Xu Siling knew that he was a normal man.

He also fulfills this trait very well.

He picked Chrissy up from the floor and threw her on the bed.

Chrissy didn't feel uncomfortable being treated so rudely, but instead showed a desire to be satisfied.

Without waiting for Xu Siling to take off her clothes, Chrissy got up from the bed and threw herself into Xu Siling's arms.

She kissed Xu Siling on the lips and kissed fiercely.

"Xu, promise me, don't be too gentle with me."

"I am not your nobleman, I am your woman, and your knightly etiquette can be kept by God tonight."

For Chrissy's obsession, Xu Siling felt a different experience for it.

"Chrissy, I'm sure I'm telling you that I don't have chivalric etiquette."

With that, he pressed Chrissy against the bed.

Tossing.

Xu Siling covered Chrissy's mouth with her hand to prevent her from shouting.

Chrissy didn't struggle, but hugged Xu Siling to enjoy it, opened her lips, and began to suck Xu Siling's fingers.

It made Xu Siling's heart itch even more, and he couldn't help but work harder.

After a long toss.

The two were lying on the bed.

Chrissy snuggled up to Xu Siling's chest.

She felt numb and painful in her body, and she couldn't put it into words.

I only know that she has no strength at all.

For example, now, she looks at Xu Siling's chin, and she wants to touch it.

But I found that my fingers were useless at all.

The smell of sweat on Xu Siling's body wet her, she didn't dislike it at all, and even enjoyed it, the special smell that permeated the air.

This is really the first time for her.

When she was with other noble ladies and ladies, she had heard them talk about such topics.

But it's just listening and fantasizing.

Some of them said they were comfortable, and some of them said they were uncomfortable.

There are even ladies who say that it feels like it's over as soon as it comes.

Everyone's answer is different, making Chrissy unclear what it's like to sleep with a man.

But now she knew.

It's really comfortable, and it's still comfortable.

It didn't stop.

After a period of comfort, without waiting for her to ease, the waves that followed her once again slapped her body to death on the shore.

Comfortable as the waves of the river.

She felt like she was going crazy.

I'm about to pass out.

"They're all liars."

"Huh? Who do you say. ”

"It's fine." Chrissy thought of something and smiled: "Xu, can you still come tomorrow night?" ”

Xu Siling couldn't help but be speechless: "Your first time today, don't you rest?" ”

"I don't know that although my body feels very painful, it is crispy and numb, and more importantly, I can't forget the feeling you brought me. The thought of not feeling it tomorrow night makes me feel lost. ”

"Chrissy, you know, I won't be in Paris for long. Especially since you are the daughter of the Marquis of Boggs, and you are almost old enough to get married, it stands to reason that we should not be like this. ”

Chrissy asked rhetorically, "How is that supposed to be?" I don't mind if you have a wife, and you don't mind if I'm not married, do you. ”

"Honestly, I don't mind." Xu Siling of the Sage Time spoke unusually coldly.

"Mind. Mind what, am I making you feel uncomfortable. ”

"Not really."

"Then you won't come tomorrow night?"

That's all you care about?

"Rest well, and talk about it when you have time."

"If you don't come, then I'll go to Bulva's house every day to look for you, and I can tell you that the guards dare to stop those knights, but they don't dare to stop me."

Xu Siling had to admit that Chrissy was telling the truth.

"When the time comes, I'm not going to have nothing to do."

"Xu, are you no good?" Chrissy asked curiously.

This is something that all men are not allowed to acquiesce into.

"What are you talking about?"

Facing the ferocity of Xu Siling's low eyes, Chrissy's body trembled softly, and suddenly became excited again.

"I've heard from some wives that their husbands aren't very good. I don't know if it has something to do with it. ”

Looking at Chrissy's excited eyes moistened by water, Xu Siling decided to prove it with action.

Until Chrissy surrendered and became dizzy, Xu Siling didn't stop.

In order to be sober, Chrissy bit Xu Siling's shoulder hard before she persevered.

Afterwards, Xu Siling got up and got dressed.

Chrissy lay weakly, looking at the slightly ruthless man in front of her, she was not angry, but felt very happy.

"Xu."

"How."

"I'll tie a blue silk scarf to the pillar of the mansion tower."

"What do you mean?"

"Meaning, as long as you see a blue silk scarf in my tower, it means that I miss you, and I will wait for you at night."

Xu Siling couldn't cry or laugh, this cheating communication technique is not easy.

Seeing that Xu Siling didn't respond, Chrissy was not annoyed, just laughing.

Now she feels more numb and painful, and she can't move even more.

Xu Siling, who had packed up, looked at the letter on his chest, he hesitated a little, and asked again.

"Are you sure you haven't read this letter?"

"I'm too lazy to watch, I don't care about you and your father and brother about politics, I only care about you."

"It's best if I haven't seen it."

Chrissy thought of something and asked tentatively, "Did I cause you trouble by taking this letter?" ”

"A little."

"Then do you blame me?"

"No, it won't."

Chrissy laughed foolishly.

"Xu, if there's anything you want me to do, remember to tell me, and I'll help you."

Xu Siling turned her head and wanted to answer, saying that she couldn't help anything, so she just didn't cause trouble.

But with Chrissy's longing puppy eyes, my heart couldn't help but soften.

"Yes."

With Chrissy smiling happily, Xu Siling left from the balcony.

In the dark room, Chrissy was the only one left.

Although her heart is a little empty, the residual warmth after being satisfied still makes her feel happy.

Especially the dampness and heat beside the bed, all told her what was happening in front of her.

Remembering what happened and what she had said.

Pain, humiliation.

Flooded her mind.

It has an uncomfortable feeling of comfort.

There are two sides to her heart.

In the eyes of outsiders, she is the daughter of a marquis, and she is very in control of her attitude and treatment of others.

At least what she says is not suspiciously denied, and she doesn't like to be denied.

She is a woman who looks strong but is weak on the inside.

This is related to the living environment, being favored is one thing, but it is precisely because of being favored that she knows how to behave in order to get more comfortable treatment in the largest scope.

Because she knows that if she is weak, she will be bullied.

So Chrissy more or less disguised herself.

In the eyes of outsiders, she has a crazy energy in her bones, and she will easily transform all negative emotions into pressure and demands on others.

It's like Wade's two-handed sword.

If she wants to, she must arrive, and if she can't, she will start to put pressure and start to embarrass Mrs. Stan in every way.

Chrissy doesn't enjoy the pain it feels like to others, but she just feels like she should.

And the real her is the evil in the depths of her soul.

She knew very well that she was equally longing for someone who could protect her, someone who could provide her with security, someone who was both gentle and fierce?

At least gentle and ferocious are two extremely contradictory descriptions.

It is perfectly embodied in Xu Siling, without any abrupt feeling.

The gentle Xu Siling stopped in front of everyone and protected her, and the indifferent smile on her face made her unforgettable, like a hot spring flowing warm in her body.

And the fierce Xu Siling, just like in front of everyone, cut down all the knights in the audience, her eyes revealed the primitive desire of men, which also made her unforgettable, like a fierce beast wantonly biting in her heart.

Chrissy has two lines of defense in her heart.

If someone can get past that line of defense, then the other person will become the person above the status in their minds.

It's not that Chrissy hasn't seen a gentle man, and it's not that she doesn't know a fierce man.

But satisfying only one is not enough.

The two defenses in her heart must be broken by the same person.

But it just so happens that these two incomparably contradictory descriptions can't appear in a person at all.

Only Xu Siling did it.

Xu Siling broke through Chrissy's defenses, she was not only infatuated with Xu Siling, but even showed the nature of obedience.

But if she is someone who has not crossed the two lines of defense, she will still show the temperament of a controller like before.

And the so-called control is just to protect the real self.

Chrissy knows she can be a loyal and dedicated puppy.

But no one ever really cared.

No one thought she needed to do that.

(In the Western Middle Ages, the dog was described as a compliment, representing loyalty and bravery.) Therefore, in the battle of Tamubao, Xu Siling scolded Hamis as a dead dog, and An Li, who scolded Hamis as a pig's head, said that it was difficult to understand, if it weren't for the word 'death' being too vicious, An Li would have thought that Xu Siming was praising Hamis. ）

Chrissy knew she wasn't normal, but she longed for it and felt like she was born that way.

Her consciousness is so clear that she is still deeply examining herself, and she still hopes to improve herself and find a more perfect self.

"I'm so scared, I couldn't stand him so fiercely for the first time before"

"But the back of the butt is crispy and numb, I really want him to be ruthless, I really want him to ravage me, I really want him not to pity me."

"I want him to start and I can't say it, should I die next time? See if he gets angry? ”

"Then I have to be cautious and tempted, otherwise if I do it too hard, I will really die, and I am afraid that I will not be able to stand it."

"But what if it's useless to die?"

"Then I'll keep doing it, keep doing it! Do what he wants to give me. ”

"If you don't give it, you keep doing it, I want to challenge his bottom line!"

"Anyway, he's so gentle, he'll definitely satisfy me."

"Especially when I made a mistake and caused him trouble, he didn't even blame me or punish me."

"He's so gentle."

"Hey, hey."

Chrissy smiled stupidly on the bed, and the exhaustion of her body made her fall asleep slowly.

The mind can not stop for anyone.

But the heart must always beat for whom.

When Xu Siling went to the Marquis of Boggs's mansion to steal the letter, something was also happening in the palace.

In the dead of night, Philip VI came to Blanche's quarters.

He didn't break in, but knocked on the window.

Afraid of being left with evidence, and afraid of Blanche's sudden accident, Philip VI did not like to write letters, but communicated with Blanche in the form of dialogues as possible.

In the previous letter to Blanche, Philip VI had Blanche burn it in front of him.

Under the arrangement of Philip VI, Blanche's residence was the least protective place in the entire palace.

It can be said that thieves wander around here for a long time at night and will not be caught.

Blanche quickly got up and responded.

Usually at this time, she sleeps.

But she knew very well that today she had released the pigeons of John and Madame Bonnet, and it was inevitable that this would reach the ears of Philip VI.

Philip VI will come to her tonight for an explanation.

"Uncle."

The two did not open the window to talk.

Blanche did not call Philip VI king, but used an almost cold tone to address his relatives across the window.

"You still know that I am your uncle, then you should understand what you promised me."

"You should know that I didn't show up for the appointment for a reason."

"The youngest daughter of the Boggs family? Enough, niece, I'm fed up with your perfunctory. ”

"I didn't perfunctory you, uncle."

"Why do you convince me that the daughter of a marquis would invite a member of the royal family to his house? Who do you think you are. ”

Blanche said gloomily and feebly: "I am the King of France, the daughter of Charles IV. ”

"He's dead!" Philip VI said viciously, "Now I am the king!" No one will remember Charles IV, no one! The nobles will not remember him! ”

"I know. I know," Blanche furrowed slightly, her lips weakly repeated.

"It's too late for the nobles to avoid you, invite you? Hmph, dream. Boggs's youngest daughter, but she wants to get close to the Raya Knight! It's you who are shameless and stick it hard, I think you just want to avoid going to the appointment. ”

"No, uncle."

"Hmph."

Philip VI did not dare to suppress Blanche too hard, for him, the obedient Blanche was the most useful, and the disobedient Blanche was easy to backfire.

"Boggs's youngest daughter, on the surface, likes Raya Knight, so she is close to him, but who knows how. It is very likely that Chrissy's closeness to the Raya Knight is related to Boggs, and it was Boggs who signaled his daughter to contact the Raya Knight. ”

"What are you trying to express? Uncle"

"I asked you to tell me!" Philip VI couldn't stand the stupidity that Blanche pretended, "You have been in the Boggs mansion for so long, has anything happened!" Boggs was in Paris the other day, he should be at home, has anything happened, or do you know something? Could it be that you've been playing with Boggs' youngest daughter? Or are you obsessed with watching the unruly emotional stories of noblewomen pursuing knights? ”

"No, no."

Blanche wanted to say something, and subconsciously wanted to tell what she had heard in the bookstore.

But Sakura's lips opened, but stopped.

Her mind couldn't help but think of Xu Siling's face.

remembered that Xu Siling cheered for herself, and even gave examples one after another to explain herself, just to make her less uncomfortable.

Xu Siling gave her psychology and planted a small seed of hope. (End of chapter)