Chapter 108: Shen Liuzi

The door to the room closes from the outside, isolating the hustle and bustle outside.

Shen did sit under the window, the whole person was bathed in the sun, and his delicate little face became more and more white.

"You know it all."

Her eyes were blank and she looked calm, not angry or blaming.

Mutam walked over, leaned down and crouched at her feet, and said, "I saw Zelan running to the pharmacy several times in a row in despair, and I felt that something was wrong, so I went over and asked. ”

He was like a child who had made a mistake, rubbing his hands on his pants: "I added that medicine, I don't understand pharmacology, I casually asked a few similar medicines, thinking that it would be good to break up the effect of the medicine, so ...... I......

Master, don't be angry, don't be angry, I just don't want you to hurt yourself. ”

He looked up at her, tears welling up in his eyes.

Shen Qu shook his head, showed a bleak smile helplessly, and didn't say anything.

"Master, this is a small life, she will feel it." Mutam then convinces, "What if I don't have a father, I, I can be her father." ”

The room was quiet, and a cold wind blew in, and he shivered subconsciously.

This was really abrupt when he said this, and he hurriedly changed his words: "Or you can be her uncle or uncle, just ask you to keep her." ”

Shen asked him: "Her identity is destined to have a bad life and a bad fate, why do you insist on keeping her knowing that the future will be painful." ”

"Master." Amu was a little anxious, "Don't you want her because of her identity, or, Master wants to tell me that you have too many things you want to do, and you don't have time to take care of her." Or maybe you're worried that she'll be unhappy because of the lack of her father's love.

But none of these seem to me to be Master's true words. ”

He said firmly, "I understand Master's heart, you are forcing yourself to let go of that person, let go of the past, but you have always remembered him in your heart, you don't want this child who has something to do with him, you want to cut off everything." ”

Shen Qu's tears fell on the back of his hand, and he pressed it lightly and wiped it away: "But is it really broken, do you need to sacrifice a life to cut it?" ”

She didn't speak, her eyes looking out the window over him.

I have to admit that he sees it very accurately, and he is deceiving himself.

What are many things to do and have no time to take care of the children, what identity is embarrassing and ill-fated, although it is also one of the factors, but it is not the most important, it is all the rhetoric she uses to deceive and convince herself, in Shen Qu's heart, there has always been Li Luansong, that is reluctant, unwilling, or has not completely let go.

She had thought that she might be able to let go after a long time, but the child came again.

"Master." Mutam took her hand, "It's better for you to give me this child, I will treat it as my own, I will never let her go back to Daye, nor will I tell her who she is, I will take her with me." If you miss her in the future, come and see her. ”

Shen was stunned, is this really possible?

Put your hand on your lower abdomen and feel that there is an innocent little life there.

Yes, this is a living life, she hasn't seen the world before she can see it and will be sent away by her aunt, how pitiful and innocent.

"Master, please. You can't be sad now, seeing that it's going to snow again, at this time the abortion will fall into trouble, you still have a lot of things to do, if you hurt your body, how can you get better in the future. ”

Mutam said everything he could say, thought about all the reasons he could think of, and said bitterly with a dry mouth.

The sun outside the window rose higher, illuminating the entire room, forming light and shadow that connected with light and dark, and it was also entangled and hesitant in Shen Qu's heart.

She was reluctant.

"But ......"

The door was squeezed open with a "click", and Liang Fan and Zelan fell in.

"Master, it's nothing."

Liang Fan blushed and said eagerly: "I didn't mean to listen to the crack in the door, I was also worried about Master." Give this child to me, my family likes children, and they will definitely treat her as a parent. And I don't know who this child is, and I can't tell her anything, I think of her as my own brother and sister, and I can support her. ”

Shen was amused by her: "How did you become a younger brother and sister." ”

Liang Fan said yes, "I'm the master's apprentice, that is, the junior, isn't that my younger brother and sister." ”

Mutam rolled his eyes speechlessly, this fool drank last night and said that he wanted to be with Shen Qu for the rest of his life, it seems that he really doesn't understand.

"Lady." Zelan cried and persuaded, "Just listen to everyone, leave her, she is the flesh and blood of the mother, the child of the Shen family, you don't want her, how pitiful she is." ”

Zelan has almost washed his face with tears in the past few days, Shen Qu saw it in his eyes, stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on her face, and said: "Listen to people's advice to eat well, I will listen to you, leave her." ”

After saying this, there was a sense of relief in my heart.

I haven't slept a good night's sleep for days, but today Shen did sleep well, but I still had that dream, the pink dumplings in the dream happily pounced on her, rubbed her in her arms and called her "A-Niang", two chubby little hands hugged her face and groped, groped......

Finally, everyone was happy, and Shen Qu also enjoyed everyone's special care for her with peace of mind.

The weather was freezing and the snow was falling, but everywhere Shen did go, it was as warm as spring.

Mutam and Liang Fan prepared a soft and thick quilt for her, bought the best gold charcoal, as well as a hand stove and clothes, and arranged the room soft and warm.

She also prepared all kinds of food, snacks and fruits, in case she was hungry and thirsty.

Shen really likes spicy food, so Zelan thought of a way to cook delicious meals for her and let her eat more.

Mutam sent milk tea, saying that cow's milk is the best for the doll, and asked her to drink more to make up for it.

There is also a steady stream of bird's nest, ginseng, and deer antler velvet...... Shen was very helpless:

"Where to make up for this, it is not good for the child, just eat and drink normally, take it away."

A few people had no choice but to withdraw again, and within two days, they were served to the table again.

In addition, when the three of them had nothing to do, they got together to discuss what to prepare for the little doll.

Zelan said: "Clothes, shoes and socks, and a small belly pocket, slaves and maids to prepare, although my embroidery skills are average, but I will step up my practice, and I will buy the softest and most comfortable materials, and I will serve the little master well." ”

"Do you know boys and girls, what kind of embroidery?" Liang Fan asked her.

This stopped Zelan, patted his head and said: "The lady likes to eat spicy, and she is a little lady, so she embroiders peonies, magpies, chickens and ducks, which is cute and lovely." ”

Liang Fan nodded and said, "I also think it's a girl, Master, have you thought of a name?" ”

Shen did say no, "It's still early, don't worry." ”

"Why don't you worry, you have to think of one quickly." Mutam came to the spirit, "This doll is a child that we finally stayed, it's called Liuzi, how about Shen Liuzi." ”

Liang Fan pouted: "What Liuzi, it's too ugly, how ugly it is for a girl to call Liuzi, your Soto country is a little worse culturally, so don't name it." ”

Shen Qu pondered and said with a smile: "I also think it's a girl, it's good to keep a child, change one word, purple from the east, Shen Liuzi, it's pretty good." ”

Zelan muttered "Shen Liuzi" and clapped his hands: "Not bad, good to hear." ”

Shen Liuzi's name was decided in this way.

Several people were so busy that they even thought about what Shen Liuzi wanted to learn in the future, such as books, four treasures of the study, archery, horseback riding, hunting, ...... It's just that you don't learn to be a girl, and you don't want to be a lady.

Mutam said that he wanted to make Shen Liuzi the most lawless and free little lady in the world.

Shen was speechless: ...... Don't raise a scourge......

Since deciding to leave Shen Liuzi, everyone's conversation has revolved around her, and she is busy and happy every day, adding endless fun to this cold winter journey.

As everyone knows, on the other side, Shen Liuzi's father is still fighting bloodily.

Li Luansong secretly went to the battlefield, he had not been out of the capital for more than two years, although there was a civil war, he could not show his kung fu freely, which made him feel very aggrieved.

The battle with Warat was fought happily, and within a few days, the enemy army was subdued, and he retreated directly to a distance of more than ten miles, not daring to make a mistake.

It's just that the weather is too cold, and the soldiers are quite unaccustomed to such a climate, and the casualties are greater than expected, so that Li Luansong does not dare to pursue rashly.

Although he was worried about Shen Qu in his heart, and hoped that he could end the battle as soon as possible to see her and take her back to Beijing, he also had to settle down and fight patiently in the war.

However, this battle made Li Luansong completely recover, and it was suddenly clear at the time of triumph, and he was locked up in the capital for more than two years, his heart and eyes narrowed, and his vision was also narrow, and he didn't know how to introspect himself. Now I realize that there are many things that I have done too stubbornly and too biasedly.

This time, when I saw Miao, I must apologize to her, and Li Luansong has completely figured it out.

However, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince left this time, but he was anxious for a group of old ministers.

When the war report returned to the capital, there was still half a month before the New Year, and everyone thought it was so good that they could finally rush back before the New Year.

But left and right, left and right, left and right, but failed to look forward to Li Luansong's shadow.

He sent someone to inquire and learned that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince would continue to fight, and His Royal Highness said: "Warat is the most chicken thief, and likes to take advantage of people's unpreparedness to carry out sneak attacks, if you don't cut the grass and root it out and completely beat it back to your hometown, there will be endless troubles." ”

The old ministers beat their chests and paused:

"How about it, love war, let's just say that once he goes out, he won't come back."

"If I knew it was like this, I would have ......"

"That's it, he sneaked out, who can stop him."

"When he returns, this matter must not be lightly revealed."

"I have a ...... plan"