Xu Siling and Terry return to Raya Town Manor.

When Terry learned that the manor was officially recruited, he immediately went to sign up, and even whispered to Xu Siling to complain, and didn't tell him on the way.

Xu Siling ignored his brother-in-law's complaints, put away his equipment and luggage, and went to Raya Town to find Fei'er.

When Fei'er learned that the hardest and smelliest stone in the county had been beaten by Xu Siling, his head was bleeding.

Be willing to pay back all the taxes you owe.

Within a week, half of the arrears will be transported to Raya Town, and Phil will not have to send someone to pick it up.

Fei'er was very happy that Xu Siling had resolved the matter so smoothly, but she was also worried about whether Xu Siling had used any violent means to coerce Angus.

When the whole process is known.

Fei'er was amazed, and when she turned out to be her lover and knight, she was relieved that she didn't use violence.

As for other people's remarks?

Xu Siling didn't care at all.

Won't pay? Okay, I'll find an excuse to cut you down right away.

If there was no Fei'er, Xu Siling was the lord of the county, and he would really force Angus to pay taxes by force.

He had to take care of Fei'er's status.

As for what worries him the most, just work it.

Fortunately, his wife is Ella, not anyone else.

With Chrissy's aristocratic family thinking.

It's not difficult.

Blanche had just finished teaching Charlie and was resting not long after.

It's a pity that Fei'er is his lord.

Before leaving, Xu Siling and Blanche twisted and pasted for a while, and then returned to the manor.

On the way back, Xu Siling was a little lucky.

Now in Raya Town, he has four lovers alone, and it's scary to think about.

As soon as Ella takes care of him, he cares about him, and he can accept everything he has, and if he is replaced by other nobles as his wife, he will definitely lose his mind.

How can there be such a thing, I don't care about anything, I just ask, and I don't put a fart.

His stingy nature is deeply rooted in the bone marrow, and he doesn't care about family affection at all, let alone his father after death.

What can be solved with one fist, why bother and waste saliva.

She doesn't have to live for anyone, just for herself, she can do whatever she wants, and she doesn't stop her.

If his wife was Chrissy or Phil, he would not have had so many lovers.

As a wife, knowing that her husband is returning from a busy trip, she must care about the cold.

Teaching Charlie cultural lessons every day and learning from the past is also what she loves to do.

It's not just the difference in identity, but even in the thinking from childhood to adulthood, it is impossible for the two to coexist.

Not ladylike at all!

Chrissy troubled Ella again at the dinner table, and Xu Siling immediately stopped her when she saw this.

Back in the courtyard, Chrissy and Charlie were left behind, and the five of them ate in the house.

Blanche doesn't care about these vanities.

It was close to evening when we returned to Raya Town.

This kind of person will only be obedient if he is afraid and makes him afraid of you.

It's just that many times, Xu Siling prefers to use violence to solve problems.

Xu Siling went to visit Blanche by the way.

King Philip VI, the opinion of the other nobles, he must not have cared.

It's no wonder that Angus would be the hardest stone in the town of Raya.

She was happy to be able to leave Paris and be herself.

During the meal, Ella just asked Xu Siling what she was doing yesterday, and she didn't care how things were done, she just ate quietly.

Seeing Xu Siling coming, he happily got up to greet him.

Except for seeing Xu Siling every day, there is nothing else, and I am very satisfied.

Xu Siling just rolled her eyes when she learned about it.

Now it's clear to him.

This once again caused Chrissy to be dissatisfied.

She lives in the house in the inner castle, the environment is not as good as the Palais Royal, but it is already the best place that Phil can give.

Chrissy and Ella can't get along amicably.

The banquet hall was to be built in the courtyard of the inner castle according to Chrissy's idea, and it was directly demolished on the spot, and she didn't care about the hard work of the Flofen family for so long.

Of course, Xu Siling would not feel that Ella was negligent of herself.

He even likes it very much.

This is his personal reason.

Ella is a lonely person, and even more so, a person who enjoys solitude.

The same is true for Xu Siling.

Xu Siling has lived alone on the hillside for so long, and he is used to doing things alone, and he is also used to handling things by himself without bothering others.

People who enjoy solitude have one thing in common: they need a little personal space every day.

Ella accepts that Xu Siling has something to tell her, and Xu Siling also accepts that Ella sits on the carpentry table and fiddles with her favorite things when she has free time.

Ella looked at his face and didn't pay any attention to Chriss.

But that doesn't mean Chrissy will let Ella go.

Xu Siling had a slight headache about this.

It seems that I need to find an opportunity to teach this self-proclaimed smart puppy a lesson.

Farina's preliminary review of recruitment information is not yet complete.

This conscription lasted five days.

After five days, the announcement will be torn down, and there will be no more open recruitment.

Five days was enough time for the families of the manor to coordinate themselves to participate in the conscription.

Time passed quickly.

During this period, Xu Siling did not do nothing.

Get up every day to train in the yard, and then sparring Charlie.

Charlie's physical strength has improved visibly now, and in a few days, Xu Siling is ready to add some other training courses to him.

Many people in the manor family are very good at the blacksmith line, and Xu Siling paid them to start making two kinds of armor pieces of fish scale armor.

After conscription, these family soldiers did not need to bear the burden of food, shelter and equipment.

He needed to bear the armor of a soldier.

Compared with the expensive chain mail robe, Xu Siling prefers more armor, and in comparison, the armor is not too cheap.

Not to mention the protection, the fish scale armor is also better than the chain mail, except for the bottom-up stabbing can not be resisted, but in terms of other protection, it surpasses the chain mail a lot.

The only advantage of chain mail is that it is close and flexible, and it can easily resist in the face of some non-heavy slashes.

The main thing is flexibility, and there is nothing unusual about moving in a chainmail robe except for the high pressure on the shoulders.

On the contrary, the armor will appear bulky, and many movements are not as easy as the chain mail robe.

But you can't have it both ways.

The affordable and practical fish scale armor is Xu Siling's first choice.

During the conscription process, Xu Siling began to buy grain and timber on a large scale.

The soldiers' food should be uniformly standardized to ensure that everyone's body is strong, and a wooden hut camp should be erected on the outskirts of the manor to serve as a dormitory for the soldiers.

Soldiers who are out of work are to be isolated from the families of the manor and strictly regulated.

Only in this way can soldiers devote themselves to training.

Xu Siling's high quantity of iron procurement also made the iron in Laya Town start to be insufficient.

Fei'er knew about this and knew that Xu Siling was going to start forming her own troops, so she had no reason not to support it, and immediately took out a lot of iron materials from the warehouse in the inner castle and gave it to Xu Siling.

The manor is always changing, but that doesn't mean nothing is happening in Raya Town.

Angus, of the town of Alstom, did not really step on the seventh point to transport the taxes, and on the fifth day, the carriages carrying the taxes were escorted by knights into the town of Raya.

After careful inventory, it was determined that the amount was correct, and half of the tax owed was accepted.

This act of Alstom Town also completely opened the heads of many nobles in the county and stopped clogging it up.

Many nobles who have long wanted to have a good relationship with Fei'er have sent people or written to Raya Town, indicating when they will pay their taxes, all of which are showing their loyalty.

For this situation of developing in a better direction, Feier is even happier.

Of course, there were many nobles in the county who were unmoved.

Either he has some grudges with Fei'er, or he really has no money.

Not every nobleman can recover from the infestation of the Black Death, but Fei'er doesn't care, how much can be paid, this is sincerity.

The lords of the entire county have come to Raya Town and Xu Siling's manor to buy MSG.

Who buys more and who buys less, Fei'er knows in her heart.

Can't afford to pay taxes, but have the money to buy MSG and enjoy delicious food?

As for some people who have a grudge against Fei'er, Xu Siling knows these things.

Partly because they had a good relationship with Hamis, Hamis's death made it difficult for them to accept Phil.

But more than that, it is the grudge of the ancestors and fathers of the Raya family.

But now is not the time to crack down on them.

The lords of the county are courting Fei'er, and it's a good time for development.

Even if you want to suppress this group of stupid aristocrats who don't know the height of the sky, you have to wait for most of the taxes to be received.

Not to mention that Xu Siling was busy with the affairs of the soldiers in the manor at this time, and he had no time to deal with these people.

When he is free, he will have to teach these people a lesson.

In five days, the manor family is also changing.

Many families themselves simply seek a peaceful place to live.

After moving to the name of Xu Siling, a subsidiary of Raya Town.

Don't live too well.

Family members are free to come and go in and out of Raya Town, and they can drink with other civilians in the taverns of Raya Town without discrimination.

Members will not be despised for any work or cause in the town of Raya or in the estate.

In their eyes, Xu Siling is the legend of the executioner and the idol of many family members.

Since it is an idol, Xu Siling's actions will be imitated.

For example, Xu Siling asked Ella to help make special clothes, and many family members secretly approached Ella to seek the blueprints of the new clothes.

With Xu Siling's tacit approval, Ella handed over the drawings to everyone in the manor.

In this way, the whole estate set off a trend.

The first to put on this outfit were the children of the manor.

They certainly don't have a flag to drape on their left shoulder, but that doesn't prevent them from playing around with their hoods on.

A special hood that can not only hide the shape of the face, but also not cover the view like other hooded cloaks.

When wearing it, the children all feel that they are the future Xu Siling.

This is true for both men and women.

Even the women are quite suitable to go out in this outfit.

Family members of the estate scramble to make clothes to wear.

And the people of Raya Town, after perceiving the different trends of the people of the manor, also have the meaning of following the trend.

But the family members had no intention of passing on the drawings at all.

If you want to wear it, you have to spend money to buy it from the manor.

To a large extent, this ensures that there is no flood of newly made clothes.

But it is believed that the proliferation of clothes is only a matter of time.

The members of the family who make the clothes all keep the tie strip of the flag on their left shoulder.

Everyone is looking forward to the day when they will be able to represent the Siling family and wear the heraldic banner of the Siling family.

And most likely, to become a soldier.

Becoming a soldier makes it possible to wear the heraldic banner of the Soul family.

After the men signed up, they all waited for the notice with anxiety in their hearts.

At this time, Xu Siling was slowly checking the information of each member who signed up for enlistment.

The soldiers' tents on the periphery are still being built, and they are not being completed so quickly, and the food reserves are still in progress, so of course he is not in a hurry.

Falina assisted on the side, standing beside Xu Siling, slowly explaining the characteristics of each member.

Xu Siling took the lead in sifting out some members who were too thin.

Including some bad habits that are too severe.

For example, a member has to drink alcohol every day, and if he doesn't drink, he will itch all over his body.

This kind of person Xu Siling can't stay.

The current manor is still recruiting new executioner families.

The number of people in the manor has come to more than eight hundred people terrifyingly.

You must know that from the establishment of the manor to now, it is only a little more than two months.

It was not easy to gather such a member of the executioner's family at once.

This is still due to Ella's hard work to review and screen.

If all families really accept it, then this mountain can't hold so many people.

Xu Siling still has expectations for the number of conscripts.

Only one hundred and fifty people.

You can't ask for more than one.

It's simple.

Xu Siling doesn't want to raise so many soldiers at the moment.

His MSG business has already begun.

Through the affairs of Tamu Fort, the nobles of the county would regularly come to him to purchase MSG.

Coupled with a trip to Paris, his MSG became famous.

The nobility of the entire kingdom knew that MSG came from his hands.

MSG is not pineapple.

Pineapple is the face of the aristocratic banquet.

But monosodium glutamate is a more practical spice, and if you eat food flavored by monosodium glutamate, and then eat food without monosodium glutamate flavoring, it is no different from swill.

As a result, the nobles of the kingdom are already inseparable from Xu Siling's MSG.

The aristocrats of these remote areas came to the Raya Town Manor to purchase MSG, not one or two bottles, but in large quantities.

Even many businessmen will buy a bottle from Xu Siling and sell it at a high price in a distant place.

If it weren't for the stable income of MSG.

Xu Siling, not to mention a 15-person soldier troop, may not even be able to afford a troop of 20 people.

really wants to spend a lot of money to pull the troops, Xu Siling is ruthless and can't pull it.

In other words, as long as he is willing, he is responsible for the food and housing of good soldiers, and the salary can be very low.

With a wave of his hand, he recruited troops from Tamu Fort and Raya Town, and many men who were unwilling to ask for a salary were willing to be his head soldiers.

But this is not what Xu Siling wants.

Xu Siling established this 150-strong soldier to prepare for the future troops.

Only by training these 150 people well, these people can help him train other newcomers.

Now take one soldier with you, and in a year or two, this soldier will be able to help him bring out ten soldiers.

Xu Siling's vision can't just focus on the present, it is unrealistic to become fat in one bite, and his strength alone is even more limited.

It is necessary to give full play to the good brains of these family members.

The manor of more than 800 people, excluding women, children and the elderly, and about 400 men who meet the age requirements.

And these 400 or so men, excluding some of the business jobs that have to maintain the family's income, basically all participated in the enlistment.

Xu Siling wanted to carefully select one hundred and fifty people out of the nearly four hundred family men.

He raised a hundred and fifty people, and he was more than wrong.

Falina often wanders around the manor, and because she is Xu Siling's lover, everyone in the manor family is extremely friendly to her.

Not to mention Falina's good temperament, she will not take the initiative to make enemies with others at all.

So many people in the manor, she has seen it, who has some problems with their temperament, who is literate, she knows a lot.

With the help of Farina, Xu Siling finally finalized the list of one hundred and fifty people.

Then ask Falina to find someone and go to the notice board of the manor and post the list.

The names of the list have not yet been written, and the news has already spread from the courtyard.

The men of the manor were nervous when they learned that the list of people who had confirmed their enlistment would be posted later.

It didn't take long for the announcement board in the center of the manor to be filled with many people.

All of them are waiting for the list to be posted.

Everyone hopes that they can enlist in the army and become Xu Siling's soldiers.

As for the so-called all-inclusive food, housing and equipment, as well as a good salary, they don't care at all.

They just want to be Xu Siling's soldiers.

As more and more people gathered around, the surroundings were already flooded.

The courtyard servant with the confirmation list shouted for a long time before making a way for her.

The servant put up the list of scrolls, and before she could run out, she was squeezed out again.

Many people look around the list.

"Landry Carey, damn it, that stinky boy is on the list!"

"Eh, everyone, the front, see if my name is in it?"

"Hey, all bow your heads, I can't see the words!"

"I knew Terry's guy was going to enlist!"

"Why wasn't I chosen? Damn, I'm worse than that fellow Landry! ”

"I didn't choose a brother either, don't be sad. I'd rather not be paid, bring my own equipment, I want to be a soldier for Lord Siling. ”

"That's what you think? Who doesn't want that. ”

The bulletin board was noisy.

Fortunately, everyone did not push and cause accidents.

It took two hours for the list to come to an end.

When he saw his name on the list, he cheered and ran back to congratulate his family.

I didn't see my name, I didn't leave in the announcement column, and I just repeated it several times, only then did I know that I was not selected, and I left lonely.

It's not smart people who find a problem.

"I found out no, Lord Siling's list this time, as long as there are one hundred and fifty people, there is no more."

"Yes, it's clear that Lord Siling can ask for more people."

Many people who were not selected went to inquire about the people in the courtyard through various channels.

Only then did I know that Xu Siling's selection of soldiers was particularly rigorous.

There are many bad habits, such as alcoholism, domestic violence, etc., which will be marked with an X.

Even if this part of the people is screened out, it is still far more than one hundred and fifty people, and Xu Siling chooses a better one in terms of characteristics.

Such as literacy, such as industriousness, etc.

After knowing the joints, many men were convinced.

Because of bad habits, he was not selected, and when he returned home, he was instructed, and the men vowed to change!

Overnight, there were many more good men in the manor.

After the list was determined, the tent dormitory on the outskirts of the manor had not yet been built, and it would take at least five days.

Xu Siling also spread the news, and after entering the camp, he couldn't leave at will, and let them deal with everything that should be handled within five days.

The manor was about to lose some men, and the construction of the yard was delayed.

Seeing this, Chrissy had to go to Raya Town to hire people to work on the manor, but fortunately she was able to cope with it.

The whole yard was in a state of hustle and bustle.

On the last day, when Xu Siling was about to move to the camp dormitory to live together, Fei'er brought a piece of news that made his head dizzy.

Blanche appears to be pregnant.

This incident made Xu Siling's head dizzy, and he hurried to Raya Town.

When Blanche saw Xu Siling coming, her beautiful face was full of shame.

Fei'er was on the side, looking at Xu Siling with a little schadenfreude.

I inquired carefully and found out.

Blanche has not had a particularly good appetite lately, retching a lot, and likes to eat small snacks.

You know, Blanche never liked these snacks.

At first, she didn't care about this kind of physical reaction.

Her health has not been very good, and it is normal for her to feel unwell occasionally.

But it hasn't been like this for so long.

After a brief check, Blanche got an answer.

That's when she's pregnant.

As for who's?

Needless to say.

Blanche remembered that she and Xu Siling had been tossing and turning every day and night, and it was not unusual for her to be pregnant.

Thinking that she might be pregnant with Xu Siling's child, Blanche was both happy and nervous.

Happiness doesn't need to be explained.

The nervousness is more due to identity issues.

She is not Xu Siling's wife, but now she is pregnant.

If it is a son who is born, the impact on Ella is extremely great.

Blanche didn't covet Xu Siling's wife's identity too much.

She thought that she could be saved and escaped from the Palais Royale in Paris thanks to Xu Siling.

She can't expect too much, it is enough to be able to stay by Xu Siling's side.

I am very happy to be pregnant, but I am also afraid that my own child will bring trouble to Xu Siling.

Fortunately, Xu Siling didn't care about this, he stepped forward to care about Blanche's body seriously, and didn't care too much about the child's problems.

For Xu Siling, children, both men and women are fine!

Anyway, it's just his and Blanche's kids.

As for the title realm?

He doesn't care.

If there is a knighthood in the future, I want to give it, and try to give it to Ella's children.

But it doesn't mean anything else, he can't give it to other children.

It's just that you can't give the child a name.

But that doesn't mean he can't give the rest.

If his son wants to be a gnawing old clan, he just wants to stretch out his hand and lie down and enjoy everything without relying on his own hard work?

He won't take it.

Xu Siling caressed Blanche's stomach affectionately and became worried.

"It seems that I have to think about what the boys and girls are called."

Blanche couldn't cry or laugh, and gently held Xu Siling's big hand.

"Whether she is pregnant or not, I haven't confirmed yet, it's because Miss Raya is too nervous, otherwise I want to wait for a while and then tell you. Clearly. Your training of troops is right in front of you. ”

Xu Siling shook his head: "Your business is important, you are less tired these days, and have a good rest." ”

Fei'er teased: "Xu, your expression now looks like you're fighting." ”

Xu Siling was helpless: "It would be good if it was really a war, I wasn't so nervous about the war, I was going to be a father, could I not be nervous." ”

Blanche raised her slender hand and stroked Xu Siling's eyebrows, as if to soothe his nervousness.

"Don't let me affect you."

"No."

"Including your wife, I hope to get her understanding."

Xu Siling then remembered that he would have to tell Ella about it later.

He could imagine how indifferent Ella's expression would be, but how jealous she would be.

"I'll tell her."

"Xu, don't let me create a gap between you."

"No, it won't."

Xu Siling nodded seriously: "I'll ask her later, how to choose a name for boys and girls." ”

Blanche burst out laughing.

"Blanche, I'll come and see you from time to time."

Xu Siling could only trouble Fei'er and let Fei'er take care of Blanche, and after getting the promise, Xu Siling rushed back to the manor.

The yard is still as busy as ever.

Only after the Flophon family ceased to have the power to deal with the affairs of the manor at the estate.

All the affairs of the manor are in the hands of Ella.

Ella became busy as a result.

Farina was helping Ella with things at this time.

The two saw Xu Siling coming back, Falina saw that his expression was rare and a little nervous, and she went to bring a bowl of hot water to Xu Siling.

"Ella, I have something to tell you."

Seeing that Xu Siling was so serious, Ella couldn't help but stop what she was doing and looked at Xu Siling expressionlessly.

"What's the matter, my husband, look a little strange on your face."

Falina handed the hot water to Xu Siling: "Mr. Siling, when you talk about things, Falina avoids it first." ”

"Farina, you should stay too, you should know about this."

"Okay."

The three of them sat down, Xu Siling hesitated for a while, and then slowly opened his mouth.

"Ella, I might be going to be a father."

When Falina heard this, her head didn't react, and she tilted her head to not understand.

Ella's gray eyes narrowed suddenly, and her expression remained unchanged.

Xu Siling was tortured by Ella's gaze.

"Who's?"

"The princess's, or Chrissy's."

"Or rather, I don't know which woman is out there."

Ella asked three times in a row.

Only then did Falina react and exclaim.

"Oh my God, Mr. Silling is going to have a baby?"

Xu Siling coughed awkwardly: "It's Blanche's." ”

Ella nodded lightly: "Also, pinching the time, if you want to get pregnant, it is almost a reaction these days." ”

Xu Siling looked at Ella's indifferent expression and reluctantly apologized.

"I'm sorry."

"Husband, there is no need to apologize, I have already guessed this."

"Hmm"

"You've slept with Farina, you've slept with Chrissy, you've slept with the princess, and to be honest, I'm still wondering why they're not pregnant yet."

Falina blushed: "Ella, how can you get pregnant once!" ”

Ella shook her head: "That's because you don't work hard, and you've only slept once so far." ”

"How can I have a chance?"

"You hate me for taking over my husband every day?"

Falina shook her head shyly: "How can you think so." ”

"You should also have a child for your husband, and leave some time and space for you tonight."

Falina was surprised: "It's really fake. ”

"Really."

Xu Siling frowned and raised his forehead, he had already sensed that something was wrong with Ella, but he didn't know how to speak.

Ella was extremely serious: "It's best tonight, otherwise tomorrow my husband will have to move to the outer soldiers' camp to live, according to the rules of the soldier's camp set by my husband, you can't go in and out at will, and you won't have time at that time." ”

Falina also got serious: "Then I. . . You'll have to think about it, and you'll go back to take a shower later. I heard from my aunt that there is a medicine that can make it easier for women to get pregnant! ”

"Ella, Farina, I'll interrupt." Xu Siling had a headache, "Is now the time to talk about this?" ”

Ella nodded: "My husband is right, it's really not the time to say this." ”

Xu Siling breathed a sigh of relief.

Ella said seriously: "I suggest taking the princess to live in the manor. ”

Xu Siling's jaw was about to fall: "Huh? ”

"I am pregnant with my husband's child, I have to take good care of her, I can't put her in a little danger, I think it's better to carry it in the yard of the manor, and I can take care of her at all times."

Xu Siling looked at Lenna: "Farina, can you leave a little space for me, I want to talk to Ella." ”

"No problem, Mr. Siling, I'll go to Auntie first!"

Falina was also anxious, and she took Ella's words seriously.

This is not unusual.

Farina and Ella have been together for a long time.

Knowing that Ella doesn't know how to joke, what she says is true.

As for why Ella supported her child with Xu Siling?

She didn't care.

There were only two people left in the main house.

Xu Siling directly picked up Ella from the chair and put her petite and slightly grown body on her lap.

"You're not crazy, what you just told Farina."

"Why does my husband think I'm crazy?"

"How can you support Falina with me tonight"

"If I don't support it, won't the princess get pregnant, and won't she give birth to your child?"

Xu Siling was speechless for a moment, not knowing what to say.

"My dear husband, after I knew you slept with them, I was prepared for the possibility that they might be pregnant, I knew that my husband cared about me, but even if he cared about me, I had to face it."

Xu Siling was just about to say something, but the gray pupils under Ella's black hair showed a hint of firmness, and she stretched out her finger and pressed it on Xu Siling's lips.

The facial features are extremely exquisite, and the face is greasy and can be broken by blowing.

Ella has a face that is the envy of many women.

"Husband, no one is perfect, and life doesn't need to be perfect."

"For Ella, being able to hold your hand to grow old, or life and death when something happens, this is life, and only then can the affection between you be reflected."

"I once said that human dependence is absolute, whether it is a man or a woman, strong as Raya or cowardly as me, Chrissy 'smart' or Falina's 'stupid'.

"I don't mind if my husband is dependent on me, just like I've always relied on my husband."

"If we don't need to rely on each other, then why are we holding hands and being together?"

"The so-called feelings, complex and very simple, are just the word 'like', like a person to like all of him, including his shortcomings."

Ella stroked Xu Siling's face, her expression showing gentleness.

"My husband has never been perfect, so don't blame yourself in front of me for being an imperfect husband."

Xu Siling's brown eyes glowed with tenderness.

Indeed, Ella was absolutely right.

In Farina, Chrissy, Blanche and Phil, he has no baggage.

He didn't care what they thought of him, because he knew he had done nothing wrong.

But in front of Ella, he has baggage.

As a wife, Ella did too well, causing him to keep thinking about being equally perfect.

In Xu Siling's heart, Ella is a perfect wife.

What he should reciprocate is to be the perfect husband.

But he couldn't.

From the time he had a lover, he couldn't be a perfect husband.

For this reason, he occasionally has some embarrassment in front of Ella.

The reason why it became nervous to come back from Raya Town is also because of this.

"I'm still so sorry, Ella."

Ella rarely saw the corners of her mouth go up, and she laughed.

"Most people say that human nature is good, and some people say that people should be greedy."

"Husband, I don't know which statement is true, but I know that I am greedy, but I know very well that the happiness of others is also happiness, and those happiness that has nothing to do with me did not fall from the sky for no reason."

It's as if Falina poured her happiness into her husband's heart. My feeling at that time was called greed, it was called jealousy. ”

"But what right do I have to overturn the happiness of others? Just because I'm your wife? ”

"My own happiness should be cherished, and I shouldn't care about those happiness that has nothing to do with me? Am I not responsible for the happiness that others have lost because of me? ”

Ella sighed, "Honestly, husband. I'm a cowardly and timid person, I'm not strong. I don't want to, and I don't dare to take on this kind of responsibility. It's like I've been willing to nest and don't care what other people think, I'm timid. ”

Xu Siling held Ella's hand and fell into guilt, maybe he knew Ella too little.

He knew that Ella loved him very much, cared about himself very much, and for his own sake, Ella could always wronged herself.

But why Ella was able to do this, Xu Siling has never been clear, since she is not clear, let her go on like this.

Until now, Xu Siling finally understood.

"Ella, you're my wife, and you deserve everything."

"I understand, husband. But "

Ella begins her confession again.

"To put it simply, as I said before, the difference between 'knowing' and 'understanding'."

"Remember the day when Falina came down from the mountains and moved into the house?"

Xu Siling nodded: "I remember." ”

"That night, when the three of us had dinner together, my husband's eyes were not honest, and Falina knew that you always peeked at her, but she never exposed you, and even deliberately did not let you notice, and then tried to work the sitting posture without arousing my suspicion, so as to satisfy her husband's little hobby to the greatest extent."

After hearing this, Xu Siling recalled and couldn't help laughing: "Yes, you told me this." ”

"If it were me, would I do what Falina did? I don't think I will. ”

"But I'll pull you into the room, it's just the two of us, and I can strip naked for my husband to see, but the atmosphere at dinner is gone, and that's tantamount to telling you that I know you've been peeking at her."

"That's how I know you but don't understand you, it's inevitable that my bad character is dictated."

"I understand my husband's temperament, but I can't understand what he does sometimes."

"I think my wife should serve you well, love you well, and support you well forever."

"But I know my husband, but I often don't understand, is it inappropriate for him to do this? Maybe my husband is hurting our relationship by doing this, and will he get tired of me? ”

Xu Siling then remembered that Ella's personality was chaste.

She is chaste, she is clean and self-conscious, she will not remarry, and she will never waver in what she believes.

But also because of her chastity, she couldn't understand Xu Siling's behavior of having a lover.

If you don't understand, it doesn't mean that Ella doesn't accept it, and it doesn't mean that Ella doesn't understand.

As a result, Ella fell into a contradictory struggle.

Xu Siling felt helpless, he could only hold Ella's hand and take her into his arms, comforting her as much as possible.

"But fortunately, after my husband came back from Paris, I knew that you loved me, you didn't hate me, you would hold me to sleep every night, you never disliked me, just like you never disliked me for eating too much, no matter what I did, you would support me."

"What Ella has to do is to support her husband all the time. But "

"Husband, live in your heart, sleep in your arms, less than the same, not the home I want, less than the same, I will not feel happy."

Xu Siling looked at Ella's gray pupils, and the gray pupils were no longer as godless as before.

Instead, it is full of feelings.

The depths of the gray pupils are no longer as deep as the lake.

In other words, it is calm and happy.

She has never blamed Xu Siling for having a lover.

All she wants is a home, a husband who loves her.

"Husband, as a wife, I will not spare you."

"I'll kill you."

"But not with a knife, but with time."

Xu Siling couldn't help but kiss Ella.

Ella is also rarely emotional.

She hooked her hands behind Xu Siling's neck.

The two have never been like this since they became husband and wife.

Maybe this is something Xu Siling didn't dare to think.

It's what Ella has been looking forward to.

Ella was looking forward to it all the time, but she didn't dare.

Her temperament is always so timid and cowardly.

It's just that no one ever noticed.

Even including Xu Siling.

The two hugged each other for a long time, until Ella gasped, her eyes were a little fascinated, and her gray eyes were full of the lake water that had been smashed by raindrops.

"Husband."

"What's wrong, my wife."

"I've been lately. It seems to have grown a little longer. Can you check it out for me? ”

"Is that okay?"

"If a husband can't, then who else in this world can."

Ella took off some of her clothes, and she covered herself shyly.

Her eyes dodged, but she was firm in front of Xu Siling.

"Husband, do you hate me like this?"

Xu Siling looked at it as a treasure and couldn't help shaking his head: "How could it be." ”

"Am I, or am I too young?"

Without waiting for Xu Siling to answer, Ella hurriedly read and blocked Xu Siling's mouth.

"Husband, even if I'm young, what I want to get, my greed, is not small at all."

"I really want to have a baby for you."

"Kiss me, even if you can't ask me, I want to have traces of my husband on my body."

It's not a big deal to fall in love, it's great to fall in love.

Xu Siling told herself that he was cheating, but love itself was a lie.

Then Xu Siling told himself that he was depriving, and cuteness itself was a kind of control.

So Xu Siling told himself that the feeling he had now was that he had taken drugs, but the feeling of falling in love was no different from the feeling of taking drugs.

How many people have never even tasted the taste of this drug in their lifetime.

Xu Siling told himself to love rationally and to love restrainedly.

So he loves cowardly.

More cowardly than the timid Ella.

(End of chapter)