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After packing up all his things, Qin Zhan didn't look at the place where he lived like he had moved before, but walked out directly with his luggage on his back, this city and this one he had stayed in
"Home" is no longer worth any nostalgia for him. The weather was not too hot, but Qin Zhan felt hot, and he didn't know if it was cold at night or something, and his legs were a little soft.
However, he never took his health seriously, because he always believed that if he was healthy and could not survive, then health would not have any practical meaning.
Although he has always maintained a kind of attachment to emotions in his heart, it does not affect his understanding of the cruel survival laws of this society.
From the way out to the station, thinking back to the various episodes of the past few months, it was difficult for him to calm down.
If he didn't work in Volt, he wouldn't have returned to that city; If you don't go back to that city, you won't meet Wang Tingting again; If he hadn't met Wang Tingting, his life would have returned to the life he wanted; If his life had not been changed, he would not have left the city today; What will his tomorrow be like if he doesn't leave the city?
This world seems to be doomed a lot, constantly reincarnating with an indescribable feeling, helpless always around him.
What should I use to love my lover, what should I take to face the world, is it a mistake to insist on myself, and there is no simple love in the commercial society?
He couldn't understand and couldn't understand, and even looked forward to it for so long and so long like a child, but fate and life were always playing a joke on him.
Just like Wang Tingting, a girl who has insisted on looking forward to it for so long, a girl with such deep emotions, but in the end she still deviated from simple love.
His heart aches! There is a kind of tear that is silent, there are no tears rushing, there is no trace, but it is the most helpless and painful, and this is the case with Qin Seal now.
Walking into the station, when he bought the ticket, he no longer knew why his voice suddenly became so deep, so deep that he was not sure that it was his own voice, a little hoarse and a little heavy.
The shadow reflected on the ticket window was a man with gray hair. Is that yourself?
Did you become like this overnight? Did you think a lot to yourself in one night? Mu Ran took the ticket, Qin Zhan's eyes began to blur, and the whole world was only left in his brain to hear the exclamation of the person next to him, and his fallen body was weak, but comfortable.
His body was like a cloud floating in the sky, free, and relaxed without any restraints. The world is so beautiful, there is a smile on his face, a very happy smile, maybe from now on he will no longer have any bitterness, surrounded by bright sunshine and warmth.
He was so close to the sun, so close that he felt so hot. Sweat burst into the sweat glands of his body, but after a while he no longer felt hot, as if the sun was slowly lowering the temperature, and his body was hovering between hot and cold.
He wanted to be hot or cold all the time, but he couldn't control it. It was as if someone was squeezing his chest, it hurt so much......