Chapter 141: Deeply Entrenched

Su Qingruo stopped in front of the clinic, his face was extremely ugly.

Lan Xi only saw that the psychiatrist was uncomfortable, and generously took Su Qingruo's hand and walked inside.

"Don't worry, this doctor is very powerful, if you have something, just say it, he will definitely be able to help you solve it."

Lan Xi was so enthusiastic that she didn't notice Su Qingruo's resistance at all, she walked in directly with Su Qingruo, blocking her back road directly.

Lan Xi took Su Qingruo to Zhao Xuqiao's office, she pulled out a chair and asked Su Qingruo to sit down.

This place, Su Qingruo has come I don't know how many times, he used to deal with it calmly, but now, it is like sitting on pins and needles.

Zhao Xuqiao took in Su Qingruo's reaction, and soon made up his mind, he glanced at Lan Xi.

"Lanxi, you go to the living room to rest for a while, and I'll have a good chat with your friends."

Zhao Xuqiao did not reveal that the two knew each other in front of Lan Xi, so as not to explain it too much at that time.

Before, Lan Xi said on the phone that there was a friend who needed a psychiatrist, and he originally thought it was a new client, but when he saw Su Qingruo, he understood.

His patients no longer trust themselves.

Lan Xi patted Su Qingruo's shoulder.

"Qingruo, don't be nervous, have a good chat with him. I'll go out first. ”

After Lan Xi left, Zhao Xuqiao got up and brought Su Qingruo a cup of tea, skillfully took out the essential oil, and dripped it on the diffuser stone.

Soon, a faint scent of jasmine filled the room.

"Miss Su, it's been a long time."

He had just the right smile on his face, and the gold-rimmed glasses added a bit of bookishness to him, making the whole person more polite and not threatening.

Such a person will indeed give people a feeling of being approachable and warm.

"Why haven't you been here lately? Do you believe in my medical skills? It seems that you really want to change a psychiatrist, but I didn't expect to come to me after going around and around, it seems that we are really fateful. ”

This fate is not necessary.

Su Qingruo sat opposite him and didn't say a word.

Zhao Xuqiao hooked her lips, half-joking, half-serious self-deprecation.

"I didn't expect that I, as a psychiatrist, would make my patients believe me so much, it seems that Miss Su is the Waterloo of my career."

Su Qingruo pursed her lips and looked at him without blinking.

Since I'm here today, there are some things I still need to ask clearly.

Without waiting for Su Qingruo to speak, Zhao Xuqiao directly blew himself up.

"Since you don't want to say it, then I'll say it, as you think, when Chen Yihua brought you to me for treatment, he had already explained his words, and he specially gave me a sum of money first, what about me, I regard money as life, under normal circumstances, as long as the money is in place, and what I do is not too outrageous, I am quite willing to turn a blind eye, and I took a look at your situation, it is indeed the same as what Chen Yihua said, so I have been treating you in that way."

Su Qingruo's eyes widened and he looked at the person in front of him in a daze.

He's really straightforward enough.

"I'm still a very principled person, and I also asked you at that time, what kind of goal do you want to achieve through psychotherapy, you said it yourself, you want to get out of the nightmare and pain, and the drugs you prescribe will not cause other effects on your body, but only play a role in sleeping and calming, and it will not be addictive."

This is true, if the drug is addicted, Su Qingruo will not be able to live without medicine these days.

There are two ways to get out of the nightmare and pain, one is to forget, and the other is to face it.

And at the beginning, under the guidance of Chen Yihua, and the impact of that incident on himself was too strong, so Su Qingruo chose the former.

She wanted to forget that experience.

Sometimes, however, the subconscious shock of some fears is very powerful and deep-rooted.

Although I can't remember some of the details of those things, every time I dream of a bird in my dreams, it slowly becomes clearer and clearer, as if it is within reach.

She couldn't escape the past anymore.

The more you escape, the more serious the situation becomes.

Su Qingruo pursed her lips, looked at Zhao Xuqiao with a natural face in front of her, and asked with some puzzlement.

"You turned out to be Chen Yihua's friend, shouldn't you find some other excuse to deceive me, why did you take the initiative to tell me the truth?"

Zhao Xuqiao smiled lightly.

He could see that Su Qingruo didn't fully believe his words.

"Because I want to do your business, you are also my old customer, your handwriting has always been generous, in fact, I have long been conscious, if you want to keep avoiding the past, then I will help you, but if you want to face the past, then I can also let you choose this way."

These words were extremely frank, and Su Qingruo's defense gradually let go.

"To be honest, when Chen Yihua found me, I thought he had a problem, and he always asked me about your condition, and that kind of care was even more attentive than that of a lover."

Excessive concern is an abnormal manifestation, and Zhao Xuqiao understands this truth.

Chen Yihua knows Zhao Xuqiao's personality and is in awe of Zhao Xuqiao's professionalism, so he will only ask about Su Qingruo's situation in this matter, and will not take the initiative to show up, after all, if you look at a psychiatrist face to face, he can directly understand what you think in your heart.

This is an extremely terrifying thing for some people who are on guard in their hearts.

"As long as you can do me a favor, it's not a problem to have more money or less money."

Su Qingruo raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were full of determination.

Zhao Xuqiao sat opposite her.

"To be honest, the first time I chatted with you, I knew that sooner or later you would choose to face the truth, because your essence is not a person who will escape the truth, maybe it was because something happened in that incident that was difficult for you to accept, coupled with Chen Yihua's deliberate guidance, so you will have a reaction that wants to escape and forget."

The more he said this, the more obvious Chen Yihua's wrongness became.

It was as if he was deliberately trying to prevent himself from thinking about that memory.

"What do I have to do to remember those things before?"

Su Qingruo looked up at him.

"It's not easy to say this, it's not difficult to say, just do a hypnosis, it's just ......"

Zhao Xuqiao looked at her with a straight face.

"That memory is like a sharp blade for you, if you use it well, it will solve the problem, but if you don't use it well, it is easy to hurt yourself, and it is difficult to ensure that after you remember those things before, you can accept it."

Zhao Xuqiao said truthfully.

Su Qingruo clenched his fists, and when he thought of remembering the things that happened in the past, his heart beat inexplicably fast, as if he was also warning himself along with his instinct and subconscious to never touch this forbidden area.

However, she has no way back.