Ink Sakura (4)

Ning Hanying had an indescribable sense of powerlessness, and the next moment, she suddenly heard a man's bland voice behind her: "No need to go in, I'm here." ”

Ning Hanying turned her head suddenly and saw Zhou Moxing.

The butler carried an umbrella for him, and he held a heavy towel in his hand.

He walked up to Ning Hanying, wrapped the towel around Ning Hanying, and then took the umbrella from the housekeeper.

The umbrella surface of the umbrella is tilted, covering Ning Hanying safely inside.

Mother Zhao didn't expect Zhou Moxing to come out, the angry expression on her face just now froze and became a little panicked, she said eagerly: "Mr. Zhou, I have no way to teach my son, please don't mind!" ”

Ning Hanying reacted at this time, raised her head, and saw Zhou Moxing's cold and mature face.

He didn't speak, he looked at Ning Hanying, and the emotions in his eyes flashed with distress, and after that, he raised his head and looked at Zhao Chen.

"Zhao Xiaogongzi is indeed a young man, he dares to fight hard and dare to break through when he does things, regardless of the consequences." Zhou Moxing said lightly: "Look at this posture, you plan to elope with Han Ying, right?" ”

Zhao Chen's face became very pale under Zhou Moxing's simple questioning, his lips pursed, and he couldn't say a word for a long time, but the fear in his eyes became stronger and stronger.

"Mr. Zhou" Zhao Chen was dumbfounded: "Me and Han Ying. It's in love, isn't it too disgraceful for you to snatch love? ”

"In love?" Zhou Moxing lowered his eyes and looked at the wet Ning Hanying, "That's how you love her?" ”

Zhao Chen was stunned for a moment, and then, he didn't know how to refute, and his face turned red.

Zhou Moxing looked at it coldly, and his voice became calmer and calmer: "As long as you dare to say in front of me today that you plan to leave with Han Ying, you can accept all the consequences caused by this matter, and I won't stop you." ”

Zhao Chen's eyes widened, and his voice trembled more and more: "Are you threatening me?" ”

"You misunderstood, I didn't plan to do anything to you, let alone threaten, but everything has a cause and effect, and if you want to gain something, you have to be prepared to lose something."

Zhou Moxing said lightly: "I will not let go of people who want to rob my wife, no matter where they are." ”

Ning Hanying's heart tightened, and she raised her eyes to look at Zhou Moxing again.

And Zhao Chen took two steps back, and the hesitation in his eyes was clear.

His eyes flickered, and he whispered, "I won't"

Ning Hanying looked at Zhao Chen in astonishment.

Zhao Chen noticed Ning Hanying's gaze, and lowered his head more and more embarrassed, he said, "Hanying, I. I actually didn't think it through, I just didn't want you to be robbed of me. I'll have to think again. ”

The astonishment and disappointment on Ning Hanying's face became thicker and thicker.

And Zhou Moxing picked her up without saying a word and walked towards the business car on the side.

The heating in the car was sufficient, and Zhou Moxing wiped Ning Hanying's hair with a bath towel.

"I told your parents that you would stay with me tonight." Zhou Moxing paused, put the soaked bath towel aside, and smiled at Shang Ning Hanying's lost gaze: "Not convinced? ”

Ning Hanying said, convinced.

"It's not a convincing expression." Zhou Moxing pinched Ning Hanying's chin, forcing her to raise her eyes, he raised his eyebrows slightly, and said lightly: "Hanying, that man is not worthy of you, he can only bring you wind and rain." ”

"You guessed this today, right?" Ning Hanying's voice was hoarse, "You're just waiting, waiting to see my jokes!" ”

"What's there to see about your jokes?" Zhou Moxing sneered, "Do you think that I just wanted to see you look foreign, so I let you go out to see Zhao Chen?" ”

Ning Hanying knew no.

The angry flame on her body weakened suddenly, lowered her eyes, and whispered: "I know, you are trying to make me die, you want to tell me that people like Zhao Chen can't take care of me." ”

It seemed to be a low sigh, with a thick helplessness, Zhou Moxing hugged the little girl in his arms, and said, "Don't you know everything?" Han Sakura, come to me, I will give you everything I have, I promise you, you will be the happiest woman in the world. ”

This time, Ning Hanying didn't hide again.

After many years, when Ning Hanying thought back to everything that happened that night, she still felt that Zhou Moxing was really cruel.

He intruded into her life without saying anything, and used the most extreme means to make her see her situation clearly.

She had no way back, no way but by his side.

But when he realized this, she had been Mrs. Zhou for a long time, and she fell in love with Zhou Moxing.

If you do the math carefully, how can you figure out who is right and who is wrong? In the final analysis, Zhou Moxing has always been the only man she has ever loved in her life.

As for Ning Hanying's pregnancy last week, it was in the third year after marriage.

That year, there was a lot of snow in Ningcheng, which was a snow disaster that had not been seen for a long time.

Ning Hanying sat in the snowy courtyard, looking at the two bars on the pregnancy test stick, still a little confused.

Maybe she hadn't thought about how to be a mother.

In the past three years of marriage with Zhou Moxing, she has lived a free life, with a laissez-faire life that she never imagined in the Ning family.

The appearance of this child broke this freedom.

Therefore, Ning Han Yingde's first reaction was not joy, but overwhelmed.

She doesn't like children, and she doesn't think that maternal love will come naturally.

When she tossed and turned because of this child's vomiting and insomnia, Ning Hanying felt that this child was too annoying many times.

It's really hard for her to like this child who makes her emotions dominated by hormones and makes her puffy and miserable.

Maybe she was too obvious, Ning's mother found out, and Ning's mother said angrily: "Ning Hanying, you can't rely on Zhou Moxing to like you, you will be willful!" This is the flesh and blood of the Zhou family, and now that you are a mother, you should take on this responsibility! ”

Ning Hanying's deep depression since she was a child broke out at this moment.

She was hoarse, she couldn't stop crying, "Why do I have to take this responsibility!" When I was a child, I had to take the responsibility of being the daughter of the Ning family, I wanted to be excellent, I couldn't make mistakes! But I'm not as smart as my sister, so you don't love me! Later, when I became an adult, I had to take responsibility for the honor and disgrace of the Ning family, so I first wanted to marry Zhao Chen, and then I wanted to marry Zhou Moxing! Now, am I going to be a mother again? ”

Her words made Ning's mother stunned.

Mother Ning looked at her blankly, probably unable to understand why her most well-behaved and sensible youngest daughter would say such rebellious words.

Zhou Moxing, who was not far away, heard these clearly.

Ning Hanying didn't know that Zhou Moxing went to find Ning's father and Ning's mother.

Zhou Moxing said: "Han Ying doesn't need to be responsible, she is just herself, she was unhappy in the past, and now I want nothing but hope that she is happy." ”

That night, Zhou Moxing came back late.

He said that the road was closed by heavy snow, and the car was parked in the middle of the road, so it was delayed.

Ning Hanying had just quarreled with Ning's mother during the day, and when she heard Zhou Moxing say this, she just said an absent-minded 'um' at this time.

Zhou Moxing lay down beside her and hugged her from behind.

He seemed to be coaxing a child, and his tone was gentle: "What did you do at home today?" Did you miss me? ”

Ning Hanying didn't speak.

Zhou Moxing smiled, becoming more and more indulgent, and said, "I have missed you many times." ”

His tone is so subtle that if it were heard by others, it might seem unreal.

But for Ning Hanying, everything is just commonplace.

She still didn't speak, but her trembling eyelashes betrayed her heart.

The tails of her eyes are slightly red.

Zhou Moxing saw it clearly, his fingertips gently wiped Ning Hanying's eyes, and whispered, "If you're not happy, just scold me." ”

"What am I scolding you for?" Ning Hanying finally opened her eyes, she turned to look at him, the grievance in her eyes was so strong: "I just don't understand, why have I been pushed forward?" No one cares if I like it or not! That's how everything goes! ”

Maybe the night was too dark, or the backlog of the whole day exploded at this moment, she could hardly control her emotions, and her voice was hoarse: "Zhou Moxing, I'm not happy." ”

The three words 'unhappy', with a crying tone.

At this moment, Zhou Moxing seemed to understand what regret was.

He thought that he should have been wrong in the first place, and used such strong means to keep her by his side.

It's not about the increase or decrease of love, what is the difference at this time and then, it's just the first time that the pride of the sky loves someone, so he doesn't even know what kind of posture he should use.

He didn't think it through, and at first asked for the rest of her life, but he didn't ask her if she wanted to.

There seemed to be a feeling of suffocation in his throat, Zhou Moxing's Adam's apple rolled, and for a long time, his voice was hoarse: "I'm sorry." ”

The grievance in Ning Hanying's eyes was replaced by astonishment.

Her tears rolled down and slid down the corners of her eyes, seeping into the delicate fabric, leaving water marks.

"I wasn't prepared, I couldn't be a good mother," she said. ”

It's not that you don't want to, but you can't.

Zhou Moxing smiled calmly, he said: "You can't forget it, no one stipulates it, people have to live in all aspects, and if you don't want to do something, don't do it." ”

It was two months later in psychological treatment that Zhou Moxing learned that Ning Hanying was suffering from depression.

She was sick.

As a result, the existence of this child has become a completely tricky matter.

After Zhou Yinghuai was born, Ning Hanying was reluctant to look at him more, immersed in her own pain.

What Zhou Moxing did was nothing more than to put this child farther away from Ning Hanying.

In life, there is a scale in a person's heart.

What does it matter what others think?

He only wanted his wife to be happy, and everything else was as light as a feather.

Zhou Moxing recalled his life, fresh clothes and angry horses, flowers and brocade, all beautiful, all like inconsequential silent films. The only thing he had palpitations was in the library, and the girl Ning Hanying glanced at herself......