Chapter 196: You are the superior of this relationship
"It's okay, these things are in the past." Jiang Tan held Xia Ning's hand, the latter's hand was cold and scary, Jiang Tan was a little flustered, and hurriedly said: "I really didn't take it to heart, and you don't have to take it to heart." ”
Xia Ning seemed to relax a little at this time, she nodded, and continued: "Then I'll talk about the second thing." ”
Jiang Tan nodded, "Okay, you say, I'm listening." ”
Xia Ning's breathing was heavy, she first tried to adjust her breathing, and then she whispered: "My child with Yanxi was determined to be conceived by me at the beginning, a long time ago. The doctor told me that my body was pregnant and that there was a high chance that something would go wrong. ”
"You already know why" Jiang Tan paused, his brows furrowed, "Is the child more important than your life?" ”
"I'm not that great, I want to live well, but"
Tears flowed from the corners of Xia Ning's eyes, flowing turbulently, "But I can't accept that Yanxi doesn't love me, I know. I knew he had married me for the sake of the family, and the children were the only thing I could keep with him. ”
Xia Ning said this, looking directly at Jiang Tan, she showed a sad smile: "But I'm about to be alive now. I don't want Yanxi to know these things, I have a burden in my heart Jiang Tan, can you cooperate with me to make a play. ”
"You pretend to be incompatible with me, I want to convince Hikoshi that I hate him. only to deliberately knock out the child. ”
Jiang Tan looked at Xia Ning, who was struggling to speak, and said disapprovingly after all: "You do these things, if Meng Yanxi really doesn't know it for the rest of his life, what will you let him think of you in the future?" He's going to hate you, Xia Ning, you might as well make it clear to him directly. The Meng family's hospital is very good, you will be fine, don't give up hope"
Xia Ning just shook his head slowly, "I know what is the condition of my body, it's too late, and it's not saved."
"You haven't tried it yet, how do you know it's hopeless?" Jiang Tan's voice was eager: "Let's at least cooperate with the treatment first." ”
Xia Ning's smile was bleak: "Is Miss Jiang unwilling to help me?" ”
Jiang Tan expressed the answer in silence.
A hint of gloom crossed Xia Ning's eyes, but soon, he smiled again, "It's okay, but, Miss Jiang. Can you keep it a secret for me? ”
"You're dying!" Jiang Tan held her breath in her chest, turbid and stuffy, she looked at Xia Ning's pale face, and couldn't help her temper, "Xia Ning, if you do these things, if Meng Yanxi knows the truth in the future, how much he should blame himself!" And people can't live just for love! How distressed your parents would be if they knew why you were the way you are today! ”
Xia Ning's tears welled up again, she looked at Jiang Tan eagerly, and her voice was choked: "Just when I beg you, Jiang Tan, you can help me"
Jiang Tan's expression was solemn, and he said in a deep voice: "I can't give you a direct answer, I have to think about it, Xia Ning, you should also think about it, is it really necessary to tell such a big lie?" ”
"Miss Jiang, you are lucky, Zhou Yinghuai loves you, so you are the superior of this relationship. I know that the journey between you and Zhou Yinghuai has not been smooth, and I also know that you have paid a lot for Zhou Yinghuai, but Miss Jiang, many women have paid like this, but how many Zhou Yinghuai are there in this circle? ”
Xia Ning's face was pale, and her eyes were gloomy and haggard: "I never had the luxury of my marriage. There is love, but Meng Yanxi is really good, so good that I have unrealistic expectations for him, and now my expectations have been disappointed, I can say that I am to blame for all this, but. I don't want me to die, he left a knot in his heart. ”
"He should know the truth"
"Jiang Tan, he's a very good person, he just doesn't love me." Xia Ning's expression returned to gentleness, and she trembled and stretched out her hand, covering Jiang Tan's hand, "He should live his life without psychological concerns, I don't want my death to become his nightmare." ”
Jiang Tan was speechless.
Many things are from the perspective of a bystander, of course, you can say that you are open-minded.
But really in the middle of it, there are a few people who can stay awake.
Jiang Tan walked out of the ward with an expressionless face, and outside the door, Meng Yanxi and Zhou Yinghuai stood side by side, and the two men didn't seem to be talking.
Meng Yanxi's face, which had always been bleak, only had a little expression when he saw Jiang Tan, he walked towards Jiang Tan, and after struggling for a moment, he lowered his voice and asked, "What did Xia Ning say to you?" ”
"Nothing." Jiang Tan paused, "Is her physical condition bad?" ”
"The doctor said it was bad" Meng Yanxi's eyes were red, and he suddenly slammed his fist against the wall, "She actually shed the child in order to take revenge on me, Jiang Tan, I never thought that she would do this." ”
Jiang Tan looked at Meng Yanxi with a complicated expression, and she spoke, firm enough: "I don't believe that Xia Ning loves you so much that she will really shed your child." ”
Meng Yanxi was stunned for a moment, and stunned appeared, "Why are you still helping her speak?" ”
"Xia Ning is not a bad person, she was just hostile to me because she loved you at the time, but she didn't really do anything to hurt me, and I accepted her apology."
Jiang Tan said calmly: "I'm not a person who repays grievances with virtue, but I don't hold a grudge against Xia Ning for that little quarrel at the beginning, so what I'm saying now is just my objective opinion, Meng Yanxi, you might as well ask your heart, will Xia Ning really kill your children in order to take revenge on you?" ”
Jiang Tan saw that Meng Yanxi's expression was loose, with a little hesitation, and hesitated, so he continued: "Will there be any misunderstanding in the middle?" ”
Zhou Yinghuai had been watching from the sidelines, until this time, seeing that Jiang Tan had almost said something, he stood up straight and walked towards her, he held her hand, held it in the palm of his hand, and said lightly: "Tantan, it's late, I'll take you to dinner." ”
The two left the hospital, in the car, there was a long silence, and Jiang Tan exhaled softly.
With confusion and incomprehension, she called Zhou Yinghuai's name.
"Zhou Yinghuai."
"Huh?"
"Will you love me a little more because I wanted to have a baby?" Jiang Tan looked at Zhou Yinghuai seriously, with deep confusion in his eyes.
I happened to pass by the square, and there was a young father playing in the square with his children.
Zhou Yinghuai's speed was very slow, so he glanced at it casually.
His slender fingers clasped on the steering wheel, nodded casually, closed his fingers, and said lightly: "I have no reverence for blood, let alone regard it as a guide, Tan Tan, I never think that a child can represent anything." ”
"Then" Jiang Tan was not satisfied with this answer, "If I have a child, you really won't change anything?" ”