Chapter 289: Hindsight
In the morgue, Xu Hongchang and Liu Ding went to work on their own affairs, Cui Li sat at the door of the morgue, playing with a dagger in his hand, and Xiao Yang Jia squatted aside and played a mobile game.
A figure came from the darkness, Cui Li stood up, and the black figure frowned.
"Get out of the way!"
Cui Li was silent, and Xiao Yangjia spoke.
"Feng Lun, get out of the way!"
Feng Lun came again, tilted his head to look at Xiao Yang Jia, and frowned.
"Are you really not afraid of death?"
"If I'm afraid of death, will I still like Cui Li? Come on, come on, you kill me, kill me, you hack me to death now, it's really interesting. ”
"Cui Li protects you? Fearless? ”
"Nope! You move me a strand of hair, my brother Qian'er can chase the world and kill you, anyway, I'm not sensible, I can't understand those crooked twists, I can't understand those big truths, you beat me! You hit me! ”
Cui Li stretched out his hand to cover Xiao Yang Jia's mouth, looked at Feng Lun and frowned.
"Don't go in tonight, my young grandmother is inside."
Feng Lun was slightly stunned and wondered.
"Yan Qingqing? Warm? ”
Cui Li shook his head, and Feng Lun said again.
"Nursery rhymes?"
Cui Li shook his head again.
At this time, a soft voice came from the morgue.
"Let him come in, Xiao Yangjia is not allowed to be rude."
Feng Lun was a little surprised, walked into the morgue, looked at Ji Jing sitting next to the coffin, Feng Lun said softly.
"Why are you here?"
Ji Jing raised her head and smiled.
"First time we met, my name is Ji Jing!"
Feng Lun stepped forward and sat opposite Ji Jing and said softly.
"I know you, the one with a relatively important position in Han Qian's heart, I have prepared to arrest you and threaten Han Qian many times, but they have failed! You're not as innocent as you seem, and you're waiting for me here? ”
Ji Jing shook her head.
"Half and half, I want to see Yang Caihuan more, we met her earlier than you, I don't like people around me to leave, it will be very sad."
Feng Lun took out his cigarette and raised his head to look at Ji Jing, who shook his head and said softly.
"Don't mind, get used to it."
Feng Lun stood up, took three steps back, lit a cigarette, looked at Yang Caihuan in the coffin, and said in a low voice.
"I like her very much, I never thought that in this life there would be people who would like me, and there would be people who would be willing to give up their lives for me."
Ji Jing said softly.
"Hindsight?"
Feng Lun's face stiffened, these four words were like a hammer on his head, his eyes became dazed, and Ji Jing smiled.
"Can I tell the truth? You don't like to hear what I can say nicely. ”
Feng Lun tilted his head and looked at Ji Jing with a complicated expression.
"You're not as innocent as you seem."
Then he nodded in realization.
"I forgot, Han Darling is your daughter, Ji Jing, your EQ is really high, oh! You are playing with nursery rhymes, and it stands to reason that Yan Qingqing and Nuan Nuan are not as smart as you. ”
Ji Jing said with a smile.
"Each has its own advantages, my personality is more cowardly, except for my eldest nephew, I have no desire for anything! Feng Lun, you didn't like Yang Caihuan at first, right? You don't think Yang Caihuan likes you, until Yang Caihuan dies, you don't find out that someone will die for you, you will collapse, you care about it later, and you don't know the beauty after seeing the splendor of the fireworks. ”
Feng Lun slowly squatted on the ground and said in a low voice.
"I don't understand, I don't understand, I don't know."
Ji Jing lay on the coffin and looked at Yang Caihuan and said softly.
"She loves you very much! Although it will make you very sad to say it now, the more I have to say that she is gone, and she will not tell you, and my eldest nephew will not tell you if she is soft-hearted. ”
At this time, Cui Li walked in, and Ji Jing waved at him.
"Let's go out and play with Xiao Yang Jia."
Cui Li did not leave, but squatted in the corner, holding a pistol in his hand, if Feng Lun went crazy, he would shoot without hesitation, Cui Li will never forget the first time he drank and vomited, Han Qian wore a military coat in the middle of the night to see him.
Ji Jing said again.
"Go out, Xiaoli, he is your elder after all."
Cui Li's not very useful head was entangled for more than ten seconds, and then turned to leave.
Ji Jing looked at Feng Lun who was squatting on the ground and said softly.
"Some people say that Yang Caihuan's death can't bear the pressure, public opinion and abuse, it can be said that everyone thinks so, but I don't think so!"
Ji Jing took out a small bottle of liquor, sprinkled it on the coffin a little, drank a little by herself, and sighed.
"You meet in prison, you are Feng Lun that everyone in Binhai knows, how could Yang Caihuan not know! No one forced her to choose you, just introduced you to each other, the moment she chose you, her mind was on you, and she was willing to make all the plans for herself when she was pregnant, she was a public figure, just a little pressure! ”
Ji Jing took another sip of liquor, looked at Yang Caihuan and smiled.
"It's so beautiful, it's so brave."
Ji Jing said again.
"Death is not necessarily a liberation for oneself, but perhaps also for another person, so why should I be a yoke to him? He wants to soar, he wants to be free, maybe without me, he will be more free, don't have to worry about me, don't have to take risks for me, I often think, if it weren't for my existence, wouldn't he have to run all over the world? ”
Ji Jing choked slightly, leaned on the coffin and said softly.
"Maybe death is a very selfish thing, and it will hurt him a lot, but he has never been loved in his life."
Ji Jing stood up.
"That's your hindsight, you don't know how much she likes you! What you care about in your heart is more about the child, Feng Lun, there are still a few days to accompany her, and it is said that the person who left the first seven is coming back, is it okay to see a handsome Feng Lun? Don't be decadent, I think the man Yang Caihuan likes is the one who is famous, frightened, envious, fanatical, and elegant, not crazy, decadent, and ugly! She gave you freedom, you should give her back the way she was free, I'm going back! ”
Ji Jing is gone.
Feng Lun, who was squatting on the ground, burst into tears and cried loudly.
He has never been loved, from birth to before he met Yang Caihuan, he has never been loved, but he never thought in his life that the love he hoped for would appear in this way, it was so heavy, and he couldn't find himself so confused.
Feng Lun's cry came out of the morgue, and Cui Li sat at the door without saying a word, not knowing what to say.
Crying, tired, Feng Lun opened the coffin, a cold air came out, Feng Lun stretched out his hand to hold Yang Caihuan's face, kissed it lightly on the forehead, and then stretched out his hand to stroke Yang Caihuan's stomach, Feng Lun's eyes were extremely gentle, and he said softly.
"Why? Why love me so much! ”
Grabbing Yang Caihuan's right hand, the sleeves of his shirt slipped off, looking at the words embroidered on the inside of his arm, Feng Lun's tears were like kite threads, and he couldn't cry when he fell to the ground.
[Redeem, love him.] 】
Feng Lun tilted his head, his mouth opened wide, and his tears did not stop, he wanted to wail, he wanted to cry, but no matter how hard he tried, I couldn't make a sound.
He knew he had missed the best stop of his life.
He knew that he had received the most luxurious and precious scenery in his life.
Like a flower in a mirror, like a moon in the water.
He can see and get these good things, but when he wants to give back to the other party, he finds that he can't do anything, can't do anything, wants to make up for it, wants to save it, but finds that he has no power to return to heaven at all.
Ji Jing, who was driving the car, kept wiping the tears on her face.
She saw Yang Caihuan's departure, and saw Feng Lun's remorse and collapse.
took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Han Qian.
[Big nephew, I will never, never, never leave you! Forever! 】
Three more~~ I'm working hard,
(End of chapter)