Chapter 57: Do You Love Me?
Zhou Zhengan's heart skipped a beat.
Who is this written by Jiang Nan for? It seems that it was still when he was in school, Zhou Zhengan never knew that such a gentle and quiet girl would use such abrupt words to describe a person.
It's bitter and sour, so why do you like it?
Zhou Zhengan felt sullen, his heart was a little painful, he seemed to lose his mind, and turned the next page, it was still a picture, it was a moon hanging high, and then the next page was also a picture, and each next page was painted with a different picture.
It is obvious that these drawings are all made by the same hand, and it can be seen from the traces of the picture that the painting skills of the painter have been refining, and the painting is becoming more and more natural and beautiful.
This is painted by Jiang Nan?
Zhou Zhengan never knew that Jiang Nan could paint, and what he was holding in his hand was not a book, but a girl's picture book.
It was a long time before Zhou Zhengan learned that Jiang Nan had a habit when she was young, that is, to draw something on paper at will when she was in a daze, so although she did not learn any professional painting skills, her painting skills were still okay, even surpassing ordinary painters.
The more Zhou Zhengan thought about it, the more he felt a little depressed.
The source of all this emotion is that he doesn't know what Jiang Nan likes about him, and he doesn't know how long Jiang Nan likes him, but he can see from this picture book and that bookmark that she has a strong love for that young boy.
Zhou Zhengan knew that there was no point in pursuing a past matter now, Jiang Nan was by his side, but as long as he thought of this emotion that he couldn't insert, he would still feel a little depressed in his heart.
In particular, this boy who was liked by her didn't seem to be a very good person, and he made Jiang Nan feel sour and bitter.
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When Zhou Zhengan came out of the study, Jiang Nan was leaning on the sofa crookedly, her eyes were already a little foggy, but she still kept staring at the TV screen, and from time to time she would smile because of the things on the TV, but she didn't look very energetic.
"Why don't you go to sleep when you're sleepy?" Zhou Zhengan said.
Jiang Nan heard his voice, lazily raised his eyes to look over, rubbed his eyes and said, "Are you done?" ”
Zhou Zhengan nodded, and his voice was unconsciously softer: "Sleep." ”
Jiang Nan stretched out his hand to him, but in a moment, Zhou Zhengan understood what she meant, he walked over and bent over and hugged her, Jiang Nan seemed very cooperative in this process.
Zhou Zhengan carried her towards the bedroom and gently put her on the bed.
Jiang Nan climbed to the side of the bed and lay down obediently.
Zhou Zhengan went out again and turned off the TV and the lights that were still on outside, and when he walked into the bedroom again, Jiang Nan had not yet slept, his eyes were wide open, looking at him brightly.
Zhou Zhengan smiled a little: "Aren't you sleepy?" ”
"Yes, but once I got on the bed, I couldn't sleep again." Jiang Nan said honestly.
Zhou Zhengan sat down on the edge of the bed, brushed her hair with his hand and pinned it behind her ear, the distance between the two was very close, Zhou Zhengan spoke, his voice was very low: "Can't you sleep can you do something else, huh?" ”
After so much teasing by him, Jiang Nan can be regarded as having practiced a little, and as soon as he said this, she understood, Jiang Nan's face turned red, and said, "Why didn......'t I find you before?"
Before she finished speaking, she was blocked by Zhou Zhengan, Zhou Zhengan's kiss was much deeper than ever, and strong emotions were mixed in it, Jiang Nan was so stunned by the kiss that he completely cooperated with him.
The table lamp was extinguished by Zhou Zheng'an, and the room fell into darkness, only the breathing sound between the lips and teeth of the two was very heavy.
This night, Zhou Zhengan hurt Jiang Nan for the first time, and his movements were a little heavy, not as gentle and delicate as before.
The corners of Jiang Nan's eyes were a little moist, Zhou Zhengan only dropped such a gentle kiss this night, and in the corners of her eyes, Jiang Nan heard him say in a daze: "Do you love me?" ”
At this time, Jiang Nan was shrinking in Zhou Zheng'an's arms, only one layer of bed was loosely covered by the two of them, Jiang Nan was tired and unwilling to open his eyes, and almost pressed all his weight on Zhou Zhengan.
Hearing Zhou Zheng'an ask this question, Jiang Nan felt a little strange, and then opened his eyes in a little confusion, his voice was very soft and slow, not like a love talk afterwards, let alone a joke.
Zhou Zhengan rarely asks such a straightforward question, especially in such a tone, which seems a little decadent.
"Why do you ask this question?" Jiang Nan came to his senses.
"You've never answered me that question." Zhou Zhengan said that in the dark night, these words seemed a little cold, and they dispersed the atmosphere that seemed very intimate between many of them because of the incident just now.
Zhou Zhengan was right, the last time they discussed this issue was when they divorced, Zhou Zhengan also said something similar, and Jiang Nan didn't give him any answer.
"I love you Zhou Zheng'an." Jiang Nan said without the slightest hesitation.
Zhou Zhengan's heart couldn't help beating faster because of her words, and his previous uneasiness and sultry were also soothed by this sentence, and he said, "Okay." ”
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At the beginning of November, Jiang Nan's mother and Zhou Zhengan's parents had a formal meeting, Jiang Nan was a little nervous, and despite having Zhou Zhengan by her side, she still asked Zhou Zhixu to join the official meeting.
With Zhou Zhixu's good words in it, this meeting seemed extraordinarily harmonious and relaxed.
The wedding date of Jiang Nan and Zhou Zhengan was also set, January 14.
The days must be down, it seems that everything is starting to seem in a hurry, Zhou's mother often asks Jiang Nan to go to the wedding dress shop to choose, and even asks the designer to send some customized models that only exist in the photo to Jiang Nan, as long as Jiang Nan nods and agrees, she can make a real sample in the next second.
In addition, there are also the location of the wedding, the guests to be invited, etc., in fact, these are just as long as they come according to Zhou Zhixu's requirements at the wedding, but when Jiang Nan mentioned this, he was opposed by Zhou's mother and Zhou Zhixu.
Weddings must be unique memories for everyone.
Zhou Zhixu said so.
Zhou Zhixu also introduced his wedding shooting team to Jiang Nan, saying that the photographers of this team are very good at capturing, and when the video is produced, Zhou Zhengan will definitely be moved.
However, Kang Nam refused, saying that she did not need a photography team for her wedding.
Zhou Zhixu asked her why?
Jiang Nan said truthfully: "I don't want to appear in the camera. ”
Zhou Zhixu is puzzled, how can any girl hate a camera, is it obviously a good tool that can record life?
"Didn't we take photos and videos together when we were in school? At that time, you didn't say you didn't want to be on camera. Zhou Zhixu felt a little strange.
Jiang Nan had no way to answer her, there was a little conflict between the two of them because of this incomprehensible matter, Zhou Zhixu hadn't spoken to Jiang Nan for several days, and they seemed to have returned to the awkward and willful period when little girls had lost their temper when they were in school.
I don't know how this happened, but even Ren Xianzhi and Zhou Zhengan knew about it.
Ren Xianzhi organized a small dinner for the two of them, but Jiang Nan happened to have an urgent matter that day and couldn't leave, only Zhou Zhixu went, and Zhou Zhixu's heart was also dispersed because of this intention to ease up with Jiang Nan, and he was even more annoyed.
Jiang Nan was a little anxious, and a little clumsy didn't know what to do, all her thoughts were easily revealed on her face, and Zhou Zhengan also said leisurely on the side: "I didn't see you have such a rich expression when you were awkward with me." ”
"It's different." Jiang Nan said distressedly.
"Can you tell me why you don't like the camera to film you?" The smile in Zhou Zheng'an's eyes disappeared, and he quietly swept over her face, but it was not a look of concern, but just a very calm, reassuring glance.
He could predict that what Jiang Nan didn't say was her sad past.
Jiang Nan said softly: "I will definitely tell you in the future, but I haven't completely let go yet." ”
So, she couldn't talk about it.
In particular, Jiang Feng, the initiator, is dead, and she has no reason to hold grudges, but there is no way to let go casually.
In the days of LT, although she felt as satisfied as she used to be in the Ministry of Foreign Affairs, it rarely made her proud, honor, it is undeniable that this will become a regret for Jiang Nan for the rest of her life, she is about to be thirty years old, and it is the age of success in her career to be someone else, but she can no longer return to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs.
The beginning of her life's dream came to an end when she was twenty-five years old.
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Su Jinyue sent a message to Jiang Nan these two days, asking her to go to the most famous restaurant in Beixin, Jiang Nan is not very good at drinking, but I heard that the scenery there is good, and you can see a beautiful night view, so she agreed to go.
They met downstairs in the restaurant and went up together.
I haven't seen her for a long time, Su Jinyue has changed her style again, and now she has short pink hair and is wearing a sweet and cool suit, looking like a bad girl pretending to be a mature woman.
However, Jiang Nan did not seem the slightest discomfort by her side.
Su Jinyue led the way and took her into a private room, the internal structure of the private room is all made of various shapes of wooden piles, the room is dimly lit, but there are various small light bulbs around the wood, lighting up every corner, looking playful and cute but not too public.
Standing at the door of the private room, you can see the verdant lake on the ground at a glance.
"How's the design of this room?" Su Jinyue said.
Jiang Nan nodded: "Great." ”
It's just the two of them in this room now.
Su Jinyue smiled: "Then can I be your wedding designer?" ”
Jiang Nan looked at Su Jinyue with some surprise when he heard this, and Su Jinyue continued: "Only this room in this restaurant is designed by me, and I will take you over today to take a look, it must be different from the design style of the wedding, but I promise that you will definitely decorate your wedding scene according to your interests and preferences." ”
"No, I'm not worried that you will not be decorated well, I am just a little surprised, you will bring me here to see your design, in fact, if you are to be the wedding designer, this is my honor and Zhou Zhengan." Jiang Nansheng was afraid that she would misunderstand, so he waved his hand in a hurry.