In the past, time was boring for him a lot of the time, because he couldn't find his direction in those hours. In addition to the lonely old tree outside the window, there are also his two loves. In life, he just feels that everything is not important, and he will not make him feel that he needs to seriously understand and pay attention to something. When I'm really bored, I go outside to dance, or a few friends go to the street to eat hot pot and drink beer.

But since Mengyun appeared in his life, he had less and less time in his dormitory, and he didn't have much time to drink, and he hadn't even been to the dance hall again. After work, he would wait for her to finish work in the hair salon, or drink with his colleagues next to the unit opposite the hair salon, or he would flick the guitar in Mengyun's boudoir and let the sound drift from the window to the downstairs, hoping to give her a happy mood. It's been a long time since I've sung those sad songs in the past, and many of them seem to have been forgotten. It was because of him that Mengyun often had to stop, close the door, come upstairs, sit next to him, and listen silently. He would sometimes joke to Mengyun that if her hair salon's business was bad, it was all his fault. Mengyun always didn't say anything, just looked at him.

The days are transformed into beautiful like a dream and as lovely as a cloud in such a lingering way.

"Hua, can you not come to me these two days."

On this day, Mengyun suddenly said such things to him, which made him a little strange for what. Although he knew he shouldn't ask, he asked anyway, it was too sudden.

"Can you tell me why?"

"Hmm...... My mom is coming tomorrow. There was a hint of uneasiness in Mengyun's shy expression, and although he covered it up well, he could still see it.

"Alright! But I'll still come to see you. ”

"Don't!" Mengyun said nervously.

He was really surprised. It's right to think about it! After all, she was still a girl, and if her mother came to see her, she didn't know what she would think: "Okay, but your mother is gone, you have to come and tell me." ”

"I will, I'm afraid that my mother will see something, after all, I know my daughter. If you come to see me, my mother will definitely be able to see it, and I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself. ”

"Hehe" he smiled: "The ugly daughter-in-law will see her in-laws sooner or later, and my ugly son-in-law will also see her mother-in-law sooner or later!" ”

"You ......." Mengyun's hand slammed on his chest, and he held it tightly.

"Mengyun, no matter why. When you want to tell me, you can tell me again. I know you're not doing this just for this reason, but I don't force you, I believe that you are sincere to me, and I also believe that your sincerity is something I have rarely. ”

The moonlight is so tranquil, so beautiful, like jasper in the boudoir, gently telling, I don't know if anyone is listening, I don't know if the person who listens understands, I don't know if the person who understands her belongs to her.

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It's still the old tree, still so lonely there to let the wind and rain blow, and the same upright there is like an infinite life continuing the demeanor of the strong.

Sometimes he also thinks, why does this old tree have such a strong vitality, what is the purpose of a life so lonely to survive, and what supports it to face it so bravely? Life is really a performance that cannot be interpreted, as long as there is life, everything cannot be completely clear why and how it happens! It seems that cause and effect are always understood after something has happened! And he still doesn't know this very well, but occasionally there are some emotions in his heart and he can't figure out why.

Just like the other day, his life seems to be back to the way it was before, but in fact it is different from before, because whether it is mood or thoughts, it is no longer like a directionless wind. He really wanted to stand at the door of the unit to see Mengyun, and he also wanted to know why she was so afraid that her family would know! He's been living like this for so long, but why is it that after Mengyun appears, he can't let his mood be the same only as before? Thoughts were clearly written on his face now.

After Mengyun's mother left, none of them mentioned this matter again, and they all seemed to deliberately avoid this question, and the problem was always in his heart. He knew that sooner or later he would know the answer to this question, but he didn't know whether the answer would be good or bad for him, and whether he could overcome it. In the past, he may have said with certainty that he could overcome it, but now he doesn't dare to think like that, because in fact, there are so many things in society that he can't overcome as an ordinary person, whether he is willing or unhappy, but he can't help but accept it.

Every day they put this thing aside in laughter, one went shopping, and the other went to the street for snacks.

Mengyun is different from many girls, she has no habit of eating snacks, and she is not a picky eater, and even sometimes the two of them go around the street step by step without a goal. Mengyun didn't like dancing much, so he stopped going to the dance hall.

And Mengyun is just like what she said, she needs him to accompany her like this, there is nothing to ask for and need. There were many times when he looked at Mengyun's smile and faint melancholy, and didn't know how to tell her, in fact, he was already deeply in love with her, in fact, he wanted her to understand the uneasiness hidden in her heart and tell him as soon as possible, so that he and her could solve it together while he could still have a clear mind. But many times he wakes up in the middle of the night, and many times he sees Mengyun looking at him with his head propped up and not falling asleep, looking at him with big bright eyes, but he can't see her mood behind his eyes!

Maybe things should have come by the beginning, so he wasn't nervous at all, but seeing Mengyun's nervous appearance, he couldn't help but wonder why this was happening!