The tree was still there, hazy in the drizzle, but it was still there, like a statue that stood forever. There was a piece of music with no lyrics on the tape recorder, and Mengyun sat on his lap and hugged his neck tightly.

"Tell me what to do? You speak! ”

From the moment he received the telegram from Hainan, he knew that he was destined to be a loser in this "battle", and he could only face it as a loser, which might be the best outcome.

"Whether this is true or not, since your uncle has already sent a telegram saying that he is seriously ill, it is impossible for you not to go."

"But ......"

"I know, but if it's fake, it's your uncle's objection. Or maybe your parents told your uncle to do it. But no matter what, you have to go to Hainan once. ”

"I can not go!"

"Don't let me take on this responsibility, okay? What if it's true! In fact, he knew very well in his heart that there would be no such coincidence, Mengyun's mother had just left for two days, and this telegram came. In fact, this must be an excuse, but this excuse is something he can't avoid, let alone let Mengyun not go to Hainan, if it is really her uncle who is seriously ill, it means that he is a killer. From the time he saw the telegram to now, he had been thinking about what he should do, because no matter what, as long as Mengyun left, she would not be able to come back, but this excuse was too good to find. He didn't know the situation of Mengyun's family before, and after knowing it, he also asked himself, can Mengyun really not care about his situation? I may be able to plan what will happen to myself tomorrow and in the future, but is this plan really possible? He didn't dare to be sure and couldn't be sure, he was just a small worker, like the kind of family in Mengyun's family, he didn't even think about it, even if he struggled, he might not be able to do it. He knows best how much weight he has, although during this period of time, Mengyun didn't make him feel any difference in this, he believed that Mengyun could really live with him, but he couldn't be as confident as before. The night her mother left, Mengyun had impulsively asked him to "elope" with her, this scene that might only appear in ancient times happened in his life, he was really a little confused, he didn't want to make any excuses for himself, but what could they do after the two of them left here together! After all, Mengyun is an only daughter, and it took her two years to live with her parents and enjoy her family, how can she make her a person who can't go back to her home again in order to be with her!

He was thinking that he had been feeling like he had aged a lot in the past day or two.

"Then you tell me, whether I go or not."

He looked at this girl who should be cherished the most in his life, kissed her face gently, put his face as relaxed as possible and said, "Mengyun, I'm sorry." In fact, I have never dared to tell you, I have never forgotten Xian, she is the woman I love the most. ”

Mengyun looked at him in shock, his face full of confusion. Perhaps she was wondering how the man in front of her could say such a thing, especially at this time when she needed him the most. Disappointment was evident in her eyes, she rose from his arms, looked at him, shook her head in disbelief, and ran out of his hut, tears already falling into the gloomy air.

He didn't dare to let himself get up and call to chase after him, he could only let Mengyun leave like this. Because he already had a sour feeling in his eyes, he just endured it all the time, and when Mengyun ran out of his room, the strings of shining emotions could no longer be controlled. He felt so powerless, so incompetent, even a fallen leaf that could not be voluntarily, completely at the mercy of the wind and rain.

Back in the dormitory, it was already the middle of the night. A colleague in the dormitory had fallen asleep, but was woken up by the light he turned on.

"What time is it, how are you back? I thought you weren't coming back! ”

He looked at his watch: "I'm sorry, it's past twelve o'clock." You sleep, I'll wash and sleep. ”

"There is a letter on the table, which was left for you by your girlfriend, who waited for you in the dormitory for a day and a night, and left at noon today. Last night I went to the next door to squeeze. Where have you been? ”

"Oh, I didn't go anywhere, so I went out for a walk." He didn't know where he had gone in the last two days, his mind was all blank, he only remembered that he had drunk, climbed the mountain, and sat for a long time, by the way, under the old tree on the mountain.

"What? Got into a fight? "My colleague seems to think something is wrong.

"It's okay, you can sleep!" He turned on the lamp and turned off the ceiling light in the dormitory. Sitting at the table under the window, looking at the letter. After a long time, he opened the unsealed envelope and took out the letterhead......

Hua: Hello!

I went away, waited for you for a day and a night, and I didn't see you come back. I know you're not hiding from me, but I really hate you. In fact, we all understand that the telegram is an illusory excuse, and the purpose could not be clearer. But like you said, I don't have a "choice", I have to go!

I was tempted to hear you say a word to me not to go that day, and you knew I would stay, but you didn't. But I said something that made me almost lose the courage to live, and I was disappointed, or I was desperate at the time. But I'm glad to sit here today and write a letter, because I know you love me as much as I love you. I think I can understand your thoughts, you are really stupid, how could I be fooled!

I'm leaving, it's the plane at 16 o'clock this afternoon, I'll be waiting for you until the last minute, will you come? I'll be back, as soon as I confirm what happened, I'll be back immediately! Trust me, okay!

I'm waiting for you, hoping to see you.

Why Mengyun tears are so much, he doesn't know, but his eyes are so sour that he can't bear it. He didn't know if he would go to the airport if he came back this afternoon, but it was definitely too late. As for whether Mengyun can really come back, he doesn't know if he is not sure at all, these days have made him realize that he is actually so small, and his self-esteem has been swept away in the past few days.

The letterhead became wrinkled a little bit in his hand, and then it was torn into pieces little by little, and his tears turned into "snowflakes" in his hand, and he gently threw it into the night outside the window, flying freely like a light snow in the sky.

The life of a butterfly is always so short, watching the purple butterfly fly by like this in front of him, he looked out the window weakly, and the old tree that accompanied him all night in the distance was still the same in the night, just dim and hazy with its figure......