Chapter 13 The Fallen Sandbar (4)
Don't wait for her to continue. Suddenly, a tremendous force pushed her away.
From the time she kissed her to the time she was pushed away by Xu Mengzhou, it turned out that only a few seconds had passed. Lin Yushan's tears were not dry, and a pair of moist eyes looked at him blankly.
The shadows of the wall obscured the expression of the upper half of his face. Xu Mengzhou adjusted his breathing rate in the dark, his chest rising and falling slightly.
Her heart was pounding, and she couldn't help but guess his reaction.
Lin Yushan couldn't see his expression clearly, he could only see his clenched fists. The wound on Xu Mengzhou's middle finger had almost healed, but now it was completely broken. The original sutures are embedded in the flesh, revealing Bai Sensen's fascia.
Even so, his fists were clenched. Bone joints make a creaking and rubbing sound.
Both of them invariably chose to be silent, and neither of them wanted to break it, and the air was ambiguous and awkward.
It's suffocating.
It seems that after a century, dopamine gradually subsides, and reason reoccupies the high ground. Lin Yushan slowly realized what good he had just done.
She kissed Xu Mengzhou like this?
She actually kissed a husband!
The most secret and shady part of my heart was exposed to the unprepared Xu Mengzhou in an abrupt and naked way in such an inopportune situation.
The time and place are favorable, and none of them are occupied.
didn't have time to reminisce about his so-called first kiss, and strong shame and self-blame instantly flooded Lin Yushan's brain.
You don't have to think about it to understand that she was very wrong in principle about this matter. obviously warned herself ten thousand times in her heart, no matter how much she liked him, as long as he was still a married man, she couldn't let herself do deviant things.
Damn, asking him out is obviously something serious to say. Who knew that Xu Mengzhou suddenly lost control of her emotions, so she was forced to mess up and say what was in her heart.
Now it's okay, she has indeed become the person who "can't see the light" in Xu Mengzhou's mouth.
Her brain was racing, and she was used to thinking about how to deal with the current situation. But the kiss still happened, and she couldn't find a reasonable reason to explain her actions.
Even if it's impossible for me to be with him in my life, as long as I can keep in touch, it's good to talk on occasionally. But after today's failed communication, she knew that the relationship between the two could not be turned back.
Not only is it impossible for her and Xu Mengzhou to be impossible, I'm afraid there will be no contact in the future......
Lin Yushan was distraught and picked at the cushion with her hand, and she felt that the CPU in her head was about to burn out. Embarrassed and annoyed, he was ready to open the car door and leave.
She slammed the door hard, and as soon as one foot stepped out, she felt a force hold her left hand.
"Come back."
My heart skipped a beat.
Xu Mengzhou clamped her wrists and dragged her back into the car, forcing her to sit still.
She lowered her head in shame and let tears fill her eyes, not daring to look at him at all.
A white flower suddenly appeared in her blurred vision, and she rubbed her eyes, it was a tissue. Looking to the left, it was Xu Mengzhou's hand that stopped in mid-air waiting for her.
Xu Mengzhou was still sorting out his emotions, but when he saw that Lin Yushan didn't answer for a long time, he just looked at himself with a blank face, and suddenly felt a little funny.
He had never seen such an expression before. It is not the same as the silent and well-behaved appearance in front of him when he was a child, but also different from the indifferent poker face after going to college.
She was crying so hard that she was still snorting. It's a bit of a daze.
Seeing that she refused to answer, Xu Mengzhou directly pressed her shoulder and turned her around.
"Let's wipe it."
His mood seemed to have calmed down, and his tone softened a little. Lin Yushan heard that he didn't seem to be angry, his face burned badly, his head hung lower, and he couldn't wait to find a crack in the ground to get into.
Xu Mengzhou was silent for a long time, and then carefully held up Lin Yushan's chin and wiped her face with a tissue.
The temperature of the fingertips is transmitted to the skin through a thin paper towel. His movements were a little clumsy, and the tissues scratched her eyes from time to time. Fortunately, the tears were gradually wiped away, and the broken hair on the cheeks was carefully removed one by one. Lin Yushan recalled in a trance that when he was in junior high school, when his father had just died, Xu Mengzhou also wiped his tears for himself.
Finally, he pulled the broken hair on Lin Yushan's sideburns behind his ears before letting go of her.
Both of them regained their calm, and the atmosphere was no longer as ambiguous as before.
"I lost control of my emotions first and scared you." Xu Mengzhou leaned back in his seat and helped his glasses, and slowly spoke, "This matter is my responsibility." ”
Lin Yushan turned his head to look at him. He rested one hand on the steering wheel and looked ahead with a detached expression.
"I may have been negligent about your education, so—" he slid his Adam's apple up and down and tugged at his neckline with his hand, "People get hot in the face of excitement, I shouldn't have lost my temper at you first, I'm sorry." ”
He paused for a moment, and his voice was a little lower: "Don't have a psychological burden, I'll treat it as if nothing happened." ”
He's... Can you act as if nothing happened?
Unexpectedly, Lin Yushan was still lost.
"Hmm." She had nothing to answer, closed her eyes and fell on the back of her chair, and answered.
"It's getting late, I'll send you back to the dormitory and calm down." Xu Mengzhou stepped on the accelerator and was about to start the car, "I know that you still have something on your mind, let's talk about it on your birthday, don't hold it in your heart." ”
She couldn't treat the kiss as if nothing happened, and said angrily: "No need, I'll go back by myself now." ”
This tone is too familiar to her, Xu Mengzhou seems to have suddenly become a teacher.
The rebellious psychology was aroused, Lin Yushan opened the car door and was about to leave, Xu Mengzhou hurriedly stepped on the brake to pull her. She struggled to break free of control, but instead hit the door frame. Her hand was fine, but Xu Mengzhou's right hand suffered.
"Shh......h Lin Yushan panicked and hurriedly entered the passenger cab and sat down.
What's wrong today, repeatedly doing the wrong thing. She even had the heart to die with a headbutt.
"I'm sorry... It really wasn't intentional, I didn't run around. She was so remorseful that she apologized repeatedly, "Your wounds are all open, let's go to the emergency room now." ”
Xu Mengzhou bowed his head slightly to her to signal that he was fine. After telling her to fasten her seatbelt, she slowly drove out of the underground garage.
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When the two arrived at Jingzhou Central Hospital, it was already 8 o'clock in the evening.
The doctor on duty first observed Xu Mengzhou's wounds, and then looked up at him with a puzzled look. "The thread is embedded in the flesh, are you going to box, or are you fighting?"
Lin Yushan on the side lowered his head reproachfully.
"You have to remove the thread and then stitch it again." The doctor immediately made a judgment, and then asked the nurse on the side to get the tools to treat the wound, turned to him and said seriously: "Fortunately, it didn't hurt the bones, if it breaks again, you will feel better, you don't want to leave joint pain in the future." ”
The nurse took the tools, and Lin Yushan stepped forward to help him roll up his cuffs and let the hydrogen peroxide pour on his hands to rinse.
The moment he touched his skin, Xu Mengzhou frowned slightly. Lin Yushan stepped aside to observe his expression from time to time. She knew that the worst pain was still to come, but when she saw his frowning appearance, she couldn't help but feel her heart flutter.
"Local anesthesia?" The nurse crouched in front of her, asking without raising her head as she rinsed the wound.
"No, you don't."
"Now I'm going to remove the stitches for you, if you're sure you don't have anesthetics, you have to endure a little" The nurse screwed the lid on, and turned around to beckon Lin Yushan on the side to come over, "Don't stand there!" It hurts to remove the stitches and get stitches again, you come here, in case he moves around later, you have to help hold him. ”
"Oh, good—" she obediently walked over to him, but did not dare to shake his hand. Only carefully pressed his shoulders and back. Through the smooth fabric, her fingers touched Xu Mengzhou's strong back muscles, and she trembled slightly.
After rinsing, the nurse began to use scissors and tweezers to pull out the threads embedded in the flesh one by one.
It was completely different from the little fight just now, the tweezers pulled the blood-stained thread out of the bright red flesh, and the strong stimulation forced him to gasp, as if it was not a thread but a barb, he neither moved nor made a sound, and the nurse quickly cleaned up the remaining thread.
Next is the stitch. Re-stitching the needle on an existing exposed wound is more painful than directly piercing the epidermis with the needle. This time, Lin Yushan clearly felt the tremor of Xu Mengzhou's body. His brows tightened, cold sweat broke out on his forehead, his face turned pale, his eyelids were closed, he gritted his teeth and refused to make a sound, and her nerves tightened with him.
In the end, a total of eight stitches were obtained, but fortunately, he was very cooperative throughout the whole process. The nurse wrapped the last circle of gauze, looked at him in surprise and quipped: "You can really bear it, someone bragged before that he didn't inject anesthetic for stitches, and then he started calling for the first stitch." You're simply the most pain-tolerant person I've ever met. ”
The nurse also asked her to help press it, but she didn't expect it to be useless. Not only can you endure it, Xu Mengzhou is simply a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle! Lin Yushan's inner small theater was staged again.
"Pay attention to yourself in the past three days, don't get wet, don't eat spicy and stimulating things, and avoid smoking and drinking." The nurse quickly packed up her tools and picked them up, "Also, don't mess around and break down, it's enough to suffer this sin twice." Three days later, I came to remove the stitches. Now go out and pay the bill. ”
The pain subsided temporarily, and Xu Mengzhou stood up and prepared to go to the window. Lin Yushan slipped up to him and carefully picked up his right hand.
Lin Yushan's exaggerated support action stunned Xu Mengzhou, and he frowned and said, "It's just a skin injury, so there's no need to hold it like this." ”
She wouldn't. "No, knuckles are very important, if they break again, they will have to get stitches."
Xu Mengzhou smiled dumbly: "But, your way of mixing is really like a little eunuch..."
Lin Yushan was speechless for a while. He's all hurt, and he's still in the mood to joke!
Xu Mengzhou is always like this, occasionally revealing strange humor cells when he is not aware of it.
She just ate it.