Chapter 176: Will You Break Me?
"Why? Which aspect do you say. ”
Xu Siling doesn't like to go around the bend, especially at this time.
"Why did you take this letter from your father, does he know this?"
"He? Of course he didn't know, and if he had, he wouldn't have let me take it. ”
Chrissy, who was not wearing shoes, was a little shorter, and her head reached Xu Siling's chest.
Her lazy demeanor was very happy and satisfied with Xu Siling's appearance.
It's like the result of the heart's desire has been confirmed.
She thought that Xu Siling appeared, and then Xu Siling appeared.
"Then why are you doing this?"
"To help you, of course." Chrissy was very direct, "Knight Raya, I can see during the day that this letter is very important to you and Miss Raya. You, who never like to frown, frowned. ”
Xu Siling couldn't help but rub his eyebrows, he didn't know where to complain.
"Then you should also know very well that this letter, your father and your brother, are very important, you can take it easily, not afraid that they will worry?"
"Maybe, maybe, I didn't think about it that much." Chrissy blinked, "I see you care, I just want to help you, and I don't think so much about the rest." ”
"So the letter in the book room is for me."
"It's for you, but it's also for your father." Chrissy was a little embarrassed, and scratched her face lightly with her fingers: "I'm afraid that my father will open this letter today, and if he can't find it, he will be worried." I'll just leave a letter, it doesn't matter if you see it or if your father sees it. Anyway, I have already decided that if you don't come to-night, I will go to the book house to-morrow, take the letter I have reserved, and then go to Boulva's house myself and deliver it to you. ”
"It seems that the matter of sending me the letter will be decided in the day."
"That's right." Chrissy laughed girlishly, without an aristocratic style.
"Miss Chrissy"
"Just call me Chrissy, like I want to call you Xu."
Xu Siling looked at the two-handed sword in his hand and couldn't help but shake his head: "Chrissy, what is the situation with this sword." ”
"It's fine."
"I remember, it's a weapon of the Wade Knight, how can it be with you. If I'm not mistaken, Marquis of Boggs isn't the lord of Wade Knight. ”
"Not really. I wanted this sword, but Mrs. Stan wouldn't give it to me, so I had to go to my father and ask him to find a way for me. ”
"You like to collect weapons?"
"No, I don't even know how to ride a horse, how can I like this."
"Then why are you?"
"Because of you."
Xu Siling was silent, and in the dark bedroom, Chrissy's eyes seemed to be glowing.
"This sword is what you used, and it also witnessed your dazzling process in the knightly tournament in Paris, although it cost my father a lot of money, but I think it was worth it."
"What are you trying to do?"
"Actually, I don't really understand."
Chrissy went to the balcony and gently closed the curtains, as if feeling a little cold.
But this behavior made Xu Siling's heart subconsciously tighten.
Because the whole bedroom is even darker.
"I just want to get it, at least to get something related to you, ask me what to figure out. Say no, it looks like I'm fake, but if I really want to say something, I can't say. ”
After Chrissy finished speaking, like a butterfly, she came to Xu Siling's side lightly, and stretched out her hand to pull his cuffs.
"Don't stand still, sit in my chair."
Xu Siling was pulled and sat down, and the chair was very soft.
Putting the two-handed sword back on the table, he looked at Chrissy with a happy face, but he didn't know what to say.
His purpose tonight was just to get the letter, and by the way, to determine the content of the letter, so as to decide the life and death of the Boggs father and son.
The purpose was halfway accomplished, and the letter was already in his arms.
Although this letter has the help of Chrissy.
But from a more serious point of view, even if Chrissy doesn't do anything, this letter is in Xu Siling's hands in front.
Xu Siling heard that Chrissy said that if he didn't come to steal the letter tonight, Chrissy would deliver it to him personally tomorrow.
This kind of thing sounds fantastical.
But. You can feel that Chrissy really did it.
At this time, Xu Siling discovered that Blanche and Chrissy are the two extremes in their attitude to life.
One is restrained to the limit, not only by the outside world, but also by herself.
The other, growing up in an extremely pampered environment, she grew up without any constraints, saying that she could do whatever she wanted, which seemed excessive, but not much.
At least, Chrissy is not as gloomy and hesitant as Blanche, she can always focus on her own thoughts, please herself, and satisfy herself.
I can't say that this character is bad.
It's just that Xu Siling feels that such a Chrissy will be extremely difficult to deal with.
Especially hearing that in order to get this sword that did not belong to him in the first place, just because he used it, it had some special meaning, and she made her father pay a lot of money to get it.
"You didn't help me, Chrissy."
"But I think, I want to help you, Xu, isn't that the most important thing."
"No, we are different, our identities are different, we have to be clear about where the boundaries of our identities are."
"What's the difference."
Chrissy walked around behind Xu Siling, and gently supported Xu Siling's shoulders with both hands, as if she was pinching it, as if she was feeling something.
The more you touch Chrissy, the happier she becomes.
The firmness of her shoulders and the toughness of her muscles are extremely provocative to the touch.
Full of security, she really wanted to put her head on her shoulders.
"Xu, I am a nobleman, and you are also a nobleman. I am human and you are human too. The only difference is that you are a man and I am a woman. ”
"That's not what I'm trying to say."
"I'm not stupid." Chrissy snorted lightly, looking squeamish and arrogant: "What do you want to say, of course I understand." What you want to express is the same as what your father said, you and Miss Raya are the third forces of the three main bodies of the kingdom, you and Miss Raya. Didn't want to support the aristocracy, did you? ”
Xu Siling didn't answer, and Chrissy saw that he was silent, so she continued to talk to herself.
"I don't know anything about the politics of the kingdom, they don't want me to be involved, and I don't want to know."
"But I think that this woman of mine thinks that it doesn't matter if you are a nobleman or a member of the royal family, or even a member of the Holy See. I'm after you, right? ”
Xu Siling sighed: "I have a wife." ”
"Okay, okay, I know, you don't have to confirm with me, I also believe in your wife, she must be a perfect wife. To tell you the truth, I still envy her, and I still fantasize about how good it would be if I could be your wife. ”
"So Miss Chrissy, don't say anything about pursuing or not pursuing, our identities are different and inappropriate."
"I don't mind."
"I don't mind."
"Mind what? Mind who I am, mind that my father is the Marquis of Boggs? Or do you mind if my father threatens you? Or do you mind if you have a wife? ”
Xu Siling looked at Chrissy, who had already circled in front of her, and said firmly.
"Both."
"Xu, you must know that these words are very hurtful when you say these words."
"I didn't come to Paris to win anyone's favor or build a good relationship with anyone."
Chrissy was rejected by Xu Siling one after another, and she was a little sad.
She knelt down in front of Xu Siling, and pressed half of her body on Xu Siling's thigh, especially her head like a puppy waiting to be touched, gently rubbing lazily.
This behavior made Xu Siling sit and be irritable, indescribable.
"But Xu, I think love has no boundaries, if I can embrace everything, then what does it matter if I hug it clumsily."
"You said that there are different identities and there must be boundaries, but I don't think feelings should care about this."
"You don't mind if my father threatens you and Miss Raya, then don't I give you the letter now, and if he doesn't have it, how can he threaten you?"
"If you say you mind having a wife."
"I don't mind, I just want to. Be able to hug once. ”
"Maybe I'm acting really stupid and ridiculous."
"But if I can really embrace everything, what does it matter if it seems clumsy."
Chrissy's words were very aggrieved, so aggrieved that people wanted to take her into their arms, so aggrieved that they wanted to touch her head.
Especially the medieval female aristocracy, the soft nightdress she wears is not particularly close-fitting, and often reveals a faint spring light, which makes Xu Siling uneasy.
Chrissy's confessional words now made Xu Siling not know how to reply.
He had already said the answer, and he didn't want to repeat it weakly.
And Xu Siling knows one thing very well.
That is, the self-touching brewed with self-grievances will not have any other results, it can only be self-imprisonment and self-harm, and make the 'impossible to understand' people feel helpless when they see the wronged person being moved by themselves.
He didn't think Chrissy liked him much, maybe it was just a whim of the noblewoman?
The two really don't get along much.
At most, the knight saved her in a jousting tournament, and then taught her to ride a horse, plus tonight's meeting.
To be precise, the two of them only met three times in less than five days.
Three sides are enough for a noblewoman to say that she is in love with him?
Ella is special after all, and he can accept it.
But it doesn't mean that Xu Siling can accept the appearance of a second 'Ella-like person'.
Xu Siling didn't reply, and Chrissy was a little sad, but she thought that it was not bad that she could lie on Xu Siling's lap now.
At least Xu Siling didn't push him away directly and left from the balcony.
To comfort herself, Xu Siling did not reject her completely and directly.
In this way, Chrissy lay on Xu Siling's lap like a puppy eager to be petted and petted.
Xu Siling didn't look at Chrissy, but took out the letter from his arms.
He wanted to read the contents of the letter and confirm something.
Hearing the sound of the envelope being opened, Chrissy didn't bother, but just happily took her fingers and drew circles on Xu Siling's thighs, making his thighs tickle.
The curtain on the balcony was closed, and Xu Siling, who had adapted to the darkness, still struggled to read the contents of the letter.
He read slowly, and Chrissy didn't rush.
But as time went on, Xu Siling's face gradually darkened, but Chrissy didn't notice it at all.
After reading the letter, Xu Siling got up from the chair abruptly.
Chrissy, who was lying on his lap, fell directly on the carpet, although it didn't hurt, but she was stunned and didn't understand what was going on.
Without waiting for Chrissy to ask, she just raised her eyes, but a big hand clamped her white and tender face.
The big hands clamped firmly on her face, and she felt pain.
She fell on the carpet, Xu Siling leaned down and pressed down, and the faces of the two were very close.
It was so close that Chrissy could feel the uncontrollable ferocity in Xu Siling's eyes.
The dark bedroom, the fierce brown eyes, hit Chrissy's brain.
Her eyes trembled in panic, but with a hint of excitement.
"Have you read this letter?"
Chrissy looked directly at Xu Siling's fierce eyes, as if she was obsessed and deeply trapped in them, and did not react.
Xu Siling must not repeat it again.
"Chrissy, let me ask you, have you read this letter?"
However, Chrissy still didn't answer, but her hands gently held Xu Siling's hand that was holding her face.
She held Xu Siling's hand and slowly pulled it down.
Xu Siling reacted at this time, he might have hurt Chriss, and couldn't help but feel a little relieved.
However, what Xu Siling didn't expect next was.
Chrissy pulled his men down.
Pulled down to her slender and soft neck.
It was so soft that as long as Xu Siling was willing, he could break Chrissy's neck with a single effort.
Chrissy's eyes revealed panic, but the panic in her eyes was gradually filled with excitement.
She spoke.
The tone revealed a strange excitement.
The corners of the seductive mouth couldn't help but rise.
"Pinch my neck, Xu."
Xu Siling couldn't help but be stunned, and subconsciously wrapped her hands around her slender and soft neck.
And this close demeanor made Chrissy even more excited, and her body was trembling faintly.
Chrissy didn't know what was wrong with her.
I only knew that she was thrown to the ground by Xu Siling, and Xu Siling looked at her with fierce eyes like a beast staring at her prey, and lay prone in a condescending posture.
Chrissy was obsessed with this feeling, especially at the moment when her neck was choked by Xu Siling.
"If I say I've seen it, will you break me?"
Xu Siling didn't get the answer he wanted, especially Chrissy's weird ambiguous attitude, which made him irritable.
He really wanted to make sure that Chrissy hadn't read the letter at all.
Judging from the content of the letter, if Chrissy had read it, her attitude towards herself tonight would have been somewhat different.
At least not now.
Chrissy's answer was unsatisfactory.
It was as if Chrissy wanted to anger him and see him angry.
is even stirring the lust in his heart.
The momentum in his hand couldn't help but increase.
Chrissy suddenly felt suffocated, her eyes slowly went up, and her body was not struggling, but like.
Xu Siling, who came back to his senses, hurriedly let go.
Even if Chrissy had read the letter, it would not be the best time to kill her.
Chrissy in particular is not in the right condition, and he wants to get out of here.
Unexpectedly, he wanted to let go and get up, but Chrissy was unwilling to let him go.
She was on the ground, holding Xu Siling's wrist with both hands.
The eyes are revealed, like the eyes of a puppy full of psychedelic longing.
Humble and begging for it.
"Xu, don't go."
"Break me tonight, okay" (end of chapter)