I'm Qin Zhihuai.

When I was three years old, my mother died, and I became a person to be bullied.

The mother's grace was only temporary, like a flash in the pan.

But it still hindered the queen's eyes.

My father is confused, sometimes sober, sometimes not, and he doesn't care about me and my mother.

The so-called grace is nothing more than a few stays in the eyes of outsiders when they are sober.

After the death of the mother, the people watched the people cook. They first tried to give me food that had already been rancid, and then, when no one cared about it, they intensified it and kicked and beat me.

Those palace maids and eunuchs had a slight disobedience, so they poured their anger on me.

I wanted to tell my father, but I couldn't see him at all, and from then on I was alone in the empty palace.

That day, a snow-white rabbit popped out of the backyard.

Its fur and even its eyes were pure, pure as if they were out of place in this courtyard.

I don't know where it came from, I hid it.

Every day, I leave the only clean steamed bun for him to eat.

That's the only bunny that brings me joy.

With it, the cold meals were even a little tastier.

The good times didn't last long, and the rabbit was still discovered by a little eunuch.

On this day, people I had never seen before came to me.

She was dressed in gorgeous palace clothes, and I heard the eunuchs and palace ladies call her the queen mother.

The concubine told me that I would call the queen the queen mother.

"The Queen Mother." Four-year-old me screamed timidly.

The queen slapped me in the face.

I really can't understand how such a good-looking face could show such a terrifying expression.

She had a hideous face, "Just you, are you worthy of calling me the queen mother?" It's just that she was born to a palace maid, and she is extremely low. ”

I didn't cry and lowered my head.

The queen had the rabbit captured, and she strangled her to death in front of me.

I watched as the bunny struggled on all fours, slowly losing his breath.

I don't even know when, my face was cold.

Turns out, am I crying?

Since my mother's death, I haven't cried once even if I was beaten half to death. This time, I burst into tears.

I wiped away my tears and remembered what my mother had said to me.

Huai'er, you know, the more sad we behave, the happier those people will be. Only if there is no expression, they will find it boring and will not do anything to you again.

After your mother leaves, you must live well. If you don't have the strength, you must endure it......

Perhaps, the mother concubine knew that she would die.

Otherwise, they wouldn't have said that to me.

My hands tucked into my cuffs and clenched into fists.

I gritted my teeth and let myself stop crying.

"Hehe~"

The queen sneered, she looked at me condescendingly, and threw the rabbit at my feet.

"This looks exactly like the. Obviously she is a sprinkling maid in the palace, but she seduces the emperor who is delirious......" The queen stopped halfway through speaking, her face was ugly.

She is angry, angry with my mother.

Obviously, it was not the mother who seduced the father, but the father forced the mother.

The queen resented the emperor, and she didn't want to touch her when she was not sober, but touched a sprinkling palace maid.

It's a slap in the face.

The queen pinched my face, and her eyes were grim.

"A scumbag like you only deserves to be trampled under your feet for the rest of your life. That rabbit was deliberately put in by this palace, and now this palace has killed it himself, just to tell you that you can only live a humble life. Humble to deserve anything! It's not just the rabbit, it's the throne as well. In the future, you have to help your eldest brother, do you hear? ”

"I hear you." I muttered.

The queen patted me on the face and left satisfied.

I stood there with my head bowed.

After the queen left, some of the palace ladies and eunuchs began to punch and kick me again.

I was silent, lying on the ground expressionless.

"Phew, this cheap bone is really boring~" The little eunuch spat at me, clapped his hands and left.

I got up, picked up the bunny and buried it.

At the age of eleven, he hunted in winter.

The sober father took some of us princes out.

At that time, I also knew that my father was not actually delirious, everything was pretended.

My heart is like ashes.

What exactly is true and what is false?

The royal family is really ruthless......

I was hunting on horseback.

Suddenly, a group of men in black came with long swords.

I rode my horse and galloped all the way to a mountain.

I don't know where it is. Abandon the horse and flee into the mountains.

But I was still injured, I gritted my teeth and kept running, and my mother said, let me live well.

I can't die......

Before I fainted, I fell in the snow, as if I saw my mother holding the rabbit and smiling at me.

At this moment, a young female voice reached my ears.

[What's the situation, how did this person get in?] Could it be that it was turned over from the mountains? 】

[Whatever? Seeing that this person's injuries are obviously being hunted down, I can't care about this mess, whoever loves to save will be saved! 】

I tried to look up, but I didn't have the strength at all, and I could only move my fingers.

If no one saves me, even if I don't bleed to death, I'm afraid I'll freeze to death.

I don't want to die.

It may have been that God heard my prayer and sent someone to save me.

Coincidentally, I was saved by the girl's father.

Time also, life also.

Later, when I heard the girl's heart, I learned that the eldest brother had sent someone to kill me.

The fifth brother only said a few words to me, and the eldest brother wanted to put me to death.

No, maybe not the Big Brother faction, but the queen.

She was afraid that I would have my back to the fifth brother, but I really just said a few irrelevant words to the fifth brother.

I stayed at Su's house.

Qingshan Village is really Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, not only about the old general, but also about Zhao Xuan of the Zhao family.

There are even people who are the sons of Princess Binh Duong.

I like this peaceful life, and I have met people who are very much like rabbits.

Her name is Wang Lin.

His nose was frozen red, and his eyes were moist, really similar to a rabbit.

I couldn't help but look at it again and again.

Later, Tsing Yi came to talk to me.

She said, 'If you go back with me, your master will avenge your mother's concubine, and you only need to obey your master's orders.' ’

I agreed, and the condition was really exciting.

I left, and I thought, I'm afraid I won't see each other again.

The queen was sent to the cold palace, and Fu Yan sent me to Yongning Palace, but I didn't want her to die at all.

I think it's more painful to live than to die.

At the palace banquet, I saw Su Yun again, but Wang Lin did not follow me to the capital.

I found it boring, reduced my presence and cowered in the corner.

Listening to the chirping of my heart, and the voices of everyone at the palace banquet, I was outside the world.

As if, I am not a person of the same world with them at all.

Later, his father wanted to kill the Su family, and the Su family left the capital.

But Su Yun disappeared.

It was also that year that Wang Lin came to the capital.

The little girl inquired about the Su family all over the capital, and I hurriedly came out and told her.

Wang Lin cried into tears, more like a rabbit.

Another year.

Fu Yan told me that the prince was going to do it, and he was going to push me into that position.

I told Fu Yan, "I regret it, and if I want to kill it, I will be at your disposal." I fell in love with someone, and I didn't want to sit in that position. She is pure, pure, and does not belong to the golden cage. I want to live freely with her. In the future, I would like to ask for a lifetime and a couple......"

Fu Yan said, "Are you sure you like her?" And not possessiveness in the heart? ”

I'm sure! I like her.

I asked myself a year ago, and now I finally recognize my heart.

When I first met, maybe it was because Wang Lin was like a rabbit.

But a year of getting along with each other has made me know Wang Lin better.

Wang Lin really loves to cry nose, but she has some tenacity.

She is contradictory, and it is this contradiction that attracts me deeply.

I'm going to find my own happiness too.

This is to wait until Linlin is sixteen years old.

I smiled and asked her, "Linlin, Su Yun is back, it's time for us to get married, right?" ”

"Hmm."

The beloved is very shy, and his face is full of redness.

I suppressed the urge to hug her tightly, and instead carefully took her hand.

It's so good, mother, look at it, I have found my own happiness and want to have my own home!

(End of chapter)