I wonder how you're doing? Where you work, who you are with, my memory of you seems to have been stuck in school, when I wrote the word work, I was in a trance, because it made me think, we have really grown up, really haven't seen each other for many years, and I still remember every word I said to you, because I have really said so little to you.

Seriously, I seem to have started to forget about your appearance and your voice, and sometimes when I think of you, my mind is even blurry, so I often think about the question, why do I still like you? Year after year.

I talked to my roommate about you one night, I didn't mention your name, I just said that this was someone I had a crush on for many years, and then she told me that I probably didn't like it anymore, but obsession.

I was thinking, this obsession is not good at all.

I can't help but want to understand, know your life, but I'm afraid of what I really see in it, I'm afraid that I'll see you like another girl, I'm afraid to see that you really can't like me at all.

Maybe you're getting married now? Or with a girl you love a lot? I seem to be talking about this matter, and that's what I'm most concerned about, because I know that person won't be me, so I've always been curious, what kind of good girl it has to be for you to like it, curious, but I think, I'll never want to know the answer.

You'll just continue to disappear into my life, and I'll gradually forget about you Oh, really, I really want to end my liking for you, this feeling of hiding and secretly liking others is not good at all, it's too bitter and astringent.

Zhou Zhengan finished reading the letter, and the letter was now lightly covering his heart, just like his memories of Jiang Nan's past.

However, he felt so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

Zhou Zhengan felt as if something was blocked in his throat, uncomfortable and stinging, and the uncomfortable feeling had been transmitted to his heart, and it couldn't be dispersed for a long time.

Joy, confusion, heartache, sultry, sourness and various emotions were mixed together, scurrying around in his heart, and Zhou Zheng's peace of mind was like numbness.

Especially, when he remembered the bookmark sandwiched in the book, those sour words, Zhou Zhengan didn't dare to think about it, what kind of mood Jiang Nan wrote those words, and what kind of mood he wrote this letter.

The one who made her feel bitter, bitter, and unwilling to like it again was him.

No wonder, he had always doubted Jiang Nan's liking for him before, and even felt that between them, he had always started this relationship first.

Jiang Nan hid too deeply because she had already touched a thorn.

He also suspected that her former love was praised.

......

The more Zhou Zhengan thought about it, the more he felt panicked in his heart, and it hurt to clench everything.

I feel sorry for her, and I feel sorry for them who were almost complete strangers at that time.

When it was almost eleven o'clock in the night, Shen Li slowly returned home, she didn't know much about the daily routine of young people now, but she felt that this time should be about the same.

Zhou Zhixu and his entourage were also very interested, and when they saw Shen Li coming back, they tacitly ended this small gathering.

Jiang Nan also put on his coat, changed his shoes and told Shen Li to go downstairs to see them off.

Shen Li's gaze couldn't stop looking at her, and she said lightly: "Didn't you take advantage of this to meet Xiao Zhou?" ”

"How so?" Jiang Nan almost smiled.

Shen Li saw that her eyes were honest, so he accepted some heart, but he still didn't feel at ease and instructed again: "The rules of the ancestors must be followed, and I will come back quickly after sending someone away." ”

Jiang Nan nodded, and Shen Li nodded and let go.

Zhou Zhixu took Jiang Nan's arm, the two of them walked at the end of the crowd, and she whispered to Jiang Nan: "I don't know where my brother is now?" But I don't think he's the kind of person who doesn't listen to his elders, and your mother can actually be very relieved. ”

Jiang Nan slightly pursed her lips and didn't speak, in fact, she also felt like this in her heart.

And judging from the phone call from Zhou Zhengan today, Zhou Zhengan, a workaholic, may still be busy with work.

They walked all the way downstairs, and Su Jinyue, who was walking in the front, stopped first and turned her head to Jiang Nan and said, "No need to send it, go back and rest, don't you have to get up early tomorrow?" ”

She raised her eyes at Jiang Nan, "Tomorrow I will bring the makeup team to dress you up well, and pay attention to taking care of your skin tonight." ”

Jiang Nan nodded: "Be careful on the way back." ”

Su Jinyue turned her head to look at Gao Xinyue and said, "How are you going to go back?" ”

Gao Xinyue replied: "Take a taxi? ”

"Let's go, I'll send you." Su Jinyue said, she turned her eyes to look at Zhou Zhixu again, and before Zhou Zhixu could speak, she said, "Xiao Ren is here to pick you up, right?" Then we're not all together. ”

Zhou Zhixu faced her beautiful sister, and she rarely looked a little shy, so she also nodded.

Su Jinyue and Gao Xinyue left together, and Zhou Zhixu also happened to receive a call from Ren Xianzhi and walked towards the outside of the community, and as she walked, she turned her head and said to Jiang Nan with her mouth: "I'll come back tomorrow morning." ”

Jiang Nan nodded.

In a blink of an eye, Xu Pingsheng was still standing.

Jiang Nan asked him, "How are you going to go back?" ”

"I also have a car, okay?" Xu Pingsheng intervened, but he was not in a hurry to leave.

Jiang Nan smiled lightly.

Xu Pingsheng squinted at her, as if he was a little emotional, and said, "You are really different from before." ”

"Seriously, if that kid surnamed Zhou has a conflict with you again, I'm sure I'll pick you up with a phone call."

Hearing him say this, Jiang Nan lowered her head with a smile, and when she looked up again, her eyes were a little more serious, and she didn't know what she was talking about: "Thank you Xu Pingsheng, I didn't expect that there would be so many stories with you, a college classmate." ”，

"It's nothing." Xu Pingsheng waved his hand and said, "Let's go." ”

Jiang Nanmu sent them away.

When Jiang Nan went back, there was only one light in the house, which was reserved for her.

Shen Li stood on the sofa, didn't sleep, deliberately waited for her, as soon as she came back, she told her vigorously: "You take out the wedding dress and try it first, if there is any problem, I can help you deal with it, iron it for you if it is wrinkled, and ah, when will Jinyue come tomorrow?" You have to book the time in advance, otherwise you will be in a hurry......"

Jiang Nan felt that she suddenly felt like she was rejuvenated, and it was like she was back in elementary school and kindergarten, she said helplessly: "Mom, don't worry about it, it's all arranged." ”

"Then go to bed early, don't stay up late, I'll wake you up tomorrow." Shen Li said that she still had a reassuring expression.

Jiang Nan took a shower and went back to his room.

The room she lives in is not big, it is estimated that it is only the size of the bathroom in the apartment, everything in the room looks very old, and all these furnishings are the things Jiang Nan is most familiar with.

Jiang Nan was lying on her small bed, and a long-lost feeling came up, she couldn't say this feeling, but as long as she thought that there would be many people coming for her tomorrow morning, and she would see Zhou Zheng'an, her heart was very stable.

Even, some of them were so excited that they couldn't sleep.

Jiang Nan thought about it, so he took out his mobile phone in the quilt and sent a message to Zhou Zhengan, asking him if he had slept?

It's almost twelve o'clock now.

After waiting for nearly ten hours, there was still no movement over there, Jiang Nan estimated that he had fallen asleep, so he also put down his mobile phone and slowly fell asleep with a pillow.

In the middle of the night, Jiang Nan was woken up by the cold, she opened her eyes, only to find that the thick quilt had been brought to the side of the bed by herself at some point, and she was about to fall out of bed at this time.

There was no heating in the house, and it was so cold without a quilt that Jiang Nan's sleepiness was gone.

She scooped up the quilt and put it over her body, and quietly looked at the ceiling for a moment.

The night was cool and quiet.

The ghost made the god worse, Jiang Nan remembered the text message that was not answered, she fumbled around the phone on the bed, and then opened it to see.

At the very top of the phone screen, a new message came an hour forward.

It was past two o'clock in the morning.

In other words, the text message was sent at one point, and Zhou Zhengan didn't sleep so late, Jiang Nan clicked on the text message while thinking about it.

There are only two words - good night.

Jiang Nan made up Zhou Zheng'an's indifferent expression in his own brain, and he didn't care about these two words.

It's too perfunctory.

I don't know if she's a little hypocritical, she just feels that she doesn't see in her husband the excitement and joy of tomorrow's wedding.

It's too commonplace.

Although this excitement and joy are unlikely to appear in his expression.

But...... He was also in a hurry when he hung up on her, and he didn't call her back later.

It's as if he wasn't the one who got married.

Jiang Nan wanted to be angry with herself, she couldn't sleep when she lay left and right, she really couldn't sleep now, she simply straightened up and rubbed her head, Jiang Nan felt a little thirsty, got out of bed and put on her shoes, she casually draped a dress on herself and then walked out of the room.

The house was dark and quiet.

Jiang Nan was afraid that his movements would wake up Shen Li, so his subordinates moved very lightly.

At this time, there was no boiling hot water, so she took a glass of cold water for herself and drank it in small sips, feeling the cold taste in her stomach.

At this time, Zhou Zhengan was probably asleep, Jiang Nan thought to himself.

She didn't have much to do, so she just walked out to the balcony, and as soon as she opened the door, the cold wind blew in violently.

Jiang Nan couldn't help but tighten her coat, and she casually looked down downstairs.

Downstairs in her house, there was an all-black car parked, Jiang Nan swept over at a glance, and recognized whose car belonged at a glance.