Love is a moment of weakness, a feeling of recourse to others, not to the charity of others, but to the participation of others.

Xu Siling could feel Farina's weakness.

To put it simply, Xu Si was inspired by Farina's love.

Falina hesitated and tortured, and finally mustered up the courage to come to the edge of the bed and sit down, stroked his face, and said these heartfelt words, not to ask Xu Siling to sympathize with her, nor to ask Xu Siling to pity her.

is seriously hoping that Xu Siling can take a good look at her.

In other words, Falina really hopes that Xu Siling can participate in the unrequited love she has always thought.

She longed for Xu Siling's participation, because Falina was very simple, and her words were equally simple, and she was unwilling.

Xu Siling felt the temperature on his cheeks and hands, which was very cold and not warm.

This shows that Falina is extremely nervous and scared at this time.

She was unwilling at the same time, she was also afraid, afraid that she would become the destroyer of Xu Siling's family, afraid that Xu Siling would not like her, and afraid that Xu Siling would not be willing to participate in her unrequited love.

I'm afraid that even friends aren't friends anymore.

This is the first time that Falina is so afraid of losing and losing everything.

Xu Siling watched Farina's delicate body tremble in the faint light, and her hands couldn't help but become colder.

When Falina couldn't hold on, she wanted to withdraw her hand, but Xu Siling grabbed it.

Falina felt a burst of warmth from her cold hand, which only belonged to Xu Siling, which made her cold and frightened heart calm down.

Xu Siling took a deep breath: "Your hands are a little cold. ”

Xu Siling believes that there is love in the world, and when she meets this kind of person who has love, she will always unconsciously want to do something for her.

Whether the heart of setting off for her to do something was out of dirty selfishness or moral sympathy, Xu Siling didn't know.

All he knew was that he couldn't do nothing.

Xu Siling has always understood a truth.

It's impossible to think about being responsible for every girl who likes you, and being responsible for the person you cherish the most is actually responsible for everyone.

Sometimes, caring is a kind of hurt, and hurting is also a kind of caring.

Reason told Xu Siling that he shouldn't have stretched out this hand, shouldn't have held Farina's hand.

But deep down, as a man, he told him bluntly that he shouldn't reject Farina.

As a man, he couldn't find a reason to refuse her.

In the face of the feelings of Phil and Ella, he has been blaming himself and desperately controlling his emotions to prevent his emotions from flooding with hysteria in his body.

He didn't dare to admit that he liked Phil and Ella.

Although he knew, he couldn't admit it.

When the relationship between Fei'er and Ella attacked, Xu Siling kept persuading herself that the two of them were still young, maybe they didn't know what love was, but they just happened to meet themselves at this moment.

He always comforts himself with such messy reasons, although he knows that the relationship between Phil and Ella is love, but he does not dare to face it.

The age of the two girls made Xu Siling dare not move or accept it.

But when facing Farina, Xu Siling found that he couldn't find a reason to refuse.

The reasons used for Phil and Ella did not work for Farina.

Falina also understands love, looks at herself the same, and even the affection she shows is not much worse than Phil and Ella from the beginning.

Knowing that she is a witch, knowing that as a girl, she should not appear in a man's yard at will, and she should not go in and out of a man's house, the current social environment tells girls to keep their distance from men.

But Farina likes to be around him, to run around his yard, to be able to help him.

Xu Siling didn't dare to deny Farina's feelings, from the very beginning, Xu Siling understood that Farina's young and ignorant feelings.

It's just that the two of them didn't break this layer of window paper with each other, Falina didn't break it because she didn't know what to do, and Xu Siling didn't break it because she felt that it wasn't time yet.

It didn't happen because it was still facing the impending outbreak of the Black Death during that time, but can you still comfort yourself with the broken reason that it was not time?

Xu Siling knew she couldn't.

In fact, that time has already arrived, and even passed.

Before Ella showed up, he and Farina should have taken the initiative to break everything.

But he didn't, he ignored, not only Farina's feelings, but also his own.

Just like what he thought before, he always thought that the person he would marry in the future would be Farina, and even in the dream of riding a horse at night when he went to bed, it was Farina's shadow.

I don't know when Falina has not left and disappeared from his life.

In front of a girl who loves you and the girl you love, she is aggrieved and unwilling, can she really be indifferent?

Can Xu Siling really find a reason to comfort herself like she did in the face of Fei'er and Ella.

He really knew he couldn't.

He really couldn't do it.

"Mr. Silling, I"

Falina's voice was crisp and good, she saw Xu Siling willing to hold her hand, although the bedroom was dim, she couldn't see Xu Siling's face clearly, but in those brown eyes, she saw what she wanted to see.

"It's because I didn't do a good job, you shouldn't be unwilling."

"No, Mr. Spirit. It's me who is afraid, it's also that I'm too greedy I never thought Ella would like you so much, I really think that the reason why she is with Mr. Silling is just that she is forced to be too self-righteous by Farina, and I am self-righteous that I will hurt Ella and will hurt Mr. Silling. ”

Xu Siling shook his head: "You didn't hurt anyone, the guy who was hurting others was me." ”

Farina's face was filled with excitement, and just as she was about to say something more, there was a sound of footsteps outside the main house.

Xu Siling and Falina both showed panic.

Both of them felt like they were caught raping in bed.

Xu Siling thought that Falina would hide back in the small bed, but she didn't expect it

Falina was so frightened that she slipped into his bed!

At that moment, Xu Siling felt that she was holding Farina's cold and delicate body in her arms, and her cold hands were pinching her clothes, and her hands were trembling.

No, it should be said that Falina's whole body was trembling, she was afraid.

Under this quilt, Xu Siling felt Farina's heartbeat rise and fall.

But Xu Siling didn't have time to feel it slowly, because just after the sound of footsteps, the door of the main house was opened, and a petite figure walked slowly towards Xu Ran.

Xu Ran swallowed his saliva, and he didn't have to think about it to know that it was Ella who came back.

He quickly closed his eyes and wanted to pretend that he was asleep, but the more he thought about it, the more he felt that something was wrong!

What should I do if Ella gets into the bed later!

Does pretending to sleep really work!

Feeling that the figure was approaching, the two people in the quilt couldn't help beating rapidly, but they found that Ella had no other movements after approaching.

Ella's emotionless voice made Xu Ran can't help but open his eyes.

"Husband, don't pretend to be asleep, I know you didn't sleep."

Ella didn't lift the quilt and go into the nest, but after finding that Falina was not on the bed, she sat on the edge of the small bed and looked at Xu Siling silently.

Gray eyes showed a little unhappiness.

"Where's your good friend?"

"She's out."

Fortunately, Falina was slender and had a dimly lit room, so she wasn't spotted by Ella in the bed.

It's only a matter of time before it's discovered, right? Ella will have to go under the covers sooner or later!

Ella was silent for a moment, then muttered, "She'll still be out of the way." ”

Farina, who was in Xu Siling's bed, was so nervous that she didn't dare to move, but when she heard Ella's words, she was a little surprised.

Because of the flavor revealed in Ella's words, the usual appearance is completely different, as if it is a different person!

Xu Siling laughed dryly and didn't say anything.

"Husband, don't you like Ella's behavior tonight?"

Xu Siling was stunned: "Why do you say that." ”

"Because my husband's expression doesn't look very happy."

Damn, how can Lao Tzu be happy now.

Ella sighed lightly and touched her face: "Is Ella doing it on her own, don't blame me husband, I didn't mean to hurt your friend." ”

"I know what you're thinking."

"I just think about it occasionally, and I feel sad, if I even sleep with my husband and want to kiss him, I have to rely on Farina's presence to do it."

Ella lifted her two little feet and put them next to Xu Siling's bed, fortunately, she was still small and her feet were not long enough to fit on the quilt, otherwise she would definitely find out that something was wrong!

"Husband, you say, I'm a very failed wife."

"Don't talk about yourself, you're doing a great job."

Falina was under the covers, and Ella didn't feel right.

Although she is not as smart as Fei'er and Ella, she is definitely not stupid to the extent of Anli.

The situation revealed in Ella's words is completely different from usual!

Could it be that in the eyes of outsiders, Ella is all on the surface, and another in the mainland?

Especially since she never thought that tonight's 'bed wide bed squeezing' was Ella's design, she just thought that Ella was more silly and stupid, so it was not strange that she would think so.

Now that she knows everything, she only feels shocked in her heart, it turns out that she was designed by Ella!

She was taken down the mountain by Xu Siling, and Ella took the initiative to pull her into the main house to live, she always thought that she and Ella usually had a close relationship, and Ella liked her more, so she decided.

Turns out it's not!

It turned out that Ella wanted to sleep with Xu Siling, wanted to kiss Xu Siling, wanted to swear in front of her that his wife's identity sovereignty, and everything she did!

Falina figured everything out, her heart was filled with inexplicable emotions, and her body began to tremble, not knowing whether she was scared or nervous.

Xu Siling felt that Falina was trembling, and even moved to the extent that it was visible to the naked eye, Xu Siling couldn't help but get nervous again.

Fortunately, the room was dark enough that Ella hadn't noticed anything unusual.

Just when Xu Siling didn't know how to appease Farina, Ella's next sentence made the two of them quiet down.

"Husband, how much do you like Farina?"

Ella's little feet dangled in front of Xu Siling, she supported her hands behind her back, her head couldn't help but rise, and she said lightly.

"I know how much Falina likes you, and I know how much Falina likes you. Even I know that you like Falina a lot, husband, but what Ella doesn't know is how much her husband likes Falina. ”

"Me"

"Husband can't lie to me, say you don't like Farina, you know, you can't hide your wife's deception."

Xu Siling couldn't help swallowing her saliva, Falina in the bed had completely quieted down, she was also curious about how much Xu Siling liked herself, and even this question was what she wanted to ask before, but Ella came back suddenly, and she couldn't ask.

On the one hand, Ella's true face was known to Farina, and on the other hand, she began to worry about Ella's expression when she went into the nest and found him sleeping with Farina.

Now we have to face Ella's fatal problem.

If Falina wasn't here, this problem would already be Xu Siling's life.

What's more, Falina is listening under the covers, this question is really a proposition.

Do you like it a lot?

Do you want to say that you like it in general?

Or do you not like it?

Xu Siling was silent, he really didn't know how to answer, and he didn't even know whether to choose to confess or deceive.

Ella didn't see Xu Siling's answer for a long time, so she couldn't help but sigh softly and put her feet back.

"Husband, remember what I said?"

"How"

"Human dependence is absolute, whether it is a man or a woman, strong or cowardly, extremely intelligent or stupid. When faced with adversity that they can't reverse, most people subconsciously seek help. ”

Ella got up from the small bed and sat on the edge of the big bed, which made the two people in the bed tense again.

"Husband, if you find this problem difficult, you can't help but rely on Ella and let Ella help you solve it."

"Ella you"

Ella looked at Xu Siling on the side of the bed, her gray eyes seemed to be godless, and she shook her head slightly.

"I understand her feelings for you, and I also understand his mind when he is unwilling to answer my questions, but understanding is not the same as understanding, and I can't understand."

"Husband, do you know what the difference is between knowing and understanding?"

"Let's put it this way, tonight, when you, me, and Falina had dinner together, your eyes were not honest, and you preferred to peek at Velina rather than look at me."

"Falina knows that you are always peeking at her, but she doesn't expose you, and even deliberately doesn't let you notice that she knows that you are peeping, and then tries to work the sitting posture without arousing my suspicion, so as to satisfy her husband's little hobby as a man to the greatest extent"

Hearing this, Xu Siling's eyes couldn't help but widen, it wasn't that he didn't believe Ella's words.

Rather, it was because he had never doubted Ella's keen mind and judgment.

"If I were Farina, would I be embarrassed to do this?"

"Maybe I'll pull you into the room and strip naked for you to see, but the sneaky atmosphere and surprise of the meal will be gone, and that is tantamount to telling you that I know you've been peeking at me, and this is the manifestation that I understand you but don't understand you, which is the inevitable decision of character, and the sadness of my character."

"I can't be like Farina, because I can't understand what it's like to be sneaky and cautious."

"Husband, don't underestimate such a small detail, life is originally composed of countless small details, like Falina, understand you, considerate of your small details, like a small drop of water, usually no ripples, but when you are tired and tired, it can make you feel."

"Falina is a simple person, but not a simple woman."

Recently, my health has not been good, and as a southerner, I suddenly cooled down, and I was going to die.

And I've been looking for a house lately, and I'm going to change places to live with my wife, and I'll have to move when the time comes, which is a bit much.

We apologize for the excuse off.

(End of chapter)