142 What use do you want?

Shen Qingzhen asked Xu Qing: "Can't you play?" ”

Xu Qing immediately nodded: "I can play, but I'm afraid that it won't sound good and make the two sisters uncomfortable." ”

"Let's play!"

Xu Qing nodded, so he went to hug a pipa and came in.

Shen Qingzhen was slightly surprised that the boy also learned pipa.

Pipa is difficult to learn, and you can't get into it for a year and a half.

I saw Xu Qing sit down, began to pluck the strings twice, and then began to play.

The sound of the pipa is continuous, but it is also a little accomplished, not as bad as he said, Shen Qingzhen has studied the piano with Cui Lingxin for a few days, and he can hear a few points.

The sound of the piano entered his ears, Shen Qingzhen closed his eyes slightly and listened, and gradually relaxed.

At the end of the song, Xu Qing got up and said, "Sister, it's ugly." ”

"Play well, practice more!" Subsequently, Shen Qingzhen asked him again: "How long have you been studying?" ”

Xu Qing was praised, and rushed back to her words: "I have been studying for a few years, and I used to learn secretly, and my parents at home thought that I was not doing my job, and then I came out, and I found a job in this music building, and occasionally followed a few musicians to learn, and today is the first time to play in front of people." ”

Shen Qingzhen looked at Xu Qing's smile, and he knew his character at this time, he was outgoing, and he was also born handsome and lovely, which made people look kind.

"Let's play a few more songs!" Shen Qingzhen said.

It was rare for someone to listen to him play the piano, and Xu Qing was also happy, so he continued to play.

After a few songs, Shen Qingzhen was very relaxed and enjoyed.

She also called Xu Qing: "You sit and rest!" ”

Xu Qing nodded: "Okay sister." ”

Xu Qing, a young man, has a sweet mouth, and he calls Shen Qingjian happily with a mouthful of sisters.

"Sister, I see that you seem to be a little tired, do you want me to press your shoulder and neck? I've learned a bit of massage. ”

Shen Qingzhen seemed to have some ideas.

Just looked at Xu Qing, and said, "No need, I may have been out for too long and tired!" ”

After speaking, Shen Qingzhen got up to leave.

Xu Qingdao: "Then my sister has to come again!" ”

Shen Qingzhen asked Caihuan to take out the money and hand it to Xu Qing, nodding: "I will come again!" ”

After speaking, the two left, Xu Qing stood outside the door and waved goodbye to them, and then turned back to the building.

A mother came over and took away the money Xu Qing was holding in his hand: "Yo! That's so much money! Today's guest is generous! ”

"Mother Zhang." Xu Qing hung his head in front of her.

Mother Zhang glanced at Xu Qing and said, "Don't worry, I'll take half of it and keep half for you." ”

After speaking, Zhang's mother counted the money, and then handed half of it to Xu Qing.

Xu Qing thanked: "Thank you, Mom." ”

"Xu Qing!" Mother Zhang patted Xu Qing on the shoulder and said, "When you meet a generous guest, you have to catch it well, otherwise people won't come, and you won't make less money!" ”

Xu Qing sank his eyebrows.

Yes, in their music building, it is not a music building, it is a music building, but most people are doing male skills in private.

Zhang's mother secretly supports these things, and the people below are willing to make money, and she can also get a piece of the pie.

Zhang's mother patted Xu Qing, and then took the money and left.

Xu Qing sighed, he just wanted to come to learn the piano, but he didn't want to do such a thing.

Xu Qing took the money, went out of the music building, bypassed some deep alleys, and walked to a dilapidated hut to stop.

Before he could go in, he heard the sound of people inside coughing.

Xu Qing couldn't bear to open the door, and saw that the old woman inside thought that the old woman was fetching water by the well, as if she wanted to wash clothes.

"Mother, didn't you tell you not to touch the cold water? You let me come! ”

The old lady pushed him away seriously and said, "I'll wash it myself, don't worry about it!" ”

"Mother! What are you doing here? I'm not in good health, so why bother? Xu Qing couldn't help but persuade her.

Mother Xu was calm and impatient with Xu Qing: "If you don't let me take care of you, then you don't care about me!" I don't think you're a son! ”

Xu Qing sighed helplessly, feeling depressed in his heart.

He can't make sense with his mother.

His mother wants him to study and test for fame, but he is not that piece of material, besides, his mother is old and his health is declining, and he has to study again, how can he step on his mother's bones to study with peace of mind?

Now that he has found a job as a musician, he can support himself and his mother, which is obviously very good, they have money to solve the problem of food and clothing, so that they can live well, it is nothing more than being ridiculed and despised by others, but what is this?

But his mother insisted that he go to school, saying that getting fame was the only way out.

However, with so many unsuccessful candidates, some people are still in their forties and fifties to refer to it, is this the best way out?

Is it bad for people to seek other ways out?

Xu Qing couldn't understand, he didn't steal, didn't rob, didn't dare to go against his will, he could try his best to live a good life, why did he want to live that kind of poor life to find guilt?

Xu Qing took the laundry basin in his mother's hand and went to the well to wash it.

Mother Xu's face softened slightly, looked at her son, and said, "You listen to me, go to study, don't go to work in your music building anymore!" Where is that? The black smoke is miasma, and it is humiliating to be known by the neighbors! ”

"Mother, I'm on the right track, don't think about it, I'm just entertaining guests at the door, and I'm not doing anything else!" Xu Qing had no choice but to explain again.

When Xu Mu heard that he didn't listen to herself, she immediately began to change her face, and said in a mean tone: "You work there, so many people go back and forth, I don't know what you do!" Don't say that the money you earn is clean, there is no clean person in the building! ”

"Mother!" Xu Qing was so angry that he shook off the clothes in his hand.

Xu Mu said with a deep face: "Did I say something wrong?" Since you went to Nale Building, you have not listened to my words and learned badly, and you have stopped reading when you are told to study! It's really for nothing! It's better to strangle you when your father dies! With you, I have been subjected to so many sins! ”

Again, Xu Qing listened to this rhetoric, he was angry and annoyed, but he couldn't refute it, he was raised by his mother, and his mother was frugal herself, just to let him study and take the scientific examination.

Now he went against her will and disappointed her.

He felt guilty and powerless in his heart, extremely decadent, his face became heavy, and he lost the sunny smile outside.

Xu Qing had a desire to escape in his heart, but when he saw his elderly mother, he felt that he was unfilial.

Xu Qing still sat down, silently began to wash clothes, after washing clothes and began to boil water for cooking, after everything was done, he got up and went: "Mother, I still have something to do, go first!" ”

Mother Xu shouted angrily: "If you want to get out, get out!" What is the use of you as an uncompetitive person? It's just an eyesore! ”

Xu Qing took a deep breath, the moment he walked out of the house, his heart was barren, and every time he went home, he felt very heavy and depressed, and he was not happy at all.