Chapter 178 of Qin Moqian

I am Qin Moqian, the great prince of Great Qin, and the Wing King.

When I was four years old, I met someone who changed my life, and if it weren't for her words, I probably wouldn't be alive.

In fact, no one knows that I didn't accidentally slip into the dry well in the first place, but I deliberately stepped on the moss and slid down.

I guess even if there was no water down there, I would have fallen to death at this height.

The queen mother doesn't love me, and my father doesn't care about my existence. Not to mention those palace maids and eunuchs, they just watch people cook.

But just when I was dying, she came like a fairy again.

She told me that there are still people in this world who love me and care about me.

I believed.

I knew what her name was, and I deliberately found words to talk to her.

She said let me call her Sister Crisp.

I really thought she was Shen Yunshu, but this is Su Fei.

After I went back, the queen mother's desire to control me became stronger and stronger, and I could only endure humiliation.

Three years later, I finally have some small forces.

The people who were arranged by my mother to be by my side slowly became my people.

When I learned that Sister Su had been beaten into the cold palace, I was anxious.

I went to look for her, and when I saw her emaciated appearance, my heart ached slightly.

This feeling may be caring, it's my concern for Sister Su.

But Sister Su said that she was not her!

In fact, the first time I saw Sister Su lying in the cold palace, I knew that she was not her.

Although the two look exactly the same, the charm in their eyes is different.

If you look closely, you can see it at a glance.

I rescued Shen Yunshu and released Shen Yunshu out of the palace, and never contacted him again.

I have also been sending people to find Sister Crisp who saved me in the first place.

But there has been no clue.

So I tried to get along with my brothers and sisters, as Sister Su said, to find people who really love me and care about me.

But what do I get?

It's an injury, it's a frame-up, it's a stab in the back.

Even Rong Xiyue just approached and used me.

I sat on the eaves, looking down at the pedestrians below, and suddenly I felt bored again.

At that moment, a voice came out of my head, and it said that it would help me find my sister.

I've lost trust in anyone, but I'm willing to try again for the sake of Sister Su.

That thing brought me closer to Rong Xiyue.

I endured nausea and approached Rong Xiyue, occasionally touching by chance, or on the back of my hand, or holding her body when I rescued her......

That thing took me to when I was thirteen.

This ability, I kind of believe in it.

It said that I only need to get engaged to Rong Xiyue, and then kill Su Yun, and my sister will return to the world with me.

I don't know what the world is, the inner world, I just know that I'm about to find Sister Crisp.

I want to ask her, what if no one loves and cares?

And Sister Su, do you care about me?

If not, how could you save me once or twice without asking for anything in return.

I killed Su Yun, and I was also seriously injured by Qi Lian.

But I forced myself to wake up in an hour, and the first thing I did was ask what was in my mind.

"I've fulfilled all your requests, send me and Sister Crisp back to the watch world."

But the thing was crazy, and it said its memory chip was restored.

It says it's all set out.

It was because I killed Su Yun that it and Su Yun would go to the world.

I was stunned, "Su Yun went to the watch world. ”

Sue, crispy.

I went crazy and drove that thing straight into the corner of my mind.

"Is Su Yun Sister Su the one who saved me in the first place?"

"Yes, she is not Sister Su, but your Sister Su. She is a virgin, if she didn't save you, how could she be killed by you today? 001 yelled, knowing that it couldn't go back to the main system space.

I spat out a mouthful of blood and crushed the thing, and at the same time, I was devoured.

He was in a coma for a year before he woke up.

This year, Zero has been by my side to take care of me.

It was also this year that Great Qin underwent great changes.

Qin Fuying, my imperial sister, sat in a high position.

I've been searching for Sister Sue's whereabouts.

I found out that the Su family returned to Beijing, did they know the whereabouts of Sister Su.

I ran to ask them.

Su Bing slashed at me with a kitchen knife, and Ling wanted to stop her, so I stopped her.

"Zero, stand down. This is what I owe to the Su family. ”

Zero and I were in a stalemate for a long time, and finally retreated.

Su Bing slashed me twenty times, and I was half dead.

Zero took me away and took good care of me.

Sister Su, maybe I found someone who cares about me.

She's always there for me......

It's been another six years, and I got the news that Sister Su is back.

I didn't go to see you.

Maybe I don't dare, maybe it's more guilt.

Chinese New Year's Eve, Zero said to take me to your house to see, even if it is a long glance.

It's a fulfillment of my New Year's resolution.

I agreed.

With Zero supporting me, I'm afraid I won't live long with this broken body.

I was at the door quietly listening to your laughter and laughter, and you said, 'Family reunion.' ’

Then I won't see you anymore, and I'm going to replace my New Year's wish for your family to be reunited forever.

Zero helped me out, she asked.

"Master, are you really not seeing Su Yun? Don't you have something to ask her? ”

"No need to ask, I've already found the answer." I looked at Zero and smiled, and I thought I already knew what it meant to care and what it meant to love.

People who don't love can't learn to love at all.

But now I am also a person to love, I have learned to love, and I have learned to look at the world with a different eye.

Back to the Wing King's Mansion, I said to Zero.

"Zero, you leave, find someone who loves you, and live a good life."

I think that love is not bondage, but letting go.

I won't live for a few more years, I can't drag Zero anymore.

Zero grabbed my hands and lifted them up.

She kissed me on the lips.

This kiss is particularly hot.

Zero let go of me and smiled.

"Master, zero life is your person, and death is your ghost."

I touched my lips and froze, looking at Zero's petite body in confusion.

Obviously Zero is very petite, and his personality is also submissive in front of me, but I didn't expect it to be so bold and powerful.

Zero seemed to know what I was thinking.

She pinched my chin, "Master, love is not about letting go, but about cherishing every day with the person you love while you are alive." ”

"Master, I'll teach you what love is."

"Okay." My heart was pounding, I touched my heart, and I always felt my heart become hot.

It's as if something is going to rush out.

Is this what it means to be loved?

Sister Sue, thank you.

Of course, I'm sorry to you.

I've found someone who loves me, and I hope you can be as you wish, and be with your family forever.

Many years later, I asked zero.

"When did you fall in love with me?"

"The moment you become your secret guard." Zero stroked his already bulging belly and smiled happily.

I remember being seven years old again.

At the age of seven, I rescued a little beggar, named him Zero, and trained him to be my secret guard.

It turned out that he had been in love with him at that time!

That's nice......