The waiter began to serve the food, Xu Mengzhou moved the tableware on the table, and Lu Kun stopped lighting a cigarette.

The dishes were served one by one, and Lu Kun's eyes lit up: "When I was in school, I liked baked lobster and steamed grouper in soup the most, and now I have to vomit in the cafeteria every day!" ”

The dishes have been served, and the two of them have moved their chopsticks.

Lu Kun pinched a lobster claw and gnawed on it and said, "Say it, young master, what are you doing to find me this time." ”

"I said, don't call the young master and the young master in the future. I'm not kidding, I'm really planning to make a line with my family. Xu Mengzhou calmly took a piece of fish and put it in the bowl.

Lu Kun straightened up in fright. "I thought you were just getting a divorce, and you really didn't even recognize your father?" He frowned and said, "Don't you want the Xinneng Group?" Don't! Why don't you tell your dad before you run away, and let me be a mid-level or something? I'm tired here and I can't make a lot of money. ”

"Come less, get down to business." Xu Mengzhou clinked glasses with him. "I've had some trouble lately, and I don't know what to do, so I want to ask you for your opinion."

Lu Kun: "My brother and mother have been single for 30 years, except for emotional matters, I ask casually. ”

Xu Mengzhou: "......"

Lu Kun asked, "... Is it your wife's cheating? Don't tell me you've forgiven her! ”

"What forgiveness does not forgive. You know, I've never had a relationship with Huang Ying, and I didn't even feel anything after she cheated... I just don't want to live this hypocritical life anymore. Xu Mengzhou felt a sense of relief.

He helped his glasses again, and only after a while did he speak with difficulty: "It's not Huang Ying's business, it's another person." ”

"You should have left." Lu Kun agreed. was drinking the soup, and when he heard Xu Mengzhou's next sentence, he was choked so much that the soup was spilled and dropped.

His eyes widened and he said, "Yes, Xu Mengzhou!" Look at your usual appearance as a decent gentleman, I still fight for you! No, who did you and Huang Ying have an affair first? You don't just move out of the house and catch someone else, do you? ”

Xu Mengzhou coughed dryly: "It's not what you think." It's a female friend I've known for a long time, and recently I suddenly told me that she had a crush on me, and I didn't know how to refuse. ”

"No, you're lying." Lu Kun squinted at him, "When we were in college, you weren't like this when so many girls chased you." Let's be honest, you've always been the one who doesn't like it and just refuses, and you can use the fact that you're a married man to prevaricate. ”

"The situation is complicated. I'm still in a marriage, that's one thing. Xu Mengzhou's Adam's apple slid up and down, sweating on his forehead, "Another point is that she... The mind is very simple, and everything is too simple. Age... It's also relatively small, so I'm wondering how to refuse her to minimize the damage and get her back on the right path......"

"Wait!" Without waiting for Xu Mengzhou to finish speaking, Lu Kun's eyes suddenly lit up, and then he gasped.

"You're not going to be talking about... The daughter of Professor Lin who lived in your house for a few years......"

Xu Mengzhou hesitated for a moment and nodded.

Both were silent, and the atmosphere was eerily quiet. A few seconds later, the entire room echoed with the loud roar of Landing Kun.

"Xu Mengzhou, you beast, wow!!"

Xu Mengzhou was dizzy by Lu Kun's sudden voice.

If this old boy's personality hadn't been so shocked, he wouldn't have been a bachelor at the age of thirty.

"Xu Mengzhou, you beast, you ...... How did you get your hands on it! Lu Kun's eyebrows twitched, and he looked at Xu Mengzhou as if he was looking at a sinner. His voice trembled and asked, "Tell me, do you two have anything like that!" ”

Xu Mengzhou just wanted to punch him firmly now, "Lu Kun, what do you think of me?" ”

"Since I have said so, I believe you once I have known you for so many years." Lu Kun breathed a sigh of relief, and then asked, "What's going on, you hurry up and listen to it!" ”

Xu Mengzhou looked at the timeline. From the day of his mother's funeral to the present, he has told all the things that happened between him and Lin Yushan.

Lu Kun seemed to be jumping up and down in the melon field, especially when he heard that Lin Yushan actually took the initiative to kiss Xu Mengzhou, his hand was about to break the corner of the table. "Xu Mengzhou, your love life is really rich enough, you are a married man! Why are you stacking buffs here? She's your teacher's daughter! She still only has... Only...... How old are you? ”

"Nineteen..."

"Nineteen!" Lu Kun raised his voice and gushed: "Although I admit it, your current appearance is not much different from when you were in college... But you're still in college, and you're thirty this year! Compared to others, you're just an old gangster! ”

"Can you be normal..."Xu Mengzhou raised his forehead, "I didn't ask you out to listen to your personal attacks, so it's not too late to attack me after giving some advice." ”

Lu Kun said: "You said it, when she was still living in your house before, you noticed that something was wrong with her." It's just because you blindly pretend to be deaf and dumb, well, it has developed into the way it is now. You can only blame yourself. ”

Xu Mengzhou filled the cup with tea, "At that time, I didn't know how to guide her." I thought that she would have a new social circle after she went to college, and she would naturally make friends and fall in love. When I called her later, I learned that she hadn't made any friends at all in college, and she was very lonely. ”

"You see, not everything is taken for granted. How can you be sure that people will forget about you when they go to college? Lu Kun said: "I haven't had a boyfriend in my junior year, which means that I really don't want to have a boyfriend." This girl is quite enduring, if it weren't for the Huang Ying incident in the middle, I guess she would be able to endure it for a few more years... By the way, do you and her know about Huang Ying? ”

Xu Mengzhou pondered: "I'm not sure. ”

"Don't let Huang Ying know about this, with her character, she will say that you cheated in marriage first. Moreover, it also has an impact on your work. ”

Xu Mengzhou bowed.

Although Lu Kun has no experience in love, he is reasonable, "If you are really good for that girl, quickly find a time to ask her out and make it clear in person." Things have come to this point and can't be delayed any longer. I think people really like you, the more this happens, the faster you have to cut through the mess, she was sad for a while and came out, it's better than dragging it all the time, don't you say? ”

"I think about it, anyway, you're getting a divorce now, the most direct way is... You pretend to inadvertently reveal to her that you're going on a blind date? Or are you chasing someone else? Lu Kun put down his chopsticks and began to think of a way with his fingers. You should have a female teacher in your school who is interesting to you, right? By the way, there are several school-age young women in my company, if you need to say something, I will be responsible for finding someone to cooperate with you in acting......"

Lu Kun was still talking, but Xu Mengzhou's eyes darkened.

The situation is too complicated.

Xu Mengzhou ignored Lin Yushan's inner needs too much in the past, and only now did she know that her college life was not happy. As long as she thought that her feelings for herself had been suppressed for so long, a strong sense of self-blame came up like a tide.

If he made it clear to Lin Yushan, with her stubborn character, would she disappear from his side forever?

The scary thing is that this is not the worst outcome.

The worst outcome is: if it is clear, will it cause secondary damage to her, who is already having a bad life?

If that's the case, how should I explain it to Professor Lin?

Xu Mengzhou didn't know if it was because of the sense of responsibility that Professor Lin had exerted on him that he took such good care of Lin Yushan.

There was one more thing he didn't dare to say to Lu Kun. When Lin Yushan kissed himself in the car, his heart beat fast.

I really want to slap myself hard.

At night, Xu Mengzhou tried to recall the scene of his first kiss with Huang Ying to compare it with this kiss.

At that time, Huang Ying was just a stranger to Xu Mengzhou who had met a few times. Their marriage was hasty, but what should have happened still happened naturally.

At that time, he had a feeling that he couldn't put it into words. Perhaps because he didn't have the slightest affection for Huang Ying, his mind was unusually clear.

When this strange woman covered her lips for the first time, Xu Mengzhou had almost no mood swings, everything was just following her guidance, aimlessly.

Gradually, until every cell in my body begins to spasm, my mind begins to be out of my control. It was with a burst of experience similar to that of an overcharged brain that he experienced this "feeling" for the first time.

Xu Mengzhou thought that this might be the feeling of love. He believed that he would gradually fall in love with Huang Ying, but he did not.

Later, on every routine night, Xu Mengzhou looked at the sleeping Huang Ying beside him, and he didn't have the urge to hug her. Of course, Huang Ying didn't either.

They only hold when venting in bed.

Only then did he realize that this fleeting "feeling" and love were not the same thing at all.

Yes, it must be so. Finally found a plausible explanation.

The kiss between himself and Lin Yushan must also be this kind of momentary "feeling", which is just a normal physiological reaction triggered by stimulation.

Therefore, he doesn't have to be ashamed of that moment's physiological reaction, and can he face her openly.

Lu Kun was still chattering, and when he saw Xu Mengzhou's eyes squinted, he realized that something was wrong, so he took the spoon and waved it in front of Xu Mengzhou's eyes, "Xu Mengzhou!" I said, are you listening? ”

"Listening." Xu Mengzhou withdrew from his memories, picked up the chopsticks and continued to pick up the dishes, and by the way, he also gave Lu Kun a chopstick.

"As far as I just said, how about this plan, do you think it's not feasible?" Lu Kun raised his eyebrows, seemingly very satisfied with his idea.

"Let's talk about it." Xu Mengzhou didn't refute, and then added: "Speaking of which, because she talked to me on the phone before, saying that she was lonely at school, I took the initiative to mention that I would spend her birthday with her this year, but I didn't expect her to suddenly ...... later."

He continued: "Tomorrow is her birthday. I wondered if I should talk to her after spending this birthday with her, or whether I would not let it go. ”

"Since you took the initiative to celebrate your birthday, you can't back down because there was a little episode in the middle. Anyway, we have a clear conscience, right? With that, Lu Kun looked at Xu Mengzhou with a faint look in his eyes.

The chandelier reflected on his lenses, reflecting a blinding white light.

"Hmm."

Xu Mengzhou helped the frame.

Yes, he has a clear conscience.