Actually, no matter what, I don't want to let Luo Jue out of my heart. He has always been the most sensitive, crispy, and painful nerve in my heart.

Once, Luo Jue was everything in my life, my yearning for a better life, and my most gentle and brilliant existence in this world.

It's just that creation makes people!

I have known him for a long time. When I first entered the first year of junior high school, I signed up at the beginning of the school year, and I chattered in front of my parents, looking around, thinking that I could have a good time in the new environment, not to mention how beautiful it was.

The first time I saw Luo Jue, it was cloudy and rainy, and the whole city was shrouded in a blue mist. There were a lot of people who signed up, it was crowded, everyone was accompanied by their parents, and he was standing alone in the drizzle, the washed white denim schoolbag on his back was very heavy, and he was short and thin and wanted to bend over.

However, despite this, his eyes were cold and arrogant, and anyone who spoke to him was indifferent.

And I, a person who is helpful by nature, saw him alone, and came to him very curiously and asked him if he wanted to help? I also asked him why he came to sign up alone, and where were his parents?

He just listened, ignored me, and walked straight in the direction of the school building.

The school building was very tall and crowded, and his lonely back and isolated attitude directly pulled a nerve in my nerve endings for some reason.

That day, I told my parents that I was going to get to know that man, and he looked so pathetic.

My parents listened and just laughed, saying that this is my own business, and in school, I can make friends as much as I want, as long as I don't study badly.

How could I possibly learn badly?!

I've remembered him ever since. Especially after seeing him appear in my classroom, the excitement made me jump straight away.

The farts opened the difficult road to getting to know Luo Jue.

At first, Luo Jue ignored me, he was very withdrawn and always alone. After going back and forth, I knew about him.

He was an orphan and lived in his uncle's house. The three children in the uncle's family don't care much about him, and they can even be said to be indifferent, just take him with him, just make sure that he doesn't starve to death.

For this reason, he is very sensible at a young age. The uncle's housework is basically all done, and he also has to take care of his two younger siblings.

Under such conditions, bad conditions that I could never have dreamed of, he silently persevered and worked hard to move forward.

Come to think of it, I should have approached him little by little in the words of others, little by little to help him, until a year later, he officially let me into his life.

It was also from the second year of junior high school that I became the most special existence in his entire life.

In front of him, I was always bouncing, playful and cute. And he always looked at me with the warmest eyes, and then secretly pursed his lips and smiled.

Luo Jue's smile is really good-looking, at first because he is short and thin and very dark, his smile is not very obvious. Later, after the second year of junior high school, the whole person seemed to have eaten auxin, and his height soared, and he was already a head taller than me after only one year.

His grades are very good, so good that he is the first in any exam, and he can get full marks on any difficult test paper. In his words, he can only go up and up, and the only way out of his life is to use his academic performance to get out of this endless abyss.

He compared his uncle's home to an abyss, and you can imagine how painful he was inside.

I don't feel comfortable with him, so whenever I have free time, I will take him to my house to play. At first, I didn't want to go, but then I couldn't help but go because I was soft and hard, and I was out of control from then on.

His parents and grandparents liked him very much, took good care of him, and often helped him after knowing that he was in trouble.

But he didn't need to, and always refused with a smile!

For this reason, his parents are even more good to him, as long as he comes to my house, he will cook a table full of dishes, and after eating, everyone will go out together, I just think that because he has our family, life will be a little sweet.

Luo Jue is very good to me, very good, super good. Since the second year of junior high school, whether it is studying or living, he will take care of me, wherever I go, as long as I am there, he will definitely be by my side.

Luo Jue is the best at cooking, and the best of them are egg fried rice and potato brisket.

And I, after Luo Jue was lost from my life, egg fried rice and potato brisket became the only oxygen for me to continue to live. Eating it, I will think of Luo Jue, and I will think of the scene where he secretly brought egg fried rice out of the house for me to eat. I will think about the beautiful picture of him going out to play with me because of a whim on a rainy night, the black eyes full of stars when he smiled gently at me, the gentle voice when he called me "Little Rain", and the helpless and doting eyes that he silently looked at me because I was disobedient......

As long as I think about everything, I will be depressed, I will be unwilling, I will hate everything in this world, and I will want to go with him.

Right now, the dream I had at night pulled my mind back to the past.

Whether it's sunny or rainy, or a violent snowstorm, or the hard work of life and study, I feel very good, as long as Luo Jue is there, I feel very good, and I feel that this is just the spice of life, everything we should have to experience, is beautiful.

Eh.....

Thinking of Luo Jue, when his mouth was bitter and his heart was beating rapidly, he began to cramp again.

The colic made me feel so uncomfortable that when I had a little difficulty breathing, I pushed the car door open and walked out.....

The sun is shining in the early morning, the air in the service area deep in the mountains is fresh, and it is so quiet that you can hear it if you want to drop a needle. And I, just silently leaning against the car door, watching the sun rise from the mountains in the distance little by little, feeling the cold and vicissitudes of this winter day.

I don't know how long it took, when the angina no longer hurts, Ma Ning'an appeared. After eating and drinking, he even went to the bathroom to shave his beard, and he looked a lot more energetic.

I ignored him, if it weren't for this strange environment, I would have to leave, and I didn't want to have any interaction with him for the time being.

He kindly brought me a meal, but I ignored it, so I went all the way back to Shangjiang City hungry, and it was already noon at this time.

Because it was the Chinese New Year, many shops were closed, especially the one I liked to eat, and the door was closed. There was no way, I went back to the house that my parents bought for me, and took the big and small bags of food packed by my parents and separated from Ma Ning'an.

Since then, I've been back in a situation where I'm going to die!

In fact, it seems that nothing has changed, and it seems that everything has changed.....