I came to Shangjiang City, the bustling demon capital, alone, in this bustling urban area, feeling the strong earthly atmosphere, and living like a walking dead in this hustle and bustle.

I thought I had been living like this until I met Jiang Jifeng.

When I saw him, looking at his familiar face, I was ecstatic, and my dead heart was like "a long drought meets a spring rain".

At this moment, I was completely reduced to Jiang Jifeng's licking dog.

Jiang Jifeng, a partner of the largest law firm in Shangjiang City, a gold medal lawyer, is 27 years old this year, handsome and golden, and likes all beautiful things.

For example: beautiful people, food, beautiful things, beautiful scenery, beautiful money, etc.....

And I am looking for rain, just this "beauty" is completely insulated from him.

"He Miyu, I want to vomit when I see you, please don't keep dangling in front of me. You're fat and ugly, where does the confidence come from to like me? Please look in the mirror and take a good look at your virtue. ”

Jiang Jifeng has always been kind to women, but he is alone with me, snarky and vicious.

And I, just listening, looked up and smiled at him. Looking greedily at his handsome and sunny face, he looked fixedly, wishing that time would stop at this moment.

I'm He Miyu, 24 years old, and I graduated from the law department of the most famous university of political science and law in the country two years ago. From a family of intellectuals in the first- and second-tier city of Shashi, my father is a lawyer, and my mother is a professor who teaches Chinese language and literature.

After graduating from university, I passed the exam, and I was going to work as a trainee lawyer at a well-known law firm in the next city (my father's law firm didn't want to enter, after all, independence is what I have always wanted to do since I became an adult, and the most important thing is that there is my happiest source there).

But it seems that my life seems to be too smooth, whether it is academic or emotional, so that God grandpa can't see it, they think that the road of life is full of thorns to be complete, so they directly put a "big move" on me.

I've always felt that this was a hallucination, a dream, and I firmly didn't believe it anyway.

How......

The reality is bloody, and I have always been smooth and carefree, but in this cool autumn day, I fell directly into the abyss.

Since then, my heart has been desolate, as if I have lost my soul, my joys, sorrows, and all my ability to think and perceive things.

In front of people, I am still cheerful, eccentric, should eat, drink, and even participate in social activities that I didn't like before, no matter who calls me to go out to play, I am happy to agree, very positive.

He smiles at everyone as if nothing happened.

My parents knew my character best, and carefully told me that there was still a long way to go. And I smiled brightly at them and told them I was too good to be good.

They are helpless, they know my character best and they begin to pay more attention to me in private, they have always been busy with work, they don't know when they have a lot of time to accompany me, eager to spend every minute.

Of course I know what they mean, and I want to tell them that they don't need to worry about me. But my brain seems to be short-circuited, and I can't even take the initiative to speak.

When I am alone, I will always sit by the window and look at the prosperity of the high-rise buildings outside the window, look at the gently swaying leaves blown by the cloud-like wind downstairs, take out my mobile phone and want to click on the familiar chat interface, but I have tried countless times, and I dare not click in, only watch quietly, and my heart is like a knife.

When I think about it, it seems that my angina problem fell at this time.

At that time, time passed very quickly and seemed to pass very slowly, and I couldn't tell the difference between day and night. Even when the law firm called me to tell me to go to work as soon as possible, I didn't respond, but hung up after a long silence.

This time, there was another cramping pain in my heart.

Time flowed, and one day, the sun outside the window was dazzling, and my grandfather came to me with an autumn mood.

They lovingly called me by my nickname "Nannan" and came to me silently hugging me.

There was a faint fragrance of orchids on my grandmother's body, and under the slightly curled ear-length silver threads, I saw faint tears in her eyes.

Since I was a child, I was brought up by my grandparents (grandparents died when my father was still very young), and their relationship is also the best, this time their retired professors organized a group to play outside, saying that they were going to play for half a month, but it turned out that it was not a week, and the two came back.

My heart ached, but I still forced a "happy" smile at them.

The twitter told them that I had gone around a lot of land in the city in the past few days, and I also went to the city wall to see the golden cinnamon that was about to fall all over the ground, and said that I am getting better and better-looking now, and the baby fat is gone, and I am already good-looking, and now I am even more beautiful like a flower.

I just want my brain to spin and I don't want to leave myself the slightest room for sadness.

When I said this, I deliberately put my hands on my cheeks to make my melon seed face perfectly present in front of them, and I couldn't do it.

Grandpa and grandma didn't speak, but touched one of my long green silks, and patted my back like when I was a child, with gentle movements.

Grandma has been carefully observing my every move and every subtle little expression. The sun was shining so brightly outside the window, and the dappled light and shadow shone on her wrinkled face, which was old but graceful, and her eyes moved slightly, and my heart that was sinking at the bottom of the valley rippled.

"I'm fine, look, grandpa, do you think my dress looks good? Are you a little fairy now? ”

I'm afraid that they will be worried, and in order to prove that I am really fine, I will break free from their arms and show off to them the new dress I recently bought.

The long skirt was elegant, revealing the thin ankles, the thin white flowers on the light blue skirt fluttered in the breeze outside the window, and when the waist-length green silk was flying, he buried his head, and a strand of hair in front of his forehead drooped down, pursed his lips, and hid the sadness in his eyes.

I used to cry very much, and I never liked to hide any of my emotions, and I would cry as long as I was slightly wronged.

But since I received God's grandfather's "big move", I haven't shed a single tear.

In my heart, to cry is to admit that fact, and I will not admit it.....

In my ears, grandma's sigh was long, and when I reached out to continue hugging me, I was pulled by my grandfather.

"It's okay, baby, grandpa and grandma have always known that you are the most well-behaved, sensible and intelligent child. There are many things that no one can help you with but yourself. ”

Grandpa pushed his glasses, solemnly, and spoke deeply.

He raised me to be independent and strong, and these are the things he often told me.

Indeed, from childhood to adulthood, I was the "child of other people's family" in the mouths of parents. Saying that I not only have good grades, but also my appearance is a sign.

My parents not only cultivated my cultural achievements, but also cultivated my various specialties, and I was eager to be proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.

When I think about it, my student days were like a spiral, driven by my parents, constantly spinning and not stopping for a moment.

I feel so tired when I think about it now, but I didn't feel it at that time, and I even enjoyed it, and I was happy with it.

The only drawback, that may be singing, the pentatonic incompleteness. I think I have a pleasant voice, but I can't sing a good song (after more than 20 years of proof, I will admit it).

"I know, grandpa~~~"

I nodded.

In the past, every time my grandfather said these words, I felt like I was possessed by Superman, and I was like I had been beaten with chicken blood.

But now, every character, just a character, is passed into the ears alone, but not in the heart.

"Grandpa~~ Is your honeymoon fun? Is Qinghai fun? I've always wanted to come here, but there's a high anti over there? Grandpa, your photography skills are getting better and better, and the photos of those grandma in the circle of friends are amazing! Grandma is so happy! ”

I don't want to continue this dull and digression.

"That's your grandma is good-looking!"

As long as he talks about grandma, grandpa will come to his heart, looking at grandma's eyes, with affection in his eyes.

I envy....

Grandpa is 78 years old, but he has always had the enthusiasm of his youth.

"Ruoqing~"

Grandma called grandpa, she was in a low mood, but when grandpa said this, her sad thoughts spread out a little, and the whole person became energetic.

Grandpa and grandpa have to travel every year, and the two have been in love so far, and they have never blushed in their impressions.

It is said that when my grandmother was young, she looked beautiful, dignified and bright, with beautiful eyebrows and eyes, and she was the best in Shashi. Chasing grandma is going around the sand market again and again.

Grandpa is excellent, a high-achieving student, and a master's and doctoral degree (at that time, he has already gotten it), so he is high in his bones, and everyone thinks he is a vulgar fan.

Until I met my grandmother at a literary seminar.

This sight was shocking!

At that time, in order to chase my grandmother, I didn't know how many nights I waited downstairs for my grandmother, and a love letter every day was written in the neatest small letters.

The spiritual world of the literati is the richest, and I have read a few small love letters, which contain "I will never see you, my heart is relative, my feelings are difficult to suppress, and I am full of lovesickness." In the past, I saw you in the Tibetan Scripture Pavilion, and at the beginning of your eyes, you were shocking. The autumn waves are rippling, the green silk hangs down the shoulders, and the delicate posture is the deepest.

The world of literati is also the most figured out, although because of historical reasons (Cultural Revolution), as intellectuals, they have endured a lot of hardships, but in the end they finally came together, which can be regarded as a blessing.

Otherwise....

Where will I be looking for rain!

But now.....

I'd rather there be no rain in this world without me!

Grandpa is also handsome, those eyebrows and eyes, in today's words, a handsome guy with a strong face. Although he is now old and full of gray hair, he is still tall and straight, dignified and radiant, and his wrinkled eyebrows and low-hanging Danfeng eyes can see the handsomeness of his youth.

My eyes are with my grandfather, and they are also Danfeng eyes, although they are single eyelids (Dad's single eyelids), but I am already very satisfied.

It's just that it's only been two years now, and my big and beautiful Danfeng eyes are already eager to be fat into a line.

I talked a lot to my grandparents that day, and all kinds of things about me when I was a child were taken out of my memory and chattered, and even my parents were reluctant to call them to eat.

I sat next to me and listened carefully, and when I saw that my grandmother's eyebrows and eyes finally showed some joy, my sad heart eased slightly.

When they saw that I was relaxed, they also put a lot of peace of mind.

That night, there was a storm outside, and after sending my grandparents back to their rooms to sleep, I passed by my parents' study, and I heard that when I went to bed at night, I passed by my parents' study....

"Luo Jue is also a hard-working person, think about it...."

Mom's voice was faint. She was sighing, remorseful, crying.

I was stunned, stunned, and my feet seemed to be glued to the same place.

"You don't have to think about it so much, Sakura~~"

Dad comforted, and his deep voice was soft and soft.

"That kid is so kind, husband~"

My mother sobbed softly, very sad.

"That kid is kind, and he's most afraid of our family being hurt a little. So we can only ask for his opinion, right? But who knew that something like that would happen. ”

"Pity my family, husband.... Woowoo woo ....."

Mom started crying bitterly when she said that she should have heard it so loudly that she could hear it clearly even through the thick door.

"It's okay, it's okay, it's not your fault, the kid won't blame you."

“.....”

My father had been comforting my mother, and I was standing outside the door, pale, listening quietly, and so silently, when my heart began to ache sharply again, I touched the wall, my steps were vain, and then I left.

After that day, in the helpless and sad eyes of his grandparents and his parents, he left Shashi with a "smile" and went to Shangjiang City, the magic capital.

I sealed my memories in Shashi forever.

From now on.....

I'm the walking dead, He Miyu!

I just didn't expect it.....

I met Ejifeng!