68. Rejection, indifferent rejection
This time, I can't wait to be more handsome and pretty, so that Shen Qingluan can fall in love at a glance, far more than I love that Jun Hongbai.
Surprisingly, Shen Qingluan looked at it for a long time.
Looking at Jun Chengsong, the drum beat in his heart became louder and louder, as if he was going to jump out in the next moment, and his face was even more hot as if the flames had been licked.
I want to look up and look at her, but I'm afraid that my excitement will be in her full view.
Shen Qingluan's face still did not change, but his heart was turned upside down.
There is no other reason, Gainjun Chengsong's appearance of a male peacock with a strong chest and a calm body is exactly the same as when Sui An and her complained about love a few days ago!
Sui An was the first man in the world to show her admiration and lifelong friendship.
Although Shen Qingluan felt unbelievable, that scene finally became a scene that she could not forget in her heart.
She remembered, she remembered the apprehension and expectation that appeared in Sui An's eyes as deep as ink.
She remembered Sui An's slightly raised head and upright chest, although he was reckless and straightforward, he had tried his best to entrust his sincerity, trying to show in front of her that he was worthy of a lifetime of dependence.
The images of two men with obvious differences coincided at this moment, setting off turbulent waves in Shen Qingluan's heart.
Yes, Sui An is a military general who recently returned to Beijing, but coincidentally, Jun Chengsong also returned to Beijing recently.
Sui An wrote a letter to her clearly saying that her stepmother was unkind and difficult, and Jun Chengsong was also a big trouble for the Lu family, if the Lu family did something mean and calculated to him, Shen Qingluan would definitely believe it.
coupled with Jun Chengsong's inexplicable attention and concern for himself.
Yes, Shen Qingluan didn't know before, but when he thought about it, he realized that it was a care hidden behind the awkwardness.
If there are too many coincidences, then they are not coincidences.
At this point, the answer is imminent.
Sui An is the god of war at the border pass, and the distant marquis Jun Chengsong.
Moreover, I don't know when, Jun Chengsong already knew that Shen Qingluan and Shen Qingyi were the same person.
Only then did she know the truth, and she was already behind.
What to do? Like Jun Chengsong, he knew the truth of the matter, but he still pretended not to know, and was careful not to pierce the layer of window paper?
For a moment, Shen Qingluan wanted to do this.
In this way, you can enjoy the care and admiration of a man in a grand manner, and rely on this love to give him what you want, without having to pay any price.
No one in Gain's world knows that she already knows the truth of the matter except herself.
She can play the role of the highest and pure white woman in the world, and use a man's love as she wants to make herself, and even the entire Shen family, better.
In the future, even if it is exposed, the stigma of coveting a wife will only be poured into Jun Chengsong alone.
But it was only for a moment.
She is Shen Qingluan, surnamed Shen, and is the representative of the highest morality of the Great Zhou family.
Don't bully the dark room, the gentleman is cautious, even if everyone doesn't know, Shen Qingluan will never walk with his vest.
Reliving a life, even if her means become intense, she will not be willing to fall into the villain that even she looks down on.
Shen Qingluan lowered his eyes for a moment, and when he raised his eyes again, his eyes were full of resolute and complex emotions.
"You stand down, I'll have a few words with Master Hou."
The ecstasy in Jun Chengsong's heart suddenly reached its peak.
What Xue Yin said was really good, as soon as he shaved his beard, his market really soared.
A heart was pounding, Jun Chengsong couldn't help but flick it to his chest, for fear that his heart would jump out of his throat.
But after seeing the maids retreat, Shen Qingluan stared at him calmly and said slowly:
"Jun Hongbai is a person, inferior and timid, unkind, really not good, I have made up my mind to separate from him."
Even if he tried his best to control it, Jun Chengsong showed a shocked look on his face, and then, he couldn't suppress his ecstasy.
Shen Qingluan said again: "After the merger, I will leave the Zhenyuan Marquis Mansion, and I don't want to set foot here again in this life." ”
Jun Chengsong struggled to understand this sentence, but he still didn't understand, what does it mean to stop stepping here?
He and Jun Hongbai are not all the way.
He was about to explain, but Shen Qingluan said: "So, whether it is in the Zhenyuan Marquis Mansion or somewhere else, whether it is before or after I merge and separate, please pay attention to your eyes."
A lot of times, your eyes are out of bounds. Master Hou, no, maybe I should call you, Sui An. ”
Jun Cheng stood on the spot, as if struck by lightning.
Shen Qingluan actually found himself peeking at him?
Shen Qingluan is rejecting him?
Shen Qingluan actually knew that he was Sui An?
Shen Qingluan......
One question after another flew into his mind like a hidden weapon, almost stopping his brain, and he only looked at Shen Qingluan stupidly.
The chaos in the chaos, Shen Qingluan's slow voice was like a bright light, bringing him out of the chaos.
"I didn't deliberately deceive when I had a relationship with Hou Ye as a man before, in fact, I have never sought any gentleman's friendship with Hou Ye.
Today, you and I have seen the light of day again, I have never blamed Hou Ye for concealing it in the past, and Hou Ye should also forget the past in the wind, just as if everything did not exist. ”
Click, as if something was broken.
It turned out to be Jun Chengsong's young man's heart that sprouted for the first time in more than 20 years.
Shen Qingluan's words were extremely straightforward, and there was almost no room for Jun Chengsong to deceive himself, and he didn't even have a chance to pretend to be stupid.
Jun Hongbai opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.
Pretending to be stupid again?
He knew that Shen Qingluan was by no means the kind of person who was vague.
Although she is a woman, she is more powerful than a man.
Naturally, he could deny the identity of Sui An that Shen Qingluan said, and save a trace of face for himself.
But he was unwilling, and even more unwilling.
The person who has experienced and joined hands with Shen Qingluan is clearly him, why should he deny it!
In the end, he only raised his eyes heavily, and his dark and deep eyes were engraved with complex and indescribable emotions: "I didn't deceive you, I just liked you." ”
He was still as clumsy as ever, and even after saying this, his ears were already red, and he didn't dare to raise his head again.
In terms of this, he is far inferior to Jun Hongbai's words as sweet and greasy as honey.
But this simple and straightforward sentence is like a small hammer, which hammers the softest place in Shen Qingluan's heart at once.
Joy ......
Her parents loved and held hands with each other all their lives.
Under the influence of her ears and eyes, she also thought that everyone in the world could find the other half who was in the same boat with her.
When Jun Hongbai appeared, she thought that he was that kind of person, so she gave everything honestly.
It wasn't until she gained cold eyes that she suddenly realized that there are so many people in this world who are not born to be loved.
It's just that why is that person Shen Qingluan?
Perhaps, probably, probably, it should be, that she is not good enough, so she is not liked by her husband.
This obsession, before she died, when she saw the glamorous and beautiful Du Mianmian, became the last straw that crushed her.
Even after being reborn, midnight dreams would always make her heart palpitate and it was difficult to breathe.
In those sleepless nights, you asked her why she hated Jun Hongbai so much?
Guy Jun Hongbai's various behaviors towards her in her previous life are not just a few words of betrayal and hurt that can be described.
He hurt her pride and emotions as a woman even more, making her think that she was not good enough to be worthy of her husband's love, so she was treated so coldly.
So after being reborn, she placed her affection on poetry and books, honored her parents, and loved her younger sister, and the only thing she didn't dare to touch was love.
The feeling of being let down, being denied, being humiliated in the depths of my soul is so unbearable.
It's hard for her to feel that even though she has been reborn, she still can't forget the pain that burned into the depths of her soul.
Therefore, this will Jun Chengsong say that he likes her.
Shen Qingluan lowered her eyes, covering the sour poetry coming from the depths of her eyes.
Only she knows how precious these two words, this true feeling, are to her.
It turned out that all the fault that happened to her was not her, but Jun Hongbai, and even more, fate.
After a long time of turning over the river and the sea in his heart, it seemed that only a moment had passed, Shen Qingluan raised his head, and his face had completely cooled.
One word at a time: "Since you already know my identity, you must also know that I am married to a wife, and now I have to call Hou Ye the second uncle."
Therefore, for the sake of my reputation and the reputation of the Shen family, and even for the career of Hou Ye, I only thought that I had never heard these words, and Hou Ye only said them.
In the future, if we can not meet, you and I will not see each other again, and there are letters to ask the Hou Ye not to pass them on again. The rumors and rumors are just a romantic affair for Hou Ye, but it is a fatal blow to me. ”
The sparkling light in Jun Chengsong's complicated eyes slowly extinguished, and all the anticipation and longing hope were replaced by regret.
How did he say it!
knew that with her beautiful scenery, saying this would only lead to her breaking off friendship.
But then he was relieved again, if he didn't say this, wouldn't she be able to see it?
On the contrary, if she deliberately concealed it, it would only make her despise and disgust even more, even more than disgusted with Jun Hongbai.
So the result will only be inevitable.
However, even though he knew everything, when Shen Qingluan turned his head without hesitation and threw his sleeves away, he still felt heartache.
This pain, after he knew that he could have Shen Qingluan, reached the point of no return.
Because of his stupidity and arrogance, he missed her.
He hated, hated marrying Shen Qingluan, who should have been cherished and loved, but Jun Hongbai, who was so humiliated and treated coldly, hated himself even more for being extremely rigid and arrogant!
His eyes were firmly fixed on Shen Qingluan's gradually distant back, his eyes were already red unconsciously, and there was a strong murderous aura rolling and surging.
He was buried in pain, so he didn't know that at the end of the bustling and tight path, Shen Qingluan, who was walking quickly, stopped, turned around slowly, and looked back at the man who was still hanging his head.
Jun Chengsong is a soldier, he used to walk, sit and lie down, and he was full of handsomeness, which is why Shen Qingluan recognized him without much effort.
But now, he hung his head and bent his back, looking like a puppy abandoned by his master.
Pitiful and tight, exhausted and tight.