Chapter Ninety-Eight: The Tender Cemetery (7)
"Look, your dad doesn't even bother to care about you! I went first. I went to great lengths to send you to school, and if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have been! How can you be worthy of me, Zeng Shu! Look at me like an enemy every day, I'm your own mother! Shouldn't you think of me the most in this house? I ......"
Zeng Shu tilted her head expressionlessly and leaned against the window and closed her eyes.
It's here again.
began to complain to herself again, telling that it was not easy for her at home, and wanted to say that she was the person who loved her the most.
Zeng Shu did think so in the past, she really thought that her mother was very hard, and she felt that her mother was the best and most selfless person in the world.
So every time I quarrel with my father for my mother, I talk to my father about how sorry my father is for my mother.
When my father cheated and my mother cried at me, I went to my father angrily to question him.
What I got was a slap from my father, and my mother cried to make herself sensible and not to make my father angry.
Even so, Zeng Shu was still stubborn towards her mother, until she later knew that it was her mother who proposed the idea of eating Xiaohua.
It was my mother who said that she should eat dog meat on the winter solstice, and she didn't want to spend money, and there happened to be ready-made.
And all this was admitted by herself when she secretly heard her mother calling.
At that time, Zeng Shu was like being struck by lightning, and her brain was in chaos.
Didn't Mom say that she loved her the most? Don't you know how important Xiaohua is to her?
Why did she do this, if she didn't know that Xiaohua was very important to her, why did she tell herself in private that her father wanted to eat it before killing her.
Why deceive yourself again?
Everything made Zeng Shu suddenly see this mother clearly.
Perhaps, she does love herself, but her love is too redundant. It's more about deception, control.
Why do you always cry to yourself behind your back about your father's wrongness? Because she wants to have someone in this family who is wholeheartedly devoted to herself. She can't leave her father, but she is full of resentment towards him.
She didn't dare to vent these grievances, so she spoke out from her young self and was punished for great rebellion.
After a long time, my mother did not hesitate to push it on my father's head for anything, anyway, he was already bad in his own eyes, and he couldn't be worse.
She always said that she was not like her father, who was patriarchal, and felt that boys and girls were the same.
But she also said that she let her younger brother more, and her younger brother is still young. All the things in the family should be kept well, and they should be used by the younger brother to marry his daughter-in-law in the future.
After having a younger brother, she always persuaded her father to work hard to save money, buy a house for her younger brother, and use it when he gets married in the future.
Why didn't they say what they left for themselves when they didn't have a younger brother before?
Obviously, my mother herself is patriarchal, and she has questioned herself, but her mother just cried and said that she would not give birth to a son, and her father's relatives would poke her backbone and squeeze her to death.
Poor Zeng Shu really believed it, and pitied her mother even more.
It wasn't until Zeng Shu saw it clearly that she also went to high school and rarely lived at home.
Mom always wanted to call herself, but she was rejected on the grounds that she was busy studying.
Whenever she wanted to cry about how her father was, she would find an excuse to hang up.
When she really can't hide, Zeng Shu will say impatiently, anyway, she and her younger brother are also older, she really thinks that her father is not good to her, why don't you divorce?
Mom also realized that her words had no effect on Zeng Shu, and she began to lose her temper even more.
As long as Zeng Shu goes home, there is no quiet time at home.
Slowly, Zeng Shu didn't bother to go home.
At this time, her mother began to cry again, and Zeng Shu only felt that there was no turmoil in her heart.
A hypocritical mother, an indifferent father, a younger brother who enjoys all the benefits but knows nothing.
The family did want her to escape, and now the words they tied up themselves had turned into tuition.
Zeng Shu arrived at the place, ignored her mother, who was still chattering, and quickly got out of the car and ran to school.
She used to think that it would be nice if her mother didn't love her at all.
That way she would be able to push them away without hesitation.
But her mother loves her, suffocating love.
Now, she's going to get rid of the relationship with her own hands.
Just treat her as indifferent, no matter what others say.
An Chen sent the girl away, and found that the cemetery could no longer be entered.
It's already six o'clock in the afternoon, and you can't go in to visit the park anymore.
It seems that the same is true for the spawn rule anomaly.
Black Rose just came out, with a couple.
The husband and wife looked very bad, stomped their feet and walked out.
When Heiqiang saw An Chen, she looked at the couple frowning and complaining:
"I'm really convinced, I just met a monster, but that monster can actually disguise! The husband who disguised himself as the mother-in-law led the way. It's not funny if you say it's funny, this woman didn't notice that both hands were being held, or did I turn around and find that there was one more person who beat the monster away. As a result, this mother-in-law scolded me! I should have let that monster stay with her a little longer. ”
Black Rose was so angry that she wanted to give the couple a kick, and her pretty faces were full of angry expressions.
An Chen felt a little funny, and laughed out loud.
"It's really stupid, how can I blame you. Do they see the person they want to see? ”
"What do you see, these two people are not a good thing, they want to find their dead father-in-law with a will, and they want their father-in-law to change the beneficiaries of the estate to him. I didn't see it and scolded all the way. ”
Heiqiang waved her hand very disdainfully, everyone is dead, and she has to seek benefits from the dead, and she is really not afraid of being damned.
"Okay, don't be angry, the cemetery is closed, let's go ask the captain what he's going to do next."
"Okay, let's go."
The captain counted the number of people who called and said they wanted to visit, and arranged the time for everyone to visit.
The cemetery will disappear by itself at six o'clock tomorrow afternoon, but fortunately, there are quite a few people who come today, and the rest can be arranged tomorrow.
An Chen and Heiqiang were finally able to go to have a good rest, and Heiqiang was directly excited to pull An Chen to eat.
"Let's go! My sister has a treat today. ”
Heiqiang boldly pulled An Chen to a nearby restaurant, and An Chen didn't refuse, laughing together.
I sat down and was about to place an order, when I made a call on my phone.
After connecting, An Chen knew that it was that girl.
"Sister, it's me."
"I know, what's wrong?"
An Chen asked patiently.
The girl groaned for a moment, her voice trembling slightly.
"Can you sponsor my schooling? This is my last semester of high school, so I don't have to pay tuition. You just let me eat enough every day, I can use a student loan in college, you borrow me every month for living expenses, I will write it down one by one, and I will definitely pay you back in the future. ”
After the girl finished speaking, the palms of her hands trembled uncontrollably.
I don't know the bottom of my heart, after all, I am a stranger to others.
"What's your name?"
An Chen didn't agree, but asked first.