The Epilogue This Life...
The perspective of Emperor Xiaochun
Today is the sun shining again, the sun is rising day by day, and it is really energetic.
I'm not bored, I'm annoying.
The people in the court always work against me, and they rely on their own age to criticize me, which is really annoying.
But I can't help them, because ......
And they were right.
How long have I been emperor? It's been five years, yes, I get up in the middle of the night every day, and I go to bed until I fall asleep in the middle of the night.
But that's my responsibility.
Just as it is my responsibility to pamper the concubines of the harem.
The concubine Zheng has been very domineering recently, and she even dares to bully the girl. That's a girl, my queen, how dare she.
Because she has an older brother that I rely on, Zheng Huan has won another battle, and he has won a hundred battles in a row, which is quite powerful.
But the girl was not happy, and I knew that I had specially selected the best-looking golden hairpin to give to her. Yaya doesn't care much about me, I'm not happy but I'm also helpless.
The concubine is hypocritical, but now that there are frequent wars in the Quartet, there is no one available in my hands. Yaya can understand, she is just angry for a while, I don't blame her, I hope he doesn't blame me.
My sons are growing up, and the eldest is very good, both civil and military, but I would like him to go to the battlefield for training. He is destined to be the emperor of the future, how can the emperor who grew up in the greenhouse of the palace be worthy of a great responsibility, I told Yaya, Yaya said: "The concubine agrees with His Majesty's decision, let the boss go to experience it now." ”
Ah, now, Li Luansong is only ten years old.
I don't agree, my eldest son is too young for me to be reluctant.
But Yaya said that this is his life, he is the eldest son of Daye, the future prince, and he must grow faster than others. However, I still disagreed. The maid quarreled with me and scolded me for the kindness of my woman.
This woman is too much, she just scolded me when she was a child, and now that I am the emperor, she still dares to scold me.
I went to find the concubine, Zheng was gentle, but I didn't like the heavy smell of fat powder on her body, and the face that looked like a singing.
It's still good-looking, and my queen is the best-looking.
The second child is also in the palace of the concubine, this child is very self-denying, more honest and cautious than the boss, and more timid than the boss. I praised him, and there was light in his eyes.
It's a good boy, and the second child is capable.
I have several children, the fifth child I don't like the most, he is very much like his mother who has no brains, only cares about the present, and after not looking at it, this child always does something that hurts the enemy and hurts himself by 800.
The third child is frail, and I think it would be good for him to grow up safely.
Lao Qi is a powerful man, brute force but pure in mind, this child can become his eldest brother's right-hand man in the future.
The eighth child is still young, he looks very similar to the eldest child, his mother is pitiful, and I will take him with me to raise him, so as not to be used by people with bad intentions and bring my son to ruin.
I'm so busy, busy dealing with the government, busy taking care of the harem, busy fighting, busy competing with those courtiers......
In a blink of an eye, my sons had grown up, but I had made mistakes.
I want to train everyone, and I give them a chance, but only the second child has a good performance, and the seventh child has a super high force value, which can be seen from a young age.
The fifth child is unbearable, forget it, be an idle prince in the future, as long as you don't make big mistakes, it's good to be safe and worry-free in this life.
The eldest is fourteen years old, Yaya insists on letting him go through the training, although I am reluctant but still let him out, my son is still so young, but he looks very excited.
I gave Zhu the right to the second child, this kid is obedient, I say what he does, he has been doing well.
But I now know that I was wrong.
Zheng has such an elder brother who is in power, she will teach her son to be ambitious, and the mother and son deceived me.
Zhu Piquan let the second child see the power, his heart is swelling little by little, I have done many things wrong, but what I regret the most is that I should not let my sons be jealous, compare and compete with each other.
My sons have finally turned against me, and I have lost several of my sons, and even the eldest is no longer close to me.
Yaya is also angry with me, blame me for being too indulgent to the Zheng family, but I am out of helplessness, Zheng Huan does not go to war, Li Luansong has to fight, I don't want my son to be in danger.
I always quarrel with Yaya, and the relationship is not as good as before, and I am very unhappy.
Finally, everything happened, Zheng Huan rebelled, Zheng and the second child rebelled, the fifth child was killed by Zheng Huan, and the second child finally let me see his true face, and I felt very sad.
This time, Yaya didn't blame me, she was still Yaya, only Yaya was by my side.
If it weren't for Li Luansong and Shen Qu, my country would be gone.
Speaking of Shen Qu, I think this woman is really good, but sometimes I look at her, as if looking at my own son, what's going on, I may be old and dazzled.
Daye has passed the most difficult level, and my Song'er has made great contributions, as well as Shen Qu.
The two of them have a very good relationship, I and Yaya both believe that Shen is indeed my daughter-in-law, the queen of Daye in the future, not to mention, Yaya said that the Shen family is rich, oh my God, I am short of money, but I can't lose face.
However, Yaya said that the two were separated, as if Song'er had made Shen really angry.
Young man, I really don't know how to cherish it, why, I didn't understand, Yaya said she understood, let me leave my son's business alone.
She said: "This is the path that Song'er should take, she can't hide from it, and she can only grow up after experiencing it." ”
But what if Shen does get married, such a good daughter-in-law, so much money......
The daughter-in-law is gone, the son is not good, the maid is too lazy to pay attention to me, and I feel bored sitting alone in the sun.
I am a failed father, but I am also a failed husband, but I should be considered a good emperor.
I heard that there was another war, and the old ministers came to look for me, and they didn't want the prince to go.
Now that the crown prince is in charge of the country, I don't care, my body can't stand it. But Yaya said let me persuade them, or let Song'er go, I was reluctant, but what Yaya said must be right, I listen to Yaya.
That group of old stubborns is said to be kneeling at the gate of the city to stop the prince from marching in person, hehe, a group of fools, Song'er has long been gone.
I and Yaya waited for my son to come back, looking forward to it every day, until the New Year......
What came back was the news of Song'er's death.
I fainted, and the maid said that I had been in a coma for three days, and I didn't want to live anymore.
I cried with Yaya, what should I do? But Yaya said that Song'er would not die so easily, so let me wait.
Sure enough, my Song'er didn't die, but the news couldn't be said, Song'er was in the mountain bandits, I was in the palace and waited for the news, and those governments were all in my hands.
I vowed to help my son guard the country.
After the New Year, and after the spring, I heard that Song'er found Shen Qu, and I don't know what happened, but Yaya said that everything was fine.
They finally came back, and they brought back my eldest granddaughter, my little Liuzi, why is she so cute, this girl is so good-looking, like me.
My Song'er ascended the throne, and Shen Qu finally got married, I am happy, I sent a lot of things to my father-in-law, and the treasury was emptied, but I am not afraid, I married the daughter of the God of Wealth as a daughter-in-law, are I still afraid of the lack of silver.
I look at the long term.
I think these old things are tired and crooked, and they want to stuff women for my son.
I was very angry, and Yaya was even more angry, but Yaya said, let's leave it to them to deal with it themselves, let's just watch, I believe they can handle it.
Yaya is right, my daughter-in-law is very powerful, and she handles it neatly and satisfactorily.
Shen is indeed a natural queen.
Lao Qi came to me and said that he wanted to marry the youngest daughter of the God of Wealth.
Look, my sons are so powerful that they have to be married, and I have once again gone bankrupt, of course, I can't say this, I have moved out of the small treasury that I have kept for many years.
This is called reluctant to have a son who can't trap the God of Wealth.
Is it all a happy thing, of course not.
Li Luansong and Shen Qu didn't want to have children, I wanted them to have children like the old ministers, but Yaya said don't care, the child has a plan for children, and I listen to Yaya.
However, they still gave birth, a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses, I finally have an eldest grandson, and the little prince was born, and I am relieved.
I have Liuzi, Pingping and An'an, I and Yaya are very happy every day, my grandchildren are smart, and I am very happy.
But Li Luansong didn't go to the court every day, and he didn't know where he went, so he threw all the government to me.
I'm getting old, and I'm not happy to help them take care of their children and manage the government.
Yaya said: "Don't be unhappy, we are idle and idle, help the children, they can have more children if they have a good relationship." ”
I listen to the girl.
Sure enough, my daughter-in-law gave birth to a fourth and fifth child, and now I have three grandchildren and two granddaughters, and I feel that it is better to have another granddaughter, three boys and three girls, and the girl said that I am too greedy.
I am so greedy, I want my son and daughter-in-law to be good, I want my grandchildren to be good, I want the people of Daye to be good, I want everyone to be good, I still want Yaya to be good.
Yaya and I have known each other since childhood, we are childhood sweethearts, I like Yaya, I only like Yaya in this life.
I have made mistakes, I'm sorry for Yaya, I regret it very much, so when I'm older, I double my compensation Yaya, and I don't know if it works. If it is not enough, I will continue to compensate Yaya in the next life and make cattle and horses for Yaya.
I and Yaya have always been together, this is the happiest and proudest thing in my life, Yaya is still a young girl, so beautiful, so charming.
I am very happy and contented in this life, and now my children and grandchildren are full, and the people of Daye live and work in peace and contentment, and I have done a good job as an emperor, and I will go to see my ancestors and ancestors in the future, and I also have the capital to brag......
I'm leaving, I'm trying very hard to walk behind Yaya, because the one who left first is ignorant, and the one who stays must be sad, but I'm not in good health, I still walk in front of Yaya, Yaya is crying so sadly, I think, I'm going over there and waiting for Yaya, in the next life, I just need Yaya......
Purple perspective
Many people ask me if the eldest princess of Daye is very happy.
I think, yes.
My father and queen mother loved me more than my brothers and sisters, they said, because I was their first child.
My birth was meaningful.
Since I was born, I have been surrounded by many people, including Auntie, Grandma, Godfather, and Godmother, but I was still very young at that time, and I couldn't call my godfather.
My godfather loves me very much, he takes me to play every day, buys me a lot of delicious and fun food, he lets me do whatever I want, and revolves around me every day whenever he is free.
Once Diao Pozi abducted me, she was very fat, I was also fat, she couldn't carry me and I left me on the side of the road, I cried, I cried hard, I wanted to go home, she left me there and left me alone.
At this time, a man came, who looked not bad, and later my mother said that it was my father, my father. But I didn't like him at the time, why, because A-Niang didn't like him at that time, and I didn't like what A-Niang didn't like.
Later, A-Niang liked him again, and I began to like him.
I think it's because he's very good at slapping his mother's ass.
It turned out that my father loved me so much, promised me everything, and gave me a lot of things.
Later, we were going back to the capital, A-Niang began to teach me the rules, saying that I was the eldest princess, and I should have the demeanor of the eldest princess, I began to learn poetry, books, etiquette and music, and began to call A-Dad as the father and mother.
Everyone has to salute when they see me, I can't lose my temper at will, I have to do my best in everything. Those things weren't hard to learn, and I did them well. My grandfather and grandmother were also very fond of me, and later my father and mother told them to be stricter with me, and my grandfather began to teach me how to ride and shoot, write, and many other things.
Grandfather Huang is very powerful, he knows everything, and I admire him very much.
I grew up slowly, and my mother's requirements for me became higher and higher, I learned piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, tea, incense, female red, and followed my mother to learn to read the account book and learn to do business.
The queen mother said that I should be able to do anything, so that I can be qualified to be an example in the future.
Later, I had younger brothers and sisters, they were a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses, Pingping was named the crown prince, as the eldest princess, I became their role model.
My father gave me a gold collar, I thought it looked good, he said, it was left to me by my father-in-law, I haven't seen this person, why did he give me something, and then I knew, it was my father's great companion, a person who left for my father, he was my father's savior, and I was very grateful to him.
Three years later, we went back to Jufeng, and I saw my godfather Chen Da and grandma, they were all very good, my godfather also had his own children, and I became a sister again.
After a few more years, the queen mother gave birth to a fourth brother and a fifth brother.
These two people are very naughty, I have grown up, I often teach them, they are quite afraid of me, even the prince Pingping is respectful to me, my younger brothers and sisters have grown up very well, they all say that it is because I am doing well as the eldest princess, and I am a good role model.
When I was sixteen years old, my father found me a horse, he was very gentle, fair, tall and burly, he was a military general, but he was not rude, and my father said that his literary talent was not inferior to force.
My colt was very kind to me, he always said that I was beautiful and dignified, we were married, and my father gave me a princess's house.
On the day of marriage, my father cried, lying in the arms of the queen mother and crying secretly, I saw it.
My father loved me very much, even if I got married, he always took me back to the palace to live, and the queen mother said that this was not good, and the concubine would be unhappy, but my husband said no, he wanted me to be happy.
My husband was often sent out to fight by my father, and my mother quarreled with him because of this, and my father said that there was no one to use Daye, but my mother still disagreed, and I advised my mother, but my mother did not speak.
Later, when my colt died on the field, I fainted with tears.
When I woke up, my father was kneeling on the edge of my bed, and I cried again. My father said I'm sorry for me, he's the emperor, how can he kneel to me, I cried, my father cried, he didn't want to get up, and in the end, the queen mother could persuade him.
Within a few days I found out that I was pregnant, and I was very happy, my colt had always wanted a child, he was the only son in their family, and now I was finally able to keep him.
The next day, in the spring, I gave birth to a boy, and my father gave him the title.
A baby in swaddling clothes has a knighthood, which is unprecedented in Daye, and the queen mother said, this is my father's guilt for me.
Actually, I don't blame my father, I understand my lover, that is his ideal, his ambition.
Later, the child was left in the palace by his father to raise him, and my father found me a colt.
He is a well-read, polite, well-behaved, and very good to me.
But I don't like him, I can't let go of my past lover in my heart.
After a few more years, I still got married, I brought it up, we didn't have children, and it was easy to separate.
My father and mother are old, and although the government has always been handled mediocre, I remember that since he was three years old, my father let him learn to handle the government.
At that time, my father was always by my mother's side, sometimes they would take me to Xia Jiangnan with me, sometimes there were only the two of them, and they never brought their younger siblings.
My royal grandfather and imperial grandmother took them more often.
The relationship between the father and the queen mother is very good, I heard that the emperor's grandfather and ancestors have three palaces and six courts, but my father and the emperor do not have it, he only has my mother.
I'm very strange, I've read a lot of ancient books, don't the old ministers advise?
Of course, I don't want my father to have any other women, it's just a little weird.
Later, when I got married, I understood. When you have someone in your heart and are stuffed with this person, you can't accommodate anyone else, no matter who that person is.
My father once told me a story, a very special story, I thought he had read it from some ancient book, and then I started looking for it, but I never found that ancient book.
He said that the reason why he and my mother were so connected and heart-to-heart was because they had exchanged souls.
It's the kind of thing where your body dwells my soul, and my body dwells your soul.
Who dares to believe this kind of thing, but the father said it very seriously, and he also said that from that time on, the queen mother did a lot of things for him, so that he could see the emperor's grandfather's good intentions for him, and let him see the feelings between brothers and the future and crisis of Daye.
He didn't want to deal with these things much before, he just wanted to be a general, but the queen mother made him understand that he had his own responsibilities and burdens, which were inevitable and could not be escaped.
I asked him how he could get these two people back.
The father said that they exchanged hearts and passed their lives.
I don't understand, my father just laughed, laughed and laughed and shed tears, he said, don't be a self-righteous person, if you are good to someone, tell her, and ask her what she wants.
If she wants an apple, then you give him a whole basket of pears, you are self-touched, you are wrong.
I agreed, and I thought of my colt again.
We talked about everything, he understood me, always asked me what I liked, what I wanted, whether it was good this way, whether it was good like that.
Father said that he used to be a self-talker, and he felt that he had to give everything for his mother, but what his mother wanted was not at all......
I once asked my queen mother about this.
She was stunned for a moment and said, "Your father is really old and confused, why do you tell you everything." ”
The Queen Mother said, "Those things are true."
After leaving my father, she was already pregnant with me, and she didn't want me anymore, but a few friends persuaded her to keep me, which friends, I want to thank them.
The queen mother said that when she knew that her father died on the battlefield, her heart was broken, she just wanted to die, she wanted to die with him, but at that time she had me, and it was my existence that made the queen mother insist on living.
Therefore, she did not agree with my father sending my colt to the battlefield.
The queen mother said that she could understand my feelings and said that I had suffered a lot in my life with them.
"Among these children, our little Liuzi suffers the most."
This is what the queen mother says most often, so they always love me doubly, and my younger siblings don't dare to mess with me.
In the palace, in Daye, I am simply a little princess walking sideways.
Pingping grew up, and he had a good relationship with his fourth and fifth brothers, which made his father and queen mother very happy.
My younger siblings are all married and have children, and they are all very nice to me, although I have always been alone, but I have a family, and I feel very happy.
The father and mother are getting older, but they are more affectionate.
Until one day, sitting under the sun, his father suddenly said that he wanted to practice swords, he was already eighty years old, and his mother didn't let him practice, and he was not happy.
Later, the queen mother went to bring him fruits, and his father was on the martial arts field, sitting on the steps, watching his Shuofang soldiers who were training, and died.
He was a general, he fought on the battlefield all his life, and the last thing he saw was his soldiers.
The queen mother did not cry, but knelt silently beside him, stroking his armor and sword, and the queen mother said that it was such a day that they exchanged souls.
"Li Luansong, you self-righteous and self-talking old man, you said that you would never make your own decisions again in this life, why did you break your promise again, you lied to me, you left, and you didn't discuss with me."
The queen mother cried, crying silently, but she couldn't stop crying.
"Li Luansong, Li Luansong......"
The queen mother kept shouting her father's name until midnight before falling asleep.
On the second day, my queen mother also departed, the day after my father left.
They seem to have made an appointment, just like my father always said, "Come, come, let's ...... together"
I believe that my father was afraid of being scolded by the queen mother, so he came back to pick her up.
They will surely continue to be happily together in heaven.
Daye held a state funeral, I stayed in front of their spiritual throne for three whole days, my younger brothers and sisters came to persuade me, but I didn't want to leave, I wanted to accompany my father, queen and mother.
I miss my colt too.
That night, I actually saw my colt, and he said to me, "Liuzi, are you okay, I miss you so much, will I pick you up?" ”
I'm so happy I just want to stay there and wait for him. I can't go, and when I go, he won't find me.
Sure enough, he came, and on the day of my father's and queen's funeral, my horse came to pick me up, and I went with him.
Although I saw my younger siblings in pain, I knew that they would understand me.
In this life, I have a happy family, with my parents who love me and love me, my younger brothers and sisters, and my lover who treats me as a treasure, as well as the rich and stable Daye and the kind and hard-working people, I am very content.
I walked and walked happily.
In this life, it is enough to live to this day and watch everything well.