"Mom listened to the boy speak very sincerely, and he was not high-profile, and he couldn't tell that he was a barrister who had handled a big case. Mom also listened to what your dad said, and at first Mom didn't believe it, but your dad knew that the boy was very low-key and had solid business ability at that time, and he didn't know why he had been quiet in the past few years. Oh my God, my mother was also stunned when I heard it today, although I heard your name before, but I didn't feel it, until today..... Oh my God..... Mom thought it was a good thing. ”

Mom hasn't slept in the middle of the night, and has been matching me and Ma Ning'an?

I listened quietly, and I didn't want to refute it, but my mother seemed to be more and more outrageous the more she said, and sighed.

"Mom~~ This Ma Ning'an is not Bi Ma Ning'an..... It's not that you don't know me, if he is really so good, how can he take a fancy to me? Mom~~"

"Why can't you look at it?"

My mother didn't like my inferiority, and her voice immediately raised a few degrees.

"I'm so fat, and I'm not good, Mom, you said that in this society, how many people like big fat people?"

As a last resort, I brought my weight to the topic again, just wanting to break my mother's illusions.

I don't know what Ma Ningfeng said to his mother, so that his mother, who has always been cautious and arrogant, admires him so much.....

"Big fat? Who says you're fat? You're plump, aren't you? Now this society is already deformed, whether you are fat or not, you just have a happy life. ”

Mom was a little sad, she didn't like me the most when I said I was fat.

"No matter what this society is, we are living in the present now, and the present is to be thin as beautiful, not to mention whether the three views are right or not, at least I am fat, isn't it? I'm not good either, I've been a trainee lawyer for two years, and I don't have anything to offer. I don't even have any mood to talk about this nonsense.... Mom, don't worry about me, I know how I should go down and how I will go in the future. ”

For the past two years, I haven't talked much, and I haven't paid much attention to anything, but today.....

Today's mood is really different from before, very depressed, very sad, very uncomfortable, very stuffy. It was as if something was blocking the atrium.

It's just that I just finished speaking, and I regret it a little.....

Actually, I shouldn't have told my mom about this!

The hand holding the phone tightened, touched the cold cheek, felt guilty, and began to apologize again.

"Mom~~I'm sorry~~"

After finishing speaking, when I felt that it was not sincere enough, my mother was so happy and excited on the other side of the phone.

"Good, good, good.... Nan, Nannan~~ Mom and Dad haven't heard you talk so much for a long time, it's so good..... Woo woo woo .... Woowoo woo ....."

At the end of the words, my mother suddenly began to cry "Huh~~".

"What are you crying about? Didn't you say not to cry? ”

Dad was comforting her, his voice soft and warm.

"Nan~~ You're okay, aren't you?"

Dad called me.

"Dad~~ I'm sorry to ....."

I'm a little sorry I shouldn't have said that to my mom just now. My brain just didn't turn a little, but now that I think about it, I must be because of Ma Ning'an, or because of Jiang Jifeng's high-minded sarcastic posture, that I am so out of shape.

That's it, and that's all.

Ma Ning'an is scum!

This person, knowing that Jiang Jifeng was like that to me, turned out to be all kinds of pretenses!

"Dad~~"

I called my dad again, my throat hurt a little, there seemed to be something inside, "cough~~" coughed twice vigorously.

"What's wrong?"

Mom was crying, but suddenly she was nervous again.

"I'll get up first, Dad~~Mom~~ I'll go drink water first, my throat is uncomfortable....."

My mother is fragile, no matter how uncomfortable I feel in my heart, but my attitude can't be bad.

Now, the voice is very soft, and the attitude is back to before, faint.

"I can't turn it off now, promise my mother~~"

My mother was still choking, and when she saw that I was uncomfortable, Xu stood out that I seemed to have returned to my previous indifference, and hurriedly agreed.

In fact.....

She knows me best, and what happened two years ago hit me so hard, she was scared, afraid that I would have anything wrong.

Hanging up the phone, the room was dead and silent again, and he sat hard.

It was getting colder and colder in the rental house, and now my whole body was cold, especially my feet, which were numb like ice cubes.

Remembering what my mother said, I sighed lightly. Curl up into a ball, hug your knees, rest your head on them, and try not to think about it.

As a result, the nightmare just came back to my mind, the familiar figure, the familiar posture, the familiar ignored me, bit my lip, and unconsciously felt a sadness in my heart, and my heart began to cramp again.

"Luo Jue~~"

Exhale softly.....

You're after all....

He's not you after all.....

Luo Jue!

His head was buried deep in his knees, and his long hair hung down and hung down on his feet, which was extremely cool.

The right hand groped, the fingertips touched the red rope of the left hand, and the golden lotus on it was slightly cool, rubbing, feeling, and many fragments of memory flashed.

"Luo Jue~~"

He let out a low murmur and sighed deeply.

You've finally left me!

The wind outside the window was really strong, roaring, whirring, and I could hear something being blown in the air "rustling~~", and I could hear the "jing~~" sound of something hitting together. Many voices and the sound of cars driving by, and the sound of people laughing, so all mixed together, kept circling in my ears, and when the memory fragments in my mind were fiercely entangled, I couldn't bear it, "Ah~~", moaned, hugged my head, and beat hard.

It's just that the memory fragments still keep burrowing into my fragile and painful nerves, as if someone has whipped every inch of my skin, the pain is unbearable, and I fell on the bed, and the whole person curled up into a ball of life.

"Bell bell bell ~~ bell bell ~~~"

The phone rang again, not loud, ringing in my ears.

Reaching out to get the phone, trembling, but his hands still refused to obey.

"Bell bell ~~~ bell bell ~~~"

The phone rang over and over again, but in the dark, I couldn't reach the phone that was close at hand.

"Luo Jue~~~"

couldn't help but call again, as if he was giving himself great courage, and as if he was giving himself a little comfort to his infinitely lonely heart.

Only then did he shout, and there was another colic in his heart, "Ah~~", rolling, and fine beads of sweat began to ooze from his forehead.

It hurts....

"Luo Jue~~~"

I shouted again from the bottom of my heart.....

It's just that there was silence all around, and I was deeply wrapped in this darkness, and people gradually fell into this boundless panic and abyss.

All right....

Maybe you can die!

That's so best!

It's better to be dead!

Spread out your hands and let yourself roll out of bed, when there was a muffled sound of "bang~~", suddenly there was a knock on the door of "knock~~~".

"He Fatty~~~He Fatty~~~"

Someone called me ....

It's Ma Ning'an....

He's coming!