Si Jing replied well and was discharged from the hospital as scheduled.

They haven't been to school for days.

The finals of the competition started in May this year, and Si Jing just got the news.

"Ah Wan, the final of the competition is set, in May." Wen Tingwan had just come back from outside, and Si Jing raised her mobile phone at her.

The news just came out, Zhao Zhegang sent it.

Wen Tingwan was stunned, and the movement of his hand on the doorknob was sluggish for several seconds.

Immediately, she walked straight to the window and said in an indifferent tone, "Oh, that's good." ”

Si Jing was still immersed in the beautiful idea, and didn't notice that Wen Tingwan was wrong.

Wen Tingwan took a few deep breaths to calm his restless heart.

Don't be like this, you can't listen to it late.

will be seen by him.

She held the newly bought sunflower in her hand and took out the withered flowers from the vase.

Tears filled his eyes, and Wen Ting's evening movements couldn't be too big.

"Ah Wan, I remember you said that you want to go to Beicheng University, let's work together, okay? Fight for the gold medal in this competition, let's go together! ”

Wen Tingwan's breathing was about to stop, and her fingers rubbed against the fluff of the dry flower stem, stinging slightly.

"Didn't the doctor last time say you can be discharged today? I'm a little hungry. Wen Tingwan turned her back to Si Jing and talked about the topic casually.

Sure enough, as long as he heard that Wen Tingwan was unhappy or hungry, Si Jing would not return to the original topic.

"I'm hungry, then we're going to prepare, and we'll go through the formalities later."

His tone was always gentle, and he gently wiped the tears that were about to fall with his left hand.

"Okay."

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Wen Tingwan didn't know what kind of mentality she had left the hospital.

The days are getting fewer and fewer by the day.

But she became more and more reluctant.

How can you give up?

Every time she glanced at Si Jing, she felt even more heartache, tightened, and sour and uncomfortable.

Si Jing still insisted on sending Wen Tingwan home.

When the vehicle that picked him up turned around the corner of the road in the neighborhood and could no longer be seen.

Wen Tingwan stopped going upstairs.

"Can you please stop following me, or stay away, just for a while." Wen Tingwan's tone was jerky, as if she was enduring great pain.

Two bodyguards followed her from a distance.

Wen Tingwan walked through the community alone.

Passing by the road full of spring flowers, and further on, there was a breakfast shop that the two of them frequented in the past, and not far away, where Si Jing waited for her every day, the tall plane tree.

and the movie theater they went to together, Wen Tingwan chose a horror movie, Si Jing paid attention to her emotions throughout the whole process, and didn't watch the movie well.

The supermarket they went to go to together, the second row of the snack area always had potato chips that Wen Tingwan liked to eat.

The night market they visited together, the small vendors put out their goods at night, Wen Tingwan liked to look around at each stall, picking and choosing, Si Jing was like an old man walking, following behind her, occasionally when there were many people, he took her into his arms with a false movement, separating her from the crowd.

There is also the library, they prepare for the competition together, Si Jing is always full of enthusiasm at the beginning, but after completing a set of test papers, he likes to collapse on the table, and he is willing to continue studying until he listens to the evening coaxing.

He occasionally rode his bicycle to take her to school, and in the early morning the leaves on both sides of the road rustled in the breeze, and Wen Tingwan reached for the low branches.

Si Jing suddenly let go of the handlebar with one hand, the bicycle was unstable and swayed gently, and Wen Tingwan hugged his waist as he wished.

Si Jing is so good, so good that Wen Tingwan woke up late and didn't imagine him and other girls like this in his mind.

When Si Jing was by her side, she was always at ease.

It's like knowing that someone is behind her and will give her a back.

She gave him the courage to stand up to everything, and she was willing to put on armor for him.

Wen Tingwan walked all the way through these places that carried their memories.

Every time she goes to a place, those good memories of the past automatically come to her mind.

How can she forget?

…………………

Wen Tingwan did not return to school in the end, and the school was full of people, to be precise, the Wen family was not at ease.

Wen Tingwan just said lightly.

Ten days to go.

There are only ten days left.

She's leaving.

The first time she lied to Si Jing, she was nervous and bitter when she said it.

"I have a few days to go to the United States for a violin competition, so I won't go to school for a while."

Si Jing didn't have the slightest doubt, just worried about her arm, "Ah Wan, I believe in your strength, but will your hand hurt?" ”

Wen Tingwan smiled and shook his head.

Si Jing didn't know if he was relieved in the end, but he repeatedly told Wen Tingwan to pay attention to the amount when he usually contacted him.

If you feel uncomfortable, be sure to stop.

"You have to take care of yourself when I'm not around, you know?"

"Don't worry about the competition, be sure to take a break."

"Ah Wan, I, can I go with you?" Si Jing smiled and lowered his head, he knew that this was really clingy.

Wen Tingwan was stunned, and reluctantly put on a smile, "Okay, don't worry, I will definitely take care of myself." ”

Si Jing pinched her cheeks, muttering how she had lost weight, and the meat she had finally raised was gone.

Wen Tingwan smiled lightly, her eyebrows and eyes gentle.

…………

These days, she feels like schizophrenia.

Trying to endure with all his might, trying to suppress the reluctance in his heart, and learning how to alienate him.

Alienate friends.

But Si Jing was as sincere as ever, and he never backed down because of one of her distant words.

When he sent her home, he would still watch her go upstairs before leaving.

Always nagging, asking her to keep warm and not let her carry things with her bag.

When Si Jing was there, she was always empty-handed.

But the more he was like this, the more sad Wen Tingwan became.

already knows the ending, but he still has to pretend that nothing is wrong, but it is even more difficult than the ending.

March 29, 2019

And the last five days.

What if birthday wishes really worked? I really like Si Jing, and I hope to be by his side all the time, to be on the gold list with him, and to experience all the joys in his life.

Sometimes I don't understand why everyone's lives are so different, I used to crave family affection, but after many years of pursuit, I didn't get anything. I thought that this life was scribbled like this, after coming to Ningxi, I met him, it was like a long drought and a rain, I never regretted coming to Ningxi, I like this city, I like every friend, and I like Si Jing even more......"

The paper was wet with tears, and Wen Tingwan slowly closed his eyes.

She knew that her illness had returned.

It's uncomfortable.

She couldn't sleep and had heart palpitations all night long.

She wanted to cry, but now she couldn't cry, she didn't dare to speak.

The monitor was on 24 hours a day, and she could only sit quietly in front of the window in the silent night.