Looking at his father, who was panting for breath in his arms, but was still in a state of lack of oxygen, Lu Xinyi only felt that his heart was like a knife.

While she was stunned to cover the wound on Emperor Jing's neck, tears couldn't stop falling.

This person she once called her father, although at the last moment of her life, also inspired her to boldly pursue the person who was free, this person who gave her firm warmth when she was confused and vulnerable, this one of her few dearest relatives in this world, is now going to leave her?

She suddenly felt a breath of anger in her chest, and for a while, all the grievances, loneliness, and emotional sorrows from childhood to adulthood were all clouded at this moment, swallowing her heart little by little!

She still wanted to use some strength to grasp this last warmth, she reached out and stroked Emperor Jing's cheek, trembled her lips, and stammered:

"Father, don't be afraid, father, I'm going to call a doctor, don't be afraid, father, there's nothing to rely on, don't go, father...... Without you, who else will love you in the future! ”

Emperor Jing trembled his hands, stroked her cheeks, and wiped away her tears: "Lingering, life is long, and I am in ...... In the emperor's house, it is the most helpless and the most lonely. Curl...... When my father heard about you, I learned the ability to protect myself, and my father was very happy for you......"

After he said this, King Yi, who was on the side, was afraid that he should not say something next, so he hurriedly said:

"Your Majesty, don't talk about it, save your strength, the doctor will be here soon!"

Emperor Jing took Lu Xinyi's hand, and barely held up a smile on his face: "Wrap up, when you were very young, my father and emperor have always heard about it...... I heard that you are lonely, but unfortunately your father is incompetent, even if he marries you off...... Didn't ...... Nor did it get you out of loneliness. ”

Blood poured out of her fingers, so hot and so powerful, it pushed her palms and pushed the waves in her heart until it broke the defenses of her heart.

She whimpered, barely uttering a complete sentence.

But she still pulled out a slight smile, her eyes were hazy, and she choked her throat and said:

"Father, I know, I have long known that there is no way to solve a person's loneliness by others. Father, I'm no longer that little kid, I'm not afraid of being lonely anymore......"

Emperor Jing smiled, with a satisfied look, with a last wish without worries, with the satisfaction of having no regrets in this life, forever, without worry, let go of his hand.

In just a few days, she lost the most important partner in her life, and she lost the two people who loved her the most in her life.

It's only been a few days, and the time is so fast that she can't get out of the previous sadness, so she quickly falls into another, bigger whirlpool of grief.

She wanted to call out loudly, but suddenly, for a moment, she couldn't hear anything anymore.

She opened her mouth wide, but the sound of gas flowing through her throat was gone.

There is probably nothing more powerless in the world than this.

The body temperature passed from her hands little by little, and those hands, from the first firm clenching, to the last slackness, stiffness, finally passed everything.

Liuzhang was late with the doctor, and after the doctor saw it, he only shook his head, and then fell to his knees.

"Your Majesty, it's collapsed."

Outside the tent immediately fell to his knees, Liu Zhang only felt that his knees were weak, his body lost his center of gravity, and he also fell to the ground.

He muttered: "No, it's not me, I didn't want to kill the king, no, it's not me ......"

There was a bruise on her chest, Lu Xinyi only felt that the whole world had lost its voice and color, she wanted to stand up, but the weight in her hand was too heavy, she turned her head and looked at the black pressure that was on her knees, and she was crying outside the tent, Xiao Cong was wearing a red dress, lifted the curtain of the tent, and a ray of dazzling sunlight shone in, and there seemed to be an exclamation on her distracted face.

But she couldn't hear anything.

There seemed to be a force pushing in his chest, and this force could not be contained or eliminated, but his thoughts could not be concentrated, and suddenly gushed out, and a mouthful of blood gushed out.

Lingering –

It was perhaps calling her name, and she saw only Liuzhang's lips move, and then the scrambled doctor.

She's fine, let's go see my father first, my father's chest may still be hot.

She's really fine-

Endless darkness

Ignorance and unawareness

There is no end

Is it possible to go on and on? Is it possible for the mind to remain asleep like this?

She has no drive or ability to think.

There is only boundless emptiness, and nothingness.

I have also thought about the meaning of life, and I have tried to break free from the shackles of fate.

I have also laid down on my back, ready to spend my long and meaningless life in the muddy.

But whenever I fall into the abyss, there is always a pair of hands pulling me out in the distance.

Whenever I try to fall asleep, there is always a nerve that is still sensitive, and suddenly there is a moment that stings me.

Maybe my life is not so meaningless, I still have places worth running to, I still have people worth running to, right?

At this moment, a trace of Tu Shansong's face suddenly flashed in her mind.

——

Xiao Cong was delivering the decoction while wiping the soup from his lips for Xin Yi with a handkerchief.

Liuzhang stood in place, helpless. He looked at it for a long time before he said:

"It's good that you take care of Xin Yi, is she okay?"

Xiao Cong scooped another spoonful of medicinal soup, put it to his mouth and blew: "The princess has lost her best friend and father, she was originally a person who was loved by thousands of people. ”

Liuzhang watched it for a long time, and the words he wanted to say tossed and turned in his throat many times, and finally vomited quickly:

"No, if you don't count me, there are only a few."

With that, he walked out of the door, and the bell rang three times, and he took off his shirt and walked shirtless to the execution ground.

King Yi was training soldiers on the school field under the execution ground, and when he turned around, he saw that his son was being hung in the air, his body was covered with bright red whip marks, and there were soldiers whipping him incessantly.

He asked the soldier to the side, "How long has the lieutenant been like this?" ”

The soldier raised his eyes and frowned at the execution ground: "Back to the old general, the captain has been like this every day since the emperor collapsed." He didn't allow others to come close, saying that he should have died, but the soldiers couldn't do without the captain, so he could only wait for the princess to wake up and then convict him and decide his life and death. ”

King Yi sighed: "My son is too young. ”

In life, how can you live up to others and the world?