Chapter 41: No One Understands Themselves
Come to Ann Li's bedroom.
An Li had woken up from a coma, and when she saw Fei'er and Xu Siling coming in, she coughed one after another when she thought about it.
"Miss Raya..."
Xu Siling looked at An Li's state seriously, her face turned blue, her voice echoed, her chest was obviously still aching, and then glanced at the red-dyed water basin next to the bed, and it seemed that she had coughed up a lot of blood.
The more he looked at this symptom, the more confused he became, and before he came, he held the mentality of boiling Coptis Ejiao soup in vain, thinking that An Li should still be in a coma, or ready to enter the ground at any time.
It's really pneumonic plague or septicemia plague, and now it's time for Ann to be buried in the ground.
It's strange that she can still say hello to Fei'er awake now.
Xu Siling handed over the coptis ejiao soup to the waitress and asked her to feed An Li.
With the help of the waitress, Ann Li relied on it.
"I'm sorry, Miss Raya. Let you see me so unbearable. ”
Fei'er was relieved, after learning about the transmission of the Black Death from Xu Siling, she understood that Anli would be infected with the Black Death because of herself.
After An Li drank the coptis ejiao soup, Fei'er couldn't help but care.
"How does your body feel right now?"
An Li lowered her mouth: "This soup is very delicious." ”
"Who asked you this..."Fei'er had a headache.
At this time, the bell rang outside the inner fort, and the soup in the cauldron was ready, and they brought it out, calling all the people in the inner fort to come and drink.
Seeing this, Xu Siling left the room, he hadn't had a chance to drink the soup recipe today, so he was going to go down and drink a bowl.
After Xu Siling went out, Fei'er motioned to the waitress to help An Li back to the bed.
Although Anli was unwilling but helpless, she had no choice but to lie down in peace.
"Miss Raya, what was that decoction for just now?"
"Xu said it could cure you."
"That's good, it's much better than that cimicifuga soup, you can try it if you have a chance."
Saying that, An Li chirped again.
Fei'er really loves and hates Ann Li, she was trained and raised in Raya's family, why is her brain thinking so different from ordinary people.
"How do you feel now, are you still feeling well?"
"Back to Miss Raya, body..."An Li's eyes darkened slightly, "I just feel so cold, and then my chest hurts... I kept coughing up blood, and when I was wounded in the battle on the front line, I didn't get so much blood... Miss Raya, am I going to die? ”
"Don't talk nonsense."
Fei'er couldn't help but think of what Xu Siling said to herself, he wasn't too sure about An Li's illness.
She guessed that after Anli was infected by herself, she had been holding on and missed the best time for treatment, so it was caused.
An Li looked at the ceiling of the bedroom, blinked, and suddenly her chest hurt again, and she couldn't help coughing.
"Miss Raya, I have something to tell you."
"What's the matter?"
"I've been very uncomfortable since I fainted, and I even feel difficult to breathe sometimes..."An Li half-squinted, "If I die, can you give my armor and weapons to Xu Siling." ”
"Huh?" Phil didn't understand, "Why." ”
"I promised him a holy and fair duel with him, so I owe him a suit of armor."
Fei'er was even more puzzled, these two of them had made an appointment with her behind her back.
An Li went on to say, "What I owe to him is not to him." It's a pity that my chain mail robe was tailor-made for me by Miss Raya at the expense of me, and he couldn't wear it, alas... I'm afraid I can only take it and melt it. ”
"You're not dead yet, why are you talking about this?"
Ann Li turned her head and blinked at Phil.
"I want Miss Raya to be my notary, my body is very wrong, I feel that my body is very strange, I can't control my body... I'm afraid I won't be able to protect Miss Raya in the future. You said that Xu's swordsmanship is similar to mine, I don't believe it, and I don't accept him. But he is really smart in his brain, he can cure diseases, he can save Miss Raya, I believe he will not be too weak, and he will definitely be able to protect Miss Raya..."
He's really smart, otherwise he wouldn't have made you owe him a suit of armor without paying anything, wouldn't he be smart?
Fei'er was speechless when she listened to An Li's words, but she didn't want to interrupt.
"I've heard people say that this disease is terrible, and many people in the south who have this disease can't get a funeral for a saint." Ann Li timidly begged, "Miss Raya, I hope that if I die, there will be a complete funeral for the Holy Cultist, so I think..."
"What do you think?"
"I want to see God and make a small request to him to see if I have no major faults in my life, and if I can be by Miss Raya's side or be a dog by Miss Raya's side for the rest of my life. Miss Raya, promise me if you can get a dog after I die, just call it Ann Li. ”
Fei'er's blue eyes flickered, and she suppressed the emotions in her heart.
She rarely expresses her true emotions, her expression always changes depending on the situation, and no one can understand what she is thinking.
"You'll be fine."
An Li coughed, and then the gentle eyes were still timid, pleading in a soft tone.
"Miss Raya, you haven't promised me yet... As my notary public, why don't you follow the process? ”
"Who did you learn this from?"
"On the battlefield, I have worked as a notary public for many people, and I am quite experienced in this area."
Fei'er couldn't help sighing: "I promise you." ”
Ann Li smiled happily, like a child who will never grow up.
Looking at An Li's heartless state, Fei'er really snuggled on the back of the chair with a smile, and her blue eyes were really flashing.
After An Li stopped, she suddenly said.
"Miss Raya always says I don't understand you, but I think so, Miss Raya is so smart, there must be very few people who can understand you, it's normal for me to not understand Miss Raya, after all, I'm stupid." An Li lay down satisfied, "If you have to pick someone in Raya Town who knows you best, I think it will be Xu." ”
Fei'er couldn't help but raise her eyebrows, curious: "Why do you think so." ”
"I don't know... It's an illusion. He doesn't talk much, but he always has his own purpose in his words, but sometimes I feel that he has something in his words, anyway, the feeling I get from him is similar to yours. ”
Fei'er shook her head silently, she didn't think Xu Siling could understand herself.
Or rather, she didn't think the Cultists of the entire kingdom could understand her.
Believing in God and not believing in God are two kinds of people after all, and it is unrealistic for you to try that the other kind of person can understand and understand the other kind of person.
She never expects others to understand her, for the simple reason that she has never talked to anyone about herself.
Never revealed his heart, but he had the luxury of others to understand himself, isn't this green tea?
The first step to making others understand you is to express yourself.
She doesn't believe in God, or she doesn't believe in any gods, demons and monsters in the world, she has never said this kind of words to anyone, and she is afraid that she will scare people to death if she says it.
So she didn't think Xu Siling understood herself.