Give Him Residual Warmth (2)
Zhou Yinghuai retracted his gaze, his noble face was cold and handsome, his tone was so calm that there was not a trace of ripples, and he said in an extremely indifferent voice: "Then you are really not suitable to stay by my side." ”
Jiang Tan only felt that her heart was cold, she subconsciously clenched her palms, and her voice tightened: "Then Mr. Zhou thinks, where is it suitable for me to stay?" Are you going to kick me out? ”
She had just come to his side, and she didn't know what to do, so she went on a rampage and knocked herself out on the head.
There was a taste of anger in her words, it was too obvious, Zhou Yinghuai just looked at her with a cold face, a noble man would not bow his head, let alone coax her.
Jiang Tan also knew that Zhou Yinghuai was not the one who would coax her.
She pursed her lips, and the coldness of her heart spread, "Zhou Yinghuai, then where should I be?" ”
"Jiang Tan." Zhou Yinghuai shouted her name, and her tone was calm: "Your mood is unstable now, if you can't figure it out, you can go out and think slowly." ”
It was from this moment that Jiang Tan began to slowly abandon all illusions about Zhou Yinghuai.
Although Zhou Yinghuai didn't say anything serious, Jiang Tan knew that they had a quarrel, which was very serious.
Jiang Tan didn't see Zhou Yinghuai in the Ming Garden for several days, she walked back and forth in the Ming Garden alone, the huge Ming Garden, and every road was familiar to her.
She is like an antique from Mingyuan, put here by Zhou Yinghuai, ignoring it.
Whether it is precious or not, whether it is exquisite or not, is not what Zhou Yinghuai cares.
How many precious things are in the hands of Young Master Zhou?
What is the need for him, coaxing himself.
Jiang Tan is in the company on weekdays, but she still sends him things according to her scope of responsibility.
But Zhou Yinghuai's eyes were pale from beginning to end, as if there was no intersection between the two.
Until the last day of the working day, it was raining heavily.
Jiang Tan looked at the heavy rain outside the window, and suddenly, she learned to be relieved, she walked into Zhou Yinghuai's office and stood still for a long time.
Her legs were a little numb, and she was quietly relieved, and I don't know how long it took, Zhou Yinghuai finally raised his eyes to look at her, with a question in his eyes, "Something?" ”
Jiang Tan bit his lip and said softly, "Tomorrow is the weekend, do you plan to go back to Mingyuan?" ”
Zhou Yinghuai looked at her lightly, "What's the matter with you?" ”
Jiang Tan was sad for a while, but she still didn't forget the purpose of her trip, she said, "Do you want to come back?" Zhou Yinghuai, you haven't been back for a long time. ”
"If I'm not mistaken, you're mad at me." Zhou Yinghuai said: "Is the gas gone? ”
He wouldn't coax her.
This cognition was also clearly stabbed in Jiang Tan's mind.
Jiang Tan hid the sadness in his heart and said, "It's gone, Zhou Yinghuai, I know I shouldn't be like this." ”
After she finished speaking, her tone still couldn't be concealed, revealing the sourness in her heart.
Zhou Yinghuai put down the pen and saw the little girl standing in front of him, shedding tears drop by drop.
She had just come to herself, her love and hate were obvious, and she asked for too much.
But love is so extravagant, Zhou Yinghuai thinks that even he feels thin and expensive about his vocabulary.
He had no way to give Jiang Tan, if he could make her sober, Zhou Yinghuai didn't think it was cruel.
Instead of giving illusions, it is better to let all her extravagant hopes be shattered from the beginning.
Zhou Yinghuai sighed lightly, "Come here." ”
His voice is light and beautiful, but it lacks a human touch.
Jiang Tan's eyes were red, he looked at him aggrievedly, and the next moment, he walked over obediently.
There were only two of them in the office, and Zhou Yinghuai held her in his arms, "How has the work been done in the past few days?" ”
Jiang Tan is not a person who can lie, she is restless, for the first time in her life, she encountered the unclimbable kaolin flower, fell miserably, and even her work was affected.
Jiang Tan said: "In the past few days, I have always been distracted, and the work has not been completed well. ”
Speaking of the back, he felt ashamed, lowered his head and stopped talking.
Zhou Yinghuai touched her face and said softly: "You are by my side, there is no way to grow, Jiang Tan, you have to learn to face the world by yourself." ”
Jiang Tan looked at Zhou Yinghuai in surprise, "Where do you want me to go?" ”
"Find something you like and do it."
Jiang Tan didn't think about what he liked.
She has always been very difficult just to live well.
She came to Ningcheng from a small Jiangnan town, the road is blue, hard and sad, where can she ask for anything she likes to do.
"I don't know what I like to do." Jiang Tan was a little aggrieved, and her voice choked again, "I don't have anything to like." ”
It's pathetic.
Zhou Yinghuai slowly wiped the tears on her cheeks, his movements were slow, his slender fingertips were stained with tears, and they ran over his fingertips, and the touch was strange, "Nothing?" ”
"Yes, I said I liked you, but you didn't let me like it." Jiang Tan's tears fell even more fiercely, and she said: "Zhou Yinghuai, you give me a little time, I won't like it in the future." ”
She seemed to be extremely sad, and her voice was trembling when she said the back.
Zhou Yinghuai thought that he might be too cruel to Jiang Tan.
But deception, even more cruel.
So he said, "It's raining outside, I'll go back to Mingyuan with you." ”
The car was driving in the rainy night, Jiang Tan curled up in Zhou Yinghuai's arms, looking at the milk tea in his hand.
Just passing by the bubble tea shop, she told Zhou Yinghuai that she wanted to drink.
Zhou Yinghuai went to the bubble tea shop with an umbrella and ordered her a cup of brown sugar pearls.
At this time, Jiang Tan pinched the brown sugar pearl in his hand and took a small sip.
"Is it sweet?" Zhou Yinghuai asked casually.
Jiang Tan had a thin nose, and his voice was muttering, "I don't know, I haven't tasted it." ”
Zhou Yinghuai tugged at the corners of his lips and smiled lightly, "It's all sugar, I can't taste it, it's really time to see a dentist." ”
Jiang Tan went to the dentist when he was a child.
At that time, in the welfare home, she went to the dentist and went alone.
When the tooth decay was pulled out, it really hurt, and it hurt Jiang Tan for a long time.
Jiang Tan squeezed the milk tea cup in his hand, and the next moment, he stuffed the straw into Zhou Yinghuai's mouth.
The man looked at her with a flat face.
Jiang Tan said: "Zhou Yinghuai, you can taste it." ”
Zhou Yinghuai has no interest in this drink.
He is also indifferent, he has no interest in sweet and greasy appetites, and he never takes the initiative to taste these things on weekdays.
But he looked at Jiang Tan's expectant eyes, and took a sip of it.
Jiang Tan bent his eyebrows and smiled happily.
She said, "Now you've drunk it too!" If we go to the dentist, we can go together. ”
Zhou Yinghuai thought, what a child.
And when Jiang Tan finished speaking, her shoulders suddenly collapsed, and she said, "The dentist is in pain, I'm afraid of pain." ”
Zhou Yinghuai touched Jiang Tan's face, sighed lightly, and muttered, "Poor little bite." ”
Jiang Tan looked at him with a pair of misty eyes.
This look is pitiful no matter what, Zhou Yinghuai was silent for a long time, raised his hand, touched Jiang Tan's hair, and said, "Okay, don't be wronged, I'll coax you?" Well? ”
What Zhou Yinghuai said about coaxing is really just the word coaxing.
Jiang Tan felt that she was really too easy to coax, and at the same time she angrily pinched Zhou Yinghuai's face, she said, "It's you!" Why do you look so good! ”
The rain still didn't stop at night, Jiang Tan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the rain outside the window.
But the rain scene in front of me didn't take half of it into my heart.
She had been listening to the doorway.
Will Zhou Yinghuai come over tonight?
He's already back in Mingyuan, and they're reconciled, right?
Jiang Tan was thinking nonsense while waiting quietly.
After waiting for a long time, she heard the door open.
Jiang Tan turned his head and saw Zhou Yinghuai standing at the door in his pajamas.
He likes cool colors of black, white and gray, and even his pajamas are gray.
Jiang Tan walked towards him.
The light was very warm, and Zhou Yinghuai lowered his eyes and looked at Jiang Tan's bare feet.
Still unshoeed, she walked up to herself and put her toe on her slippers.
The two of them didn't even have a superfluous conversation, Jiang Tan looked at Zhou Yinghuai for a moment, and the next moment, his hand hooked his neck and kissed him.
It was a damp and rainy night, but the room was dry and blazing.
Jiang Tan felt the temperature of Zhou Yinghuai's palm, and he held himself in such a gentle posture.
The clothes on his body had disappeared unconsciously, Jiang Tan turned his face sideways and saw Zhou Yinghuai open the bedside table on the side.
It's colorful, and there's a whole drawer inside.
Zhou Yinghuai, such a moody person, was also a little stunned for a while, his expression was quite calm, and he looked at Jiang Tan, "Have you prepared so much?" Not going to sleep tonight? ”
Jiang Tan's face turned red all of a sudden, and he retorted in a low voice: "It's not that you didn't say it, let me prepare a little more?" ”
It's really uncompromising, and I listened to it.
Zhou Yinghuai's smile deepened, and he said lightly: "Well, I asked you to prepare." ”
Jiang Tan's eyes were bright, and when he looked at people, he had a sense of innocence, "So, I'll prepare." ”
This is to explain to yourself.
"Zhou Yinghuai," Jiang Tan said, "I'm not a very good girl, I don't know how to get along with someone like you." ”
Zhou Yinghuai wanted to laugh when he heard it.
He really wanted to tell Jiang Tan that if she could get along with him easily, then it would prove that she was not a good girl.
He touched Jiang Tan's ruddy face, took one out of the drawer, and in the next second, his hand moved down and clasped Jiang Tan's neck and kissed it.
His sense of aggression was so heavy, Jiang Tan's face became more and more blushing, but he still hugged him obediently.
When he was most emotional, Jiang Tan heard Zhou Yinghuai say: "I'm not a good person, Jiang Tan, don't add those illusory halos to me." ”
Jiang Tan looked at him with a confused look in his eyes.
Zhou Yinghuai's fingertips gently pressed Jiang Tan's lip flap until the color of the lip flap turned red, and then he said, "I am a cold and selfish person." ”
Zhou Yinghuai has a clear understanding of his own nature.
He doesn't even bother to deceive, is open and honest, and says everything.
Jiang Tan just stubbornly said: "I like what you look like." ”