Chapter 192: Think Clearly
Along the way, Li Mai tried his best to adjust his emotions and calm himself.
Zhang Xiaoyu left suddenly, without any warning, and Li Mai couldn't accept it at all in a short period of time. Even at this point, he was not as calm as his son Haohao.
He could feel that Zhang Xiaoyu would be unhappy because of the previous series of things, and that kind of thing would be unhappy on any woman, even if it was a misunderstanding!
But Li Mai couldn't have imagined that Zhang Xiaoyu would run away suddenly.
Obviously, this must have something to do with Zhai Ruonan. Li Mai will undoubtedly ask clearly what Zhai Ruonan said to Zhang Xiaoyu. But before that, you have to find people first.
Then he slowly regained his composure.
Hu Wenbing is right, isn't it very easy for him to find someone? He can use the two major intelligence agencies stationed in the Nangang Department, and it is too easy to find an ordinary person in this kind of agency specially used to poach agents.
Thinking about it this way, he was much more relaxed.
According to the address sent by Hu Wenbing, Li Mai drove directly into the faculty community in the main campus of Haida University, found the building where Cai Fenqin lived, and got out of the car and hurriedly went upstairs.
Unexpectedly, the door of Cai Fenqin's house was open. Li Mai was stunned for a moment and knocked on the door, "Is anyone home?"
He shouted a few times in succession, but no one answered, and he stepped in with one foot, and out of the back room came a gray-haired and radiant woman.
"Hello, are you Professor Cai Fenqin, I'm ......"
Cai Fenqin interrupted Li Mai's words, "You are Li Mai, come in and talk." ”
Li Mai was stunned again, and the other party seemed to be prepared.
Sitting in the living room, Li Mai sat upright, as if a student was in front of a teacher. He didn't expect that meeting Zhang Xiaoyu's mother would be at this time, in this way.
Cai Fenqin slowly poured the tea and handed it over, Li Mai hurriedly thanked him with both hands, holding his breath. Even though he was very anxious, in the face of Cai Fenqin, who had an elegant temperament, he had to hold back his anxious mood - the old lady in her early sixties in front of him was Zhang Xiaoyu's mother.
After looking at Li Mai carefully for a while, Cai Fenqin smiled slightly and said, "A few days ago, I said to Xiaoyu, find a time, bring you back, and I'll take a good look." I didn't expect to see it today. Well, yes, good looking. ”
"Thank you, Professor Cai, for your compliment. Li Mai bowed his head, hesitated for a moment, and said apologetically, "Professor Cai, it stands to reason that I should have prepared to visit you right now. ”
Cai Fenqin asked as if she hadn't heard Li Mai's words, "I heard that Xiaoyu is very similar to your ex-wife?"
Stunned for a moment, Li Mai nodded, "Yes." I don't know if Xiaoyu has told you the ins and outs of the matter, my son Haohao mistakenly thought she was my wife, so I met Xiaoyu and had the opportunity to get to where I am today......"
Raising his head, Li Mai said heavily, "Auntie, I'm sorry, I will definitely find Xiaoyu." ”
Cai Fenqin sighed lightly and said, "There is such a thing in the world. ”
Li Mai didn't dare to say anything, just looked at Cai Fenqin respectfully.
"Young man, I know what you're here to ask. Cai Fenqin smiled and said, "I don't know what happened between you. However, as a person who has come over, I suggest that you calm down for a while and think about the relationship between you and Xiaoyu. ”
She stood up suddenly, walked to the TV cabinet, opened the drawer and took out a letter, turned back, and placed it in front of Li Mai.
"You young people's affairs, you solve them yourself, and the elders don't interfere. Cai Fenqin said, "This letter was left to you by Xiaoyu. I think you'd better take a look before deciding whether to continue looking for her. ”
"Alright, you can go. ”
Li Mai slowly picked up the letter, stunned, had to bow to Cai Fenqin and say goodbye, and walked out like a distraction. When he walked to the door, he still didn't hold back, turned around, and asked Cai Fenqin sincerely, "Xiaoyu, do you know where she is?"
Smiling slightly, Cai Fenqin said, "To be honest, I don't know where she is." ”
"Thanks, excuse me. ”
Li Mai bowed again, walked downstairs in a daze, and got into the car.
opened the envelope and took out the letter, it was Zhang Xiaoyu's handwriting.
"Li Mai, I know you must be in a hurry, but don't worry. My departure, not because of anyone else, nor because of you, is my own problem. I sighed at the magic of life, let me appear as such a character, meet you, and Haohao, and then magically live together. As you said, you and I are truncated from our love lives. There was no common sense acquaintance and love between us, but we went directly into the general life of marriage with children. Frankly, it took me a lot of time to figure out how it came to be. I don't understand, it seems that there are constantly various things pushing us to go further and faster on this road. ”
"But is this really normal?"
"At the end of the day, it's because of Haohao. The foundation between you and me is Haohao. If there is no Haohao, will you and I become passers-by, passing by without looking back. You say you like me and you want to live with me forever. For more than three months, I have thought the same way, and I feel more and more that you have entered my heart. How simple it should be, to be happy with each other. But last night's deep conversation, I realized that you are not true to me. Maybe even you didn't realize that you saw me, not me, but your ex-wife Zhai Xiaoyu. There are a lot of things that mention me and you mention her, don't you feel it? I feel it, very clearly and strongly. I can fully understand and understand your feelings for Zhai Xiaoyu, how I used to envy your deep affection. ”
"It's just that when you transfer your deep affection for Zhai Xiaoyu to me, what I feel is not honor and happiness, but deep embarrassment and grievance. Anyone who is treated as a substitute will resist, won't they? We should all think about it and think it through. If I weren't like this but something else, would you still treat me like I am now, and swear that you would live with me forever?"
"We should all calm down and think about what is going on. Give each other some time, I know you can find me easily, but please don't look for me. I think clearly, I will go to you, I hope that at that time, you will also think clearly. ”
Zhang Xiaoyu words. ”
Li Mai slowly closed the letter, his eyes were empty and empty, and his heart slowly sank until there was no fluctuation in his feelings. He sat down like a monk in a shackle.
Over there, Hu Wenbing drove a Land 4700 at a fast speed, stopped behind, jumped out of the car, ran over quickly, opened the co-pilot's door, and suddenly saw the petrified Li Mai, stunned.
Hu Wenbing didn't call him, and he didn't know how long it took, Li Mai went limp, and slowly fell on the steering wheel.
"Li Mai!"
With a shout, Hu Wenbing hurried over, quickly checked Li Mai's breathing, and then moved him to the back row, drove straight to the hospital......