, I didn't dare to see her anyway, not because I was really as I said I was on the outside, but because I wasn't sure what the outcome would be when I got off the Internet. I have even sensed some of her inner thoughts in her words many times, and she really wants someone to really care about her, although I have been persuading her on the Internet not to care about some of her husband's behavior, but in my heart I have scolded her husband many, many times. Isn't it just a boy, what's the big deal? The sons and brothers who come into contact with each other in work and life on weekdays don't all rely on their parents or family members to get a high salary, thinking how great they are, and one of them knows how competitive he is.
In fact, sometimes I wonder what is attracting these "flying dancing shoes" to keep chatting with her. At the beginning, it was only because it was difficult to pass the time when I chatted online, so I decided to chat online. And I don't really believe that the people on the Internet are real, and I met the "Flying Dancing Shoes" because she greeted her very politely as soon as she came up that day, rather than thinking that she was a "mother" like ordinary girls. Besides, who knows if you are a man or a woman on the Internet, what are you dragging! For such a "mother", I often pervert and say that I am gay, which is quite effective. I can basically knock down a lot of people, and a few curious people are always sent away by my nonsense.
"Why don't you speak?" Dancing shoes flew over a sentence.
"No, I'm wondering how ugly you are! Haha"
"You kid watch the fight!"
"Pick up. You can't stand my moves, it's better for you not to do it, and besides, good men don't move roughly. ”
"But I'm not a man!"
"I know, but you can't fight alone! Can't I hide! Huh"
I know that many times I still can't let my mood relax like a bird in the sky, and when I see that there is something around me that needs my happy mood, I don't know where my bad mood goes!
"Drunkard, are you really an alcoholic?"
"You've asked me so many times! I'm an alcoholic. "This little woman always didn't believe that I liked to drink, and I didn't know why, after all, no one in my family could drink for generations, and drinking with me seemed to be a very ordinary natural ability. It's just that many people don't know why I drink, and even I can't figure out why I like to drink so much, although I can say my reason for drinking so that many people believe that I drink just to taste life, but in fact I don't understand it myself, maybe it's just two words - habit.
"I don't like alcoholics."
"I know that the likelihood of an alcoholic being liked is really low. But I'm such a person, if there is no wine, there will be no me, and the five poisons may be the best words to describe me. "Sometimes I have to say some bad things about myself, because I will inevitably say good things about myself, and people don't believe it if I say too much, so it seems to be true to say something bad at the right time. Sometimes I wonder why a lot of people just don't believe the real thing, but the unreal thing is deeply believed. Maybe there shouldn't be a real presence on the Internet in the first place.
"You're here again, don't tell me anything to scare others, or I'll be angry."
"Okay, I'll not say it!"
"I don't like alcoholics, but I like to watch you drink."
"Isn't it!"
"You're coming to me. Don't you know if you try it? ”
"Okay, I'll look for you when I have time!"
"Do you know why I'm seeing you?"
"Huh!" Actually, I really don't know, so I don't dare to say it, shyness is sometimes a good thing, but anyway, I didn't really plan to meet her, this feeling is good, why bother to break it! Besides, she must be about my age! A woman who is almost thirty can think of anything, as long as it is not a dinosaur, it is also the reason why her high incense burns diligently. Besides, I can't stand my habit of drinking, in fact, only I know that I don't like to drink very much, but it's really helpless to drink when I'm alone, at least I can let myself fall asleep earlier.
"Remember what I said the last time we talked?"
"We talked a lot, I don't know which one?"
"That's it, 'Aren't you afraid I'm falling in love with you?' ”
"Oh. Remember. But that's not going to be the case. ”
"If I say I Love You! Would you believe it? ”
"I don't have that right, you know. And I don't like to base my happiness on other people's pain, you have a family and I'm a divorced man, and I'm already a little scared of the game of love. The best way to do this is to leave and make yourself pure. "Flying Shoes is not a joker, and all of a sudden the air became heavy, and I had to say what was in my heart solemnly.
"I know your condition, I just want to ask if you believe it?"
"I believe" Honestly, I'm really not sure if I believe it, but I don't dare to say I don't believe it. She told me about her family and her life, like an old friend for many years. But I may be as I wonder if the truth is unacceptable, and I doubt her own story. If she's telling the true story, I can't hurt her heart, even if it's a lie, and sometimes I really doubt it. There are parents who use the happiness of their children as a bargaining chip. But there is nothing in this society, just like I was at the beginning, didn't my parents also oppose me falling in love with a girl from the countryside!
"**Bureau** department, I am usually alone in the office, you can come to me at any time."
"Well, I'll go to you when I have time, but I'll wait until I have time. You know I was at work while you were working. ”
"Okay, call me Feifei, that's my name."
"Okay, Fifi"
"I'm a little tired, I want to go down, what about you!"
"I'll go down in a while, you can rest early, don't let me see you with a swollen face!"
"No, I must take good care of it from today onwards, for you!"
"Hehe, Xiaosheng is flattered. In fact, you should also take care of yourself! ”
"Thanks, good night, drunkard!"
"Good night, dancing shoes!"
As soon as I danced my shoes, I immediately turned off my computer. Immediately poured himself a glass of ice water, gurgled and poured it, and his brain seemed to be a little clearer. I think she was just grateful for the last time she called me! This is not true, how is it possible, isn't the web an illusory thing? And I just did what I had to do, and I think I'd do the same if I were someone else.
It should have been about ten days ago, it was a weekend, and I had made an appointment with a friend to go for a drink, but when I was going home to wait for a friend, I suddenly received a strange phone call, which was from the city. I thought it was someone joking, and I was startled when I received it, it turned out to be a call from "Flying Dancing Shoes", but before I could figure out what was going on, I heard her crying on the phone as if she had been greatly wronged. Although she understood my hidden mobile phone number in my personal introduction early on the Internet, it was the first time I received a call from her, and before I could figure out why I suddenly called me, I was confused again, and I didn't know what to do. I had to listen to her cry, thinking about what to do, but it didn't work! She kept telling me to talk to her, and I didn't know what to say. What can I say to a person who is almost a stranger, someone who has almost no communication with me, and suddenly cries at me on the phone! And I don't know why she's crying yet. Later, I finally found out that she went to a friend's house that morning because there was nothing to do, her husband called and asked where she was, she said the friend's name, but she didn't expect that two minutes later her husband called her friend's house, and his husband said let her answer the phone, but the friend joked that I was afraid of flying, I won't let you talk, see what you will do. It was meant to be a joke, and her husband must have heard her on the phone, as she was sitting next to her friend and was still saying not to joke like that. But her husband hung up the phone right away, embarrassing her and her friends for a long time. Her husband, who rarely came back at noon, returned home at noon that day. As soon as she came back, she scolded her, she was really aggrieved, and her husband didn't come home when she had dinner in the evening, the more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she felt, but she didn't know who to talk to, and no one at home would believe what she said, so I received a call from her. I have been listening to her say what is on her mind, and then I hung up the phone to know that it was almost eleven o'clock, if it wasn't for the long time of my mobile phone call, it would have been out of battery, but fortunately she finally calmed down and remembered that I had been talking to her since half past six in the afternoon, and asked me if I had eaten, and I also remembered my date with a friend tonight, so I had to tell the truth, and quickly hung up the phone. After hanging up the phone, I saw more than a dozen short messages, and my friends couldn't get into my phone and thought I was somewhere. I didn't reply to the text message, I was already in a hurry. I really couldn't say anything, so I hurriedly called to apologize. My friend was ruthless enough, and that night almost cost me a month's salary to accompany this no. But I still have to bite the bullet and dare not come out, who told me to break the appointment! I told "Dancing Shoes" during the chat three days ago, and she kept saying sorry, but what was the use! I accompanied them all in, so I had to pretend to be a hero! A righteous and awe-inspiring look. I didn't expect that she would have such an idea because of this in the end, I hope she was just joking.