Chapter Twenty-Nine: Hugging
Xiao Zhao Qiuxu didn't refute, he got up silently, and took the bag of rice as soon as possible.
I fell several times today, how can the child's skin rub against the rough ground, his hands and legs are worn out of the skin, oozing blood, the parent is selectively blind to his injuries, and he didn't ask a word at all, and the child was not injured at all, and even his clothes were not much dirty, but he was held in the arms of his parents, carefully cared for, and coaxed intimately.
The child kept howling, and the parent turned his head to look at Xiao Zhao Qiuxu fiercely, but he met his indifferent and ruthless eyes, and instantly got goosebumps, thinking of his family, he scolded and walked away with the child in his mouth.
"Dog mongrel, I don't know how to hurt, I don't have feelings, I don't want you, no wonder my mother doesn't want you, I ran away, I was beaten by your dad every day, I deserve it!"
Other parents also walked away with their children, and only Xiao Zhao Qiuxu was left alone in the place that was lively just now, standing alone.
Zhao Qiuxu, who had been injured for a long time and added new injuries, finally picked up the food in his hand, and slowly walked back to the house, without a word of pain during the whole process, it looked as if he really didn't know the pain, seeing this situation, Zhao Yuyu was very distressed.
When I took it home, the packed rice had already been dispersed, and a long time had passed, and Xiao Zhao Qiuxu naturally couldn't escape a beating.
But fortunately, the man drank a lot of alcohol and watched the TV to the key plot, so he quickly withdrew his hand and turned to watch TV.
The scarred little Zhao Qiuxu hid in his room, writing and scratching in his hands, and silently reading in his mouth.
Zhao Yuyu carefully identified it, and finally saw that he was looking back at the words he had just "learned" on the hotel TV, and his heart was pinched.
Zhao Yuyu heard the scream of his stomach again, he didn't know how long he hadn't eaten, the buns just now were too small to fill his stomach.
Even so, Xiao Zhao Qiuxu had no other look on his face, his hands kept moving, as if he didn't feel pain and hunger, and it seemed that only in this way could he resist the physical pain.
"Dog, come over and eat, do you want Lao Tzu to invite you!!"
The man's voice sounded again, Zhao Yuyu didn't believe that this man had such a good heart, and it turned out that it was so.
I saw Xiao Zhao Qiuxu go out, skillfully pick up the leftovers that the man ate on the coffee table, walked to the small stool in the corner of the side, sat down and ate slowly, the man glanced at him disdainfully, and continued to turn his head to watch TV.
Xiao Zhao Qiuxu held the scattered food, put it into his mouth indifferently one bite at a time, and then swallowed it slowly, there was nothing unpalatable or unpalatable, it was just to satisfy his hunger, he had long been used to it.
Zhao Yuyu finally couldn't help it, tears welled up, is this Zhao Qiuxu's life when he was a child? How can this be done to him? He's just a kid!
"Qiu Xu, Qiu Xu..."
Zhao Yuyu called his name distressedly, bursting into tears.
Zhao Qiuxu rushed home after finishing his work with Qian Fufu in the store, hurriedly took a shower and changed his clothes, and rushed to the next door, took clothes for Zhao Yuyu and rushed to the hospital.
Omit some blushing, heartbeat, and throbbing in the middle process.
When I walked to the door of the ward, I saw the only floor lamp on through the glass on the door, and the girl who was already sleeping on the sofa under the light.
Gently push open the door, walk into the room, put down the bag, slowly walk to the sofa, and then sit down on the floor.
He sat on the ground and quietly looked at the girl's face, with a straight nose, long eyelashes, ruddy lips, curved eyebrows, and long black and dense hair... He painted it in detail, as if to carve her appearance into the depths of his soul.
The little girl who was sleeping was not very peaceful, her brow furrowed, her expression sad, and she whispered something in her mouth, and he approached and heard her calling her name one after another.
Having nightmares again? Zhao Qiuxu stretched out his hand and gently lay on Zhao Yuyu's back, calling his name softly to comfort her.
Suddenly, she opened her eyes, tears fell down at once, the two faced each other, Zhao Qiuxu was at a loss, and she was a little anxious.
Zhao Yuyu suddenly woke up from her dream, and the last picture in her mind was Xiao Zhao Qiuxu, who was sitting alone in the dark with his knees crossed, with his head buried, so she couldn't see his expression clearly.
Suddenly opened her eyes and sat up, the warm yellow light was also a little dazzling, tears slipped down, and in the hazy tears, she saw the face of the person in front of her in a trance, it was Zhao Qiuxu who had grown up.
Zhao Yuyu pounced on him, hugged him, and did what she wanted to do countless times in her dreams.
Afraid that she would fall off the sofa, Zhao Qiuxu hurriedly stretched out his hand, but unexpectedly ushered in a warm embrace, the little girl's head was buried in his neck socket, and her mouth muttered "Qiu Xu, Qiu Xu...", the warm breath sprinkled on his collarbone, his shoulders were soaked with hot and humid liquid, and the skin that she touched seemed to be hot everywhere.
Feeling her hard hug, Zhao Qiuxu's outstretched hands also wrapped around her, and hugged her gently, God knows, how hard he tried to restrain the urge to rub her into his body.
The damp heat and gentle convulsions of his shoulders told him that the girl in his arms was crying, and he felt a rage in his heart, and he didn't know how many times he wanted to tear apart those who had hurt her.
After waiting for a long time, Zhao Yuyu's emotions finally calmed down, and her brain slowly woke up, and she gradually realized that the one she was holding was the current Zhao Qiuxu, she was no longer in a dream, and she didn't know how to face it for a while, she shrank in Zhao Qiuxu's arms as an ostrich.
Feeling the calming of the emotions of the girl in his arms, Zhao Qiuxu controlled his violently beating heart, and gently helped Zhao Yuyu up, and at a glance, she was now the same as Xiaohua Cat, her face was full of tears, her face was red and fluttering, and her hair was a little messy.
Zhao Yuyu sat on the sofa, looking at Zhao Qiuxu sitting on the ground, his hands were still holding his shoulders, but his clothes were difficult to see, she was scratched and wrinkled, and the collar was still stained with her tears and snot, Zhao Yuyu looked away in embarrassment.
She hurriedly grabbed the paper on the coffee table and gently wiped Zhao Qiuxu's clothes, and Zhao Qiuxu followed her movements.
"Was it a nightmare?"
Zhao Qiuxu asked softly, seeing her embarrassment and shyness.
Asked about this, Zhao Yuyu remembered the little Zhao Qiuxu she saw in her dream, and there was a sudden pain in her heart, and she didn't know what to do.
The movements in his hands slowly stopped, and Zhao Qiuxu took the tissue and put it on the coffee table.
Those are all things that have already happened, and she has no way to change them, but Zhao Qiuxu in front of her now is a young man who has really experienced so much suffering and is still living strongly, she has no way to tell Qiuxu the pictures she just saw,
Nor can he be told that if he knows that all his suffering is just a plot setting, then how can he accept all this?
Regarding this memory, it is just a microcosm of all the malice that Zhao Qiuxu has suffered since childhood, but it is enough to make Zhao Yuyu burst into tears, she was silent for a long time, and slowly spoke: "Well, I have a nightmare, a very bad nightmare, I am very uncomfortable." ”
"It's okay, it's all over."
Zhao Qiuxu comforted her gently and patted her shoulder, like a gentle brother.
Looking at him like this, Zhao Yuyu really didn't want to recall the injuries he had suffered.
"Qiu Xu, the nightmare will pass, but what about the injuries? Will it also pass? ”
Zhao Yuyu couldn't help but ask this question, Zhao Qiuxu was stunned for a moment, but quickly answered.
"The nightmare will pass, and the hurt of the past will only become a part of the past, and then stay in the past forever, don't let the bad past hurt you who are good now, Yuzu, throw away those bad things."
Zhao Qiuxu comforted Zhao Yuyu, not thinking of himself at all.
"Is that what you did?"
"Huh?"
"I mean, if you were the one who was hurt, would you throw it in your memories and live well?"
Zhao Yuyu looked at Zhao Qiuxu seriously, saw that he was obviously stunned for a moment, and then he laughed softly.
"yes, I'm going to throw that damage away, too."
"Autumn Xu..."
Zhao Yuyu felt extremely uncomfortable when she thought of the bits and pieces that Zhao Qiuxu had experienced that she saw, but looking at the gentle young man in front of her, she was speechless.
After a long time, she squeezed out a smile and looked at Zhao Qiuxu in front of her, with water droplets hanging from the corners of her eyes.
"Qiu Xu, I'm hungry~"
After speaking, his stomach rang a few times, and Zhao Yuyu looked at Zhao Qiuxu innocently with his big eyes that were still glowing with water.
Originally, Zhao Qiuxu was not very appetizing when she was not there at night, she didn't eat a lot, she was dreaming and crying just now, and her emotional consumption was too great, so her stomach sang the empty city plan at the right time.
The sad atmosphere was swept away, and Zhao Qiuxu stood up from the ground and looked down at her gently.
"I saw a cake shop when I came, and I thought you might like it, so I bought a little one, and you go wash your hands first."
So Zhao Qiuxu went to get the cake, and Zhao Yuyu went to the bathroom to wash his hands.
Standing in front of the sink, looking at himself in embarrassment, Zhao Yuyu wiped her face in embarrassment, tidied her hair, washed her hands and walked out.
Zhao Qiuxu had already set it up, and he bought several kinds of small cakes, chocolate, milk, strawberries, matcha.... Almost all the flavors were bought, and the cake was very small, Zhao Yuyu could take one bite and put it neatly on the coffee table, which perfectly satisfied her desire to explore food.
Zhao Qiuxu also poured two glasses of water intimately, and when she saw Zhao Yuyu coming out, she motioned for her to sit on the sofa.
"Eat it, I don't know if you like the taste, so I bought a few."
"Qiu Xu, you can eat it too."
Zhao Yuyu, who picked up a piece of cake, quickly stuffed it into Zhao Qiuxu's mouth, making him unable to say no, his mouth was instantly filled with the sweet and greasy taste of the cake, he washed and chewed obediently, Zhao Yuyu himself took a piece and ate it slowly, the sweet but not greasy cake made her eyes squint happily.
"Qiu Xu, this is delicious, you chose it really well!"
"Well, if you like it, I don't want it!"
Zhao Qiuxu said that he refused Zhao Yuyu's invitation, but he did not escape her "claws", and finally the two of them ate all the small cakes that Zhao Qiuxu bought.
Zhao Jue has tasted all these flavors, and his stomach is also very satisfied, with a happy smile on his face.