"I want to know why Xia Ning had a miscarriage." Meng Yanxi's tone was flat.

The dean's face was embarrassed, he hesitated for a moment, and hesitated a little, "Mr. Meng, when Miss Xia was sent to the hospital, the child was no longer there, and you asked me to say why the miscarriage occurred, I dare not say." ”

"How can the cause of the miscarriage not be found?" Meng Yanxi's expression became cold, and he looked at the dean with a serious look, "I don't care what method you use, I have to know why she had a miscarriage." ”

"Mr. Meng, Miss Xia's health is not good, so the miscarriage is likely to be an accident." The dean sighed and subconsciously said, "Besides, didn't you also know that Miss Xia's body was not suitable for pregnancy?" ”

Meng Yanxi's brows tightened, and his tone became more and more heavy: "When did I know that Xia Ning is not suitable for pregnancy?" ”

Only then did the dean recall that when Xia Ning came to the hospital for prenatal checkup, he came alone, and as for those words, they were naturally Xia Ning's one-sided words.

The dean's face changed, and he muttered to himself, "Could it be?"

"What is it?" Meng Yanxi has always been gentle, but now he has no patience, his voice is cold, "If you have anything to say, just say it!" ”

"Yes, at the beginning, you and Miss Xia have not divorced, and Miss Xia once came to our hospital for a pregnancy test. At that time, I looked at Miss Xia's case and pregnancy test list, and saw that she had the possibility of threatened miscarriage, and I asked Miss Xia at that time, are you sure you want this child? After all, having this child may have a great impact on her body. ”

Every time Meng Yanxi heard a word, his heart sank a little, and he was so angry that he stood up, "Why don't you tell me about such a big thing?" ”

The dean looked wronged, "At that time, I thought that your wife and I were saying that Miss Xia's body was wrong, I asked Miss Xia, do I want to talk to you, Miss Xia said that you are busy with work, let me not bother you." ”

"I listened to it at the time, but I still didn't feel steady, so I called you at night, but you said I didn't have time, so I didn't want to quarrel with you."

Meng Yanxi's face turned pale, and he seemed to lose his confidence for a moment, and slowly sat down again.

He pursed his lips, his lips turned white, and he said in a low voice, "I didn't know you were trying to say this."

"You didn't give me a chance to say it!"

The dean sighed, "I wanted to tell you at the time, but you and Miss Xia were so resolute, so I didn't say it, not to mention that later, Miss Xia never came to the Meng family's hospital for a prenatal checkup." ”

The dean opened the drawer and took out Xia Ning's pregnancy test sheet from it, "Miss Xia's uterus is thin, and it is the first child, although the situation at that time was more dangerous, but if she chose to have an abortion at that time, it was very likely to cause a habitual miscarriage, and it would be difficult to get pregnant in the future." ”

Meng Yanxi trembled his hands and took the pregnancy test form handed over by the dean.

His eyes were red, just looking at his expression, what he received in his hand was not like a pregnancy test form, but like some heavy object.

At that moment, his back bent a little.

What else is there to ask? You don't even have to look down.

How can a woman who is willing to conceive a child at such a great risk be easily killed.

Meng Yanxi recalled that during this period of time, he was puzzled and questioned about Xia Ning, and infinite self-blame came to his heart.

His hand holding the pregnancy test form tightened, and the paper was wrinkled, and the whole person was like a tight sword, indescribably stunned.

"I also questioned why she wanted to kill our children." Meng Yanxi smiled bitterly, his voice hoarse to the extreme, "I'm really not human!" ”

The dean couldn't bear to see it, and kindly persuaded him: "You don't have a heart either. ”

"How is Xia Ning's situation now?" Meng Yanxi tried to calm himself down, he raised his eyes to look at the dean, his eyes were scarlet, but his emotions were more depressed than his eyes, "I don't care what method you use, she can't be fine." ”

"I understand what you mean, we will definitely do our best to save Miss Xia, but. . . Miss Xia's health is really bad, and we are not sure if we can save her."

Meng Yanxi didn't know what kind of mood she was in when she walked to the door of Xia Ning's ward, the woman on the hospital bed was as calm as she first saw it, she was holding a book and reading it very quietly, not even noticing that she didn't want to stand at the door.

And Meng Yanxi didn't want to disturb her, so he stood at the door so quietly.

Meng Yanxi has always felt that he doesn't love Xia Ning.

How can you love?

He clearly never loved.

The union of the two was the order of their parents from the beginning, and later it was nothing more than respecting each other and being well.

As for the so-called warmth, the trivial warmth on weekdays is the fruit of the situation, no matter how full and sweet it is, it always has astringency.

It's him who has a grudge.

Therefore, he never thought that he could love Xia Ning, and he never even thought that he could love Xia Ning in the past.

Meng Yanxi felt that they did not need these things between them, and that they had a more solid foundation and a more inseparable connection.

But Xia Ning gave up, she didn't want anything, she just wanted love.

Meng Yanxi used to envy Zhou Yinghuai, envy him for being able to get Jiang Tan's wholehearted love, and envy that there is a person who can break through all the hardships and dangers to love.

He was so envious, and after envying for a long time, it became an obsession, which covered his eyes and his heart.

He couldn't see anything, his heart was full of regrets, regrets that his life was about to end, so he couldn't even see the people in front of him clearly.

But what he envied was actually someone who held it in front of him very early.

Meng Yanxi felt his throat tremble, and he almost used all his strength to finally call out Xia Ning's name.

He said, "Xia Ning. Let's talk? ”

The woman heard his voice, her hand flipping the book paused, she put down the book, her eyebrows and eyes were flat, and she looked almost calmly in the direction of Meng Yanxi.

She smiled gently and said, "Okay, what does Mr. Meng want to talk about?" ”

In such a calm, Meng Yanxi threw away his armor.

There was scarlet sweetness in his throat, and he had no confidence, and said in a low voice: "Xia Ning, can we do it all over again?" ”

To start over means to abandon everything and to write off love and hate.

But how is that possible?

People are not plants.

And Xia Ning really shook his head and said: "Time can't be repeated, and I won't be stupid twice, Mr. Meng, no matter if I can live this time, you don't have to come to me again, I won't start over with you." ”

Her eyebrows were dull, quiet, and there was not even any negative emotion in what she said.

But Meng Yanxi seemed to be permanently told at this moment that the beauty that was once within his reach really did not belong to him.