When Yao Qing came out of the shower, Lin Yushan had already changed her clothes and put on her backpack and was sitting in the hall waiting for her.

"So fast!" Yao Qing returned the key to the front desk and took back the card.

"Let's go, let's go back." Lin Yushan didn't say anything, only raised his hand and hooked her shoulders and walked out.

The two walked all the way, talking and laughing, and after returning home, Yao Qing went to her room to deal with the news of Xianyu. Lin Yushan took an apple out of the refrigerator and washed it, then returned to his room and opened the political textbook for the postgraduate entrance examination, and read it while nibbling on the apple.

Since her diagnosis of depression, she has found it difficult to concentrate, and her results in the last few mock exams on the chalk app have not been as good as before. I don't know if it's the objective reason for getting sick, or if I'm scared of myself.

Lin Yushan took a bite of the apple and rested his chin on the cap of the pen to think about something.

If only at this time, Xu Mengzhou could give himself a little guidance by his side... After all, he is a graduate student at South China University of Technology.

Speaking of which, she hasn't told Xu Mengzhou about her target college for graduate school, and she always feels a little shy. In addition to the fact that South China University of Technology is a very strong school, there are naturally factors that she loves the house and Wu.

Before I knew it, I started to wander again. She simply closed the book and turned on her phone again.

It's been three whole days, and Xu Mengzhou still hasn't had any news.

He doesn't usually like to post on Moments, and it is difficult for people who don't know him well to know his life direction from social media. Lin Yushan couldn't help but guess what he was busy with this summer.

When she closed her eyes, she couldn't even imagine an excessive picture - because Xu Mengzhou's usual holidays seemed to have almost no hobbies of fun except for reading books and research, preparing for classes, and then running and climbing.

It's simply that the monks in the temple have a richer life than him......

Lin Yushan shook his head, remembered something again, and suddenly his eyes lit up, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a playful smile.

She took out the gym card from her pants pocket and put it on the desk, took out her phone and pointed it at the card and took a photo. Then open the WeChat Moments editing interface and upload the photo.

She thought for a moment, and wrote: "Urgently issue a fitness annual card that I just did today!" Because I had a sudden emergency and needed to go to other places to do business, I had to resell it in pain. The original price was 3999 yuan, and now you only need 1000 yuan for cabbage! ”

Before sending it, Lin Yushan changed the visibility of this circle of friends to "only a designated friend can be seen".

Once you've set your permissions, click Send.

Lin Yushan threw his mobile phone on the bed, opened the book and continued to read it for a while, and suddenly remembered that he hadn't taken the medicine at night, so he opened the door and went to the living room to find the medicine box and get the medicine.

She picked up the kettle and poured a glass of water, expertly tearing open the aluminum film and pouring out a piece of sertraline and putting it in her mouth. Just as she was about to swallow it with the water, Yao Qing rushed out of the bedroom.

"Yushan, when are you going to go to another place, why don't I know?" Yao Qing asked with a puzzled expression, her tone a little anxious.

"Huh?" Lin Yushan swallowed the pill unhurriedly, and looked at her after a while: "I'm not going to go to other places, who did you listen to?" ”

Yao Qing immediately became cramped, and hurriedly explained: "This, ahhh... Didn't you post it on Moments, I just wonder why you didn't tell me directly. ”

She replied: "I didn't post it on Moments, show me your mobile phone?" ”

Yao Qing's face changed. When I went back to the bedroom and took out my mobile phone, I couldn't see the news posted by Lin Yushan in the circle of friends, and I couldn't even see it when I clicked on my personal homepage.

"Who told you to ask me?" Lin Yushan couldn't help it, holding his stomach and laughing: "It's exposed, Qingqing." When did you make someone's eyeliner, a gym card can bribe you... Don't hurry up and get it from the truth. ”

Seeing that she couldn't hide it, Yao Qing babbled and lay down on the sofa: "Alas? Isn't it, am I doing it obviously? When did you see it? ”

Lin Yushan lay down next to her: "Stupid! I don't even find a hidden place to take pictures during training, and it's hard not to be discovered by me! ”

Yao Qing was stunned for a moment, and finally turned around after a long time, and sighed: "The brain is amazing... Forget it, forget it, it's okay if it's exposed. lest I be scared of being assigned tasks every day. ”

"When the eyeliner is actually pretty good, this free gym card and personal training class are so good! Maybe there will be other benefits in the future......" Halfway through speaking, Yao Qing's eyes suddenly widened, and she looked at Lin Yushan worriedly: "But I exposed... He—he's not going to take my gym card away, is he? ”

Lin Yushan finally couldn't hold back his laughter and burst into tears: "He's not such a stingy person!" ”

……

Go back to your room and lie down. I don't know if it's because of taking medicine and exercising on time recently, Lin Yushan feels a lot better.

She leaned back on the soft pillow and pulled out her phone. Looking at the dynamics of his circle of friends that "only one person can see", the warmth in his heart spread, and slowly climbed up the corner of his crooked eyes.

So you've always cared about me......

Lin Yushan slowly closed his eyes, held the phone tightly, and stuck it to the closest place to his heart.

The phone vibrated suddenly. She sat up and clicked on WeChat as if she was electrocuted.

This embarrassing three-day quiet period was finally broken by the man first.

Xu Mengzhou: [Why do you suddenly have an urgent need to go to other places?] ]

She was so excited that she was about to jump out of bed, so she had to put her head under the quilt and scream quietly to vent her happy emotions.

Lin Yushan: [Qingqing has been caught, you are exposed!] ]

After she typed a few words in a stinky manner, her brain made up for the surprised reaction over there, and the more she thought about it, the happier she became. It took about five minutes for WeChat to receive a reply.

Xu Mengzhou: [... I've done it all, practice hard. For the sake of your body, don't fish for three days and dry your nets for two days. ]

Xu Mengzhou: [By the way, I'll pick you up at eight o'clock tomorrow morning.] ]

Lin Yushan's eyes moved slightly, and he switched his phone to the calendar and glanced at it.

It's that day again......

She put her phone back on the bedside table and lay on her side. Looking faintly at the bright moon outside the window, I had a lot of thoughts.

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The next day, Lin Yushan got up early in the morning.

She stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror, her hair neatly coiled behind her head, revealing a smooth forehead. From the closet, find a plain white crewneck shirt and a pair of washed blue straight-leg jeans, paired with a pair of small brown leather shoes with a dignified style.

Going downstairs at the agreed time, Lin Yushan saw Xu Mengzhou's car at a glance. She opened the car door and sat in the back seat, looking at him through the rearview mirror. The man changed into a solemn black shirt and trousers today, his eyes were a little bloodshot, and he didn't seem to have slept well last night.

The car drove into the outer ring junction of Beicheng District and Xun'an District. Outside the window, reinforced concrete is gradually replaced by green wooded hills. Forty minutes later, they arrived at the destination of the trip.

Originally a desolate hill on the outskirts, it was converted into a public cemetery by the government more than a decade ago. Since the car could not be driven, the two had to park at the foot of the mountain and walk up the sidewalk opened by the government.

Xu Mengzhou closed the car door and looked in the direction of the mountain, turned around and explained to her: "There don't seem to be many incense and candle stalls today, I'll go up there first, just come up slowly, don't worry." ”

The morning wind carried a hint of coolness, adding a bit of solemnity to the already deserted cemetery. Lin Yushan saw Xu Mengzhou stop at an incense and candle stall in front of her from a distance, and she quickened her pace to follow.

Xu Mengzhou put paper money, incense candles and other items into bags one by one; Lin Yushan picked two bouquets composed of white lilies, white chrysanthemums and white carnations and held them in his arms.

"Huh? Girl, I see why you are so familiar..."The owner of the incense candle stall stared at Lin Yushan left and right, patted his thigh and said, "You are... Are you the daughter of Professor Lin Weixian? ”

Lin Yushan nodded in some surprise.

"Oops! Professor Lin's daughters have grown so big! The boss was a little excited, and when he saw that Lin Yushan couldn't remember, he explained: "Didn't Professor Lin work as a primary school volunteer teacher in our township for two years before he got married?" He took my daughter's. ”

"I only went to incense Professor Lin in the morning. It's a pity......" The boss sighed, glanced at Xu Mengzhou again, and smiled with satisfaction, "It's all a family!" Good, that's great! Your dad can be blind under the Nine Springs. ”

Lin Yushan raised his eyes to look at Xu Mengzhou, but he didn't open his mouth to clarify. The man's brow furrowed, and his eyes were invaded by a heavy sadness.

Settle the bill and say goodbye to the boss. The two walked wordlessly all the way forward, through the winding paths, and finally found their father in the dense tombstones.

Xu Mengzhou picked up the fallen leaves with both hands and carefully wiped every corner of the tombstone; Lin Yushan arranged the incense and candle offerings and two bouquets of flowers.

In the photo, my father's smile is firm and wise, but it stops at the age of thirty-nine forever.

Lin Yushan lit three sticks of incense and inserted them into the incense burner, scattered the paper money one by one, and lit it with a lighter. The smoke smoked her eyes so hard that she couldn't open them, and tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, so that she didn't look so embarrassed.

She knelt before her father and folded her hands reverently.

Daddy, I'm coming to see you.

I hope you will bless me and the people around me with good health, and bless me with smooth studies and future work......

Dad, let me stay with him forever, okay?

Lin Yushan solemnly kowtowed three times to the tombstone, got up and stood aside.

Xu Mengzhou walked to the tombstone and knelt down with a solemn expression, his hands folded did not look like he was praying, but more like he was swearing to the people in the tomb.

After a while, he got up and looked at Lin Weixian's photo with a determined gaze.

The two stood silently in front of the tombstone for a long time, and Xu Mengzhou helped Lin Yushan, who was a little unstable, to leave the cemetery.

Walking to the foot of the mountain, the two got into the car, Lin Yushan pulled the buckle of the seat belt, and pressed it hard but couldn't get it stuck.

"What's wrong?" Xu Mengzhou left the cab and went to the back seat to check the situation.

He sat next to her, patiently helping her adjust the length of her seat belt and the position of the buckle. In the enclosed space, the distance between the two suddenly narrowed, and Lin Yushan could clearly see the man's slightly strained lips.

Lin Yushan was in a trance, her eyelashes trembled slightly because of shame, and she asked him.

"Let me move in with you, is that true......?"

Xu Mengzhou finally buckled her seat belt, her soft eyes gradually raised, and met her earnest gaze, her voice calm and firm.

"Really."