Don't go, don't go
Lin Qingsong twisted his eyebrows: "No matter who told you anything, it's not true, I can explain it." ”
"Lin Qingsong, don't make trouble." Ren Zixian sighed and withdrew from his embrace, "It's really boring for you to do this." ”
Lin Qingsong smiled angrily: "What do you mean by being uninteresting?" Was it funny when you provoked me in the parking lot? Now you can go if you want? ”
He still remembered Ren Zixian waiting for him next to his car, dressed up carefully, and timidly calling him sir.
She got tired of love at first sight after only a few years, and she said that if she wanted to end the relationship, Lin Qingsong had to leave. Why?
Lin Qingsong is not an active person, and there is no shortage of women around him. If they hadn't taken the first step, they wouldn't have crossed paths at all.
I did think this girl was amazing back then, but it didn't come to the point where she had to be.
Now that she wants to go, she can go?
Lin Qingsong had just made up his mind to live a good life with her and take her back to Lin's house for the New Year.
Li Qingsong grabbed her and pushed her down against the wall, almost touching her forehead.
Ren Zixian instinctively wanted to push back, but he was instantly imprisoned between him and the wall.
She is tall, and her height of 168 cm is not enough in front of Lin Qingsong, who almost blocks all her light sources.
Lin Qingsong's movements were in control, and Ren Zixian involuntarily reached out to his chest, wanting to keep a distance from him.
However, Lin Qingsong couldn't help herself from pushing herself away, and reached out to grab her white wrist, rubbing her fingertips.
Then the warm breath hit her skin, causing her to shiver uncontrollably.
Lin Qingsong buried his head in her neck, and his tone was low and pleading: "This is not right, you liked me so much before." ”
The movement in Ren Zixian's hand paused, and fluctuating emotions flashed in his eyes, like a dark lake suddenly casting a faint starlight.
Lin Qingsong naturally saw her wavering, and then his light kiss fell, sticking to her skin like a dragonfly.
His hand wrapped around her waist, and his movements were rare and solemn.
"Lin Qingsong." Ren Zixian said softly, "After accompanying you once, can we separate?" ”
Lin Qingsong was stunned, and looked up in disbelief.
Ren Zixian looked directly into his eyes, his voice did not fluctuate, it was clear and cold, as if he was making an academic report: "If I accompany you again, will you agree to break up?" ”
Qi and blood poured into the upper brain, Lin Qingsong reached out and pinched her chin, obviously choked with anger: "Do you know what stupid things you are talking about?!" ”
Ren Ziid's voice was a little intermittent, but he still maintained a decent voice: "We had this relationship at the beginning, and I don't deserve your liking." ”
Her tone was like pouring a basin of ice water on Lin Qingsong's vigorous enthusiasm, all the words she wanted to say were extinguished, and the bone-chilling coldness and soreness spread and flooded.
Lin Qingsong was so angry with her that he didn't know what to say, and he suddenly realized that he might never have figured out what the relationship with Ren Zixian was.
His eyes were filled with paranoid rage, and he wanted to let himself slap his skin.
Ren Zixian involuntarily stepped back, the cold wall did not give her any comfort, but made her skin lose temperature rapidly, and her heart began to panic.
Ren Zixian subconsciously wanted to turn his head to avoid Lin Qingsong's sharp gaze, but he was firmly controlled by Lin Qingsong and had to look at him.
"This relationship? What kind of relationship is it? Do you take care of me or do I take care of you? Lin Qingsong forced Ren Zixian to look up at him, "Or do you think you really think I care about you?" ”
Breathing entangled, ambiguous surge between the two, this is not a private place, someone will come over at any time, Ren Zixian moved his wrist slightly, and then Lin Qingsong grabbed it tighter.
"If you want to do it," Ren Zixian said with a pain in his wrist, "don't be here." ”
Lin Qingsong hated it very much, and Ren Zixian just made up his mind that he would not do anything to her, so he was so unscrupulous.
His voice was cold: "Do you think you are more expensive?" What kind of woman do I want not to? I didn't agree to a breakup, where can you run? ”
He didn't know what came to his mind: "Or are you still thinking about the professor surnamed Xu?" ”
Ren Zixian twisted her eyebrows, she didn't know why she suddenly pulled Xu Xuanming, but she didn't explain, she just looked at Lin Qingsong for a while.
She seemed very tired and said, "Lin Qingsong, you let me go, I'm not worth it." ”
Lin Qingsong looked at Ren Zixian for a while, then let go of his hand, and distanced himself from Ren Zixian, Ren Zixian really didn't want him.
There was no misunderstanding, no jealousy, she wanted to leave, and specially picked Lin Qingsong to move away when he went to Fengjing.
Every money he spent on her was returned at his own leisure, and even his patents were transferred in order to repay his favors.
Including the lingering between the two of them before leaving, it was just to say goodbye, and Lin Qingsong suddenly felt ridiculous.
It has nothing to do with Jian Fangshu, and it has nothing to do with anyone else, it's just that Ren Zixian doesn't want him.
Ren Zixian pulled his wrist out of his hand and staggered away from his embrace: "The patents I promised before can be used, or what kind of compensation do you want, I will try to satisfy you." ”
Lin Qingsong was stern with crazy anger, almost gritting his teeth: "Okay, let me be idle, you really impress me." ”
……
Ren Zixian returned to her seat, the performance band invited by Tang Wan had already begun to play the piano concerto on it, she glanced at the time, and the auction would start in less than ten minutes.
The proceeds from the auction will be donated in cash, so a special channel for inconvenient VIPs has been set up for fund donations.
This auction did not make it mandatory for everyone to participate in the donation, and Ren Zixian's little money was not enough to bid with these rich celebrities, so as early as two days ago, she had donated two million anonymously.
Not far from her, Lin Qingsong didn't have the angry appearance he had before, and was gracefully pushing the cup and changing the lamp with his partner at this time.
Not many people were eating at the dinner, there were celebrities from all walks of life, and no one would waste their connections.
Those who can enter this venue have only one purpose, and that is to broaden their social circle as much as possible.
The dishes on the self-pickup table had been changed twice, and Ren Zixian didn't look like she got up to get them, she sat quietly and drank champagne one by one.
The waitress was very discerning, and always asked her if she needed to refill her glass or change it to another drink when she was almost empty.
Let himself be idle, drinking slowly one cup after another.
Ren Zixian is like having a unique law of attraction, Lin Qingsong always involuntarily puts his eyes on her.
Lin Qingsong frowned tightly and looked at her, he had stomach problems, he knew how uncomfortable it was to drink on an empty stomach, and he was still drinking cup after cup like this.
He hadn't forgotten how ruthless he was before he was idle, but looking at her was like something that Lin Qingsong subconsciously thought was very important, and he always looked at it unconsciously.
Standing up at ease, perhaps thinking it was too stuffy, she staggered away from the chatting crowd and walked towards the garden with her wine glass.
Lin Qingsong said goodbye, and the person he was talking to couldn't help but follow.
The top hotel in Yan City, in the center of the building to open up a whole sky garden, the dome hollow out to reveal the night sky of Yan City, in order to allow the guests to have the best experience, the hotel design in addition to imitating the starry sky.
The glittering dappled night sky was above her, surrounded by carefully crafted flowers.
Ren Zixian likes this kind of place very much, and always makes her feel that it can make her breathe better than the laboratory.
For this dinner, Tang Wan specially ordered fresh bouquet decorations from abroad, which can be said to be a relatively quiet and comfortable space.
Ren Zi sat in the garden, and didn't do anything special, just simply changed to a quiet place in a daze.
Lin Qingsong stood not far from her, and she didn't notice it.
Ren Zixian pinched a fresh leaf, probably because she hadn't taken medicine for a day, and Ren Zixian had some slight tinnitus in her ears, and her whole body hurt as if she had been peeled off piece by piece.
Perhaps it was the alcohol that accelerated her thinking, and she began to shred the leaf bit by bit, and then piece by piece.
There was darkness in front of her eyes, and all other sounds were far away from her except for the shrill hiss, and a huge black ship was surging through the darkness and rushing towards her, as if she had broken away from her own shell, and watched herself gradually hallucinate.
A familiar voice came from the cracks in her bones.
"Have you ever wondered when the ship of Theseus ceased to be the same ship it was?"
"What are you running away from?"
More voices flickered in front of her.
"There's no turning back for you."
"Looking forward to seeing you again."
Ren Zixian's breathing became a little heavy, and after the hallucinations dissipated, they gathered again, eroding her mind little by little.
Lin Qingsong watched her put together the broken leaves one by one, then looked up at the starry sky outside the sky, stood up and his face changed suddenly looking for something in private.
Suddenly, her figure froze, and her whole body fell straight back.
Lin Qingsong almost didn't think about it, and rushed over quickly to catch her and hold her in his arms.
Her eyes are hollow and unfocused, but her delicate makeup makes her more like a fragile porcelain doll.
Lin Qingsong panicked suddenly, he had never seen Ren Zixian so fragile, his voice trembled uncontrollably: "What's wrong with you?" Look at me at your own leisure. ”
Panic pervaded, and there was an unbelievable anxiety in his tone: "Leave it uneasy? ”
Ren Zixian breathed violently and gasped, and she woke up in just a few seconds, she shook her head: "I'm fine, I just didn't stand firm." ”
Lin Qingsong felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't say what was wrong, he was patient: "Is it hypoglycemia?" I'll go get you something to eat. Or do I call a doctor? ”
Lin Qingsong turned around and wanted to leave, but was pulled by Ren Zixian: "Don't go, don't go." ”