Chapter 77: Li Luansong, You've Disappointed Me Too Much...
Outside the window, the sky was gloomy, and the candles were lit in the room, and the dancing light shone on the cheeks of the people, and the eyes were full of tears.
Shen Qu sat down at the desk to read, holding the scroll but did not turn a page for a long time, and the tears falling from the desk in front of him became dark little by little, and finally joined together, and his heart was full of grievances and uneasiness.
She knew that what he said was not sincere, he had his plans, but why didn't he come to ask her, in vain she believed in him so much, and waited for someone to come and discuss with you, but what about others, it had already been decided.
Shen did feel that he was like an object, not respected, unworthy of the right to speak, even if it was his own life and future, he had always obeyed the arrangements of others.
Previously, he had been persuading her to stand up, to fight for her future, not to listen to everyone's words, not to be arranged to be bullied, but now, he came and arranged everything for her without squeaking.
Looking up at the window, the rain started to fall again, and I don't know if Daddy is doing outside, and whether they have been bullied.
There was a sound of footsteps on the stairs, Shen Cheng hurriedly wiped away his tears, and wiped away the tears on the table, a purple dress floated in front of him, and Mu Suo Naren appeared in front of her with a candle lamp.
Her eyebrows and eyes are deep and intense, her facial features are large and charming, and she looks more and more gorgeous under the candlelight.
"How did you get in and no one found you?" Shen asked her.
Mu Suo Naren put the candle lamp on the desk and said with a smile: "These few little soldiers can still block my way, from childhood to adulthood, there is nothing I can't do what I want to do." ”
She has something in her words, her eyes are not good, and her words are also aggressive.
Shen didn't care, got up to help her pour tea, and when she turned around, she could feel those eyes staring at her body up and down.
"There's no good tea here, so princess can make do with it." She placed the teacup on the desk in front of her, and sat down opposite her, "I don't know what the princess is here for." ”
"I know everything about you, it was Li Luansong who told me personally."
Mu Suona Ren picked up the tea cup and took a sip, with a smug smile on her face.
Shen was silent, lowering his eyes and drinking tea.
"There are no secrets between us, I have liked him since I was a child, I only like him, he is mine."
The little girl was quick to talk, and opened her admiration and held it in front of her, and she said, "You should not rob me, and you can't rob him, but if you know what's interesting, let him go quickly, and let him come back to me." ”
Shen Qu stared at her: "Have you ever asked him what he meant?" ”
"That's what he meant." She said, proudly stilting her foot on the pedal under her, "Didn't he tell you in the letter, you and him can't get together, we are a good match." ”
"A good match?" Shen did smack the word, "Matching and liking are two different things." ”
Mu Suo Naren was stunned for a moment, obviously understanding what she meant, and her face was a little red for a while, but she didn't admit defeat and said: "You don't have to drag the text and chew the words in front of me, I know that you are good at this, but what can you do if you like it, and the match can last for a long time, isn't it?" ”
She obviously grasped Shen Qu's key point, and said, "I call you sister, and I will be blunt about some things." ”
"I know you don't believe what he wrote in his letter, you think you have feelings, and he was forced to do this, right?"
"Sister, you're wrong. Why don't you believe it, whether you don't believe it or you don't want to believe it, you don't want to face it. In this situation, you can put life and death out of the way, or even martyrdom, but he is different from you, he can't ignore life and death, because he is the hope of his grandmother, the hope of Daye, and the hope of tens of thousands of people. ”
"There are still so many people waiting for him outside this imperial city, he has the throne and the people. He can't afford to die, let alone be martyred, if he dies, so many people will die because of him, you will never understand his current difficulties, but I can understand, because we are the same people, the same status. ”
Shen was noncommittal, what she said was right.
If it really comes to a critical juncture, she can ignore life and death, but Li Luansong can't.
Seeing Shen Quwu's fingers clasping the table, Mu Suo Naren became even more proud:
"Your identities are not equal at all, do you think you can really be together? He is the prince, the future monarch of Daye, and you are just a commoner, what can you bring him. ”
"Aren't you Central Plains people the most particular about being in charge, right, an ordinary family has to marry a woman who can bring benefits to the son and family, and a person of his status will marry you? Even if he could, would you really bear to let him waste this opportunity on you? ”
"Look at his father, for all kinds of interests, relationships, and involvement, there are so many concubines in the harem, can you accept these? Will they accept you again? But this is his life, and so is my father. ”
"Sister, you really have to think about it, can you really bear the burden of the future, the current situation is not unbreakable, but he wants to protect you, what about you, what can you give him, if there are bigger storms in the future, you will only become a burden to him."
"I know that you are the same as his mother, you have backbone, and you don't want to be a woman who clings to men, but your identity has already clinged to him, and in today's situation, you have become a burden to him and a silk flower clinging to him."
"I didn't." Shen Qu said angrily, "He has never consulted my consent for all this, so how do you know that I can't help him?" I don't want to, and I won't be, someone to cling to, I have my decisions, and I have things to do. ”
"Good." Mu Suona Ren stroked his palm, "I knew you were a backbone. ”
"But sister, you don't know men too well, men are very realistic, they think not only about love, but also about family, nation, and country, you see, they will always choose the situation that is most beneficial to them, and you, in this situation, are nothing but an eyesore and distract him."
"Even if you don't want to be a burden, you don't want to be a silk flower, but he has to take care of you, distract you, compromise for you, and it's very embarrassing."
I have to say that Mu Suo Naren's murder and punishment of the heart is extremely sophisticated, and every word is not insulting, but it is like a sharp knife in the heart, because those are all facts.
"Let me tell you that." She got up and straightened her dress, "I can't get rid of the Gu poison on the two of you, but I know a way to keep one of them alive, for me, this person must be him, Shen Qu, I know that you are also a capable person, rich and rival the country, right, then have you thought about it, if you die, he ......
Oh no, it's us. We will be able to take possession of all your property, all of this is his, it is ours, power and money have always been inseparable, we have to do this, if it were you, you would choose the same. ”
Coercion and temptation, and finally use a knife to cut open and shred your heart.
Shen did cover his chest and lay on the desk, only to feel that his whole body was cold, his chest was like a big stone blocked, his eyes were black for a while, and the whole person couldn't help but tremble.
"Li Luansong." She almost tried her best to shout at the opposite window, "You help me uphold justice in the Zhang family, you teach me to practice boxing and kicking, you are so good to me, you take care of me when I am sick, and you risk your life to save me in the hunting ground, are these all fake, all of this can be easily discarded, don't you need to ask me if I agree?" ”
"Li Luansong, you disappointed me too much......"
The opposite window went unanswered, and he didn't show up.
Shen Qu raised his voice again and asked over and over again, but he still didn't answer.
Only the figures of two people could be seen reflected in the candle flame, after which the candle light was extinguished and everything was darkened.
Is it over like this, he unilaterally said that the beginning began, and now that he declares the end over, it is over? Then what is she, what is Shen in his heart.
The rain was pouring down her face, wetting her front and cheeks, and she couldn't tell if it was tears or rain.
Three days was long and painful, and the taste of waiting was really unbearable.
I heard that Zheng Huan has not been idle in the past three days, and he has been serving Emperor Xiaochun in front of the palace every day, which is obviously persecution.
The ironclad army in the city searched the streets for various reasons, smashed several shops of Shen Qu, they made things difficult for the people, and almost bullied Shen Xianglan, who was righteous and brave, if it wasn't for the seventh brother to arrive in time, the little lady would have suffered a big loss.
It's only been three days, and his fox tail is almost uncontrollable.
The people closed their doors, for fear of encountering the disaster of the ironclad army, and the atmosphere in Jin'an fell into unprecedented panic and tension.
He was persecuting Shen Qu and Li Luansong to give the answers he wanted.
The heavy rain continued all night, watering the earth unscrupulously.
At dawn, Shen did change his clothes, and went to visit Emperor Xiaochun and Empress Xiaochun first, and I don't know when I will see them again after today.
Zheng Huan couldn't avoid the decoction that Emperor Xiaochun ate for the time being, and Shen did give the queen a few recipes that could be restrained, and let her cook it quietly to take it, which could also play a role in slowing down.
The emperor naturally didn't understand her thoughts, so she just blindly explained that she didn't care about them, she would do what she had to do, don't let down Shen Niangzi, Shen did nod her head and said goodbye.
The antidote to the Gu poison that Mu Suo Naren talked about, she once saw it from a traveling doctor when she was wandering away with her father, and she thought it was interesting and remembered it in her mind, Mu Suo Naren said that there was no antidote, then, maybe she didn't understand pharmacology.
Shen Cheng raised his head and looked at the rain flowing down the eaves, the space above his head was wrapped in muffled thunder in the darkness, it was another thunderous day, and what should come would always come.
After straightening his clothes, Shen Qu walked towards the Qinzheng Palace.