Chapter 81: How could I not know
Ji Yan, who was staying in the Governor's Mansion, was pacing back and forth.
In the past, if you told her that you cared about these four words, she would find it very incomprehensible.
Why should we integrate personal feelings into things?
But at this moment, she felt extremely worried, and even wanted to hurry up and persuade Liu Guang to persuade them otherwise, it was better not to turn against them, after all, Jincheng was still safe and sound, and it was not good to turn her face directly.
The more she thought about it, the more she felt that this matter was very difficult, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that Liu Guang might as well compromise for the time being, because it was the safest way to deal with it.
I don't know how she will feel when she realizes how wrong her idea is.
It's just that she's worried about it now.
Just when her mind was full of cranky thoughts and she couldn't make up any idea, Liu Guang slowly pushed open the door.
"Why are you lingering here?"
Liu Guangyi pushed open the door and saw the worry written on her little face, all the depression and overwhelm just now suddenly disappeared at this moment, and it became not worth mentioning at all.
simply made a joke to relieve his depressed mood.
Ji Yan was still thin-skinned after all, and when he heard this, his pretty face turned red like a little apple.
Liu Guang laughed when he saw this scene.
"Ahh Ji Yan glared at him fiercely, then walked over quickly and gently touched him.
After making sure that Liu Guang did not suffer any injuries, he was relieved.
"Are you alright?"
Ji Yan still raised his head uncomfortably and looked at Liu Guang, Liu Guang bowed slightly, and smiled very disapprerovingly.
"A group of followers under Dong Qing, what thunderous means can they have?"
Speaking of this, Liu Guang held Ji Yan's cheeks with both hands and smiled brightly.
"The widow wants to know, if the widow tells you at this time, and the widow is full of you when dealing with them, what will you think of the widow?"
Liu Guang's tone of words was half joking and half serious, and the tone was both serious and somewhat humorous.
This made Ji Yandu, who has always had an iron fist, a little stunned at this moment, because this tone and eyes were too conquestful.
This unfazed momentum, coupled with this intimate action, made the amazing heart pound, and it was completely devoid of the shrewd thinking and meticulous logic before.
"The widow really wants to kiss you right now."
Liu Guang looked at Ji Yan with a smile, and after a long time, such a sentence suddenly appeared.
As soon as this sentence came out, Ji Yan subconsciously wanted to retract his head, but was directly pressed on the head by Liu Guang's big hands.
The two of them touched their lips for a moment and kissed each other tightly.
At first, Ji Yan was still a little resistant, but slowly softened in Liu Guang's arms, and the two kissed from the ground to the bed before parting.
"Ah, what's wrong with you? I guess I've solved the problem completely. ”
Ji Yan touched his lower lip, which was bitten by Liu Guanglian, and looked at Liu Guang with some pain and complaint, but he still didn't forget to ask about the matter.
Liu Guang looked at Ji Yan's flushed cheeks, all the previous unhappiness, and doubts and doubts about this world suddenly disappeared, he hugged Ji Yan tightly and buried his head in her chest.
"What's wrong?"
Ji Yan was a little confused by Liu Guang's sudden operation, so he could only stretch out his hand and gently stroke the back of Liu Guang's head to comfort him.
Liu Guang didn't speak, but just rubbed Ji Yan with his head.
"The widow is thinking, if the widow and you are fake, then what is real?"
Liu Guang raised his head as he spoke, revealing one eye.
Ji Yan looked at his eyes, was silent for a while, and then gave his own answer.
"Whether it's true or not, don't we want to be together at this moment?"
Liu Guang buried his head in her chest again.
"If the widow fails, he will be far away forever, if it is me who fails in the end, will you regret it?"
Liu Guang asked cautiously with this sentence, and he didn't even dare to use too much sound, and he didn't expect to receive any accurate answer.
Whether in his previous life or in this life, he knew one thing very clearly.
No matter what kind of feelings, no matter how strong the family relationship seems, without the premise of absolute interests as a bond, all these so-called strong and seemingly stable relationships can collapse at any time.
In other words, there are some things that you look very unstable, but they are very strong, and there are some things that you feel are family affection or friendship, and you can abandon everything that is external, but what you hold on to often cannot hold.
Therefore, many people would rather put more thoughts and comments on an object that has followed him for a long time, rather than dare to put this thought and concern on a certain person.
But although I know these truths, I really only put this thought on the object.
Who can understand this pain and desolation?
Liu Guang buried his head in bedrock's chest like this, and he didn't dare to raise his head, even if Ji Yan might say something to coax him now.
Words to make him happy.
But he didn't want to face it either, he just gently removed his head from Ji Yan's chest and put it on the bed.
No matter how much he played, he never really had a substantial and fundamental relationship with Ji Yan.
Because in his opinion, the woman in front of him with such tough means is really a small blank sheet of paper in terms of feelings, and he doesn't know anything, and he must not take advantage of others.
Of course, what he is doing now does mean something, but it is definitely not his intention!
What he really wanted was when she really decided whether or not she could go with him.
After Liu Guang has the height to be able to protect her, he will really do this.
Because he knew too well what the era would be like in the future, he probably didn't want his current self to do the same thing as a group of people he despised the most in his heart.
Most of the emperors of the past dynasties were a group of thin and cool people.
What's more, in order to consolidate his power, he often marries the daughters of some important ministers of the imperial court.
As a result, after achieving his goal, he turned his face and denied people, which seemed to him to be a bit unspeakable.
So no matter how much he likes the girl Ji in front of him, he still retains a trace of the last rationality.
Because he didn't know if the world in front of him really had an invisible hand behind his back, pushing all of this forward, he wanted to leave as many opportunities as possible for her to make a choice.
"Do you think I didn't know the end from the beginning?"
Ji Yan's silver-bell-like laughter came into Liu Guang's ears.