The boy described it as withered, standing in a dark corner in the distance obscured by the trees, his eyes falling on the two people hugging under the street lamp.

He couldn't believe his eyes.

Although he never talked to her again or saw her again after a hurried encounter in the playground, the girl had already become the fantasy lover he did not dare to declare.

He kept the packet of paper she handed him. In the dead of night, he would occasionally pull out of the tattered desk drawer, close his eyes, and sniff over and over again.

Because, this is the proof that she also loves herself......

Today's graduation party is the last chance, and if you miss it, you may never see her again.

He just followed her silently, from the playground seat to the stall, and he still didn't have the courage to walk into the light where she was.

He knew that he was just a maggot in the gutter, not worthy of her.

Can......

The corners of the boy's lips twisted and curled, his knuckles made a small, sharp clatter, and his eyes were scarlet and almost dripping blood.

Why him?

How I used to admire him and wanted to be him.

But his mistake was that he was too self-righteous. If it weren't for him, he would have been liberated by now.

It was he who pulled himself back to the world to suffer, and now he wants to take away the people he loves.

It turns out that what he worships is just a sanctimonious hypocrite.

The appearance of their kissing under the street lamp is as beautiful as a painting, and it is completely different from the dilapidated and gloomy tones around them.

He subconsciously took out his phone, trembled to open the camera, and pressed the shutter.

After a long time, the boy left the school in a vague manner and entered an underground casino located in a narrow alley.

It is a gathering place for the socially idle, and occasionally students from several nearby universities come over to play a game.

He sat down at the table in a daze. The chips are the money saved by working part-time and the scholarship for the freshman year.

Fate, as usual, refused to give the slightest favoritism, and most of that money was soon gone.

His eyes were red, unconvinced, and he continued to desperately throw what little he had left.

"Brother Zheng, are you on credit today?"

Next to him, a gangster said that he was asking for a debt, but he nodded to the person being asked for a debt.

"Why are you so verbose, it's not that you won't come in the future, and you don't know that I'm at Jiaotong University. I'm going to find my girlfriend in two days, how much will it cost? What are you anxious about, I'll come back naturally when I have money in hand. ”

The young man had a cigarette in his mouth and a loose voice.

"Yes, yes, my sister-in-law is the CEO of the power company and a shareholder of Xinneng Group. It's just a little money, Brother Zheng, you'll come back next time......"

As soon as the words fell, there was a shouting and scolding in my ears, mixed with the sound of sharp objects clanging to the ground.

"Boy, you're playing yin, right! If you can't afford to play, don't play! A tall yellow fur grabbed Xin Zhi's collar and slammed his head on his forehead.

The world swirled. The boy fell to the ground, holding his temples and shaking his head.

"You dare to come here to play with such a little money, I'm afraid you can't afford to take this life!"

The man surnamed Zheng was originally leaving. Seeing this kind of excitement, it is natural to go up and make a come.

He took a few steps forward, squatting in front of the boy who had been beaten and bruised and swollen, and waited with great interest for the next development.

"Speak! Dead, isn't it! Huang Mao grabbed the person from the ground and said viciously: "I said, you just came out of the old Qianyin." And those on your own body, you have to pay it back with interest! ”

Xin Zhi grinned, blood stained his teeth red, and spat a mouthful of blood foam on Huang Mao's face.

The man surnamed Zheng stared wide-eyed and looked at the boss.

Huang Mao was completely enraged, wiped his face, pressed Xin Zhi to the ground and beat him.

Seeing that the young man was beaten and had no power to fight back, the man suddenly felt bored and got up to leave.

Just as he was about to take a step, his trouser leg was grabbed by a hand.

He turned around, and it was the boy lying on the ground.

"You just said that you know the CEO of the power company and the shareholder of Xinneng Group......

The boy used all his strength to break free of the yellow hair, and hugged the man's thigh with all his might.

"Yes, what does it have to do with you?"

The man kicked him impatiently in the wrist.

-----

It was raining outside the window, and the air was humid and muggy.

Lin Yushan twisted the shower, and the hot air filled the entire bathroom. She was fluttering, her mind a mess.

She washed it, opened the drawer under the mirror cabinet, looked at the silk nightdress lying inside, and licked her lips.

That's what she had prepared last week.

Including that dress, her careful thoughts couldn't hide.

After changing into a nightdress, she wrapped another blanket around her body. While there was no movement outside, he quickly walked into the room.

Turning the air conditioner to 26 degrees Celsius, Lin Yushan folded the blanket and put it aside, and his whole body sank into the bed, so light that it seemed to be lying in the clouds.

Maybe the water temperature was too high just now, and every pore of her body exuded heat, but she didn't even dare to put her feet outside the quilt, for fear that the door would open in the next second.

Suddenly realizing that the light strip at the man's bedside had not been turned off, she reached for it. Almost slamming the switch, the bedroom door opened.

Xu Mengzhou's hair was half-dried and pulled back, revealing a good-looking forehead. Wrapped in a white bathrobe, the well-defined muscles of the chest are faintly visible.

The man stood silently in the doorway, his gaze falling on the silky nightdress that clung to her smooth back.

Lin Yushan retracted into the quilt at once, and the light was not turned off.

The overly obvious careful thinking was discovered by him at the beginning, and her face buried in the quilt was so red that it was about to drip blood.

In the few seconds of silence, she felt the edge of the bed sink to the edge. was already hot in the quilt, because his body temperature was a little hotter.

"Have you really thought about it?"

A warm palm rubbed her hair, Lin Yushan looked up, and Xu Mengzhou, like himself, sat with his back against the bed board, looking at himself gently.

"I want you to make your own decisions. Rather than regret it, I'd rather you push me away now......"

He leaned over, the tip of his nose against each other, with a hot and humid breath. The words were as light as a feather, scratching at the tip of her heart.

To say that you are not afraid is false.

She originally thought that such a scene would only appear in fantasy, and her impulses towards him were evil thoughts that would never see the light of day.

But now, even if God were to send her to hell immediately, she would not hesitate to devour this forbidden fruit.

Lin Yushan opened his lips slightly, and his breath trembled imperceptibly.

"I don't regret it, and I never will regret it......"

Her gaze was glued to him, her fingers hooking the straps of his dressing gown around his waist to bring herself closer.

The strap is loose and opens with a slight hook. She didn't expect this, and her breathing was still a beat.

The man watched her look carefully, wondering what step she would retreat from.

She bit her lower lip and continued to pull him closer. Fingertips up the jawline, then to the earlobes, and with both hands twisting his frames, slowly removing them.

Lift his palm up, take the initiative to rub his cheek against his rough palm, and then imprint a kiss on his palm.

Raise your eyes and look at him wet.

"You taught me ......"

In an instant, the whole person was pressed down heavily, his wrist was suppressed and raised to his ear, and he sank deep into the pillow.

The moment they touched, they were about to be scalded by him. In the dim light, he sensed that she was slowly relaxing.

Her eyes were half-squinted, and there was a puddle of spring water in her eyes.

The man's throat rolled lightly, his breathing became heavier and heavier, and his throat became hoarse.

"Listen up."

"Now, close your eyes ......"

She closed her eyes obediently and handed over the final reins to him herself.

The dense kiss falls at the corner of the lip and extends all the way to the jawline. Gradually, the sense of hearing is enveloped by the warm touch, and the hearing becomes blurred.

The back was raised high, and it tensed like electricity. She bit her lower lip impatiently and tilted her head to bury her face in her raised arm.

"Relax."

The man's magnetic voice swirled around her ears, and she tried to relax, the rough feeling of her skin slowly drifting.

She bent her knees suddenly, and rose impatiently.

Her fingernails clenched into her palms, about to sink into the flesh. Restrained, he could only feel his hair swiping and moving.

The seeds were watered by his own hands, soaking the soil beneath him.

She finally woke up. He let go of her, and his limbs turned into vines, wrapped tightly around them.

"Is it okay......"

The man's hot snort sprinkled on her neck, and her voice was hoarse.

"Hmm." She clasped his palm and nodded.

He chuckled in her ear.

She turned sideways in shame, but he grabbed her shoulders and flipped it lightly, overriding her again. The quilt slid down to the waist, revealing sharp waist muscles.

"If you're afraid, stop at any time." He gently dropped a kiss on her lips.

After a sudden dull ache, she became a seed that was about to sprout.

The nails sank into Xu Mengzhou's back muscles, and his lower lip was bitten white. Tears slid down the corners of his eyes and fell on the pillow, but they were as happy as they were.

He walked slowly, sweat dripping from his forehead down the tip of his nose. He kissed her tears, the corners of her lips, and the palms of her hands, comforting her gently.

At some point, the pain in the heart disappeared. The heart slowly fills up and becomes whole.

The clenched lip loosened at some point, opening slightly.

Her chest rose and fell sharply, and a broken mout escaped her throat unlike before.

The girl's groan awakens the beast that has been dormant in the man's heart for a long time. He arched his back and picked up his pace.

Her hair had already been messy from the pillow, and she pressed against his shoulders and begged for mercy.

But her forgiveness is his best accelerant.

He propped herself up on the head of the bed and pulled her up.

In the dry, air-conditioned room, it is constantly rising into the air and weightless.

As if tireless.

Finally, on the wall, he was knocked unconscious.

She snorted and looked back at him.

In Xu Mengzhou's deep and translucent eyes, there was a sudden moment of distraction and loss of focus, which was an emotion she had never discovered.

It's the real him.

Lin Yushan keenly captured it.

"Rainy Mountain ......"

At that moment, she opened her eyes greedily and turned her head to kiss him on the lips.

"I love you......"

She wants to take his desires into her eyes and her desires into her body.

……

Until three o'clock in the morning.

So much so that when she got up too late the next day, when Lin Yushan sat up from the bed, Xu Mengzhou had already bought lunch and asked her to have lunch.

Before falling asleep, she had been carried by Xu Mengzhou to the bathroom and took a new shower. He knew that she was really sleepy and needed a rest, so he asked her to take a quiet shower and take care of the traces left by last night himself.

Sweep the floor, fold the laundry, and change the bedding.

When she came back from washing, I hugged her and fell asleep peacefully.

It's still the same thoughtful him.

Got down from the bedroom and washed up. As soon as they met, Lin Yushan sat around the other side of the table with his head down, holding chopsticks in his hand, and his face was still slightly red.

Xu Mengzhou took a bite of the bun and said briskly: "How do you feel that you don't look like yesterday." ”

Maybe it's because they're so familiar that it always takes time to get used to a sudden break-through of the line.

Lin Yushan's face was about to turn red, he knocked his chopsticks on the bowl, and muttered in a low voice: "You did it on purpose, when did you become like a teacher..."

"Stop scolding, I know you have a temper." Xu Mengzhou stroked her hair with a smile and said, "By the way, I want to discuss something with you." ”

"Huh?" She turned to look at him.

"You know, I'm going to resign at the beginning of July, just in time for the Provincial Outstanding Teacher Commendation Conference. Therefore, I would like to formally resign from Jingzhou No. 1 Middle School after attending this conference. ”

It is a very happy thing to be able to receive the honor that belongs to him at the last moment of his resignation as a teacher.

Lin Yushan nodded lightly: "Well, it should be." When does the commendation ceremony start? ”

"Next week."

Xu Mengzhou suddenly put down his chopsticks and held her hand seriously.

"Remember last night at school, I didn't have time to take out the things?"

Xu Mengzhou took out a delicate velvet box from his pocket and opened it.

A dazzling diamond ring, lying quietly inside.

"I want you to ......"

He paused, "I want you to bring your ID card and household registration book and go to a place with me after my commendation meeting." ”

His eyebrows were furrowed, and a sincere smile tugged at the corners of his lips, as moving as if she had seen him for the first time.