Chapter 252: I, I Didn't Lose to You

My name is Chu Anning, and when you hear this name, I am already on my way to the execution ground.

I remember when I was very young, the Chu family was one of the most famous families in Ningcheng, and my mother was a very decent and dignified woman, and since the day she married my father, she has been doing all the work in her share conscientiously.

Although I was very young, I have heard people say more than once in my memory that my mother was a very good helper.

My father loves my mother, and in my impression, my mother has told me more than once that my father loves her very much.

I don't want to delve into whether my mother's words are true or not, these are not important, the important thing is that my father is indeed inseparable from my mother.

My mother always told me that I had to learn how to control the family behind him for a man, which is a skill that a girl like me must learn.

And I, I will be a famous wife in the future, just like her.

I believe everything my mother says, and I believe that she is the wisest and best woman in the world.

On the eve of his mother's death, he was still planning everything for his father. Mother said that all the honors and disgraces in her life are maintained on her father's body, and the Chu family is all he has.

At that time, my father didn't care about my mother as before, and although I still loved her as before, I would come to see my mother every day.

It's always the happiest time of the day for mothers.

After her father left, she would hug me and say, An Ning, you see, as long as you let this man can't do without you, you can be with him for the rest of your life.

So later, when I learned that my future husband was Zhou Yinghuai, the only son of the Zhou family in the first family of Ningcheng, I thought I was worthy of my mother's teachings.

I would make a great wife.

Love and love are too small for people like us, and what I care about is never whether my husband has me in his heart.

I just need him to respect me, but I don't need him to love me.

I'm not a stupid person, I know what's important to me.

When I was a girl, after knowing that I was Zhou Yinghuai's quasi-fiancée, I began to change.

I began to focus everything on how to make myself a qualified wife of the Zhou family.

For this reason, I learned a lot of lessons and endured a lot of hardships.

But it doesn't matter, all of this is just what I have to go through on my way to becoming Mrs. Zhou.

So I have no regrets, and I'm willing to do everything I can for it.

Originally, all this would not be changed.

But one day, someone suddenly told me that Zhou Yinghuai had a woman by his side.

That's Zhou Yinghuai, he is such an indifferent and cold person, will there be other women around him?

At the first time, I even felt that the person who came to tell me about this was lying to me.

But I was still uneasy, so I gave up my studies abroad, deceived my father that everything was over, and returned home in a hurry.

I had clearly done what my mother said, but this man's eyes did not fall on me.

The first time I saw Jiang Tan, my first impression of her was that such a weak woman, if she didn't live under Zhou Yinghuai's wings, I am afraid that it would be difficult for her to stabilize her foothold in the upper circles of Ningcheng in this life.

I am different from her, I have received a good education, I have a proud net worth, I am the eldest lady of the Chu family.

She is inferior to me in every way.

But Zhou Yinghuai wanted to break off the marriage contract with me for her sake.

How could I allow this to happen?

I'm going to keep this man with me, no matter how despicable it may be.

Therefore, I designed Jiang Tan to see the scene of Zhou Yinghuai shopping with me.

She was really a girl who couldn't hold her breath, and she broke up with Zhou Yinghuai on the same day.

Everything went according to my expectations.

In fact, to be honest, I don't care about Jiang Tan, and I don't even care if Zhou Yinghuai loves Jiang Tan or not, as the education I have been receiving tells me, it really doesn't matter whether I love or not.

It's just that Zhou Yinghuai wants to break the marriage contract with me for her.

That's what I can't stand the most.

I was about to become a good girl in my mother's mind, and I would soon become my mother's pride, and I would not allow anyone to break this beauty.

That's why Jiang Tan had to leave.

But Jiang Tan left, and my marriage with Zhou Yinghuai was completely stranded.

I don't know why he gave up our engagement, but I'm not discouraged, I've become the best marriage he can find.

Jiang Tan went abroad, Jiang Tan will never come back in this life, and my victory is only a matter of time.

However, Jiang Tan is back.

Why did she come back?

Is it just for the sake of so-called self-esteem and pride? Does she want to stand in front of me and tell me she won?

With Zhou Yinghuai's love, she stood in an invincible position.

Does Jiang Tan want to tell me that what my mother told me is wrong, to be an excellent woman, to have the most unbreakable marital relationship, and you can't let this man's heart stay for you, only love can overcome everything.

For the first time, I wavered from my mother's words.

So I caused a lot of trouble for them, and even didn't hesitate to use my body and pretend to be a vegetative person, just to make my father hate Jiang Tan completely.

But how could Zhou Yinghuai accompany her so at any cost?

Every time I try, it just makes me realize that there is really someone who doesn't need to work hard, she just needs to be herself, and everything I dreamed of can come to naught.

It dawned on me how ridiculous it all was.

I lost completely.

But I am the eldest lady of the Chu family, even if I lose vigorously and completely tear everything, I don't want to live for a long time.

I stood in the dock of the prison, looking at Jiang Tan's stunned gaze, and felt unprecedented pleasure.

Jiang Tan, I didn't lose in your hands after all.

I just lost to myself.

I, Chu Anning, am willing to die, rather than being driven to a dead end by you.

I, didn't lose to you.

The heavy snow in Ningcheng in winter was like a flocculent, falling on the ground in a thick layer, covering all traces.

Jiang Tan sat by the fireplace in the Ming Garden, looking at Xia Ning with a blank look in his eyes.

Xia Ning's hand was cold, Jiang Tan held her hand in his hand, and his voice was reassuring: "Xia Ning, don't be afraid, Meng Yanxi will not find here, you are safe now." ”

Xia Ning's eyes turned, falling on Jiang Tan, and gradually became bright, she said: "Jiang Tan, I don't blame him, I just can't be so entangled with him, I want to have a new life." ”

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